It was certainly not her hope, but it was good.

But why, only Du Jinsheng herself knows best, how can she easily find the answer?

Not to mention five years later, even five years ago, she has been trying hard to know Du Jinsheng's secret, but she still hasn't been able to know anything.

Thinking that Du Jinsheng is going to the United States tomorrow and will leave for a while, this time is not necessarily a bad thing for her.

His secret must be found in his residence......

Because she slept too late yesterday, Han Jingen really didn't get up too early, let alone get up to make breakfast, and she didn't even have a chance to say goodbye to Du Jinsheng.

When she opened her eyes, she got out of bed and walked to the window, and when she opened the curtains, the sun had already risen so high that she couldn't even open her eyes.

Next, she didn't rush outside to see if Du Jinsheng had left.

The sun was almost in the middle, and he should have been on the plane.

Today, Han Jingen did not go to the kitchen to prepare a beautiful breakfast as usual.

Instead, she went downstairs and washed a bowl of instant noodles she brought back from South Korea with boiling water.

After she had eaten enough, she went upstairs, went back to her room, and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

After drying her hair, she went to Du Jinsheng's study......

When he arrived in the United States, Du Jinsheng searched for his mother's address.

It was the first time he had seen his mother since he lost his memory.

A middle-aged woman with an elegant temperament, not fat or thin, and a height of about 1.76 meters, it seems that he has inherited his mother's genes.

"If it weren't for my mother's concert, my mother would have returned to China to see you, why do I think something is wrong with you? Is it sick? ”

Originally, he didn't want to tell his mother about his amnesia, but now it seems that he can't hide it from his mother if he doesn't say it.

"Hmm...... I was smashed some time ago, so my brain is a little bit uneasy. ”

Hearing this, Du Mu's brain "buzzed-": "Jinsheng, you said you hurt your brain?" ”

The last time she called him, she should have noticed it, and at this moment, a feeling of self-blame arose in Du's mother's heart.

Seeing that his mother was so frightened that his face turned pale, Du Jinsheng immediately comforted: "Mom, don't be nervous, I just lost my memory, nothing else, the reason why I didn't tell you is because I'm afraid you'll be worried." ”

"Silly boy, if you don't tell your mother, the more your mother will worry about you."

Du Juan only has a child like Du Jinsheng, of course she will worry about him and feel sorry for him.

In the past, Du Juan worked as a tutor and taught music for the life of her and her children, but at that time, she was purely forced by life.

Du Jinsheng was sent to kindergarten by her when he was less than two years old, and on the first day he was sent to kindergarten, I don't know what he cried, he shouted all day long to find his mother, and after crying for a week, he forgot about looking for his mother.

At that time, Du Juan vowed to earn a lot of money and let her children live the best life.

Through her efforts, she not only earned a lot of money, but also had her own business, and since then, she has become more and more busy.

The money is there, but she has no time to spend with the children.

It's the same now, she's so focused on her career that she doesn't even know that something so big has happened to her child.

Thinking about it, a layer of sourness appeared in her heart.

In the next second, tears burst out of his eyes.

"Mom, what are you crying about? Isn't that okay with me? ”

The more Du Jinsheng said this, the more Du Juan felt sorry for the child, and the more sad she cried.

"Jinsheng, when you were a child, your mother didn't spend much time with you, and now that you have such a big thing, your mother is still not by your side, and your mother really can't stand you."

"Mom, don't say that, I'm just an accident, besides, the doctor has already said that the memory will be restored, Mom, don't worry, my memory will be restored."

If he had just lost his memory, it would have been better if he had been chasing her and asking who his father was.

"Jinsheng, whether you can recover it or not, as long as you're okay, the memories of the past don't matter."

Unexpectedly, his mother and Zhu Shiqiao said the same thing.

Did he really have bad memories before?

"Mom, did I lose my father when I was a child?"

He had already lost his memory, and he would still ask about his father?

Du Juan was stunned.

For so many years, she had avoided his question, and it was only this one.

I remember when he was young, when he just came home from kindergarten, he looked at Du Juan with tears in his eyes and asked, "Mom, other children say that I don't have a father." ”

At that time, Du Juan looked at the poor child and immediately hugged him in his arms: "How can my little Jinsheng not have a father?" ”

"Your dad is the bravest man and the best dad ever."

"Mom, where's my dad?"

"Your father was a good man, but he wasn't in good health, and he died of illness before you were even born."

"Mom, what do you mean by passing away?"

"To pass away is to be gone."

"Mom, dad is gone, does it mean to be dead?"

"Well, that's what it means, my little Jinsheng is really very smart."

"Mom, will I still find Daddy?"

"Hmm...... Daddy has gone to heaven, and you can't find him, but he can see you. ”

"Mom, are you telling the truth?"

"Yes, it's true, as long as you are obedient, Dad will watch you laugh in the sky."

"Hmmm! Mom, I know, I'll be the most obedient and good boy! ”

……

After so many years, Du Juan still remembers these things clearly.

"Mom, what are you thinking?"

Du Jinsheng's words disturbed Du Juan's thoughts.

"I just remembered your father, your father was a very good man, but a good man didn't have a good life, and then he died of illness."

"What's wrong with him?"

"Cancer."

Looking at the wetness in his mother's eyes, although Du Jinsheng's memory was lost, he still couldn't help but feel that it was really not easy for his mother to take him for so many years.

"Mom, don't be sad, I'm grown up now."

Such words sound so familiar, and Du Jinsheng has also said such things before.

That's the day he received his acceptance letter from college.

"Mom, I'm finally grown up now."

Du Juan and Du Jinsheng were in tears that day......

Although Du Jinsheng has amnesia, in Du Juan's eyes, he is still him, and he is still the sensible child.

"Mom knows, you've grown up, why did you come here alone, Jing'en?"

"Mom, I'm here for work this time, where will I take her?"

"Don't just focus on work and delay personal problems, Jingen is a good girl, you have to treat her well."

"Mom, I didn't have a relationship with Han Jingen, you misunderstood that day."

"Misunderstanding? Wasn't it Han Jingen that day? ”

"No, it's another girl."

"What? You're saying you have a girlfriend, but it's not Han Jingen, it's someone else, right? ”

"Hmm."

"Which girl is she? Do I know each other? ”

Hearing his mother's words, Du Jinsheng was once again convinced that he was really attentive in the past.

"Mom, did I bring a lot of girls home before?"