Tian Xiaoyu put on his coat and sat on a rocking chair in the courtyard.

Turning his head to look at Zhu Yue sleeping in the dim light in the living room, a trace of unreality arose.

At this moment, the ghost sent the gods to the ground, and she lit a cigarette.

I don't know where the smoke comes from or where the fire comes from.

She wanted something, and there it was.

Sometimes, being too happy can make one doubt the reality of the moment.

She remembered what Lin Chu had said during the day.

It seems that a lot of things happened back then.

But the film that has been broken for ten years cannot be connected.

In the dark, she contacted the family.

She wondered if Tagawa was still alive.

If Lin Chu can, then Tian Chuan must be able to do it too.

In Tian Xiaoyu's heart, Tian Chuan is simply a warrior in her heart since she was a child.

Humorous, open-minded.

Providence makes people!

The call went through.

"Hey, Nier, why are you calling so late?"

"Dad, it's okay, I'm just homesick!"

"Huh? It's okay? ”

"Something."

“……”

"That, Ogawa...... Where is it now? ”

There was a long silence on the other end of the line.

After a long time, Dad sighed heavily and said, "Girl, why can't you get through this matter?" ”

Tian Xiaoyu didn't speak.

"Girl, if you should pass, let him pass! Yes? Xiaochuan, no matter how you say it, he has been gone for more than ten years, so let him go with peace of mind! ”

Tian Xiaoyu's joy all day was slowly frozen at this moment.

Tagawa ...... In this time and space, still, or not alive?

Why?!

Why can Lin Chu survive, but Tian Chuan can't?!

After hanging up the phone, Tian Xiaoyu grabbed her hair like a chicken nest with both hands.

The night was already deep, and in late autumn, the dampness in the air slowly seeped into dew drops condensing on the stamens, grass, tabletops, and hair ends.

When she felt the coolness, her whole body was already cold.

closed his clothes, entered the house, and gently lay down beside Zhu Yue and Xiao Doudou.

Soon he fell asleep.

Maybe it's because I'm thinking about it, and in my dream, I actually walked into my hometown that I haven't returned to for a long time.

The development of the times has obviously affected this small town, which is not very remote.

Although the rent building is higher and newer, it is not as crowded as when I was a child.

Everyone went to the city to buy a house.

The countryside surrounds the city.

The countryside poured into the cities.

Further down the street to the west, the houses grew shorter and shorter, and a little further down the road was the village where they were children.

Perhaps it's winter, and the few leaves hanging from the branches make the scene even more depressed.

Tian Xiaoyu wrapped up his clothes and walked forward along the familiar road.

When I walked to the door, I pushed open the door with a "squeak".

The sun was shining very well in the yard......

Grandma sat peacefully on the sofa in the yard, quietly basking in the sun, looking at her with a smile.

"Grandma! Grandma~~~"

Tian Xiaoyu was stunned for a moment at first, subconsciously shouted a few times, and then ran to her grandmother before tears burst out of her eyes.

She knelt on the ground, buried her head deep in her grandmother's arms, and let her tears soak her grandmother's clothes, while her grandmother gently stroked Tian Xiaoyu's hair with her rough hand, and only repeated with a smile: "Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu......"

Providence, perhaps.

It was providence that allowed her to make up for the regret of missing the last meeting with her grandmother when she was nostalgic for Fang Yu in school when she graduated.

Thank God for this!

Tian Xiaoyu couldn't cry, and it took a long time to raise her head and look at her grandmother, who was looking at her lovingly at this time.

Tian Xiaoyu doesn't know what year and month it is at the moment, but subconsciously, her grandmother is still suffering from Parkinson's disease.

She brought a bench and sat quietly next to her grandmother, basking in the warm winter sun with her.

The sun shone on the faces of the two grandparents in the courtyard, filled with happiness.

Tian Xiaoyu gently held her grandmother's hand and picked up the nail clippers in her pocket to cut her nails.

It's a dream, right?

Otherwise, how can you still have nail clippers in your pocket?

I don't know how long it took, Tian Xiaoyu settled down her grandmother and walked out of the house.

As soon as I went out, the wind was blowing.

It was as if the sky had suddenly changed.

Subconsciously, she walked on the way to Tagawa's house.

The weather is changeable, and there are snowflakes at this time.

After a while, large snowflakes covered the gray earth.

Tian Xiaoyu stepped on the snow, walked and walked, and the more he walked, the darker the sky became.

Walked around the corner at the head of the village and stopped.

This is Tagawa's home.

She didn't know why she was standing here waiting.

It was already dark and the snow was already thick.

Her hair, shoulders, body, and shoes were covered with snow, and she stood on the ground like a snowman.

She must stand here and wait, subconsciously.

Tagawa, too, will definitely appear.

But psychologically, I hope he doesn't show up.

It was getting darker and darker, and when I looked up, I couldn't even see the snowballs falling down in the air, and I could only hear the sound of "fluttering" around me.

Cold, cold to the heart.

Cold from the inside out.

There was a "squeak", and her body trembled with the sound of the door being slammed.

Taking advantage of the faint light in the open half of the door, Tian Xiaoyu saw a thin figure.

Closer and closer, all the way to your own eyes.

Tian Chuan pushed his favorite racing car when he was a child, held on, and looked at Tian Xiaoyu with a pair of transparent eyes.

"Ah Yu."

"Ogawa ......"

"You, why are you here?"

"I ...... Holiday ......"

Tian Chuan looked away, frowned slightly, and shook slightly.

"Xiaochuan, you, don't care how I got here, can you, can you just stay at home and don't go out?"

"Why?" Tian Chuan turned his face, looked at Tian Xiaoyu, and asked indifferently.

"Because...... Because...... Can you leave it alone and listen to me first? ”

"Not good."

“……”

Tian Xiaoyu didn't know what to say.

She has always been improving when it comes to convincing others.

Tian Chuan sighed, and said coldly: "Ah Yu, find an opportunity, go back!" ”

"Huh?"

"Ah Yu, I know that you at this time, perhaps, do not belong here, but as for why, I don't know......" Tian Chuan frowned and stomped the snow on his feet, raised his head again and said: "Everything in the world is really a mystery...... No matter how much it is, but please have no regrets......"

"No complaints, no regrets?" Tian Xiaoyu has deviated from the purpose of this trip.

"Yes." Tian Chuan blew the snowflakes in front of him, and said with a smile: "In this life, there are no complaints and no regrets, live enough, and go!" ”

"Ogawa!" Tian Xiaoyu grabbed Tian Chuan's arm and shouted, "Don't go!" Don't leave so easily, okay? Would you like to think about it a little longer? ……”

"Not good."

“…… However, you are still young, your life is too short, and you haven't lived a meaningful life yet......" Tian Xiaoyu was a little incoherent.

"Ah Yu, does it have to be meaningful?"

"What?"

"Does everything in this world have to be full of meaning if it exists?"

“…… I don't know ......."

"This tree, this grass, this stone, and this snow, who has ever asked why they exist? Do they care about the meaning of their existence? Lao Tzu is coming, if you want to go, you can go, who cares about the meaning of the fuck! ”

Tian Xiaoyu's tears burst out of her eyes, Xiao Chuan's figure of raising her head to greet Xuehua at this moment was gradually covered with a layer of fog, she stretched out her arm to wipe away her tears, and looked at Xiao Chuan.

Xiao Chuan opened his mouth, let a few snowflakes fall into his mouth, lowered his head to look at Tian Xiaoyu again, and laughed, sweet!

Tian Xiaoyu pursed her lips and looked at Xiaochuan, and tears began to roll in her eyes again.

"Let's go, Ah Yu, I'll ...... later After that will be indefinite. Tagawa shook the snow off his head and said.

"Ogawa, don't go......"

"Xiaoyu, you know that I am decided, otherwise, you wouldn't be waiting for me here, would you?"

……

"Let's go back! Let's go! ”