The snow was falling in the sky, and I stood under the lamp, looking up at the white snowflakes that swept through the lights, the wind was blowing slightly in my ears, and it was not very cold. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Everything was so quiet that I could hear the clatter of snow falling on it as thin as chewing, so much so that we could hear the sound of a fetus throbbing in our chests......

"You shouldn't be here." The child was still young, and he was crouching under the white street lamp and playing with the snowflakes.

I leaned over and said, "Who are you?" What about your mom and dad? ”

"You shouldn't be here." The child ignored me and said only this one sentence.

"What?" I approached him, grabbed him by the shoulder, and turned him around.

The child's face was so familiar that it stirred up a certain memory, a nightmare in the depths of my mind.

"Hey," the child sighed helplessly, "let go of me, brother." ”

“…… Feng An? Where am I now? ”

"...... in the depths of your soul"

"Then how are you in the depths of my soul? How long have you been here? Did you control my body before, and still hurt the Dao Chiefs? I grabbed Feng An tightly and asked a lot of questions.

"......" Feng An looked at me, his eyes were a little complicated, "It's Grandpa......, he melted me into your soul and used me to make up for your missing part." ”

Feng An's eyes tightly grasped mine, "I have lived with you for 18 years, like a beast in a cage for 18 years......"

"What?!" I let go of the seal.

"I gave you your life." I don't know why, if he was right, I felt a little guilty about him.

"However, you also gave me another chance to live." Feng An spread his hands, turned around and continued to play with the snowdrift.

Looking at his little back, I didn't know what to say for a while.

At this time, what slowly emerged in my mind was the loneliness of eighteen years, the eighteen years of being an audience forever, never being able to communicate and communicate, never getting anyone's love, and never even being aware of the pain of my existence.

Only then did I realize that the inferiority complex and cowardice of my childhood, the nightmares that haunted me day and night as a child, were not mine—they were the nightmares of my poor brother in the depths of my soul.

The snow is getting heavier and heavier, but it doesn't make people feel cold.

"Feng An, I, I don't know about your existence, how can I help you?"

"Just let yourself die a few more times, and when you want to die, your parents and the perverted Taoist priest won't save you~" Feng An coldly threw a snowball at me and smashed it right on my face, "Hahahahaha, in this way, I can go out, and you can only play in the snow here!" ”

"......" Feng An glanced at me, and suddenly couldn't laugh again, "However, you may also die." ”

Following his gaze, I looked down and saw that my entire chest had been sliced open, and my pink heart was beating slowly in the air.

……

The light was dazzling, piercing me from opening my eyes, and my head was heavy as if it had been hammered open by a hammer, and groups of people were surrounding me.

"Stop sucking blood clots with machines! Cut his trachea directly open and intubate! The scalpel was shining brightly in the light, and the doctor was shouting at a group of nurses.

"Blood pressure can't keep up!" One person responded.

The cold knife had already cut my throat, and the hose gushing oxygen opened the trachea and stretched into my body, "Blood transfusion can't work, then give me a posterior phyllin!" Do you want to save money on hospitals? The doctor almost roared, and then there was another cacophony in the room.

"The patient is awake—" cried out with joy when someone saw me open his eyes.

The doctor kept in his hands and scolded viciously: "Fart! That's called Back to the Light, he's almost out of heartbeat, defibrillator! ”

"It's coming!"

"Go straight to 400J."

"Yes!"

An electric current came through my atrium, magnifying every part of my senses, and I opened my eyes wide, and after trying to breathe, I fainted again.

……

"Would you rather die?" The kid under the lamp looked up at me.

It turns out that I'm back here again.

"Of course not."

"I don't want to, after all, the two of us are one soul." Feng An beckoned me to squat down, "Let's make a deal." ”

"What deal?" I'm curious to know what's going on in my little brother's head, and it would be nice to talk to him more.

"Hehe, how about the body belongs to me and the brain belongs to you in the future?" It's a pity that Feng An's bad little eyes betrayed everything.

"You're not going to kill people like before, are you?" I shook my head, "No. ”

"I'll go!" Feng An was surprised, "You still have so many requests if you want to die?" ”

Not to be outdone, "Aren't you going to die too?" We're grasshoppers on a rope! ”

"......" Feng An was speechless, "Come here, let me hug you." ”

I was stunned, "Huh? But I still chose to open my hands and leaned towards him, and the moment I was about to touch him, Feng An turned into a blue-white light, which suddenly enveloped my heart and filled my broken chest.

It was really warm, much more comfortable than soaking in a hot spring, and all my internal organs were embraced by the hot water, and I lay in the snow, and sleepiness hit.

"Director." The nurse shuddered a little and pointed to the display where all the indicators were zeroed.

The attending physician said helplessly, "The patient's pupils are still reacting, we should ......" but the audience was silent, and no one wanted to bother more for a dead person.

Well, the director took off his mask, "You dispose of the corpse, sew it up, and I will inform the family." ”

Hearing these words, I opened my eyes and looked sideways at the tired doctors and nurses sitting on the ground, and I wanted to say a few words, but unfortunately the paralyzing effect of the drug made it difficult for me to even tilt my head.

"It's so itchy, it's so itchy!" I thought to myself, I don't know what's going on, the places on my chest and belly are like ants crawling around. I can't scratch it, I can only move my eyes around, but there is no one to bird me.

"Ding-" The metal object fell to the ground, finally attracting the doctor's attention.

"How many times have I said it, the scalpels are all sorted out, and then sterilized! You—" The attending physician walked up to me, inexplicably frozen.

"......" Then, he noticed me blinking my eyes here, and his face suddenly panicked, "You guys go and call the security department!" Then call the police! Xiao Zhang stays, let's hold him down first! ”

"Huh? Wait a minute? What the? I muttered to myself, and the two lifted the surgical towel and buckled me to the operating table.

It was because of this that I was able to raise my head, and I found that my open ribcage had been glued, and although it was only a thin layer of pink baby flesh attached, it was really fast.

Then the effect of the drug also subsided, and my whole body was no longer numb, and I probably understood seven or eight points in my heart, and I hurriedly shouted, "Doctor! Calm down! Calm down! I'm not dead! I'm not a ghost! ”

However, I seemed to irritate the medical staff even more by doing so, and the female nurse let out a piercing scream and ran away, as if I was really going to kill them.

"Demons! Are you going to commit murder again? The living treasure-like jeep squeezed in against the female nurses, and after reminiscing (you know), he sprinkled a string of paper money yellow charms or something into the ward, "The two donors got out of the way and let Poor Dao surrender to him!" ”

After speaking, Jeep drew his sword, I broke free with both hands, and grabbed the attacking wooden sword, "Master, you are making trouble, I am Jian Xing." ”

"Shut up! Come on! "Jeep sprinkled a bottle of dog blood on my face and continued to stab me hard.

"......" So I pinched off the peachwood sword with one hand, "Master, I'm really Jian Xing!" ”

"Jian Xingcai is not so fierce." Jeep does not give up.

"I know you never wear panties, so that proves I don't?"

“…… Jian Xing? ”

"Well, it's me."