Chapter 148: That's a story about guarding
It is a top of the back mountain, from which you can see the whole picture of the entire Jingwei clan. The land of this tribe is not fertile, on the contrary, it is still in a half-windy sandy land, and the conditions are somewhat harsh.
Li was now sitting on a rock, her hands clasped tightly on her knees, her expression sad and lonely, and she did not say a word.
Seeing her like this, Yang Cheng also didn't speak, just beside her, and sat down silently.
One hour, two hours......
From noon to dusk, from dusk to dusk, and then to the rising moon.
Li was silent, and so was Yang Cheng.
"Go back, your father will worry about you," finally, Yang Cheng spoke.
"How is it possible, he obviously hates me," after saying this, Li's head was buried even lower, and even her low sobs could still be heard.
After a long time, Li suddenly asked, "Do you think it's good here?"
Yang Cheng was stunned and looked at the entire situation of the tribe, but he didn't reply.
"It's a terrible place, isn't it, the harsh environment, the dilapidated houses, most of the time even the food is tight, and the old men, all of them are so stubborn. ”
"But I don't feel in you that you hate it. ”
"Yes, I don't hate here," Li glanced at the tribe with nostalgia, and a layer of haze rose again on his beautiful eyes, "I was born here, and here is a record of my bits and pieces, and also a record of the bits and pieces of the clansmen, although the conditions are very bad, but everyone is not desperate, what if the house is very bad, but everyone is always happy." Whether it is a descendant of the gods or not, whether there is blood of the gods in the body or not, these are not important, the important thing is that there are everyone. ”
Yang Cheng nodded, just because he didn't find the words to comfort her, so he just hummed in response.
Looking at the brightly lit tribe below, there was a sudden hint of a smile on Li's sad face, it was a nostalgic smile, an unbearable smile, and under the starlight, there was a thrilling beauty.
Listen to her continue to say leisurely: "I have greeted the morning breeze here, sent away the twilight, resisted the wind and sand with everyone, and carried out cruel hunting together, and even the whole tribe is still together, admiring the bright stars together, these are all things I will never forget." ”
Saying this, Li's emotions suddenly began to become excited.
"Absolutely, absolutely will never forget!" she turned back abruptly and said to Yang Cheng: "Because it's family, because it's family, isn't it, it's because the family is together that we have this good memory, right, you tell me, isn't it like this?!"
"Yes, because of my family, I have good memories, no matter how much hardship I endure, I will have no regrets and no complaints. ”
Li smiled, but the tears kept on like beads with broken threads, "I like everything here, I like everyone who lives here, although my father hates me very much, but I still like him very much, and so does my uncle, all of them, but ...... But ......"
Li's body curled up tighter, and his head slowly buried again.
"Why, why is it like this, obviously everyone is not at fault, obviously everyone is working so hard, but why should they face such a disaster! If you feel painful, you can leave, if you feel uncomfortable, you can escape, why do you have to fight to the death here, why do you still have to stick to this place?"
The choked cry was even louder, "Why, why didn't you choose to leave, why did you have to be so stubborn, knowing that you were going to die, but why did everyone rush to the battlefield one by one without hesitation?!"
"yes, why?"
Yang Cheng couldn't answer her question, and even found that his current self couldn't even say words to comfort her.
From the beginning, he didn't want to get involved in everything here, his ability is to change everything in front of him, but there is a will in the dark that tells him that he can't, once he makes a move, everything will lose its meaning.
Even now, he is even more confused. What is the meaning of this so-called?
"It's because of family that we create everything, and it's because we have family that we create good memories, isn't it? Isn't it more important to be my own family, isn't it more important that my family is safe? But...... But why can't my father understand, why can't my uncle understand, why can't everyone understand?
As long as you leave here, you don't have to get hurt anymore, you don't have to watch your family die on the battlefield, as long as you leave here, your family can be safe and sound, even if you are scolded as a coward, even if you are scolded for being a coward who has abandoned your homeland, as long as everyone is here and your family is still there, no matter where you go in the future, isn't it a new home?
Yang Cheng felt that her words seemed to be right, but they didn't seem to be right, and even he thought of Fen Shuicheng.
If one day, Fenshui City encounters danger, and he suddenly loses his strength, will his father retreat, and will the people of Fenshui Cheng retreat?
Yang Cheng pondered for a long time and said: "Li, what you said may be right, as long as you leave here, you may be able to easily keep your family, but do you know that even if you leave, it will take great courage." ”
Li raised his eyes red from crying and asked, "What courage do you need?"
"The courage to abandon one's homeland, the courage to abandon one's faith and the courage to abandon one's will!"
"I don't understand," Li shook his head, a look of pain on his face.
"Li, have you ever thought about how much courage it takes to stay?" Yang Cheng gently stroked Li's head and said: "If you stay, you will have to face endless disasters and even annihilation, because the faith is still there, the soul is still there, so the determination will be more implemented, the will will be more firm, and what they have endured is far from what you can imagine." ”
Yang Cheng also felt a little sad in his heart, and now, he suddenly understood why he couldn't help this tribe, because once he made a move, then all the beliefs and persistence here would become a joke, and everyone liked beautiful things, but once they lost those vital things, they would definitely lose the meaning of their existence.
"Really?" Li wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, looked at Yang Cheng and asked.
"Yes, everyone will have the idea of escaping pain and suffering, but in life, there are always some things that must not be retreated and escaped!"
Saying this, Yang Cheng stood up and chuckled: "Li, go back and rest, maybe if you go back to sleep, you may understand what your father wants to protect the most!"
"I still don't understand all of you?"
Li's grief dissipated a lot, and her attitude changed a lot, and with Yang Cheng, she stood up from the rock.
"Look at the stars in the sky, look at the dilapidated houses that can shelter from the wind and rain below, and the clansmen gathered around the campfire and snuggle up to each other, including the mountain breeze blowing, including the yellow sand mixed with it, and the thoughts and reluctance that have been left here, I think one day, you will definitely understand. Li, let's go back, it's not too early, don't let your father worry about knowing?"
"Okay," Li finally nodded in response, glancing at the tribe below again.