Chapter Fifty-Four: Mother and Daughter

Yin Shu opened the lid and glanced at King Zhao sadly, but Yu Guang saw the princess groping along the coffin a little bit, and quickly got down from the stool and stepped forward to support the princess.

"Be careful, don't stumble."

The princess held the coffin and reached out to touch the people inside, since she was tall, but the tall coffin still blocked the distance between her and King Zhao.

The princess grabbed Yin Shu's hand, looked at her and said, "Yin Shu, help me to the stool, I can't see him, at least let me touch him·····"

Yin Shu saw her mournful, her eyes were full of tears, but her stubborn patience did not fall, she has always seen the princess's feelings for the princess, and she has been separated for many years, just because her love is too deep!

Yin Shu lowered her head and let out a tearful 'oops', bent down and put one leg on the stool, and then supported her with the crook of her arm, and steadily carried her onto the stool.

The princess let go of the hand holding Yin Shu, grasped the coffin with one hand, and slowly reached out to the person sleeping there with one hand trembling.

Yin Shu saw her trembling body, and said worriedly: "Princess, you hold on, don't fall down." ”

"Yin Shu, you go out first, I want to be alone with Hongyuan for a while."

The princess didn't look back at her, but Yin Shu could hear the hoarseness of crying in her voice, and Yin Shu felt uncomfortable, but she couldn't say a word of comfort.

"The slave and maid are guarding outside, and you can call me if you have something."

Yin Shu withdrew and stood by the door, the heavy hanging white flags blocking the sight from the outside and behind the mourning hall.

The mourning hall became quiet.

Standing on the stool of the princess, her hand gently ** his face, the touch of her fingertips is cold, there is no temperature!

There was no sign of crying, but the tears fell silently, falling on King Zhao one by one, wetting his brand-new shroud.

"I saw that it was about to be winter, and I made a new set of clothes for you and Han'er, you know that I can't see with my eyes, and I said that I made it for you, but in fact, it was all sewn with Yinshu's help."

The princess talked about family life intermittently, although she understood that he could no longer hear, but now facing him, it seemed that she had a stomach full of endless words.

"Ah Chang came back yesterday and told me that you asked him a lot of questions, all about me, whether you are eating well, whether your health is good, and whether you have a good rest·····" At that time, listening to Ah Chang's words conveyed with emotion, she was silent, but her heart was sullen and uncomfortable.

The hoarse voice paused, because her heart was so blocked that she couldn't speak sadly, but she still whispered, "What can't you say to my face?" Ah Chang is an outsider after all, how does he know what is in my heart? After so many years, we have been thinking about that incident, I have no face to return to the palace, and you don't want to see me, but you still blame me? ”

Thinking of the past, the princess wept and felt guilty: "How can you not blame me? I'm the one who bears you. However, all this is my fault, and it should be me who should be damned, why doesn't God look long and let the good people live short and the scourge will last forever? ”

"How can you bear to leave me alone? What am I going to do? What do you want Zhao'er to do······"

The mourning hall is decorated by a wide and bright room, the beams above the house are very high, if you don't pay attention to standing below, it is difficult to find that there are people hiding above, not to mention, what is left is only a blind princess, Yun Chu is even more fearless to be a gentleman on the beam.

There is a lot of space on the beam, and Yun Chu's position is exactly the main beam directly above the coffin, and he can clearly see King Zhao lying in the coffin, and the princess who is crying beside him.

The princess's low whisper was very clear to Yun Chu's ears, it was not that he deliberately eavesdropped, his hearing was too good and sometimes he was helpless, he could hear it clearly without speaking, and even when he lowered his head, he could clearly see the face that was raining tears.

Although she was full of sadness and despair, the eyes that looked at King Zhao were so tender as water.

Seeing such a sad princess, Yun Chu leaned on the wooden beam, looked up at the roof, and in a place where others could not see, his eyes showed a thick sense of loss, and a voice sounded in his heart, sarcastic and helpless: Do you think that's wrong? It turns out that in your heart, that past was a mistake!

Originally, he planned to come over at night to inspect the corpse and find out what really led to King Zhao's death, but he didn't expect the princess to come in and help a lot.

Although the princess's cry was noisy, it did not prevent Yun Chu from thinking about business, and the idea constituted a plan in his mind, and Yun Chu was ready to put it into action to implement the plan in his heart.

Yun Chu had just made a move, but at this moment, he suddenly heard light footsteps outside the door, and the voice of a gentle woman.

"Aunt Yin, is my mother inside?"

"The princess is inside. Miss go in and persuade the princess not to be too upset······"

Before the words fell, the threshold stepped into a plain white robe, and then a beautiful girl walked in.

Jin Ge lifted the white banner and saw the princess standing on the stool, now she turned her back and couldn't see her expression, but seeing her shrugged shoulders, Jin Ge's heart was pinched together, and it was extremely uncomfortable.

Jin Ge approached her, with a touch of pain on her face, and her white hand caressed her trembling back, hoping to give her a little comfort, and said softly: "Mother, don't be too sad, the prince will not feel at ease when he sees you so sad." ”

She heard it when Jin Ge was talking to Yin Shu outside, and knew that Jin Ge was going to come in, so she hurriedly wiped the tears on her face with her sleeve, she didn't want Jin Ge to see her cry and feel sorry for her.

As a mother, all the faults have to be borne by one force, the child is innocent, since she chose to keep the child, then she must love her well, and she cannot implicate the child because of her own fault.

The princess stood on the ground with Jin Ge's support, turned around, her face was pale, her eyes were red, she looked like she had obviously cried, and said with a forced smile: "Mother is fine, don't worry about Ge'er." ”

Seeing her so sad, Jin Ge's heart ached, she opened her arms and suddenly hugged her, tears fell down, and she cried and said: "Mother, don't be sad, seeing you like this, Jin Ge feels uncomfortable." ”

There is nothing more vulnerable for people than when they are around their relatives, especially their comfort, they can be strong to endure the grief in patience, but once someone pierces the pretense of strength, the sadness rolls in like the water that bursts the embankment.

Jin Ge didn't comfort her, but it was such a sentence that hurt her that completely tore her strength, and she couldn't help but feel the heartache, hugging Jin Ge and crying out all the pain in her heart.

"Ge'er, why did you say he left? said that he would never leave me for the rest of his life, how could he bear to abandon me and leave me alone in this world······"

The princess cried bitterly, Jinge didn't know how to comfort her, and her teary eyes gently patted her on the back to comfort her.

King Zhao is dead, what can she do? You can't do anything, and you can't even be filial piety for him.

That's right, the princess is her mother, but the prince is not her father, the prince is dead, and there is sadness, but it is not the kind of great grief and pain of losing a loved one.

What she can do may be to accompany her mother to feel uncomfortable and cry together, so that she can vent all the pain in her heart in this way!