Sonny looked at Xiao Yi, who was still unconscious, and raised his hand to gently stroke her forehead.

He controlled his arm to emit a faint electric current, constantly stimulating her brain, hoping that she would be able to wake up for a moment in the last moments.

Finally, Xiao Yi opened his tired eyes again.

Sonny raised his hand and took her ventilator off.

"Sonny, I thought I'd never see you again."

Sonny knelt in front of the low operating table, his face level with Xiao Yi on the operating table, his blue eyes staring at her tightly, the numbers in the corners of his eyes fluctuating.

"Don't be afraid, although I can't save you now, sooner or later I will resurrect you! You'll be fine. ”

Sonny said categorically.

He knew that Yuntian had the ability to travel through parallel universes, not to mention that he could also travel through parallel universes in specific fantasy worlds, and he must have a way to resurrect Xiao Yi.

A great resurrection technique will do it.

But Xiao Yi didn't know, just if he was talking nonsense too sadly, or he was comforting her.

She trembled her right hand and gently touched Sonny's face.

"Sonny, stop talking in your dreams, I'm not afraid of death, I'm really not afraid of death."

Her eyes darkened slightly.

"My past is very miserable, I have always suffered from the malice of life, maybe for me, death is just relief."

"I don't believe in the darkness of death, darker than this world."

Sonny looked at her in silence.

"Only by living can there be hope."

A tear slowly slipped from the corner of Xiao Yi's eyes.

"The world has a lot of malice towards me, and the so-called hope is nothing but self-deception."

She was a little emotional, and Sonny's survival rate fluctuated between 1% and 3%.

Sonny quickly put an oxygen mask on her, hoping to hang her for a few more moments, but she forced a smile to herself, took a deep breath, and then took it off.

"Don't worry, I'm not afraid of death, I'm more afraid of being alive than death.

"I'm afraid that every time I am on a night when no one is around, I quietly think of the days when I was disliked by my relatives, and that is the pain."

"Maybe for me, death is relief."

For the first time, Sonny realizes that although Xiao Yi has never shown anything and has always been cheerful and generous, her past still affects her and will make her miserable for the rest of her life.

Except for that time in the library, she usually hides it too well.

And Sonny also intuitively realized for the first time the helplessness of life.

Some people say that university is a small society, but he doesn't communicate with too many people, and most of the time he only does his own thing.

Therefore, he has never experienced the so-called frustration and helplessness, and it is not until today that he understands that there is a side of life that he has never recognized.

Not only is it beautiful, but there is also pain and helplessness.

After a moment of silence, Xiao Yi's thin voice remembered again:

"Do you love me?"

Sonny looked at Xiao Yi, his blue eyes seemed to give people the depth of the sea.

"I don't want to lie to you, I don't know."

Xiao Yi was silent for a moment.

"Yes, you are so good, how can you fall in love with me, it's just my wishful thinking."

Sonny was silent, and didn't speak again.

Xiao Yi was tired and strong, and Sonny kept stimulating her with a weak electric current to keep her awake for the last time.

Finally, she suddenly smiled freely.

"It's okay, I love you."

After speaking, he closed his eyes forever, and there seemed to be a smile on the corner of his mouth, that, it seems, the taste of love.

Silence, eternal silence.

Sonny stroked his chest, there was no heart there, just a cold device.

I obviously don't have a heart, why does it hurt so much.

He stroked Xiao Yi's long hair, and a strand of hair fell into his hand, which he held tightly in his hand and held on for a long time.

The emergency lights in the operating room were finally extinguished, and the five people waiting outside watched the door of the operating room slowly open.

A white figure pushed the surgical cart, and a white cloth covered the once vivid life.

Several nurses took Sonny's hand and pushed Xiao Yi away, and Son stood at the door of the operating room, silently until Xiao Yi disappeared from the end of sight.

"Young people, life and death are fateful, don't be too sad, this is life."

Sonny suddenly turned around, and the eyes exposed by the white mask looked at Dr. Chen deadly, and he could see that his heart was a little hairy.

"What is life?"

"Life? Life is, unsatisfactory. ”

Dr. Chan shook his head and left.

Sonny didn't move, just stood there silent, Xiao Yi's words echoing in his mind.

"Life is dark, and for me, maybe death is relief."

"Life? Life is just not as good as it should be. ”

Sonny slowly walked out of the hospital, took off his white coat, and casually threw it aside.

For the first time since he lived in college, he was exposed to the helplessness and pain of life.

"It turns out that this is what heartache and sadness feels like."

He was silent.

"If the cloud can save her, it will definitely be possible."

But after that, will she be happy if she survives? She was alive before, but she wasn't happy! ”

Sonny's eyes stared directly at the sun above him, and then he closed his eyes, and the electronic brain was instantly connected to the Internet.

He saw people's complaints about life, and also saw people's expectations and hopes for life.

For a moment, I don't know how much information he browsed.

Before he was shocked by the malice of people on the Internet and didn't dare to go online again, at that time, he was still very naïve and simple, but now that so much time has passed, plus today's incident, he has completely matured, has his own values, and will no longer be swayed by online speech.

He's just using things on the Internet to back up his ideas.

"Sure enough, there are too many dark sides in this world, and I have always faced the sun and light before, but I have ignored the shadows and darkness behind me."

"This is the source of Xiao Yi's pain and the reason why she died."

Sonny slowly opened his eyes, and a light bloomed in his blue eyes.

"Reviving her is very simple for Yuntian, but it is very difficult to make her truly happy."

He clenched his hands hard, and his alloy arm squeaked.

"In that case, let me change the world!"

For the first time in this world, Sonny has a purpose of his own.

If he is an ordinary person, then he can only passively accept this kind of helpless thing until the so-called edges and corners are worn away by life.

The goal just now can only be to moan without disease.

Until one day, he will say to the next young man, just like Dr. Chan:

"You have to learn to accept the helplessness of life."

It's a pity that he's not, he's not the kind of person who can only complain helplessly about life, and then can't change reality.

He has extraordinary abilities, the ability to change all this.

"However, the blood debt will be paid with blood!"

In order to let a girl no longer experience the trials and pains of the world, he resolutely turned around, turned his back to the light, and faced the darkness.