Shan Shan broke free from Fu Xingjian's embrace.

At this time, they were in the bedroom.

The windows were wide open, and the sun was pouring in.

It's warm, it's soft, it's comfortable, it's enjoyable.

In reality, there is no such sunlight at all, only artificial dreams are possible.

Obviously, I was in a dream.

- She reconfirmed this.

She took off her clothes and stood by the window.

The sun inlaid her ** in gold.

In Fu Xingjian's eyes, she is like an otherworldly goddess at this time.

It's easy to be reminded of the famous oil painting by Sandro Botticelli –

The Birth of Venus.

Unlike Venus, who is specially cared for by the god of wind and spring in the painting, she is the god of beauty who is favored by the sun god at this time.

It's so beautiful that you don't have a hint of sensual impulse after looking at it, and it's so beautiful that it's like a landscape that anyone can marvel at.

What Fu Xingjian saw was her back.

The plump curves evoke the unique beauty of human beings.

Although it was just a dream, Fu Xingjian was shocked.

It wasn't just him who was shocked, but also the invisible man, Su Che.

It's just that, as an outsider, Su Che has another psychological huodong-

Since Shan Shan told Fu Xingjian everything she had experienced, what would she do next?

Standing naked by the window, soaking up the sun, was nothing more than foreplay for her next move.

And what's her next move?

She opened her heart happily and said so much to Fu Xingjian who knew that it was not the real world, perhaps, this was her long-suppressed heart.

If you say what is on your mind, is it considered an explanation?

And then......

Su Che didn't dare to think about it further.

But the pessimistic storyline still follows its original route......

……

……

Shan Shan suddenly turned around and asked, "Do you know what it was like when I died?" ”

Fu Xingjian shook his head.

She took his hand, led him, and walked to the living room.

- It was indeed led, Fu Xingjian in the dream didn't know how to deal with such a scene, and became a little dumbfounded.

Coming to the living room, both of them sat down.

She picked up a fruit knife.

"This knife is a lot like the one that killed me."

"You...... What are you doing? ”

"I want to show you what I did when I died."

"No, don't."

The knife in her hand shook incessantly, and he grabbed her hand.

"Let go and put down the fruit knife."

"Why are you stopping me?"

"I don't want to see you die."

"Why?"

"I love you so much, how can I bear to watch you die?"

As he spoke, Fu Xingjian's tears flowed.

She froze.

"You keep saying things I don't understand, do you know how sad I am?"

“……”

"Why are you making up a childish story to lie to me? Am I that easy to deceive? ”

“……”

"I just want to be with you well, never separated, my requirements are not high, is it so difficult to achieve?"

“……”

"You keep saying that you love me, but where is your love?"

“……”

"Self-destructive, self-deceptive, disregarding my feelings, self-willed, and self-righteous."

“……”

"Why are you making up all those lies to deceive me? We've always been together, we've never been apart, so why do you say those nerve-wracking things? ”

“……”

"You're getting along with other men? You slept with him? Heartbroken and ended your life with a fruit knife? Your story is so clumsy and low-grade that it's a little unappetizing to listen to. ”

“……”

"You also say that this is a dream, not a reality. Do you have hysteria for life? Isn't this reality? If reality isn't like this, what should it look like? ”

“……”

"I turned my back on you, you have been waiting, is this reality? You fall in love with another man, you sleep with him, and then you kill yourself, is this reality? It's ridiculous! It's ridiculous! ”

“……”

"I just think you're sick, and you're not sick...... It's all my fault for not taking good care of you and making your hysteria...... Sink deeper and deeper. ”

“……”

He snatched the knife from her hand and took her in his arms.

Kissing her, caressing her, comforting her.

She fell into his arms, tears streaming down her face.

Where reality is and where dreams are, it doesn't seem to matter so much anymore.

Even if you have hysteria, imagine reality as a dream, and imagine a dream as reality......

There's nothing wrong with living in a world like this.

There is someone you love deeply, and you have the simple and bright happiness you want.

But how could she deceive herself?

……

……

While Fu Xingjian was not paying attention, Shan Shan snatched the fruit knife.

And then it was thrust into his own heart.

The action is so fast that it's unbelievable.

Fu Xingjian, who was holding her in his arms, didn't feel any change in her at all.

And Su Che saw it in his eyes, but he was anxious in his heart.

However, in this dream, he is a person who does not exist at all, and although he can see it with his own eyes, he is only powerless.

Even if he tried to stop it, it would be useless.

Because he is no different from the air, he can't prevent the tragedy from happening.

Su Che panicked.

In reality, Shan Shan must have felt the pain transmitted to the nerves in her chest, otherwise, she would not have done it.

However, when she did so, she died in a dream.

If she dies, the dream will disappear quickly.

And he's still in this dream.

Without Melinda, he wouldn't have been able to get out of this dream.

Melinda had already left the place and did not appear.

Did he just disappear with this dream?

If he disappears, then he will never exist again.

It's really not worth dying a good death.

However, Melinda didn't tell him when she would come back here.

She could never have imagined that things would change so much, and that the dream would disappear so quickly......

……

……

Fu Xingjian felt the hot liquid wet his clothes.

It's not good to be surprised.

But there is no way back.

Shan Shan looked at him and gave him a smile.

"That's how I died...... I had a knife in my chest, but it didn't reach my heart, otherwise, I ...... He died on the spot. ”

"You...... Why are you so stupid? Why are you doing this? ”

"Because this is indeed a dream, I have to get out of here."

"Why?"

"I really want to die, I don't want to live in this world anymore."

"However, this is reality, not a dream......"

She mustered her strength, stretched out her hand, and touched his face, "No, this is a dream, not reality. ”

"You're so stupid, you're so stupid......" he cried.

She squeezed out a forced smile and said, "Maybe." ”

"The world you think is real, is it also you who stabbed yourself to death?"

"Oh, no."

"Who is it?"

"It's the fiancée of the man I'm in love with."

"Why did she kill you?"

"Because she thinks that her fiancé is in love with me, but he doesn't love her anymore...... And she was jealous, and she killed me. ”

"Didn't you say it was just their gamble? They deceived you and you are a victim of their game......"

"Yes, but the fiancée doesn't think so, she thinks...... Her fiancé really did it. ”

"What do you mean?"

"She thinks he's really in love with me."

Speaking of which, Shan Shan no longer has much strength.

She was about to pass out.

And she still tried to keep her eyes open, looking at him earnestly and carefully.

It seemed that she was going to remember her completely when she died, and never forget it.

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