Chapter Fifty-Six: Providence of Itself

"......" Hearing Enxiu's words, Tian Xiaoyu and Liu Chen were even more speechless.

In fact, they don't know much about Eun-so's love life, and by the time they graduated, they could only describe the frequency of her changing boyfriends as overwhelming.

Although this society is very open now, it is more tolerant of feelings. For example, Tian Xiaoyu herself, she never thought that women should wait for men to pursue as proud peacocks, she thought that as long as the two parties were in love, what did it matter who took the first step in the hundred steps? After all, falling in love is a thing that you and I am willing to do, both parties also enjoy the fun, but they also need to bear responsibility, and women, as a slightly disadvantaged group, whether physical or mental, will be a little stronger in the process of bearing the consequences, not to mention, there is a possibility of continuous impact of Enxiu?

Therefore, to say that Tian Xiaoyu and Liu Chen are salty and eat radishes and worry about it is also a bit wronged. But what about them as students? The only thing you can do is remind each other when you're together!

In the blink of an eye, it was not early, and several people hurriedly washed up and climbed into bed. After lying down, Tian Xiaoyu turned on the MP3 again, and played the French interlude of "Inception" on a loop, after listening to it for a few days, she didn't hear anything, she only felt that the soundtrack was a little excited, and the voice seemed to tell the female voice of her life in this passionate soundtrack, lonely and decisive, which often made Tian Xiaoyu feel bored.

No, I have no regrets.

This is a bitter and unapologetic statement.

In life, when it comes to regrets, there are really too many, Tian Xiaoyu feels that her regrets can fill the entire Atlantic, but she deliberately seals them all, like a whale that slowly sinks to the bottom of the ocean after death, it will no longer appear on the surface of the water, as if it has never existed, but the bacteria and microorganisms nourished on it are soaked in her soul all the time, fine-tuning her emotions all the time.

Yet she is now lying in bed ten years ago, listening to the song quietly. Could it be that there is a providence in the dark, so that he can revisit his youth without regrets?

Thinking about it, my consciousness has gradually blurred.

When she became conscious again, she found herself standing in a field, no, in the middle of a field to be exact.

Where is this? Tian Xiaoyu said in her heart, looking around, they were all low mulberry forests, she frowned slightly, and memories slowly emerged, huh, isn't this the field of her hometown? How did you get here? Damn, it can't be that music works, right?! But it shouldn't work like this! Shouldn't you send yourself home? How did it get here? Puzzled, I walked towards the path on the edge of the field, observing the surroundings as I walked, there was no one, and the weather was gloomy, it was really weird!

Suddenly, a voice sounded very close to him: "Tagawa~Tagawa~"

One after another, Tian Xiaoyu, who had just been in silence, was terrified, she followed the sound and looked over, and the terrified creeps were terrified again.

The other self, standing on the road by the field, shouted Tagawa again and again.

Nima, how can there be, two of themselves?!

That "self" was wearing exactly the same clothes as himself, and he had exactly the same short hair. At this moment, Tian Xiaoyu wanted to escape, but her feet did not obey the call and slowly walked towards another "self", walked to the side of that "self", and circled around her twice, but she didn't seem to be able to see herself, so Tian Xiaoyu waved her hand in front of her eyes again to make sure, she really couldn't see herself, she let out a breath relaxedly, this transparent state made her feel a lot safer.

Not long after, there was a rustling sound from the mulberry forest, as if someone was coming, Tian Xiaoyu hurriedly turned around, and his eyes followed the sound.

Tagawa. Wearing the school uniform of junior high school, he appeared on the edge of the field, smiled at the "Tian Xiaoyu" who kept calling him, and skillfully slapped the water droplets on his body, and said, "What's wrong, Xiaoyu?" ”

Tian Xiaoyu stood beside the other "herself", looking at Tian Chuan in front of her, as if talking to herself, her eyes immediately filled with tears, and her vision began to blur, she choked up and said, "Tian Chuan...... Where have you been? …… How are you? ……”

However, Tian Chuan couldn't hear it, at this moment, his eyes were full of another "self" around him.

Tian Xiaoyu held back her tears and listened to their conversation with her ears.

"It's okay, Xiaochuan, I just want to ask you, when are you going back to school?" The other "Tian Xiaoyu" asked eagerly, the eagerness and innocence revealed in his eyes reminded Tian Xiaoyu of himself ten years ago.

Tian Chuan rubbed his nose, glanced at the mulberry forest behind him, and replied, "Oh, when I'm done with all this work, I'll go back!" ”

"Oh!" The other "Tian Xiaoyu" responded with a sigh of relief, and then said with some worry: "Then you have to hurry up, we have already started to learn a lot of new knowledge, and if it's too late, I'm afraid you won't be able to keep up!" ”

"Well, okay! Rest assured! Tian Chuan smiled and waved his hand and said, "I'm sure I can keep up!" ”

……

At this moment, Tian Xiaoyu, who was a bystander, was already a little crying.

This reminded her of the summer vacation of her freshman year, once when she went out, she suddenly saw Tian Chuan, who she had always wanted to see but couldn't see, at this time, it had been a while since the last time he ran away from home on a bicycle and was sent back by the police station to be imprisoned at home, Tian Chuan held his bicycle that had lost its paint and shed its skin, and Tian Xiaoyu was silent side by side.

"Xiaochuan, you, where are you going?" Tian Xiaoyu broke the silence and asked.

Tian Chuan was silent for a while, patted the handlebars of the bicycle, and said quietly, "I don't know." Come out to breathe, at home, it's too stuffy......"

"Oh......" Tian Xiaoyu replied, and muttered again, "Xiaochuan, how are you feeling lately?" ”

"It's ok. I wake up every morning feeling a little better, and when it's completely healed, I rush back. ”

Tian Xiaoyu naturally knows where Tian Chuan is talking about "going back", because in his heart, learning has always been the top priority, and schools and classrooms are like home. But now, Tian Chuan has been out of school for five full years, and Tian Xiaoyu knows that he will never go back.

But at this time, Tian Xiaoyu replied: "Well, then, the books are all saved?" ”

Tagawa nodded and replied, "Well, it's saved!" There is a lot of information in the third year of junior high school, and I am worried that it will be difficult to buy it if I lose it, hehe. ”

Tian Xiaoyu's nose was sour, she forcibly diverted her attention, and pretended to be relaxed: "Okay, come back quickly!" We are all waiting for you. ”

……

Thinking of this, Tian Xiaoyu wiped the tears on his face, and looked at the other "self" in front of him and Tian Chuan, knowing that he was in a dream at the moment, and he also knew why it must be here, because this is the place where Tian Chuan is buried.

The black clouds are getting lower and lower, the surroundings are getting darker and darker, and the heart is getting cooler and colder. At this moment, the interweaving of dreams, memories and reality made Tian Xiaoyu at a loss, not knowing where he was, what was true and what was false. She wanted to shout, piercing the sky, but she couldn't shout, only tears fell uncontrollably to the ground.

Consciousness gradually cleared up, to be precise, Tian Xiaoyu was woken up by his own sobbing, and woke up to find that the pillow was wet. The emotions in the dream gradually spread to reality, Tian Xiaoyu hurriedly stopped this trend, thinking, since there is a providence, perhaps, this is what makes him have no regrets?