Chapter 187: Zhang Zimo's Memories
"You can see it. That's right, you were a hero at that time, you were sought after. I'm a bear. I was ostracized. Hehe, it's hard to imagine. What kind of child it is. There is such a scheme. ”
"Hehe, I guess you're thinking too complicated. That's not a ploy...... It's just instinct. ”
If one child bullies another.
Maybe other kids will come to help.
But if it's a child. Being bullied by a group of kids. Then either there is no one to help. Either that...... Fall into the well together. Yu Yu still remembers that that was her deepest experience in the orphanage at that time.
Maybe others will think that she is that hero, and she will be loved by other children. Sought after by other children.
In fact, that is a completely wrong conclusion.
Excluded children...... Ostracized.
And the sought-after kids...... The treatment received is not sought after, but ...... A nasty ghost in the eyes of everyone.
That's right, it's a nasty ghost.
Bad kids don't like heroes, and good kids don't like heroes.
In short, heroes are not as beautiful as they imagined. Rejected even more than that bad boy.
But all children will instinctively choose to reject the bad child.
It's not because they really know what's good and what's bad. It's because ...... They are afraid that they will be bad boys.
In the eyes of adults, that bad boy who doesn't deserve to be adopted.
At that time, they were in a welfare home, probably like that.
Fei Yu didn't know if it was only their orphanage that would be like this, even the children were so realistic, or if it was the same for other orphanages.
In short, it was in that situation that Yu spent her ......
A very beautiful childhood, yes, it is very beautiful, even if even the child is so scheming, it is also her best childhood.
Because she's a hero. She's quick.
So she was favored by the people of that organization and adopted.
Looking at her is infinitely beautiful. Actually...... She lived a miserable life.
It's not even as good as ...... I have been living in a welfare home.
At that time, Yu Yu really knew what it meant to be dark.
What is called a hopeless day.
It was from that time that Yu Yu had almost abandoned everything and the feelings that she shouldn't have.
Otherwise she ...... now It has long been defeated by life.
"Instinct?"
"Yes."
"Later you were adopted by rich people. And I was adopted by a poor couple. ”
"Rich people...... Hehe, don't you know that rich people are also divided into many kinds. It's like...... Grey society. Do you know what kind of world it is? ”
Yu Yu asked Zhang Zimo.
"How I don't know. I grew up in that environment. ”
"You don't mean that you were adopted by a poor couple." Fei Yu was puzzled.
"Bitter couples, hehe, poor couples do things. You get the idea. The world you live in. Despite the gloom. At least food and clothing are worry-free. At least there is money to take. And I'm ......"
"There is money to take...... What if you're meeting a perverted rich man. ”
As soon as the concubine said, both of them were silent.
Is there anything else to compare now.
The rich, the poor.
Is there a difference.
Actually, there is no difference.
Rich people, the so-called good life, but just a simple material life.
However, the material life is better. Maybe the spiritual level is even more unbearable.
Rich people have special habits, not normal people. Ordinary people can understand.
And the poor ...... Mostly for a little money. A little substance.
Sold a lot.
To put it bluntly, they are all betrayals, and one sells dignity. One sells the flesh.
It's always the same...... There is no hope in sight.
"Hehe, so to speak...... We really are...... Connected to the same fate. Yes. Shouldn't we be together even more? ”
Zhang Zimo said with a smile.
"No, no, just because we're all connected by the same fate. So...... We're going to find that. It can give you hope. can give you hope. Can you ...... People who feel happiness is something. Instead of two people connected to the same fate, making do with each other. You know. ”
"I don't know. For me, you are such a person. No one is better suited than you. ”
Zhang Zimo said.
"That's because you haven't met the right person yet. You're too radical in that way. ”
"I've always thought that my own ideas have always been right. It's useless for you to say this. ”
“……”
Yu Yu was speechless. I feel that Zhang Zimo's brain is not normal.
It won't be so many years because of the dark days. That's it.
She's been through something like this though. I have also had the confusion of life. But it seems that there has never been anything like Zhang Zimo.
Life that is so extreme that it is impossible to think about.
"Here we are. Let's go. Zhang Zimo looked at Yu Yu with a burning look in his eyes.
"Zhang Zimo. Why do you like me. If you're here through time. Then you liked the original owner before. What is the situation now. You're after liking the original owner. Just crossed? ”
You don't understand. There were still some things she couldn't guess. Before getting off the plane. Yu Yu must understand things clearly.
"Hehe, I was before you even crossed over here. That's where I am. I don't know...... Why did you die before me? Why did you come after me? ”
Zhang Zimo couldn't figure this out.
Obviously, he killed Yu Yu.
Why did he kill Yu Yu, but he wore it before Yu Yu.
She has been waiting for Yu Yu for a long time...... It's been a long time, so long that he thinks that he can't meet Yu Yu anymore.
Until he because of the last exercise.
……
In the last exercise, when Zhang Zimo met Yu Yu. I didn't think about it that much at first.
Because he had been waiting for a long time, he didn't expect that Fei Yu would appear like this.
Until it was supposed to be an obscure concubine who couldn't care about it at all.
He was even more up than him.
And it has the upper hand.
At first, Zhang Zimo didn't think of it. This is the concubine...... No, it should be said that Yu Xiaoqi is here.
Who knows...... Fei Yu's eyes.
It's exactly the same as when I was a kid.
looked at the eyes of the concubine. Zhang Zimo knew.
It's Yu Xiaoqi who has arrived.
He didn't say anything at the time.
There is no precedent of the world.
Because one is that he is not sure yet and the other is him...... Can't believe it.
I can't believe that he really waited for Yu Yu.
It's really waited.
Hehe......
Now Zhang Zimo is a little unsure. This is really a concubine.
It's really Yu Xiaoqi.
Is it really that...... He's been looking forward to someone for a long time.
If Fei Yu doesn't mention the things of her past life. He wasn't even sure.
This is really a concubine.
Really...... She.
That's what he's been aiming for. That's what he's always been. I can't forget it.
even killed her because of himself.
And blame yourself.
and unable to move on. And people who die because of depression......