Du Juan turned on the computer, opened the "My Computer" icon on the desktop, and then clicked on the J disk......

Looking at the enlarged photo on the computer, Du Juan took a closer look at her face.

After so many years of not seeing, the years still carved ruthless marks on her face.

He looks much thinner and older than before.

She clicked on the ...... one by one

It seems that today, she has never been anywhere else except for her home and the vegetable market.

Could it be that she has lived like this for so many years?

seems to have been molded into a complete good wife and mother.

Originally, Du Juan was suspicious of her, but from the photos, it can be seen that the sadness on her face can be seen that Lao Zhu's sudden death is a big blow to her.

When she went to the vegetable market to buy vegetables, she must have gone after meeting her daughter, and she shouldn't be able to eat it now.

Inadvertently, from a photo of her paying for the food, Du Juan found that the wallet she used was actually given to her when she was in school.

really made Du Juan not expect that it was already such a year's thing, she hadn't thrown it away, and she was still using it.

How nice it would be if she and her were still just good friends who first met? However, it's not like that, if she has a very friendly relationship with her, she didn't throw it away, it's a normal thing, Du Juan won't be surprised.

But the relationship between her and her later is no longer what it used to be.

After all, her ex-boyfriend ended up being the other party's husband.

No matter how good a friend is, it can't be as if nothing has happened.

As her thoughts came back, Du Juan's eyes moved away from the computer screen, lifting her eyelids, and between her eyebrows, a shallow sense of loss was clearly visible.

Her heart, as if it had been pricked by something, suddenly felt a trace of pain.

Du Juan stood up from the computer, walked to the window, pulled the curtains, and looked at the night outside.

She couldn't figure out that her first love many years ago would choose to commit suicide by jumping off a building.

He has always been positive and full of longing for life, even if time flies, a person's nature will not change.

No matter how difficult it is, he will never choose suicide, which is the point of no return.

Du Juan also listened to Du Jinsheng tell her about what happened before he committed suicide.

She knew that he was confused about his personal feelings, but no matter how confused he was, there was a solution.

Since he can choose to cheat, it means that he still has his pursuits, and he is not satisfied with the status quo, so he wants to achieve his ideal life.

How can a person who is full of hope for the future not think of jumping off a building for a while?

As the night wore on, the outline of his past became clearer in her mind.

Then, she said to herself, "You...... It's not suicide, is it? ”

The person in front of her was just a phantom of her, of course she wouldn't respond to her, and after staring at her for a while, Du Juan came back to her senses.

"It seems that I was confused, and I thought I had seen you."

"For so many years, you've always wanted to see me, but I haven't seen you, you won't blame me, right?"

"It's not like I don't want to see you, I just don't think there's any need to see you anymore."

"You're already married and have your own happy family, so why should I give you hope?"

Some people don't want to see it, it's not that they don't like it, they just want to control it, they can't see it, and they can't like it anymore.

Thinking of Du Juan here, as if she had been hit by something, her heart moved, and suddenly, her heartbeat was out of rhythm at that moment.

She has played too many songs about love, and she has played each one so vividly.

But what about herself? But he didn't have the love he wanted.

Her dream is the same as that of others, that is, to love only one person in her life.

For so many years, the reason why she has always been single and has never found a partner is that she wants to fulfill her vow to love only one person in her life.

Some people even thought that she must be waiting for someone.

But even if she wanted to, she would never be able to.

Even when she did, how could she bear to base her happiness on the pain of others?

"You know what? I've only been in love once in my life, and I've only loved one person, but you'll never know the truth. ”

"And you? In this life, I have not only been in love once, but I have loved a woman. ”

"Back then, I told you that I was married to someone else, and then I had Jinsheng, and I lied to you that his father had a terminal illness and died, but you were really easy to deceive, and you believed it so easily."

"I went to look for you when I was in a difficult time, but it happened to be your marriage that day, so I left with my child in my arms......"

"I came back this time to see you for the last time, but then I had some doubts about the cause of your death, so I wanted to find out how you died, so I didn't go to see you, you won't blame me, right?"

"If you have a spirit in heaven, let me find out the truth of the matter, if you really committed suicide, I have nothing to say, I can only feel sorry for you, but if you are killed, I will definitely find out who the person who harmed you is and bring him to justice."

As soon as Du Juan's self-talk settled, her mobile phone rang.

Unexpectedly, her mobile phone number had just been changed, and it was impossible for someone to call, maybe someone made the wrong call.

Du Juan looked at the local phone number and answered, but when she didn't know who the other party was, she didn't speak.

Two seconds after the call was answered, a familiar voice came from inside: "Mom, you haven't rested yet?" ”

"Well, not yet, it's so late, I thought someone called me, you're home?"

"Well, when I got home for a while, Tianyu was already asleep, you were alone in the hotel, I was worried that you would be bored, so I called you."

Suddenly, she felt that the current Du Jinsheng was too different from the previous Du Jinsheng.

Now he is like her biological son, in the past, he was indifferent to her, and even she never saw a smile on his face, and she couldn't tell that he was born to her.

"I'm fine, don't worry!"

"Mom, you don't have to worry about Uncle Zhu's affairs, I've already found someone to investigate."

"You check, you check, as an old classmate, I have to do something for him after all."

"Mom, is the relationship between you and Uncle Zhu just an old classmate?"

"Of course, if anything, it was many years ago."

Through her mother's voice on the phone, Du Jinsheng heard her sad emotions.

He didn't want to mention the sad things in the past, especially since Uncle Zhu was no longer here, she might be even more sad.

"Mom, I think it's better for you to move back home in the future, and I'm still a little worried about you being alone in the hotel."