Later, in my dream, I no longer had the gorgeously dressed, graceful and noble "self", somehow, looking at the simple "self" who was lonely and busy all day long, Ding Xiaofan's heart actually rose a faint sadness.

In the second dream, Ding Xiaofan saw a well-dressed, but angry woman, the woman rushed into a courtyard with a group of people, and then slapped the "self" in green clothes twice without saying anything, Ding Xiaofan didn't understand what was going on, and couldn't hear them, and all she could see was that the woman looked sad and angry, but she was obviously venting her anger on "herself", and the simple "self" lowered her eyebrows and let her scold.

Ding Xiaofan felt that this cowardly "self" must be accustomed to this kind of beating and scolding, otherwise she would not let them bully her so expressionlessly and resistantly, but in the next second, Ding Xiaofan knew that he had guessed wrong, because when the thin and thin body was beaten to the extreme by the woman and her maidservant, a servant girl flew out with a light shot, and with the scream of the servant girl (of course, this scream was purely imagined by Ding Xiaofan), everyone stopped, including the woman who was high up, Then Ding Xiaofan saw "himself" eyes clearly for the first time, which were bloodshot and seemed to have been brewing for many years, and they looked at the woman coldly, without blinking.

Ding Xiaofan saw that the woman seemed to be scared, she quietly took two steps back, and finally barely stood firm under the support of the subordinate, and then the woman looked left and right, as if she felt that there were many people on her side, and she should not be afraid of her alone, so she stretched out her nose and pointed at "herself" and didn't know what she was saying, or what she was scolding, in short, the words that were said with that expression and action would definitely not be a good thing.

In fact, from the beginning, Ding Xiaofan didn't see "herself" speak, all she could do seemed to be silent in the face of everything, of course, at this time, in the face of the woman's scolding, she didn't seem to open her mouth to refute, Ding Xiaofan saw her silently turn her head, but what her eyes looked at was the maid who had just been split by her.

The maidservant was chopped into a meadow three meters away, and was stumbling to get up from the ground, but she had just lifted one leg and fell down, so she began to bend the other leg, trying to stand up against it, but this leg only made a small bend, and fell down like the leg just now. Maybe the maid finally noticed something unusual, Ding Xiaofan saw her raise her head in horror and stretched out her hand in the direction of her companion, but before her companion came to help, her two legs seemed to be pulled by something, and she actually dragged her back three or four meters. At this time, the fear in her eyes was even worse than before, and her outstretched hand was more urgent to get help from her companion, but her companion stood still at this time, and finally simply retreated behind the woman, and all looked at "herself" in fear and fear.

The woman seemed to finally realize the unusualness of the little woman in front of her, the previous arrogance had disappeared at this time, she opened her mouth and retreated again and again, and finally left the courtyard in fear and embarrassment with the support of other maids......

I thought that with the woman's departure, "myself" should be able to be safe and worry-free, but in the subsequent dream, there was a scene like the three-hall trial, and the object of the trial was naturally the "self" who looked thin and pitiful, but in fact it was unfathomable, and among the three people sitting in the center but majestic was the woman who was scared away just now.

The woman sat on the far right, looking at herself kneeling in the hall with gritted hatred and disgust on her face and eyes; Next to the woman is a middle-aged man who is also dressed luxuriously, looking at his appearance, Ding Xiaofan always feels like a monk acquaintance, but when he thinks about it carefully, he really can't remember where he has seen it, and he looks much kinder when he looks at "himself", at least from his eyes Ding Xiaofan can see pity and remorse, pity should be the kneeling "self" in front of him, but what is regret?

The man on the far left was about fifty years of age, and from the majesty he exuded, it was clear that the three people present were of the highest status. Ding Xiaofan only had time to hurriedly observe the three people in the hall, and then he saw the man on the left side of the mouth began to say something one by one, and he didn't know how long he had been talking, but it didn't feel long, and finally he glanced at the two people on the right slightly, as if he was going to make a judgment in the end, stood up, one hand in front and the other in the back, pointed to the kneeling "himself" and said a few words, and then waved his hand, and then two servant-like men came in, one left and one right Got it out......

Ding Xiaofan stood beside "herself" who had been kicked out of the house (if the deep courtyard with the towering black vermilion lacquer gate was home), watched her humbly bend down to pick up a shriveled and colorless old burden on the ground that had been thrown away by the servants, and then she left here without looking back........

Ding Xiaofan followed her all the way, watching her walk out of the city gate and towards an unknown white boundless world.......

It's already three o'clock in the morning, and this year's Christmas Eve has passed, and Christmas is officially here.

At this time, Ding Xiaofan, who was writing here, felt that her brain was aching for a while, she closed her eyes and rubbed her temples, took a few deep breaths, and then stood up and went to the cabinet next to her to get a pack of instant coffee.

When making coffee, Ding Xiaofan decided to write down all the strange dreams she had some time ago, she didn't do this just to create materials for her mother, but more because she wanted to sort out a clue for these dreams, or find out the cause of these dreams.

In the third dream, Ding Xiaofan saw that "herself" was wearing a men's uniform like a soldier's uniform, and when she was in a group of real soldiers, she looked so weak and thin, but in the next second, this weak self knocked down a tallest and strongest soldier with his bare hands.

Ding Xiaofan looked at that "herself" depressedly, thinking, does she want to learn from Mulan and disguise herself as a man to be a soldier?

As if to verify Ding Xiaofan's guess, the next moment she appeared on the battlefield, she looked at the "self" who was dressed in a military uniform, holding a sword in her hand, and bravely killing the enemy, and was so frightened that she retreated again and again, but no matter how many steps she retreated, she was always around "herself", and finally Ding Xiaofan completely woke up, in the dream, she slapped her head with her hand, and scolded at the same time, you are not only cowardly, but also stupid, this is a dream, what are you retreating? What are you afraid of? Look at people, they obviously have exactly the same face, but why is their personality and courage so much different?

Later, Ding Xiaofan began to watch "himself" kill the enemy intently, the sword flashed with cold light, left and right, it seemed that the speed was not fast, but it could always stab the enemy's vital point, and the thin figure that bounced freely and bravely moved forward was like a she-wolf who had lost her child.......

Ding Xiaofan couldn't remember how long she had been killed, but she remembered that when she was at the end, the enemy saw her turn around and run, but she threw a sword from behind and pierced the opponent's chest and abdomen at a lightning speed, and then stepped on the opponent's back with a jump, and then pulled out the sword again. Such a ruthless action is so smooth and perfect in one go for a woman to do.

The end result was clear, they won. Ding Xiaofan watched a bunch of soldiers lift up the "self" who was sprayed with the blood of the enemy, and then threw "himself" into the air with cheers, and caught it firmly when he fell.

For the first time, Ding Xiaofan smiled when she saw "herself", she opened her arms, looked up at the sky in front of her, and laughed.

Although he couldn't hear the voice, Ding Xiaofan felt that "he" was laughing so unscrupulously and heartily.

Then, as if they were finally tired of laughing, the cheering soldiers gradually quieted down, and they began to look around the battlefield around them, began to look for their closest comrades who had died in battle, and began to slowly carry their bodies to their camp.....

Such a scene made Ding Xiaofan feel sour, she knew that there were always dead and wounded in wars, and the dead people were also in pain, and they were all over; The wounded will inevitably have to go through some pain again, and those who survive can successfully continue to live, and those who can't survive will inevitably follow the old path of those dead comrades; But the people who are alive are left to sadly remember the unforgettable times when they fought side by side......

Ding Xiaofan saw that "herself" did not help the soldiers carry the corpse together, she stood in a clearing, her eyes gloomy and confused looking in one direction. Following her eyes, Ding Xiaofan looked at her suspiciously, and then she was surprised to discover a fact, this "self" can also see ghosts?

Yes, the place where she was looking was standing at the moment a group of ghosts, the ghosts of a group of soldiers who had just died on the battlefield.

She stood there and watched them quietly, and they in turn looked at her with smiles, and finally, they waved at her, and then they turned together and slowly walked to the onicha who was waiting not far behind them......

Later, Ding Xiaofan followed "herself" back to a place similar to a camp, and then she saw that before "herself" had time to sit down and rest, a person who looked like a general happily walked towards "herself", and at the same time patted "herself" on the shoulder with his broad palm, to the effect that she should be praising her for her courage in battle, extraordinary skills and something like that, in short, obvious appreciation and satisfaction can be seen from the general's eyes.

Alas, it's really Mulan!