Chapter 0317 I'd rather be a dog than a demon
Time passed, her heart became more and more numb, and gradually she almost forgot everyone, but she couldn't forget Qin An.
It's just because when she turned into a monster like a zombie, it was Qin An who accompanied her.
At that time, Qin An was jumping back and forth on the bodies of the two D3 giant zombies, trying to attract them away. And she crawled stupidly over the heads of the corpses, following him, looking at him.
When Su Zhenmei knew that she had become a monster and no longer belonged to humans, she began to work hard to find the link between herself and humans, and in the end she could only think of Qin An. Qin An seems to be different from other humans, he has a strong ability to walk among zombies like himself, although he is very calm, and he is very wolf! But that's at least one thing in common!
In this way, whenever Su Zhenmei felt that she was about to completely lose her humanity, she would desperately think about Qin An, and then warn herself that she must protect the last bit of human emotion in her heart.
After doing this for a long time, she has developed a behavior similar to that of conditioning.
As long as she thinks of Qin An, she can calm herself down a little.
While walking, she once encountered a mother and son, who wanted to eat them because they were hungry.
But when she struggled in her heart and thought of Qin An, she actually succeeded in letting them go and staying away from them!
It's a strange thing.
Su Zhenmei can't figure it out herself! Why did that unfamiliar man become a tranquilizer for the demon in his heart?
In short, such Su Zhenmei went all the way and finally arrived at this place.
Then the defenders of the city found her and brought her into the city.
This defender of the city is a man in his thirties, who calls himself Da Tie! It's not a name, of course, but just a title.
After Da Tie brought Su Zhenmei into the small city, he took her directly back to his room.
He is a lustful person himself, so in the last days, when he meets a woman like Su Zhenmei, who is still beautiful, he will naturally not let it go.
So after entering the room, he began to take off Su Zhenmei's clothes.
Su Zhenmei pretended to be very cowardly, begging him not to touch herself, and struggled hard.
Very old-fashioned plot, how can a "weak" woman resist a man?
So Su Zhenmei was raped by this man called Da Tie.
Afterwards, Da Tie hugged Su Zhenmei very satisfied: "Haha! It's delicious! Today, my big iron is lucky, I can casually pick up a superb product like you outside the wall, you are much better than a few 'New Year's goods' sent from the city of Forget Worries! Those women are not comfortable playing with you! Tell me where you're from. Haha, be my personal pet in the future! ”
Listening to Da Tie's words, Su Zhenmei didn't have any expression on her face, and after a while, she said softly: "It's a kind of compensation for you!" Although you have raped me, you are not guilty to death! However, when a person gains something, he always has to pay something else for it! You just played with me, so I ate you now, you shouldn't have any opinion, right? ”
Da Tie was slightly stunned, and then laughed: "Ate me? Haha, baby? by me? Still want to come? ”
After speaking, he turned over and pressed Su Zhenmei under his body again, and then opened his mouth to kiss Su Zhenmei.
Su Zhenmei was still expressionless, and when Da Tie's saliva flowed into her mouth, the long-suppressed hunger in her heart finally couldn't be suppressed anymore.
So, she opened her mouth and responded to Da Tie, and then when some parts of Da Tie's body reacted, she used her teeth to tear Da Tie's upper lip alive!
Da Tie exclaimed in pain, and then quickly jumped up from the bed, wanting to open his mouth to scold Su Zhenmei, but the pain in his mouth made him speechless.
When he stabilized his mind, his eyes fell on Su Zhenmei, and found that Su Zhenmei was slowly sitting up, and then began to get dressed, and at the same time, her mouth kept chewing, as if she was enjoying it very much, her mouth was in her mouth, but her lips. Meat!
Seeing such a situation, the shock and anger in Da Tie's heart were quickly replaced by fear!
He hurried out of the room, whimpering and calling out to his companions in the rooms.
Su Zhenmei got dressed and followed him out, and then snatched all the weapons from the hands of Da Tie's companion who had just run out of the other rooms, and threw them out of the fence or knocked them on the ground to destroy them.
Her movements were so fast that when most people didn't react, she was already in control of the situation!
These people lost their guns, and they would not pose any danger to her, Su Zhenmei didn't pay attention to them, but found Da Tie, grabbed it in her hand, and directly bit off the blood vessels in his neck, biting it to death!
This is the cannibalistic process formed by Su Zhenmei after walking for a few months.
In order to make her heart better, she generally chooses to eat men, to eat men who want to force her, and under her indulgence, really press her on the bed and have a relationship!
In Su Zhenmei's heart, she thinks that this is a kind of compensation, or an exchange.
How fair is it to trade your own body for another man's body?
It's just that men want their bodies to play with; And if you want a man's body, it's for food!
She will kill a man first before she eats it!
It's true that she's become a man-eating monster, but she doesn't feel like she's a pervert.
She has no interest in eating someone who is alive and screaming and talking to herself, she eats people only because she needs them, she is hungry.
That's the way it is, Su Zhenmei has spent the past few months!
Until today, she finally met Qin An, and met this man who would become calmer in her heart as long as she thought about it!
However, Su Zhenmei found that wanting to meet and meeting are really completely different concepts.
Because, she can't calm down at all at this time, and her heart, which is already numb, is full of pain! So, she cried!
It's a feeling that has been lost for a long time, as if she finally remembered that she was originally a person, a simple and somewhat kind ordinary woman!
Seeing Su Zhenmei, who had become a tearful person, Qin An let out a long sigh again, and finally spoke after being silent for a long time: "Don't cry!" Now that eating human flesh has become your norm, so be it, just be yourself! I just hope that when you eat people, you can leave a trace of kindness in your heart. ”
Su Zhenmei shook her head vigorously and sobbed, "You don't understand! I can't be myself anymore! Most of the time, all I think about is eating human flesh! And it doesn't matter if the other party is good or bad! I'm going to die now! There is simply no way to stop this inner desire! Qin An, what do you say I should do? Should I choose to die myself in order not to eat other people? ”
This is an unsolvable problem!
At least Qin An couldn't answer.
Either kill yourself or eat others, such a choice is too cruel.
Su Zhenmei looked at Qin An with teary eyes, and said again: "Qin An! Can you help me? ”
Qin An was slightly stunned and said, "How can I help you?" ”
Su Zhenmei said: "Maybe it's because you're the first person I met after I became this kind of man-eating monster." Maybe it's because you saved me when I was most helpless! So, in the past few months, whenever I think of you, I feel a lot calmer! It's like a conditioned reflex! So, can you keep me with you? I want to follow you, it may make it easy for me to control myself, so that I don't lose my nature completely! Qin An, you are my only hope! Would you like to help me? ”
Again, it's a hard question to choose!
Take an Awakened with you? Some are too dangerous! But if she refuses, will she become a real demon because of disappointment? This is naturally not the result that Qin An wants to see.
So, what exactly to do?
Seeing Qin An's dilemma, Su Zhenmei showed a disappointed expression on her face, she turned around quickly, then ran to the wall and jumped up, and left here directly without even saying hello.
Qin An looked in the direction of Su Zhenmei's departure, and couldn't help but feel a little lost in his heart.
It's not that he cares about this woman so much, it's just that Su Zhenmei is a little special to him. She saved his life!
At this moment, the gunshots outside rang out, and Qin An was shocked, remembering that outside the wall, there were still many Yin Hanchao's people surrounding there.
Yin Hanchao also reacted immediately, rushed to the gate of the courtyard wall and stopped everyone and asked them not to shoot.
Qin An took a few steps to the edge of the wall, then jumped outside, and found that there were blood stains everywhere on the ground, and Su Zhenmei's figure was already a hundred meters away, and finally ran into a small forest.
She had obviously been shot, but her self-healing ability far exceeded that of a normal mutant, allowing her to keep running.
Hey, just let her go, stay by her side, Qin An doesn't know how to treat her at all, then, letting her fend for herself may be the best ending! Qin An knew that he had chosen to escape again, because he really couldn't solve the problem Su Zhenmei was facing.
After being stunned for a while, Yin Haochao and others ran over from the gate of the courtyard wall.
Yin Hanchao actually didn't understand the relationship between Qin An and the cannibalistic woman, and at this time he found that Qin An's expression was a little lonely, Yin Hanchao laughed, and came over to comfort: "Okay, brother!" Let's go if she's gone, otherwise we won't be able to deal with her! In the Land of Doom, only the City of Nations can eat people at will! You can't let her go to the City of Nations, can you? Therefore, leaving the Land of Doom is a good thing for a mutant like her, at least she has a choice, whether to be a human or a ghost! ”
Qin An shook his head helplessly, did not speak, but secretly said in his heart, she is not a mutant! She is an awakened person who can't settle down without eating human flesh! It is truly different from the existence of human beings! In other words, she no longer has the opportunity to choose to be a person.
Just when Qin An was a little sentimental, suddenly, he found that Su Zhenmei, who had disappeared into a forest, had returned, and on her hands and body, she was carrying many, many chains!
What is she doing here?
Su Zhenmei's speed was very fast, and she ran to Qin An's side after a while.
She was really injured, there were five or six bullet holes in her chest, and blood was still flowing outward at this time, it seemed that even the awakened could not quickly use the TC virus in her body to drive away the damage of the bullet.
This is, the others have already dispersed cautiously, surrounding Qin An and Su Zhenmei.
Su Zhenmei stopped crying at this time, and the expression on her face was very calm.
She put all the chains she had hanging on her body and in her hands on the ground together, and there was a sound of metal clattering, and there were fifty or sixty chains, and there were various locks on the chains.
Looking at Qin An, Su Zhenmei bit her lip and said:
"I collected these chains along the way!
Originally, I wanted to tie myself up with them, but I couldn't make up my mind!
Qin An, I beg you one last thing! Tie me up! Sleepy and sturdy! If I really lose my humanity and can't control myself, you're going to kill me, okay?
I, Su Zhenmei, am already a slut who can be a husband, in fact, I should have died a long time ago!
But Qin An, I really can't bear it, I can't bear my hard-won life, it's really not easy for people to come to this world to live once! Isn't it?
So, in fact, I'd rather be a than be a man-eating monster like this!
Most of these chains were made off the bodies of stray dogs, and I ate them all! Although they don't taste as good as human flesh, they can barely make me swallow and fill my stomach, but in the last days, stray dogs are also difficult to find!
Qin An, you just use these chains that have been tethered to dogs and tie me up!
If I can't even be a, then I'd rather be a dog that can be slaughtered at any time! It's also unwilling to be a man-eating demon! Qin An, can you understand me? ”
Looking at her serious expression and listening to the firm words that came out of her mouth, Qin An's heart became very painful, and at the same time, he admired Su Zhenmei!
In fact, she is a good woman!
Is there really no way to solve the current deadlock? Could it be that if you become an awakened person, you are really hopeless?
Inadvertently, Qin An's gaze turned to Su Zhenmei's upturned chest, and then his eyes became a little dull, as if he was deeply attracted by those two lumps of flesh