1979 Ashes and Ember 2

The horizon stretched out of view, and Takakawa rose from the ground, and no more enemies attacked him, because he was the only one left in the ruins. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 Info: Where did Tomie, who seemed to come out of a nightmare, go? Nobody knows. Takakawa couldn't feel Father Xisen's existence anymore, and before he came into contact with the final weapon 999, Father Xisen's state was already very unstable. The legacy left by the messengers of the New Age Gospel, including Father Edward, made it possible for this contact to succeed, but it would take away something - whether Father Sissen was dead or not, Takakawa could not be sure, but even if Father Sissen lived, it would never be easier than death.

Eventually, Weapon 999 disappeared, the "River" disappeared, Father Sissen disappeared, and all the strangeness caused by their existence was gone, leaving only rows of deformed structures on this barren land, proving that a great change had taken place here. These deformed structures are shaped like bones, but with sharp edges and corners, and large and small hollows are scattered throughout them, like a giant hornet's nest.

The tallest buildings, if they were buildings, require Takakawa to look up to see the top, but the presence of them does not make the description of "ruins" unrealistic, because even tall buildings are just the remains of a terrible battle. They are inherently disformed, and their anomalous appearance after being damaged is insignificant.

If you walk through the ruins as you normally would, getting lost is the only end, and all observations involving direction here produce a violent distortion, including but not limited to magnetic fields and visual senses. Even if Takakawa were to stand here again as a "prosthetic", he would not be able to identify and scan the entire ruins in detail with his always efficient observation capabilities. The data he uses to determine direction has been tinted red with warnings in the retina screen, which means that all judgments made based on this data can be unexpectedly wrong.

How much is wrong is not possible because there is no reference, so it is impossible to tell in detail. But it was clear that the data could no longer be relied upon, and even a body as sophisticated, powerful, and mysterious as a prosthetic body would not be able to find the right route for Takakawa through its own functions - Takakawa wondered what he should do next.

He wanted to continue to track down Tomie's whereabouts, and from this self-proclaimed "Tomie", Takakawa smelled a surging smell, as if her next activities would have the potential to produce some decisive results. Gao Chuan didn't know what the result was, but since he felt that such a result would greatly affect the overall situation at the moment, then, even if he couldn't stop the other party, he had to know the specific situation as soon as possible.

Besides, Takakawa felt that Tomie would definitely go to find the young Takakawa.

At the same time, Takakawa is also very aware that although Dorothy's endless plans, he began to hope that the progress of his side and the young Takakawa would be slightly delayed, so that they could be more vigilant. However, judging from the results, the progress of this matter is not a situation where you can delay if you want to, and you can accelerate if you want to.

It was precisely because Tomie appeared that the prosthetic Takagawa felt that it was imminent to meet the young Takakawa - the leisure he had before that was completely wiped out by the existence of "Tomie". Even so, thanks to luck, the fact that I was able to escape from that weird psychiatric hospital building was not entirely the result of hard work. He felt that he had done his best, and the previous battle was by no means something that could be solved by violence alone, and such a weak flesh and blood body was simply not enough to support the violence that broke the game.

In the current situation, what will happen once Tomie and the young Takagawa converge? Takakawa can't imagine it, but one thing can be judged, when the two converge, if you want to use the brain and hardware to reconcile the two personalities of him and me, you will definitely be blocked by Tomie. As long as Tomie returns to the young Takakawa, the possibility of failure of any arrangement made against the young Takakawa will become extremely high.

Takakawa couldn't contact Omi and the others, so he had to find a way to get out of this ruin.

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In the eyes of the fire, the conceptual place of the "collective human unconscious" is becoming more in line with one's imagination, not because its nature has changed, but only when it is observed, it has become more vivid. In the past, the description of the "collective human subconscious" always liked to be described as "the sea", but now, the fire sees "bubbles", "ripples", and "sparkling light", and all the manifestations of movement tend to be fluidized. In the steaming bubbles, the occasional corner of the Doomsday Shinrikyo repeater is speeding forward.

It is impossible to describe what it looks like, but it is precisely because the "collective human subconscious" has become a "sea" that the Doomsday Shinrikyo repeater that is diving in this "sea" ripples, creating a movement that seems to be transmitted by a fluid, and some of the things that are tightly attached to its contours and quickly thrown down by it also constitute a rather huge outline. The London Repeater naturally receives and analyzes this information, feeding a more concrete result back into the mind of the firebreaker.

Just when he had gradually become accustomed to such changes, it suddenly occurred to him that the repeater of the Doomsday Shinrikyo had really determined the "target"? Is it really heading towards its goal and not detouring around a huge area? If you want to figure out the course of the other party, it is impossible to do it in this vaguely boundless human collective subconscious, because in order to determine the course, you must first have multiple fixed coordinates, however, the coordinates laid in the collective human subconscious will be lost in a very short period of time due to changes in consciousness.

For the fire, only "visual inspection" is the best way to grasp the opponent's feet - all the data fed back, all the feelings from the state of consciousness, all the means based on the phenomenon of consciousness, are not enough to determine the boundary between "self" and "outside oneself" in this violent and deep human collective subconscious, but "see" such a general and vague result, and can confirm the state of the target within a general scope.

If the Doomsday Shinrikyo repeater had not been seen by Drifter, then Drifter would have been unable to confirm its existence and location in any other way. Generally speaking, when observing the repeaters of the Cult of Doomsday, one's own side should be the first to attack, because, theoretically, the longer the repeaters of the Cult of Doomsday Shinrikyo exist, the more important its influence will be on the collective subconscious of the entire human race, and no matter what the Repeaters of the Cult of the Dawn of the Dawn of the Universe wants to do later, their repeaters are undoubtedly an indispensable part.

However, the question is, when he realizes that when he visually captures the repeater of the Doomsday Shinrikyo by visual inspection, does the Doomsday Shinrikyo also visually detect the repeater on his side? Now the repeater of the Doomsday Shinrikyo moves in a strange trajectory that is still within the range of capture, neither free from its own observations nor clearly captured, and the situation is ambiguous and full of conspiracy. I have to think about it: is the other party tempting me and others?

There are so many examples of the Doomsday Shinrikyo cult sacrificing themselves to complete the sacrificial ritual, and it would not be surprising to say that this time they finally sacrificed the entire repeater, along with the "holy place" that might exist in the repeater. Isn't this kind of self-inflicted wounding 800 and killing 1,000 enemies the best of these Doomsday Shinrikyo bastards?

In this case, is it the right thing to do if you directly attack the repeater of the Doomsday Shinrikyo and destroy it? The closer I get to the critical juncture, the more I have always been firm in my thoughts, I can't help but waver a little. He felt that he should not be shaken, but he was increasingly unable to stop the thoughts and cloudy emotions that were flooding his mind.

Even so, he knew very well that there was no turning back. There were some subtle changes going on inside the netball, and he could have pinned them on specific people or things like everyone else, but he gave up on doing so. It is precisely because of his position as the supreme commander of the Internet ball that he has a deeper feeling than others: all the factors that happen to him and around him, which make everything that should be beautiful and united, become strange and terrifying, how complex and inevitable, it is not just due to the factors of the general environment that are summarized from people's cognition and perspective, but there are too many factors that transcend people's cognition and perspective to play a role together.

No one can stop this from happening, because no one can see every factor that makes a difference, and no one can really touch something that they don't even know what it is.

In his opinion, in the current situation, all the conceivable strategies have actually come to an end, there is no more and better way, and it is futile to continue to talk about strategies, and no longer produce any practical results. All you can do is take action.

Therefore, he abandoned the responsibilities of the decision-making level, confined himself to a small box, and through the transmission of this box, turned himself into the "spiritual interior" of the London repeater.

Before doing so, he had been warned by Omi and Dorothy that it was an experimental approach, though theoretically it could elevate the "self-consciousness of being human" to the "self-consciousness of the repeater", and thus make the person and the repeater more closely one. The difference between "human individual" and "repeater" is too great, just by the volume to compare, a repeater is tens of millions of times larger than a human individual, although all conceivable technical means are used to prevent the user's personality from being diluted in this sublimation process, but, on the contrary, these technical means also constrain the user's self-consciousness, so that it cannot return to a normal state.

There are many more specific situations, summed up in one sentence, Huohuo is very sure that he can no longer return to his original body and turn back into the "person" called Huohuo. Now, the whole London repeater is his own body, and just like when he is a human being, he cannot directly penetrate the body to see the operation of his internal organs, nor can he not perceive too subtle changes without passing through the instrument, relying only on his senses, and he can no longer see the inside of the repeater, and he cannot appreciate the strange and precise operation process of the repeater. He is only a macroscopic will, directing a general direction, moving the whole repeater -- just as a person can lift his hand, but cannot meticulously manipulate all the delicate interplay of muscles and nerves in the act of raising his hand.

Even so, or because of this, the fire is more felt than anyone else when it comes to repeaters and the condition inside them. This is like the pain of a human being cut, different pains for different conditions, fever when the body is hot, dizziness and so on. Every feeling corresponds to a "bad" situation happening, the misfire is already felt, and the "bad" situation is piling up in the London repeater.

Whether or not you are worried that directly attacking the repeater of the Doomsday Shinrikyo is a trap, you will eventually have to do so, otherwise, the London repeater will collapse first due to its own deterioration - before it merges with the London repeater, he was not aware of such a situation, but when he merged into one, he was unable to report such a situation to others. The other people who are now in the repeater are like "bacteria in the body" to the fire, and they can't feel it at all, and they can't distinguish it.

He knew that there was a change "within", and that this change was probably affecting him, which led him to this hesitation - he clearly felt the change in himself, and such a change seemed to him to be full of malice.

But what can be done about this?

If the "repeater" has become the "body", then the "fire" self as a subjective consciousness is being seized by the "vicious instinct" of this "body", just like human laziness and mediocrity, which is never just a matter of consciousness, psychology and spirituality, but also has a physiological effect from the body.

The size of the repeater was so huge, and so was the "malignant instinct" that had spawned from within it, and he felt like he was being swallowed up - until then, he was still staring at the repeater of the Doomsday Shinrikyo cult, looking for a signal, a signal that would give him the strong will to "attack".

He, already ready, has been ready for a long time, I don't know how many times he has been ready.

Every awakening disappears like a bubble before it can be actually acted.

I don't know how long the impetus of my own consciousness, my own self-proclaimed firm will, will last in such repetition.

Maybe I don't know when I will be like burned firewood, and only a piece of dead ashes will remain.

When I think of myself like that, I can't help but shudder.