220 Changes in summer rains

After answering the phone, Chen Yajing said to me very directly: "I just called Xia Yu, I made an appointment to go out for a while, I also talked about you, she also told me about your visit to her house yesterday, what to say, I feel anxious for the two of you now, so let's clean up now, come out and meet Xia Yu in a while, you two calmly explain things clearly, don't hide, okay?" ”

I asked Chen Yajing what Xia Yu meant? Is it she who wants to see me and I want to talk to? Chen Yajing was hesitant, and said that it was okay.

I could feel that she was fooling me, I said to Chen Yajing: "Don't fool me, I have been hurt by Xia Yu's heart now, you call me out, and people don't give me a good face when it's over, where will you let me put this face when the time comes?" ”

Chen Yajing was silent, probably because her heart was weak. After a moment of silence, she said, "Then it's not a way for the two of you to go on like this, remember last year's New Year, the two of you quarreled, right?" We didn't play together, are we going to quarrel this year? I'll give Xia Yu a call later. Let's talk about it! ”

I think about it in my heart, when I was celebrating the Chinese New Year last year, I also quarreled, and I also ran into her playing balloons with Du Yihang, and Du Yihang is gone this year. But there is one more Jiangbei, and it is troublesome to find a beautiful object.

Then Chen Yajing told me a lot, anyway, she persuaded me to go out and meet Xia Yu to have a good chat, after all, there is a problem in the relationship between the two of us, and this problem will have to be solved sooner or later. What she means is that if you want to divide it, you can share it happily, if you still have feelings for each other, then don't make trouble, the New Year, isn't it good for everyone to have fun together.

Under Chen Yajing's persuasion, I agreed to go out.

At about half past eleven, I met Chen Yajing in the square, she had a few good sisters in junior high school in front of her, we chatted for about ten minutes, Xia Yu came, she was wearing a beige cotton skirt, and a white line hat on her head, the whole person was dressed very fashionable and cute, she probably knew in advance that I was here, so she was not too surprised when she saw me, she said hello to several other people, and chatted with them, completely regarded me as air.

Later, Chen Yajing pulled the line and asked the other girls to play first, she called me and Xia Yu to a place where there were fewer people, and said to the two of me: "Okay, I told you both before, now we are all awkward, let's give a happy word." What is it to be divided? Or reconciliation? ”

After Chen Yajing's words were finished, Xia Yu and I glanced at each other, and both of them lowered their heads and didn't say anything, Chen Yajing was more anxious than the two of us next to her, and she touched my arm. said: "The reason why you are angry with Xia Yu is because she called Jiangbei to send her, and Jiangbei went to Xia Yu's house, right?" ”

I didn't say anything, but nodded, Chen Yajing turned her face to look at Xia Yu, and said, "Okay, then you can just order it and explain it to him!" ”

Xia Yu glanced up at me, and explained to me briefly after finishing the matter, she said that she called Jiangbei before to be angry with me. I didn't save Jiangbei's phone number, I drank too much at that time, and I asked for it for my classmates temporarily, and as for Jiangbei to go to her house, it was also arranged by her mother. She didn't know it at first.

When I heard this, I was a little surprised, looking at her posture, is she planning to reconcile with me?

As for me going to Xia Yu's house yesterday and she ignored me, she said that she was also angry with me, although Jiao Xiaoqi's matter was explained, she also knew that I didn't take Jiao Xiaoqi anything, but I felt that when she fought with Jiao Xiaoqi Sun Ning on the street that day, I didn't take much care of her, and finally sent her to go with Chen Yajing first, and went to settle the two of them instead, which made her very angry, and the matter of smashing her mobile phone, not for her to study and other things, so Xia Yu felt that I didn't care about her, so she began to rethink the relationship between the two of us, she felt that if she went to college, The two of us will definitely be in a long-distance relationship, and then there will be more problems, which will make her more painful. Rather than that, it's better to have a long pain than a short one.

When Xia Yu said these words, she could feel it, she was calm, and what she said was very reasonable. It's obviously considered, to be honest, it makes me even more uneasy, and makes me feel that my relationship with Xia Yu may really have problems. Or that her rationality is already greater than her sensibility, and she is not with someone purely because she likes it.

Chen Yajing was like a host at this time, she stood between the two of me, looked at the two of us, and said helplessly: "Okay then." Now that you've made it clear, I ask you, what was your decision? Is it to be reconciled? Or do you think it's inappropriate? Just broke up? ”

When Chen Yajing's words came out, my heart beat very fast, and to be honest, I wanted to reconcile. After all, I never thought of breaking up with Xia Yu completely, I think it's normal to make a little noise, if it's really broken, where can I find such a beautiful girlfriend again? And I both gave each other the first time, which has a different meaning, and I don't want to just divide it like that.

But I don't know what Xia Yu thinks at this time, I can't say reconciliation first, in case people don't agree, I really don't have the last bit of face, I glanced at Xia Yu. She looked very calm, she exhaled a long breath, looked at me and said, "Okay, let's both calm down for a while, can you?" Even if you don't get along, you don't break up, when that kind of special friend, after calming down for a while, let's see if there is any change in our feelings about each other, and then talk about reconciliation or not, what do you think? ”

When Xia Yu's words came out, I was a little confused. I don't know what she means. Do you want to be nice to me? Or do you want to break up, but you're too embarrassed to say it directly, for fear that I'll be sad?

But since they said that, I don't have anything to say, so I said so be it. Be a friend, after saying this, I was about to turn around and leave, but I was dragged by Chen Yajing, and she asked me what I was doing. It's hard to come out for the New Year, don't you play together? After she finished speaking, Xia Yu also asked me to play with me, which made me even more confused about what Xia Yu meant, so with a skeptical attitude, I played with the two of them until the evening.

What is the final conclusion? It's hard for me to say, Xia Yu should play with me or with me, such as playing balloons together, playing ring games together, throwing sandbags together, and so on. She will also eat with me if there is delicious food, as if I have never had a conflict, but there is a lack of a feeling that a couple should have, this feeling is just like when I first met Xia Yu, let me figure it out.

Seriously. If Xia Yu came out today and deliberately avoided me and ignored me, or was very unhappy, I would be relieved, which means that she cares about me, but now she looks relieved, what does this mean?

Don't like me anymore?

Or was it all deliberately pretended?

When we went home in the evening, it was Xia Yu who took a taxi first, and Chen Yajing and I were left to do the job, I asked Chen Yajing at this time: "Do you think Xia Yu has changed?" She gave me a weird feeling today! ”

Chen Yajing nodded and said, "Yes, I also think that something is wrong with her, there is a sentence I don't know whether to tell you or not" Speaking of this, Chen Yajing stopped talking, but looked at me with a little distress for me, I said what else can not be said, my most uncomfortable days have passed, what else is there to be afraid of.

Chen Yajing sighed and said: "It's not that I cursed the two of you, I don't think the two of you will be able to go to the end, even if you reconcile after a while, the two of you can only die until you graduate from high school, I am also from the perspective of a friend to persuade you, get ready early!" ”

Saying that, Chen Yajing stopped a taxi and left, although I met and talked to Xia Yu today, and the two of us played together for a long time, but on the way home, my mood became heavier.

After returning home, my dad and uncle were at home, and they said that they planned to go back to their hometown Luocheng, and they wanted to take me back this time, saying that they would take me to meet someone.

As for who he wanted to see, my dad didn't tell me, but said that he would know when he went.