Chapter 43 Contrary to Expectations
Tian Xiaoyu listened to the long hang-up sound and forgot to put away her mobile phone for a while. At this time, the night has fallen, looking north from the balcony, passing through the tennis court, and passing through the reeds, you can see the bright Dragon Lake dotted with light far away, the lake is also black and dark, and the night sky is connected to the city, so look at it, it seems that there is no one in the four fields, only one is left, desolate, lonely.
After a while, he came to his senses, put his phone in his pocket, let out a sigh, and opened the balcony door and entered the house.
"Whose phone? Makes you look so bad? Eun-so asked policely. Eun-so is a person with a very strong sense of smell for gossip, and where the small flame of gossip is lit, it seems that her whole body is full of tentacles, and she begins to pounce diligently.
Tian Xiaoyu shook his head, saying that the advertisement was wrong and confused. Lin Chu realized that he had something strange to keep secret, and he always felt that this had a great connection with the matter of going back, but now he didn't have a clue, so he would leave it here for now and talk about it later.
After chatting for a while, Li Yun went back, and everyone began to spend Friday night in front of the computer.
Tian Xiaoyu's heart still couldn't calm down, nervous, frightened, and confused...... These negative emotions filled her heart. Quietly opened the school intranet and entered Zhu Yue's space, at this time, looking at the photo of her husband Zhu Yue, in order to give her a little comfort and a little strength. She wants to ride a fast horse now, no, what age is this still riding, she should get on a plane, fly to Zhu Yue's city, find him, hold him, and tell him husband, I finally found you! Then, hurry up and follow him, uh, round house, pregnant with Doudou, yes, this is her biggest dream at this time, no matter where it is, in reality, in dreams, a family of three together, it is her biggest dream. She doesn't have much to offer, she doesn't have many dreams, and even if she regains her youth, she is not willing to take any other path, even if those roads may shine like gold...... When she finds Zhu Yue and gives birth to Doudou, she will use all her strength to pave the road she chooses with shining gold.
But now, are you just sitting still? Can't you do anything? Can I go to Zhu Yue? No, no, what if the trajectory changes, what if you can't get in love and marry Zhu Yue in the future? Love is about the right time, place and people, one step earlier, one step later, and the ending may be very different. Don't be reckless until you're sure whether the trajectory can be artificially changed. At the moment, the most important thing is to find a way to go back.
After doing some ideological construction and strengthening his confidence, Tian Xiaoyu decided to follow the practice on "Inception", listen to a song on a loop while sleeping, and wait until the MP3 runs out of power, and the music suddenly stops, maybe it can be regarded as a kind of kick, which can bring him back to reality? Although, this sounds very unreliable, but a dead horse is a live horse doctor, it's already like this, do you care if the logic doesn't work?
To be on the safe side, she downloaded the wake-up song "Non, je ne regrette rien" from "Inception" and put it into MP3, in case the other songs are not successful, at least this one has a better chance of success! The Chinese name of this song is "No, I have no regrets", oh, I hope there are really no regrets!
After doing this, Tian Xiaoyu was a little excited to brush her teeth and wash her face with toiletries, and she was worried that she wouldn't be able to see her young self and young women again when she went back, so she carefully looked at herself in the mirror a few times, young and good, although it looks so young that it is a little silly, but people are not crazy teenagers, are they? Then I went to the dormitory next door to see Susie, Wu Jian, Zhang Ying and Chen Xiaoli, and finally returned to my dormitory to take a look at Enxiu and Liu Chen, so that now they are all imprinted in their hearts and printed into a youth commemorative book. Then he climbed into bed, tucked his headphones into his ears, and waited for his time to travel through them.
What is this song singing about? It seems to be French, and I don't understand it at all.
The tongue of foreigners is not the same as that of us Chinese, and it will be vibrato, powerful.
There is a violin accompaniment, it is really smooth, I and Zhu Yue are not complete, we must let Doudou know a musical instrument, and the violin is good.
If you go back and give Doudou a younger brother or sister, you can call it Rourou, because you not only love acne, but also love meat.
Doudou plays the violin, plays the piano, and the two of them can play a song together, just play Maxim's "Croatian Rhapsody", hey, although he is a turtle, but the favorite piece is quite high.
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A dreamless night.
When Tian Xiaoyu woke up, it was dawn, she quickly sat up, and one earphone was stuffed in her ear, and the other was about to be flattened by her head.
didn't succeed, she was still here, she couldn't help but hammer her old leg angrily, and scolded her mother again and again in her heart.
Looking around, Liu Chen was not there, and Eun Xiu sat in his chair and looked at the computer without moving, which became a living fossil in the dormitory. For most science and engineering students, the scope of life is only classrooms and dormitories, and for those who are admitted to graduate school, the days are only day and day, and there are no weekends, Liu Chen should have gone to self-study. Since he didn't succeed in going back to reality, he couldn't even give up dreaming, so after thinking about it, Tian Xiaoyu lifted the quilt, got up and washed, and when he was done, he picked up his bag and went to the study room.
It's still early in the morning, and the frost and dew haven't dissipated, so that the whole campus is immersed in a little wet air, a little cold, Tian Xiaoyu can't help but wrap his coat tightly, alas, I don't know if it's an illusion or what, as soon as it's cold, people look particularly obscene, anyway, they are like this bear. Bow your head and bend your neck while walking, while making a plan for today, the plan of the day lies in the morning, and you must not live up to the good times. In terms of learning, it is necessary to memorize the formula of high mathematics as soon as possible, and then read mathematical statistics and probability theory, and the next chapter of professional courses should also be read, English and politics, or continue to cultivate a sense of language and three views through memorization; In life, I have to make a phone call home, listen to my parents who are still young, ask about my grandmother, and ask Tian Chuan.
Although Lin Chu brought a lot of trouble to Tian Xiaoyu, it was a great surprise for life, which made him always rejoice in the life that Tian Chuan was about to continue, but the premise was that he could do something to change the original trajectory. Although this is a bit contrary to his own efforts to maintain the trajectory in order to meet Zhu Yue, these should be two lines that do not interfere with each other, right? Although in reality, Xiaochuan's death is not directly related to himself, but as his friend, how can he always let it go? This is one of my regrets, since I came back, I won't come back in vain.
Find a place to sit and call my dad.
After the fight, Tian Xiaoyu, who was still sitting in place, sat still, so sad that he couldn't calm down for a long time.
She wanted to talk to Ogawa on the phone, but they didn't even know where Ogawa was or if he was at home, because Ogawa's parents were secretive about it, completely isolating Ogawa from the outside world. The last time I saw Xiao Chuan, it was Xiao Chuan who rode his bicycle to a far, far away place, and after being sent back by the police station, he still wanted to ride and run again, but his parents called a few villagers to carry him home, chained him to the house, forcibly fed medicine, and never saw Xiao Chuan again.
What happened to Tagawa? Isn't it depression? How did he get diagnosed with schizophrenia again? Can't find another treatment? Need to be chained? Tian Xiaoyu didn't dare to think about what kind of state Tian Chuan was in at this time.
No, you must contact Xiao Chuan, Tian Xiaoyu has already urged the family to see if he can see Xiao Chuan, let him talk to him on the phone, even if it is to write a letter, yes, write to him, let him see. However, just now his state was a little anxious, so he gave his middle-aged father a meal, saying that he was too much in charge, and the little kid should review for the exam!
I'm twenty years old and a little kid! Study, study, know learning, these values are really strange, when I was in college, I was not allowed to fall in love, and I just graduated and urged me to get married and have children. Amusing!
Tian Xiaoyu kicked the stones under his feet angrily, stood up, and walked to the study room, although it was ridiculous, but at the moment, learning is indeed the most important thing......