2022 Chains on both sides

It is unfortunate that such a battlefield exists in the direction you have chosen, but at the same time, it is like fate. Gao Chuan has already felt that in this fate, there are people he must meet. It is hard to imagine that someone would be able to be drawn into such a war without dying...... However, isn't he also hiding in a corner, and hasn't been caught up in the attack for the time being? In this battlefield full of infinite unknowns, death is a matter of course, survival is a miracle, but miracles are probably not too rare in the infinite unknown, so it is not impossible if there are other people on this battlefield except themselves, the Nazis and the security guards.

If your every move is affected by an imperceptible red line, then is it because you will have some important changes on this battlefield, or because there are people you must see on this battlefield? If you only choose between these two shallow answers, Takakawa thinks it's the latter.

Of course, there was no evidence that things would turn out the way he had guessed, but for the occultists, it felt like a more important clue than logic and evidence. In view of past experience, Gao Chuan is also 80% sure. The question is, how to find each other on this vast battlefield...... No, it should be said that if "meeting each other" is a predestined thing, then, what kind of time period and what kind of environment will it be? Although the battlefield in front of him is not visible at a glance, but in the information he knows, it is only a small part of the battlefield opened up by "Sha" and the Nazis in most areas of the ruling bureau, if you really want to magnify your thinking and perspective to this extent, then, what kind of chain reaction will have about your actions now and what will happen next is beyond the scope that Takakawa can predict, even the repeatedly strengthened brain and hardware do not have the ability to fully process this level of data.

Therefore, it is really helpless and incompetent to really infer the subsequent changes from the corner where you are. If you don't have enough brains, it's useless to think about it, this is due to your own limitations, Gao Chuan understands this very well, however, even if it is narrowed down to the battlefield in front of him, his current chaotic divergent thinking is also unnatural.

Yes, Gao Chuan is now very convinced that his "rambling" thinking compared to ordinary people, those chaotic and unstoppable excessive thinking, is the embodiment of the interference of mysterious forces in himself, and it is also his own abnormal pathology after being interfered with. Otherwise, with his current structure, which is far beyond ordinary people, the prosthetic and cerebral hardware structures that have been strengthened many times should be enough to completely control all of his reaction characteristics from the subatomic level, including all emotions, thoughts, and behaviors.

But, as it is, he failed to do so. In the past, it was believed that it was one's own struggles and desires that prompted emotions to have an impact on one's own structure, and then to get rid of the shackles of the brain and hardware according to one's own wishes, but now in retrospect, it seems that it is not the case. On the contrary, it is more like "I will definitely get rid of the limitations of the brain and hardware", there is an inevitability and control in it that is not controlled by one's own will—if this is the route set by Dorothy and the color, it can be ignored, however, if this change is not what Dorothy and the color system think, then it is almost certain that the "virus" is working, and its own lesions are further deteriorating in the direction that Dorothy and the color system cannot control.

Just like now, in fact, Gao Chuan doesn't want to think so much, even if he doesn't want to do anything, it is very dangerous to rush into the battlefield in front of him, but now he doesn't feel that the things he is thinking about will help solve the danger on this battlefield, but more like thinking about something unrelated, so it is better to rush directly into the battlefield. This endless judgment, boundless thinking, divergent and jumping thinking centers, and no answers involving speculative and philosophical aspects have always been a pain for him.

In the face of such an inflated mind and emotion, his actions seemed to have become sluggish and shackled. How long have you been standing here? Just thinking about so many unnecessary things? Isn't it ridiculous to just stand here and think about it compared to the actions you should take?

However, Takakawa really couldn't move, and in the face of this high-speed and lightning-like thinking, which seemed to continue indefinitely, the resources for carrying out the action seemed to be occupied by the thinking.

Such a serious situation has occurred several times in the past, but it is often reflected in the appearance of "losing consciousness", always feeling "...... when you come back to your senses", but at this moment, the vicious state is clearer and more serious. Gao Chuan didn't feel that he was "distracted" anymore this time, and every lightning-like thought in his mind, even if the content became blurred after a moment, left a very obvious trace of "thinking by himself".

Is it because of the constant flow of mysterious and anomalous phenomena on the battlefield that makes the symptoms worse? He couldn't judge. He knew very well that he had to act, and that there was only one trigger for action that would interrupt the rhythm of this thought and emotion, but no matter what, he seemed unable to voluntarily detach himself from the state of the moment.

Damn –

Takakawa wanted to give himself a punch and interrupt his thoughts in such a rough way. However, the hand cannot be lifted, and it is clear that the hand is sentient, and the data in the retina screen also shows that there is no problem with the structural details of the arm and body, but it is impossible to lift it, even if the behavior control data is forcibly output from the brain hardware to the prosthetic, it cannot drive the body. His active native brain, as if imprisoned in a vat called a "shell", only thinks and fears.

And in such a state, even if you want to ask others for help, you can't do it. Even if I always felt that my state was always being monitored by Dorothy and the color of the family, and perhaps Omi too, there was no feeling that "I would be saved by them in time". The feeling of "being isolated, relying on yourself, and no one will save you" is so strong.

Why is there such a sudden and violent deterioration in such a scene? Gao Chuan couldn't figure it out. He tried not to struggle, to indulge the flow of thoughts and emotions, but as soon as such a thought occurred, a deeper sense of fear emerged from the darkness than the fear he had felt at the moment, and he only felt that his soul was instinctively trembling and resisting. Therefore, in the face of the super huge fear and pressure that seemed to loom under the deep water, he did not dare to really do any tentative struggle and control over his unnatural flow of thoughts and emotions.

He felt that if it was a lesion, he would have auditory hallucinations and hallucinations as in the past...... However, those similar situations did not happen, and it was like I was having an unusually lucid nightmare.

INTERVIEWER When this level of deterioration has occurred in oneself, what is the state of the other self, the young Takakawa, in which state?

I couldn't help but have such an idea. Immediately, he faintly had an answer: the situation of the young Gao Chuan will definitely not be better, because his connection with the other party is so direct and profound, and now he has become like this, definitely not only because of himself, but also because of the influence of the other party.

However, he couldn't observe how the young Takakawa's side was affected, which also meant that his side would never be able to sort out all the "causes" and infer the "effects" that happened to him.

- I see, if there are advantages to separating from the action, then the disadvantages are equally obvious. The angle of observation has not changed, but has the area of influence increased?

- That's terrible. There's no possibility that I'll be able to help, and it would be nice if Dorothy, Shishiki, or Omi could exert enough influence remotely at this time, but if Dorothy and Shiki can take the situation on the young Takakawa's side into account, it's very likely that they won't do anything and try to observe and interpret this anomaly.

- As a result, can we only pray that there will be a strong influence on the young Takakawa's side? However, if the problem of the young Takagawa is solved by the influence of the "river", although it will be a very precious material for Dorothy and the color, it is also a proof that the erosion of the "river" is more serious from another perspective. Is that really good? The other me. No matter how humanized the "Jiang" is, its essence is still closer to the "virus", no, even the "virus" itself, and it is logically stupid to accept its humanized expression and ignore its essence.

- Extrapolating from all the information, once you let go of all your thoughts and accept the influence of "Jiang", maybe your behavior can show some of the characteristics of a normal person, but the essence of your thoughts will be closer to the truth of the apocalypse. This is simply the most powerful manifestation of the process of "mystical experts gradually falling back to the truth of the end in the process of confronting the truth of the apocalypse".

- Think about it a little more, the other me, you who have always been known as the "strongest", fully accept the words of "Jiang", although it is not that you have lost the possibility of fighting the "virus", but before the failure of the "Super Gaochuan Project", this is obviously not the best choice in theory. If your consciousness is tilted towards the apocalyptic truth before you become one again and complete the Super Takakawa Project, you will have to take greater mental risks.

INTERVIEWER Do you really want to try to forcibly change Super Takakawa in this way, despite the actions of Dorothy and Ishiro, who can't interfere with the actual actions of the hospital?

This is already the scope of Dr. Ender's "Human Completion Plan" theory, but even Dr. Ender has not made practical improvements to this theory, so it is not clear what kind of accidents will happen outside of the theory.

- The other me, shouldn't I really lose my rationality completely and be completely driven by emotion? This is not something that can be done by humans, no, it should be said that if it does, it means that it is completely detached from the structure of "human" in terms of infrastructure.

There was no response, and he couldn't feel the situation of the other self on the other side at all, Takakawa just stood in a corner of the battlefield where the artillery was under fire, unable to do anything.

Then, in the next moment, these thoughts and emotions that seemed to be endlessly expanding suddenly stopped, just like the surging power that even the action resources occupied before, and it was only a temporary loss of mind. However, the prosthetic body Takakawa has instinctively understood, and it is definitely not like that. At this moment, the other side of oneself must have been interfered with by a huge influence and had already gotten out of the abnormal state, so his own side was also in a deeper connection and got rid of the abnormal state.

- Is it "Jiang"?

The question crossed his mind, but he didn't want to think about it anymore. The "chain judgment" dominated by the brain and hardware has been forcibly triggered the moment his thinking is interrupted, spreading in all directions, reaching as far away as possible. The information brought back by the chain decision within the field of view and what the eye sees complement each other, resulting in a fairly clear three-dimensional model in the brain hardware, while the situation outside the field of view is completely spliced by the information brought back by the chain decision, forming a model that is more simple and fuzzy the farther away.

In the blink of an eye, the model of the battlefield occupies one-half of the computing resources of the brain and hardware. This is something that Takakawa deliberately does, just to prevent the next sudden surge of thoughts and emotions, and to be able to free up enough resources to activate physical behavior by dismantling this model. He didn't want to be in such a terrible battlefield, suddenly caught up in thoughts and emotions and unable to move.

In less than three seconds, the brain hardware sifted through most of the information features of the battlefield model, and a logo lit up in the model and was transmitted to the retinal screen through the brain hardware. Prosthetic Takakawa saw that only he could see the huge virtual arrow pointing in a certain direction of the battlefield.

Even the characteristics of the target were deduced by the brain hardware - a guy who, like himself, hid in a corner of the battlefield, blocked the attack with a strange box, but could not move under the pressure of the battlefield, and in general, was as lucky as himself. Moreover, the appearance is a girl.

According to the inference of the brain and hardware, nine times out of ten it is "畀". If it really is, then it's really great, Gao Chuan feels that he didn't come to this battlefield in vain.