Chapter 248: Suicide

But this night was full of wind and rain, thunder and lightning, and the donkey was worried that Xiaohua was afraid. Because she remembered that Xiaohua didn't like thunder and lightning in the past, probably because Hua Lin died of thunder, she always couldn't let go of thunder and lightning, and she had to sleep with others every night of thunder and lightning to be able to sleep. The donkey ran to Xiaohua's door with the futon, but Xiaohua didn't answer no matter how she knocked on the door.

Who knew that as soon as she entered, she saw blood all over the ground and Xiaohua lying on the bed with a pale face, she looked at Xiaohua's wrist that was still bubbling with snow, and was so shocked that she hurriedly picked up the handkerchief in her hand and covered Xiaohua's wrist.

The donkey was startled, and shouted out the maid on duty at night and Yubai. Everyone couldn't believe that Xiaohua was sleeping while others were sleeping, and they thought about ending their lives like this. Yu Bai reacted quickly, so he rode to the mighty general's mansion, handed over the sign and called Bai Ze up. Bai Ze knew that something was urgent when he saw Yu Bai so anxious, so he got dressed and came out, and asked him, "What's wrong, did something happen?"

Yubai had a good relationship with Xiaohua in the past, since he left Jun Nanqi, he regarded Xiaohua as his master, and when he saw Xiaohua like that, his throat choked, and said: "Xiaohua, she committed suicide." Bai Ze was taken aback, and hurriedly rode back to the mansion with Yubai. As soon as I went to see Xiaohua, her breathing was weak, and the injury on her wrist was extremely serious, if she didn't treat it in time, she would probably die tonight.

Bai Ze dispensed the medicine. Use the needle in your hand to suture the wound to Xiaohua. Seeing that Xiaohua's face was still pale and the medicine couldn't be fed, Bai Ze was ruthless and poured the medicine into Xiaohua's chin. Xiaohua took the medicine, and her face improved slightly, but she still couldn't wake up, Bai Ze knew that she had lost too much blood, and she probably wouldn't wake up for a while.

The donkey is afraid of it. They all felt that it was because he didn't pay attention to Xiaohua's recent emotions that made him sad to commit suicide. So. The donkey stayed by Xiaohua's side every day, wanting to wait for Xiaohua to wake up and ask her what was wrong. After a few days, Xiaohua woke up leisurely, but as soon as she woke up, her whole eyes were gone. She didn't seem to be able to listen to what others said, and it took several sentences to answer one or two words.

Bai Ze came to see Xiaohua, and saw him several times in a very bad mental state, knowing that she probably had something on her mind, so she was always unwilling to face reality. Finally, he sat on the edge of Xiaohua's bed and asked, "Is it because of Junnanque, is it because Junnanquet is like this?" Xiaohua frowned when she heard Junnanque's name, and turned over with a look of reluctance to answer.

Bai Ze really didn't want to stop like this, and asked again: "Are you unwilling to live in this world because of Jun Nanqi?" But he died because he saved you, if you just left like this, didn't you think about what he would think, then wouldn't it be a waste for him to sacrifice his life for you?"

The last thing Xiaohua wants to hear is this matter, which has always been a hurdle for her to overcome. She then became angry and said, "What right do you have to say that? Do you know how uncomfortable it is for me to live in the world? You know how much I like him, and he is dead because of me, and I have to survive in this world, and every day of my life I see every day reminds me of him, is this the best thing for me? Isn't this really my torture?"

Bai Ze didn't speak, he wanted Xiaohua to vent such emotions. Xiaohua didn't say anything more, only hugged her knees and cried. Seeing that she was so depressed, Bai Ze asked, "I will go back to the Medicine King Valley in a few days, otherwise you can go back with me." Here, as Lu Shaoyue said, it will not be good for your condition, it will only blindly remind you of the past. Come back with me to a new environment, get to know new people, live in the Medicine King Valley for a while, and maybe you'll get better. ”

Xiaohua was reluctant to leave, she just wanted to stay where Jun Nan Oak was and find another chance to kill herself, but Bai Ze knew that she couldn't leave Xiao Hua here alone, so she said strongly: "I promised Jun Nan Oak in the past that I would take care of you after he left." Either you'll listen to me, or you'll move to the General's Mansion and live with us. "Where is Xiaohua willing to go to the General's Mansion, so she reluctantly agreed, but even if she goes to the Medicine King Valley, what can she change?

Bai Ze didn't speak, as long as he could let Xiaohua go to the Medicine King Valley with him, and then talk about the rest later. Lu Shaoyue learned the news of Xiaohua's suicide in Jiangnan, and immediately wrote a letter and sent it back to the capital, in which she said: "Are you crazy? It's just a man, is it really worth your death for him? There are so many men in this world, maybe there will be someone better than him, but you are just about to give up your life because you can't let go of the previous bonds? Are you simply a fool?" I heard Bai Ze say that he wants to take you to the Medicine King Valley, and I want me to say that you should go to such a beautiful place, take a good break, and stop taking the past to heart. ”

Xiaohua smiled for a long time, and this really promised Bai Ze to go to the Medicine King Valley with him. Yubai was reluctant to leave the capital, so Xiaohua asked Yubai to go with Zhao Chuanqiong, and since then he has grown up with Zhao Chuanqiong. The donkey was willing to accompany Xiaohua, so she planned to follow Xiaohua to the Medicine King Valley. Xiaohua knew that she couldn't stay with the donkey for long, so she gave the donkey to Zhao Xinyi. Tell the donkey: "From now on, you will follow this little girl, she can give you a better life than I can give you." ”

Bai Ze shook his head and said, "Zhao Xinyi is also going to go with me." Recently, the mansion has been busy teaching Zhao Chuanqiong, where do you have the heart to take care of her? If you can let her go back to the Medicine King Valley with me, maybe you can also learn some medical skills. The donkey laughed happily, since this was the case, she could follow Xiaohua to the Medicine King Valley as she wished.

Xiaohua took it and followed Bai Ze to see Zhao Xinyi. The little girl looked like a pink dumpling, and she didn't say much, probably because her father and mother went early, and when she saw a woman, she stretched out her hand to hug her. Xiaohua looked soft-hearted, hugged Zhao Xinyi, and her heart was very soft.