What is he talking about?

What does it mean to be dead ...

Loreki looked at the screen in a daze, looking at the apologetic Nohayak: "You, what are you talking about, what is dead, don't make such jokes, silly... ”

"I know you don't want to believe it, you can't accept it."

That's enough.

"But I still want to say...

Enough, enough, enough!

"I'm sorry."

At this moment, Loreki covered her mouth and forced herself not to cry, but tears welled up from Loregi's eyes and couldn't stop falling from her cheeks.

No, it won't.

No, it won't!

How could Noha die, he had already seen through the mystery of life and death, and cracked all the truths of the whole universe, he was a god who stood at the height of the torrent with a mortal body, and God, how could he die?!

"You're Noha, you're Noha, you're Noha!!"

"I know, you must not accept it now, but I still hope that you can calm down, and then... Noharak said apologetically, "Listen to my story. ”

"I was born many years ago, in a time when the land was full of gunsmoke and war."

Noha was born in a gray age, where death was everywhere, people endured this hunger and fear, were deprived of their freedom, and lived as humble as slaves, and at that time, the only thing that sustained the living was called 'hope', hoping that one day, the war would end, and that one day, they could be reborn in this dead land.

Noha was unfortunate because he was born in such an era, and he was lucky, because among so many survivors, he was the only one who persevered to the end, did not get hit by a bullet, and escaped machine gun fire under the corpse because of his petite body.

He survived ...

And it was his future teacher and adoptive father, a mysterious old man who saved Noha.

"Why do we exist," Nohayak mutters to himself in the video, "for the future of humanity ... ”

Noha inherited the old man's will and learned a lot from him, and later, with his strength and wisdom, he began to help humanity end the war, and became an unknown hero, silently watching humanity build their own home from the ruins, and then bravely go into the future.

Later, in the long years, Noha continued to give guidance to mankind, not on his own initiative, but on the wish of mankind.

Human beings want medical skills, he gives, human beings want peace, he thinks, human beings want the whole future, and he will work hard and struggle against everything!

But...

"I'm tired, Loregi." Nohayak said, "I'm really tired... ”

Noha guards mankind, and tries his best to break through himself and surpass the limit for his own nation, compatriots, and civilization, and when he predicts the existence of the end, he knows that this is the inevitable driven by the torrent, and the human race will eventually be completely extinct in the future, and in order to change this ending, Noha created the Ark Project, a thing that can make human civilization and the human race continue forever.

But when Noha created the ship mother and completed the ark plan, he was confused.

"In the past, I would give if human beings had needs, but no one in the Ark Project asked me to create any Ark Project." Noharak's voice was a little sad: "This is the first time I have taken the initiative to give something to mankind, because I see the future and know that in the future, human beings will definitely need it, in this case, then I should think about this earlier, create it earlier, and give it to mankind, isn't it a matter of course?" ”

"But," Noha pondered, "do you really need it?" ”

"Humanity really needs," Noha: "Me?" ”

What do you mean?

What is this, how could human beings not need Noha, if there was no Noha, the world would have been destroyed in the initial war, and mankind would have been destroyed in various viruses and disasters, it was Noha, it was Noha who saved mankind again and again, and led them to find hope and create miracles again and again!

His name is Nohayak, and he is of all mankind, the Ark!

"Maybe you will say, what if you need it, what if you don't need it." Nuoha smiled and shook his head: "If you need me, then you will be happy, no, isn't it possible to live a better life without fighting?" ”

This is Loregi's dream, she just wants to live with Noha, fight every day, fight with each other every day, and laugh like fools and cry like crazy people together, this universe is big and big, they can go anywhere, live whatever life they want.

Why bother, what human beings are obsessed with, why should you deny the meaning of your own existence?!

"My whole life has been paid for mankind, if one day, mankind really doesn't need me, where should I go?" Noha: "Let me sit idly by, I can't do it, if you don't let me help humanity, I really can't do it." ”

Continuing to create miracles for the wishes of mankind, such a life, Noha is really tired, and if he is asked to give up on human beings, look on coldly, and ignore everything like a god, Noha can't do it.

So...

"I gave myself a chance, a chance to find answers."

Before he stepped onto the podium, Noha gave up his immortality, he made himself mortal, and he wanted to make his own choice as a human again, as he did in the first war, standing in front of all humans, true compatriots.

Noha shouldn't be guiding humans at will, but now, he's not Noha!

He's human, he's mortal, he's mortal, and as a member of the human race, what's wrong with him wanting to live for his race?!

But as a result...

"You saw this image, it means that I didn't come back to delete it, and it also means," Noha smiled easily, and this was the first time in her life that Loreji saw him, and she smiled, "They, humans, don't need me to take care of them anymore." ”

Noha had a premonition of this attack, but he was not sure, so he wanted to stand in front of civilians, magnates, good people, evil people, and even everyone as a human being, and let the world, let fate, make a choice, whether to let him continue to live as Noharak, or, as a human named Noharak, to die。。。。。。

If he survives, Noha will no longer have to be a god, he can integrate into the human race, just like the Ark Project, create more and better things, help everyone as he wants, and transform the whole nation.

But what if...

If, he, didn't come back.

Wouldn't that be better?

If he didn't come back, it means that he can already do it and can rest.

You see, even God has to choose a Sunday to rest after the creation of the world in six days, and he Nohayak can't compare to God, but when he's tired, he wants to take a break and be lazy, it's normal, isn't it?

"I won't regret my choice, the only thing I don't want to give up is you," Noha just affected, and in the laboratory, Loreji sat on the ground, holding the body of Noha, who was covered with blood and was already cold, she hugged it tightly, buried her head in his chest, and the echo in her ears was from Noha, the last apology: "I'm sorry, Loregi, I'm really tired... ”

"Noha," Loregi's tears fell down his face, the eyes that were always closed, never to be opened, the unreliable, bastard's rotten mouth, never to argue with her again, and then she was speechless by her, the one who was always playing tricks and could make himself occasionally coquettish like a little girl: "Noha, Noha, Noha... ”

Never, not coming back...

This is Noha's laboratory, and it is also the place where the two of them work, there is metal everywhere, miserable white, cold, but Loreki never thinks it is bad here, because there is Noha, because here, there is her Noha!

But when she opened her eyes again, Loreki found that it was so lonely.

From the first time she opened her eyes, saw Noha, and then lived like a father and daughter, brother and sister, there was always someone who would shelter her from the wind and rain when she was afraid.

But it was only now that Loreki felt the meaning of being a person.

For the first time, she understood what it was like to be alone.

"I've always wanted to understand you, but when I do, heh," Loregi: "I realized that I was alone, and I was left with my own world, your world, so lonely." ”

Before she met Loregi, Noha only had herself, so it was Loreji who gave Noha a second life.

"But do you know that you gave me my first life, and if the meaning of your existence is human, then the meaning of my existence," Loreji hugged Noha tightly: "It's you." ”

But didn't you say yes?

To be together.

'Hey, silly! ’

'Huh? ’

'Didn't you say you were going out yesterday, why did you come back again?' ’

'Ah, this, that... Noha touched the back of his head and said with some shame, 'Because I'm the only one.' ’

But why?

'What kind of place is the earth?' ’

'O earth ... Under the stars, Noha laughed, "That's my home." ’

At this time, Loregi's face flushed: "You, have you ever thought about going back?" ’

'Huh? I hadn't thought about it before, but now, I want to go. ’

'Why?' ’

'Because ... Noha looked at Loreji and smiled, "You want to go." ’

Why, leave her alone?

Whether you run away, hide, or be poor, if you don't have food, you will find food together, and if you have no place to live, you will find a place to live together.

It's clearly said...

No matter where he went, he would be together, and even if she didn't follow, he would wait for her and take her with him.

"Why lie to me?" Loreji choked up and cried, "Why, don't you take me。。。。。。 ”

"The Ark Project," Noha's voice echoed in the laboratory, "Only the torrent can transcend the torrent." ”

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