Chapter 27: A Change of Mindset
A day and a night passed, and Weiya was still immersed in that long, vivid dream, not knowing where to go, because she never thought she would have anything to do with General Sinyada. Xin Yada, a great general with great achievements, a general who can almost be made a commander, has unlimited scenery in the first half of his life, but he is jealous of the new emperor, and the sentence "high merit covers the master" actually called this general in a different place. The entire Xin family was also liquidated, and even the people who were good friends with the Xin family could not escape, and the Li family, the in-laws of General Xin Yada, was even more disheartened and retired to the mountains and forests.
Wei Ya, no, it should be said that it is Xin Xiaoya, she is the only bloodline of the Xin family, and she is the continuation of General Xin Yada's life, but she is so incompetent, she was forced to ruin her family, and even now she has to send people under the fence.
She is incompetent, she can't avenge the Xin family, and she can't protect her loved ones, only these endless tears vent the grief and anger in her heart. If she had the strength, if she could be like General Sinyada, maybe she wouldn't be where she is today. But there is no if in reality, and what has happened can't be recovered, all she can do is to completely abandon her former self, from now on, from this moment on, make herself stronger, have enough ability, step by step to trample those people under her feet, she wants to make those people back ten times and a hundred times!
"No, I won't accept my fate, I won't stop there, go into hiding, even if I have to live up to my mother's expectations before she died, even if I want to become unrecognizable and have no goodness at all, I will go on this road of no return. I will never survive this life alone with tears, I will let you taste the most painful taste in the world, and it will be difficult to get up again! Wei Ya clenched her fists, and when her heart was surging, a gentle force rushed out of her heart, quickly surrounding her, stabilizing her emotions, and then, a beautiful bead burst out of her body and stopped in front of her eyes.
This is the inheritance pearl of the Xin family passed down from generation to generation, carrying the story of the entire family and recording the experience of successive generations. Xin Yada doesn't care whether his grandchildren's generation is yin and yang or yang and yin are declining, and he doesn't force Li Meier to have many children for the Xin family, as long as Xin and Li Meier are harmonious and beautiful, the family will be happy.
The Xin family doesn't know if it's bad luck, or the ancestral grave is in the wrong place, the fate of each Mrs. Xin family is not very good, almost none of them are dead, Xin Jieren's mother, Xin Yada's beloved woman was not spared, after giving birth to Xin Jieren, she struggled in the hospital bed for a few years and went. After asking for Li Meier for Xin Jieren, Xin Yada said in public that as long as Xin Jieren and Li Meier can be reconciled with Meimei, they will not ask about the heirs, even if they are desperate. Li Meier was deeply moved, but she still decided to give birth to a child for Xin and continue the bloodline of the Xin family.
Because she doesn't believe in fate, she doesn't think that she will follow in the footsteps of the previous ladies of the Xin family, and the Xin family has been passed down from generation to generation, how can she bear to let the inheritance of the Xin family be broken in her generation? The Xin family should have heirs to inherit the incense, and it cannot be cut off.
Under Li Meier's expectations, Wei Ya came to her belly, but when it was found out that it was a female fetus, Li Meier was disappointed, afraid that she had struggled for so long, and in the end she still couldn't continue the incense for the Xin family. In order to appease his daughter-in-law, Xin Yada handed over the inheritance beads to her, saying that whether it was a boy or a girl who was born, it was the blood of the Xin family, and they were all grandchildren recognized by him, and who said that the female baby could not inherit the incense, and the seed of his Xin family, even if it was a woman, could be worth ten men, so Li Meier should not worry about it, and give birth to the child well.
As a result, the child was born safely, and Li Meier did not die of dystocia, or suffered from postpartum hemorrhage, which injured her body, but the Xin family collapsed. Xin Yada's head is in a different place, Xin Jue is in prison, and the Li family is implicated, if it weren't for the loyal servants of the Xin and Li families, Li Meier may not be able to hide from the world and earn a glimmer of life for Wei Ya.
But for the sake of this line of life, Li Meier also paid the price of her life and followed Xin Duren to die together.
This hard-won vitality allowed Wei Ya to survive, meet a kind-hearted adoptive father and mother, and go to a more pure and kind Ren Pian, to grow up healthy and carefree, and gain a sincere love, but her real relatives are dead and crippled, retired and retired, and can no longer find the original laughter. And after enjoying a carefree and happy life for more than ten years, she once again followed the old path of her ancestors, and her family was ruined, leaving only one person.
Why? Obviously, her family, her relatives, all the people she cares about and care about her are all good people with good hearts, but none of them die well, or die of undue death, or death of conspiracy, or death of persecution by power, while those who do many evils can die a good death? How unfair is the way of heaven, which makes people good, but gives the best ending to those who are evil, is it possible that even the way of heaven is to deceive good and fear evil? If so, why should she be good, and why should she have good intentions? It's better to really swallow this heart, and no longer look back at that cowardly self, ruthless to the end!
Is she paranoid, or is fate cruel? Her biological father is a gentle and elegant man, the only son of General Xin Yada, her mother was born in the scholarly Li family, and is one of the few and youngest girls in the Li family, and she is a well-deserved little princess. When the Xin family was slandered, where did the people who were friends with their father go, and when the Li family was implicated, where did the people who received the favor of their mother go? Is this the ending in exchange for being kind to others, is this still her paranoia? No, it is this society that cannot tolerate goodness, at least not goodness without strength.
Now she has only hatred that can give her strength, so that she will not sink into the sea of misery and become decadent.
So she will no longer be entangled in the question of good and evil, nor will she be nostalgic for the old days, she only has one way to go, and that is revenge. When the dignity of those people is trampled under her feet, she may be able to calm her hatred.
"But is this a curse? Grandpa can't die well, father can't die well, adoptive father and adoptive mother can't die well, parents have a tragic fate, and my brother also lost his life, is this the curse I brought, or is this the reincarnation of the family's tragic fate? What an unwillingness! Wei Ya smiled, but her smile was very bitter, so bitter that the inheritance bead wanted to cry.
"Are you talking?" Wei Ya raised her eyes, looked at the inheritance bead suspended in front of her eyes, and said softly.