Qin Mingyue was fascinated by Xiao Rui's words for a while. yes, that's how nice. Be happy to take revenge, complete your mission, and then walk the world with a sword. Most importantly, with people who know and love each other. What a blessing this is.

This was something that Qin Mingyue didn't dare to think about before. Of course, in her previous life, she had fantasized about living this kind of life with Hua Yixuan. However, reality gave her a blow to the head. Hua Yixuan not only couldn't help her resist the things she encountered in life, but also exploited her endlessly, always trying to squeeze benefits from her, get benefits, and despise her, saying that she didn't know how to manage housework, didn't know how to be a female celebrity, her mother's family was insatiable, and always used the Hua family's money. Even if at that time, the Hua family became a national teacher industry and the Hua family's silk industry was protected, but the Hua family still didn't think that it was Qin Mingyue's light, and thought that Qin Mingyue kept spending their family's silver.

In addition to these, Hua Yixuan also said that his favorite was Qin Mingyue, but he kept pulling women home. There are maids at home, there are yin dyed autumn, there are red card girls outside, and there are singers and dancers presented by officials to each other. There are even a few bearded girls. The backyard of the Hua family is extremely rich.

Where did this make Qin Mingyue have a little face, so how dare Qin Mingyue want to go to the end of the world with Hua Yixuan, who was with a bunch of women? Jokes.

Qin Mingyue thought of her father, the one in the backyard was called chaos. The Qin family has had the habit of spoiling concubines and killing wives since Qin Mingyue's grandfather. When it came to her father, he also carried it forward. Even, Mrs. Yin felt that all this was normal.

Qin Mingyue thinks about her previous life, the officials around her, even if they are her own brothers, and how many concubines there are, the men in the whole world are like this, how can there be what she thinks, a couple for a lifetime, know and love each other, live together, resist all the dangers encountered in life together, and walk the world with swords together?

Qin Mingyue's eyes full of hope dimmed again: "Xiao Rui, I know your heart. However, this is just a momentary thought. You're as naïve now as I was before. That's how I used to hope. However, the reality is not what I thought it would be. Are you too, do you just think it's just the two of us in life? If the two of us were together, do you know what that means? ”

"The successive national teachers and the emperors of the current dynasty were the closest friends. However, it is only the closest friends. There has never been a national teacher marrying a princess or a national teacher marrying a prince. There is no female national teacher who has become the emperor's harem. It's not that it can't, it's that it's too involved. The national teacher is a transcendent position, very close to the royal family, however, it is necessary to keep a distance from the royal family. In his previous life, although my master didn't look down on Hua Yixuan, he didn't approve of the two of us being together. ”

Xiao Rui was stunned, and in his dream, Shen Guoshi did not approve of his pursuit of Qin Mingyue. There are even some obstacles.

Qin Mingyue continued: "That's all there is to it. You are not married in your dream, so, I don't know, after this marriage, you will face a lot of things. With just two families, it is difficult to reconcile. Not to mention ushering in the send-off, socializing, forming gangs, firewood, rice, oil and salt, managing the servants at home, creating wealth, taking care of the family business, and so on. There are thousands of things, where can two people solve it just because they have a good relationship? ”

"In your previous life, you always loved me. So, after I was reborn, I thought about it and thought about it, and among the people I felt most sorry for, you were the number one. However, I didn't think to compensate you by being with you. Because, I don't think I'm a good match for you. ”

"I'm no ordinary woman. I don't know how to manage the director, now you see that I am managing the Qin family, in fact, it is all my subordinates who take care of it. I don't know how to take care of it at all. In the future, I don't want to take care of it forever. I found a capable wife for my brother, and it will be my sister-in-law who will take over the family business. I'm really not going to cope with that. ”

"I don't know how to knit red, I can't cook, I can't recite poetry, I don't know what girls should know. Not to mention, these things are not something that a noble lady must know, after all, there are embroidery girls and cooks in the family. However, I am not the same as ordinary noblewomen. I can't hide in the boudoir, I can't just take care of the family, I don't even have time to take care of my husband and honor my in-laws. Because I'm going to go to court. I have to deal with a mountain of government affairs every day. ”

"It can be said that I deal with no less things every day than the emperor. I manage the world's Daomen, and these things are extremely complicated and take a lot of my time. As a national teacher, I also have to divinate and watch the stars, and predict the major events in the whole world. He also had to nurture the people, help the emperor manage the whole world, resist all kinds of intrigues and tricks of foreign enemies, and often retreat and practice for his own cultivation. You say, are these things done by a woman? Therefore, there are very few female national teachers in all dynasties. ”

"Even with a female national teacher, there are few happy marriages. Most of them die alone. Of course, there was only one person who was as stupid as I was in my previous life. However, this is also because of my profession. What man wants his wife to be in a position of authority? If the two of us are together, you will find that I am not as beautiful as you imagined, you will be disappointed in me, and you will seek tenderness and comfort from other women. When the time comes, we will still be strangers. Why bother? ”

"It's better for us to maintain this friendship and live our own lives. Xiao Rui, we can't do it. You don't have to think about it anymore. I don't want you to suffer as much as you did in your previous life. I wish you a happy life. ”

Xiao Rui was extremely distressed when he heard this, holding Qin Mingyue's white little face: "Fool, you always think about me, what about yourself?" What are you going to do? Do you really want to worship the Heavenly Dao? Do you really want to stay in the Qin family until the end of your life? ”

Qin Mingyue smiled bitterly and said: "Among the female national teachers of all dynasties, none of them who want to get married have a good end, especially my previous life. However, those who worship the way of heaven and die in their mother's house can still have a peaceful life. What's wrong? Besides, I have a mission on my shoulders that I need to spend my whole life to accomplish, where is the time to be sad? ”

Xiao Rui was sad, distressed, and angry, and he didn't know what to say for a while, but he just hugged Qin Mingyue harder.

Qin Mingyue was hugged by Xiao Rui's broad shoulders, and a man's strong aura surrounded her, and she suddenly felt very relieved and safe. This feeling has never been felt in a previous life or in this life. I couldn't help but be a little reluctant to leave.