Chapter 373: Is It Better?

"Let's go, so as not to disturb the rest of others!"

Throwing down this sentence, Tang Jian turned around and walked out directly, Liu Yuyan was separated in the middle, neither to go, nor to stay.

On the one hand, it is a lover who is emotionally affected, and on the other hand, it is a future mother-in-law who is suffering from a severe cold, even if Tang Jian will not recognize this as a mother, but in any case, this is also Tang Jian's biological mother.

Both now need to be cared for, and neither seems to be doing very well......

This choice really made Liu Yuyan at a loss and anxious!

At this time, Dr. Lin worriedly pushed Liu Yuyan's shoulder and urged, "You follow quickly, he can't be stimulated." ”

This panicked and nervous tone was not pretended, Liu Yuyan looked at Dr. Lin at first glance and found that the other party's eyes were already so red that they couldn't be more red, and the hot tears seemed to be about to burst out of their eyes in the next second.

Liu Yuyan was stunned and said, "That...... Then you can rest well and take care of your body. Then he hurriedly walked out and caught up with Tang Jian, who had already walked down the stairs.

"Calm down and don't think too much."

She hurriedly grabbed Tang Jian's hand, although Tang Jian looked calm now, but in her heart it was the opposite.

After all, he still can't easily accept this fact, let alone act as if the other party doesn't exist, as if none of these things happened.

If he could, he really didn't want this woman to run out and mess up his current life, he would rather the other party was no longer there, even if he was still there, he would rather the other party not come to him. In this way, there would be no such situation as it is now.

Speaking of which, I really don't feel very good!

He said lightly: "I'm fine, she is the one who should be calm." ”

Oh, yes!

The person who should be calm is indeed not himself!

Otherwise, when they met for the first time, how could the other party be so out of shape?

Why are you so nervous and panicked now?

In contrast, he is actually quite calm.

At least he didn't have a seizure on the spot, at least he could pretend to be indifferent, and even pretended to be calm and cooked a bowl of ginger soup for the woman......

But man is contradictory.

On the surface, he said that he was fine, but in fact, he probably had something in his heart. It's just that it's because of face, or because I'm afraid that others will worry, so I lie duplicity and say that I'm fine.

Otherwise, how could he remind the other party to recuperate well before leaving, and then come to the other party?

Going down the stairs, the house finally couldn't hold back the sound of sobbing, the crying was not loud, as if it was afraid of being heard by others, and it wanted to cry loudly, but it covered its mouth and let out bursts of choked crying......

Combined with the expression that should be hateful, but in fact it is pitiful, Tang Jian's mood that should obviously be angry can't help but be suppressed.

This is a very strange and ironic feeling, I have cursed the other party countless times in my heart before, and when my mood is too stimulated, I wish the other party would die.

He had fantasized about the other party's appearance countless times, but most of them were all hateful appearances that looked particularly vicious.

However, the irony is that the woman who gave birth to him in reality is so gentle, good-looking, and touching, looking at the sick and weak appearance of the other party, no one can't help but want to care about her and care for her, right?

Even Tang Jian felt that this woman could not be his mother, because she looked too gentle, too kind, too young and beautiful, and felt more in line with the role of aunt or aunt.

But the wedding photos, parent-child photos, and the photo of the newborn in the delivery room with a haggard face in the delivery room show that this woman is her mother.

At this moment, he longed in his heart that his mother was a woman with a fat head and big ears and a hateful face, so that his years of dissatisfaction and resentment towards his mother could erupt without suppression, and then warn the other party to cut off each other, have nothing to do with each other, and stop jumping out and disturbing his life!

Liu Yuyan glanced back, she wanted to go back and have a look, but she was even more worried that Tang Jian would not be able to think about it or think too much.

"Let's go, this is her retribution!"

Tang Jian said without replying, his face was cold as he had never been, as if he had changed a person all of a sudden, and even Liu Yuyan was a little unaccustomed to it.

But she was more worried in her heart, because this showed that Tang Jian was really stimulated, and the resentment towards her mother in her heart couldn't help but be aroused.

But I don't know what's going on, listening to the small sobbing sound, Tang Jian only felt that his heart seemed to have a faint pain, as if the heart disease that had obviously been suppressed and erased by the system began to haunt again.

He sarcastically asked in his heart, "System, didn't you say that my heart attack is fine?" Why do I still feel pain now? ”

Holding his chest, the pain was real, and it was like being bitten by a bug......

The voice of the system came in my head: "Because you are a human being, you have not cut off the seven emotions and six desires, so you will feel heartache because of the influence of emotions." ”

This answer is a bit strange, as if a person can not be a human being, and can not have seven emotions and six desires.

If that's the case, isn't that a vegetative state?

Or will the brain-dead and mentally retarded not have the so-called seven emotions and six desires?

The system's answer is simply inexplicable!

Perhaps, this is also because the system is not human!

Seeing Tang Jian's uncomfortable appearance suddenly clutching his chest, Liu Yuyan was really panicked this time, and she hurriedly asked, "What's wrong with you?" Did you have a heart attack? ”

Tang Jian shook his head, this was just a faint pain in his heart, not the pain of a heart attack.

"It's okay, don't worry, it's just a little blocked in my heart, just adjust it after a while."

Tang Jian raised his head, what was the reason for the heartache? I obviously didn't have heartache for this woman, and I haven't questioned the other party or scolded the other party angrily, why does I feel heartache?

Is it ridiculous that mother and son are connected?

Does this really mean my own mother?

Liu Yuyan looked at Tang Jian, whose face was not very good, and she became worried and haggard, she asked, "Are you hating her and being angry with her?" ”

Tang Jian said duplicitously: "No, I just despise her, despise her and look down on her jumping out at this time, and pretending to be pitiful!" ”

She ...... She really had a high fever. Liu Yuyan said weakly, although Dr. Lin did look very pitiful, but this was not deliberately disguised.

"Even if she really had a high fever, she guessed that I would come back, and then deliberately made it out!"

Tang Jian then said: "There is a sentence that describes it well! There will be pity for the hateful! Her pity is built on her hatefulness! ”

"Isn't there anything going on?" Liu Yuyan thinks that Dr. Lin doesn't look like the kind of woman who abandons her husband and children no matter how she looks at it.

Especially those photos in the hall, each one is smiling so sweetly and happily, even if her husband and son are suffering from heart disease, she thinks that Dr. Lin will not abandon this family and the father and son because of this, right?

"What can there be! Don't think she's not this kind of person just because she's fake and pitiful! ”

Tang Jian's tone was suddenly a little unhappy, this was the first time he had spoken to Liu Yuyan so unpleasantly.

When it was over, he came back to his senses and apologized, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have spoken to you in this tone." ”

Liu Yuyan held Tang Jian's hand even harder, and said worriedly: "Don't think too much, don't affect your body, no matter what, you have to be as good as before." ”

"Well, I'll just take it easy. Sorry for worrying you. Tang Jian hugged Liu Yuyan, kissed her forehead apologetically, and then walked towards the car on the side of the road.

After all, it's still a gaffe!

After all, it can't be regarded as indifferent!

After all, I was stimulated by this woman!

……

At this time.

In this family, Dr. Lin cried a lot, and his pale face was sick, and the crying was even more unbearable, pitiful and distressing.

If Tang Jian was still here, no matter how angry and irritated he was in his heart, he would definitely not be able to be ruthless in the face of this appearance of Dr. Lin.

At this moment, a ragdoll cat came out of the room, it meowed, then jumped on the sofa, rubbed Dr. Lin's waist with its fluffy head, and then got into its arms and kept barking, as if to comfort the owner and let him not be so sad.

After a long time, I was tired of crying. Coupled with the high fever and physical discomfort, Dr. Lin unknowingly lay on the sofa and fell asleep.

But she only fell asleep for a while and woke up suddenly, looking at the bowl of ginger soup on the table that was almost cold.

This is the ginger soup that her son cooked for herself, she picked up the bowl with trembling hands, and then drank it with tears in her eyes.

Although the ginger soup was a little cold, it was the best and most heartwarming bowl of ginger soup she had ever drunk!

Holding the cat, she walked back to her room with heavy steps, staggered, and then lay down on the bed and quickly fell asleep again.

Hours later.

She had nightmares......

"No...... It's not ......"

"No...... It's not like that......"

"Son...... You believe mom ......"

"No...... Don't go ......"

I woke up suddenly, and my body was hot and sweating!

The Ragdoll cat that was asleep next to him was also awakened, then meowed, and jumped into Dr. Lin's arms and rubbed his head for comfort.

"Whew...... Whew......"

Exhaling deeply, Dr. Lin took the phone with a trembling hand, lit up the screen, and the wallpaper was a photo of a family of three.

The time shown above is 18:21.

This sleep, from ten o'clock in the morning to now, although she finally woke up from a nightmare, it is certain that this sleep is the longest she has slept in all these years.

I was sweating in the heat, and what I could feel was that the high fever had subsided somewhat, at least it wasn't as uncomfortable as before.

Petting the cat in her arms, sometimes she thinks that her son is also clinging to herself like a cat, and when she is sad, she will get into her arms to comfort herself......

But in a blink of an eye, the son has grown up.

I also missed the good time accompanying my son growing up, and I don't even know when my son learned to walk and when he learned to speak.

This is a regret that she can't make up for in her life, and it is also the regret she hates the most in her life.

She hated her parents, and she hated that ruthless lover, who actually made herself a sinner in her son's heart, and made herself unable to be a qualified mother......

If it weren't for her son becoming a star, if it weren't for the chance that she found a star singer named "Tang Jian" who looked a little similar to her husband who hadn't yet obtained a certificate, if it weren't for the fact that she had searched for the information of "Tang Jian" by magic, if it weren't for the fact that "Tang Jian" had congenital heart disease, if it weren't for the fact that "Tang Jian" invested in building a "Tang Yi Love Primary School" in her hometown, then she didn't know that her son was still alive in the world, and even her name was changed from "Tang Hao". "Tang Jian"!

learned that "Tang Jian" was her son, the son she thought would "die" not long after she was born, and she fainted from crying for the first time.

Over the years, in order to let herself have a belief and a goal to live, she began to study medicine seriously, just so that one day, those children who have congenital heart disease like her son can be redeemed and can no longer be pondered by these diseases.

But these are based on the premise that others deceived her and made her think that her husband and son were dead!

Otherwise, she would not be a doctor, but a good mother.

But now, even if the son knows that he is his mother, he does not recognize himself, but hates himself.

Since coming to the capital to find this home, and finding Dr. Zhang, who has taken care of Tang Jian for many years, she no longer fantasizes about reuniting with her son.

But after reading her son's diary from elementary school and listening to what Dr. Zhang said, she was scared and flinched.

Because unconsciously, he became an extremely hated existence in his son's mind......

Coupled with the fact that heart patients can't be stimulated, she suddenly didn't dare to look forward to the arrival of this one.

Some words, some bitterness, even if she says it, I'm afraid no one will believe her. Even if she was forced, even if she was an unwitting victim.

But will the son believe in himself when he speaks out?

What's more, these truths and facts will also cause the son to hate his father, although the husband who has not yet obtained the certificate is also for his own good, but she still hates it in her heart.

It's just that the person is no longer there, no matter how much she blames, it's useless, and she also feels that she can't stand Tang Jian's father and son......

I got out of bed and turned on the light in my room.

Dr. Lin wiped the hot sweat from her forehead with a tissue, and she walked out in her slippers, intending to take a hot shower, then cook something to eat, and then take some medicine to see if she could get better as soon as possible.

At this time, a familiar voice suddenly came from the hall: "Are you better?" ”

This abrupt voice startled Dr. Lin!

Fortunately, she didn't have a heart attack, otherwise she would have been scared of a heart attack!

Looking at the voice, she was stunned, no wonder this voice was so familiar, it turned out that she didn't know when, her son came over again, and was sitting in the living room, looking at herself with a cold face......