……

In the blink of an eye, fourteen years have passed.

In the afternoon, Lin Zheng sent his aunt back, and he wanted to take a look at his cousin and talk to him by the way.

On the way, there was no one else, and my aunt sighed and began to chatter, saying that my cousin was disobedient, he was in his thirties, he was bored at home all day long, he didn't go out for a walk, he didn't have a girlfriend, and others introduced him, and he didn't want it, and he didn't know how to get married......

Lin Zheng casually agreed to his aunt, thinking of his cousin's invincible back, and thought: "Cousin is like this, of course there are reasons for him." ”

My aunt's house is in Village A, less than half an hour's drive. A small two-and-a-half-story building, built when my uncle was still alive, was covered only with white lime.

Later, my uncle died, my cousin fell ill, I spent all my savings, I still owed debts, and I never renovated again.

Cousin Wu Hao lived in the room on the west side of the second floor, and Lin Zheng went upstairs to look for him.

The door was closed, and after two knocks, my cousin opened the door from the inside.

"Cousin." Lin Zheng exclaimed with a smile.

"Oh, it's you." Wu Hao replied with a smile, his smile was very reluctant, it was a forced smile.

Lin Zheng sighed in his heart. The cousin in front of him, thin and short, a head shorter than him, only up to his shoulders, is like two people when he was a child in his memory.

The man is 160 tall, which is simply a disability for their generation!

What's more, he is not in good health.

It's just an ordinary family, with no money and no power.

The cousin looks like an aunt, very handsome, and has a bit of Tony Leung's appearance.

Like Tony Leung, he also has a pair of melancholy eyes.

It's just that Tony Leung's melancholy comes from his acting skills.

My cousin's melancholy comes from life.

My cousin's room was simple.

On the west side, against the wall, is a bookshelf, on which there are some books, not many. Next to the bookshelf, there is a small wardrobe.

On the north side, near the wall, there is a bed.

At the east end of the bed, near the door, there is a computer desk with a Lenovo laptop on it, which should have been newly bought by him with manuscript money, and the previous one was a desktop type.

In front of the computer desk, there is a chair.

Lin Zheng walked into the room, glanced at the computer screen, and sat on the edge of the bed. The cousin covered the notebook, sat on the chair, and asked, "Lin Zheng, what are you doing here?" ”

Lin Zheng was a little surprised, "Cousin, what are you writing!" "Although he just glanced at it, he already realized that something was wrong! It's a document on the computer screen, but the content on the document is anything but nothing!

It was like a thesis, a political treatise.

"Nothing." Wu Hao said: "Just looking for some information." ”

"Oh, that's right." Lin Zheng said this, but he didn't believe it in his heart, looking for information, he wanted to write a political paper?

Wu Hao's acting skills are obviously not superb.

Lin Zheng didn't dwell on this matter and talked about his personal affairs.

Wu Hao said: "My mother is talking to you, right?" ”

Lin Zhengdao: "Yes." ”

Wu Hao said: "I don't want to do this now." ”

Lin Zhengdao: "Why? ”

Wu Hao was silent for a moment and said: "You should know this situation of my family, now that you are married, you want to buy a house in the city, and you want a car, how can you have money!" What's more, in my physical condition, alas! Rather than running into a wall and being rejected, it's better not to talk about it! ”

Lin Zhengdao: "Cousin, I can lend you money!" Your body, I ...... too"

"Dude!" Wu Hao interrupted him and said, "Don't persuade me!" I don't want to waste my energy on this kind of thing. ”

Lin Zhengdao: "Then what exactly are you going to do?" ”

Wu Hao opened his mouth, did not speak, and was silent.

Lin Zhengdao: "Brother, you talk to me, let's talk, maybe I can help!" ”

Wu Hao looked at him, sighed, and said, "I don't want to hurt you." ”

Lin Zheng was surprised: "How come?!" Brother, you're not doing anything illegal, are you?! ”

Wu Hao shook his head. Silent.

People who are silent and don't want to communicate are like a hedgehog, and people really don't know how to speak.

Lin Zheng was helpless for a while.

At the head of Wu Hao's bed, there were several books, which made Lin Zheng frown even more.

History of Socialist Thought, Volume II.

Socialist future.

Dialectical materialism and historical materialism.

On the bureaucratic socialism of the porcelain state.

M choose 6 and 7 [Qingzheng (Harmony) Fire Edition].

D。

J。

H。

……

These books are by no means read by a person who writes about the Internet, Lin Zheng opened one casually, found that there were various notes in it, and said in surprise: "Cousin, do you read these books?" ”

Wu Hao looked indifferent, and said: "What I wrote, well, it's just information." ”

Lin Zhengdao: "These things must be sensitive, it's not easy to write, right?"

Wu Hao said: "Yes, I have three books, all of which are 404. ”

Lin Zhengdao: "The river crab is mighty. ”

Wu Hao: "Hehe." Lin Zheng observed his words and looks, and found that there was a hint of disdain in his demeanor, as if the river crab god, in his eyes, was just a local chicken and a dog!

Lin Zheng was shocked in his heart, and said secretly: "What does my cousin think? What exactly is he doing? ”

The two were silent again.

Wu Hao sighed and suddenly asked, "Brother, what is the point of saying that people live this life?" ”

Lin Zheng followed his tone and said, "Alas, what's the point, it's just a dream, it's meaningless!" Alas! ”

Wu Hao said: "Yes." Look at my dad, when he was alive, how many people knew about him? How many people remember him after he died? Alas, all living beings, dust generations, what's the point of living like this for a lifetime? ”

Lin Zhengdao: "Aren't all people like this? ”

Wu Hao said: "No! ”

Lin Zhengdao: "What? ”

Wu Hao said: "Although some people are dead, everyone still remembers him!" His eyes lit up.

Lin Zheng picked up a copy of M selections and said with a smile: "Like him? ”

Wu Hao said: "Not bad. ”

Lin Zheng put down the book in his hand, shook his head, and said, "There is only one such person for thousands of years. ”

Wu Hao said: "He is the same as us, he has a pair of eyes, a mouth, eats, drinks, pees and, what is the difference between him and us?" He pointed to his temple, "It's the brain!" It's thoughts! ”

Lin Zheng made a stunned look and said, "So what? He saw his cousin's eyes, shining brightly, and said excitedly: "I am greater than him, what he can't do, I can do!" ”

Lin Zheng was stunned for a moment, and said in his heart: "Brother, you really dare to think about it, you have paranoia, right?" ”

Wu Hao said: "You don't believe it? ”

Lin Zheng had the intention to stimulate him to talk more, "This is unbelievable!" ”

The excessive excitement made him a little out of breath, but he was like a drug, pointing out the country and scolding the sky, and he didn't care at all: "In the thousands of years of history of our country, dynasties have risen and fallen, no matter whether they have been brilliant or not, they will inevitably perish in the end, this historical cycle law, do you know why?" ”

……

In the blink of an eye, fourteen years have passed.

In the afternoon, Lin Zheng sent his aunt back, and he wanted to take a look at his cousin and talk to him by the way.

On the way, there was no one else, and my aunt sighed and began to chatter, saying that my cousin was disobedient, he was in his thirties, he was bored at home all day long, he didn't go out for a walk, he didn't have a girlfriend, and others introduced him, and he didn't want it, and he didn't know how to get married......

Lin Zheng casually agreed to his aunt, thinking of his cousin's invincible back, and thought: "Cousin is like this, of course there are reasons for him." ”

My aunt's house is in Village A, less than half an hour's drive. A small two-and-a-half-story building, built when my uncle was still alive, was covered only with white lime.

Later, my uncle died, my cousin fell ill, I spent all my savings, I still owed debts, and I never renovated again.

Cousin Wu Hao lived in the room on the west side of the second floor, and Lin Zheng went upstairs to look for him.

The door was closed, and after two knocks, my cousin opened the door from the inside.

"Cousin." Lin Zheng exclaimed with a smile.

"Oh, it's you." Wu Hao replied with a smile, his smile was very reluctant, it was a forced smile.

Lin Zheng sighed in his heart. The cousin in front of him, thin and short, a head shorter than him, only up to his shoulders, is like two people when he was a child in his memory.

The man is 160 tall, which is simply a disability for their generation!

What's more, he is not in good health.

It's just an ordinary family, with no money and no power.

The cousin looks like an aunt, very handsome, and has a bit of Tony Leung's appearance.

Like Tony Leung, he also has a pair of melancholy eyes.

It's just that Tony Leung's melancholy comes from his acting skills.

My cousin's melancholy comes from life.

My cousin's room was simple.

On the west side, against the wall, is a bookshelf, on which there are some books, not many. Next to the bookshelf, there is a small wardrobe.

On the north side, near the wall, there is a bed.

At the east end of the bed, near the door, there is a computer desk with a Lenovo laptop on it, which should have been newly bought by him with manuscript money, and the previous one was a desktop type.

In front of the computer desk, there is a chair.

Lin Zheng walked into the room, glanced at the computer screen, and sat on the edge of the bed. The cousin covered the notebook, sat on the chair, and asked, "Lin Zheng, what are you doing here?" ”

Lin Zheng was a little surprised, "Cousin, what are you writing!" "Although he just glanced at it, he already realized that something was wrong! It's a document on the computer screen, but the content on the document is anything but nothing!

It was like a thesis, a political treatise.

"Nothing." Wu Hao said: "Just looking for some information." ”

"Oh, that's right." Lin Zheng said this, but he didn't believe it in his heart, looking for information, he wanted to write a political paper?

Wu Hao's acting skills are obviously not superb.

Lin Zheng didn't dwell on this matter and talked about his personal affairs.

Wu Hao said: "My mother is talking to you, right?" ”

Lin Zhengdao: "Yes." ”

Wu Hao said: "I don't want to do this now." ”

Lin Zhengdao: "Why? ”

Wu Hao was silent for a moment and said: "You should know this situation of my family, now that you are married, you want to buy a house in the city, and you want a car, how can you have money!" What's more, in my physical condition, alas! Rather than running into a wall and being rejected, it's better not to talk about it! ”

Lin Zhengdao: "Cousin, I can lend you money!" Your body, I ...... too"

"Dude!" Wu Hao interrupted him and said, "Don't persuade me!" I don't want to waste my energy on this kind of thing. ”

Lin Zhengdao: "Then what exactly are you going to do?" ”

Wu Hao opened his mouth, did not speak, and was silent.

Lin Zhengdao: "Brother, you talk to me, let's talk, maybe I can help!" ”

Wu Hao looked at him, sighed, and said, "I don't want to hurt you." ”

Lin Zheng was surprised: "How come?!" Brother, you're not doing anything illegal, are you?! ”

Wu Hao shook his head. Silent.

People who are silent and don't want to communicate are like a hedgehog, and people really don't know how to speak.

Lin Zheng was helpless for a while.

At the head of Wu Hao's bed, there were several books, which made Lin Zheng frown even more.

History of Socialist Thought, Volume II.

Socialist future.

Dialectical materialism and historical materialism.

On the bureaucratic socialism of the porcelain state.

M choose 6 and 7 [Qingzheng (Harmony) Fire Edition].

D。

J。

H。

……

These books are by no means read by a person who writes about the Internet, Lin Zheng opened one casually, found that there were various notes in it, and said in surprise: "Cousin, do you read these books?" ”

Wu Hao looked indifferent, and said: "What I wrote, well, it's just information." ”

Lin Zhengdao: "These things must be sensitive, it's not easy to write, right?"

Wu Hao said: "Yes, I have three books, all of which are 404. ”

Lin Zhengdao: "The river crab is mighty. ”

Wu Hao: "Hehe." Lin Zheng observed his words and looks, and found that there was a hint of disdain in his demeanor, as if the river crab god, in his eyes, was just a local chicken and a dog!

Lin Zheng was shocked in his heart, and said secretly: "What does my cousin think? What exactly is he doing? ”

The two were silent again.

Wu Hao sighed and suddenly asked, "Brother, what is the point of saying that people live this life?" ”

Lin Zheng followed his tone and said, "Alas, what's the point, it's just a dream, it's meaningless!" Alas! ”

Wu Hao said: "Yes." Look at my dad, when he was alive, how many people knew about him? How many people remember him after he died? Alas, all living beings, dust generations, what's the point of living like this for a lifetime? ”

Lin Zhengdao: "Aren't all people like this? ”

Wu Hao said: "No! ”

Lin Zhengdao: "What? ”

Wu Hao said: "Although some people are dead, everyone still remembers him!" His eyes lit up.

Lin Zheng picked up a copy of M selections and said with a smile: "Like him? ”

Wu Hao said: "Not bad. ”

Lin Zheng put down the book in his hand, shook his head, and said, "There is only one such person for thousands of years. ”

Wu Hao said: "He is the same as us, he has a pair of eyes, a mouth, eats, drinks, pees and, what is the difference between him and us?" He pointed to his temple, "It's the brain!" It's thoughts! ”

Lin Zheng made a stunned look and said, "So what? He saw his cousin's eyes, shining brightly, and said excitedly: "I am greater than him, what he can't do, I can do!" ”

Lin Zheng was stunned for a moment, and said in his heart: "Brother, you really dare to think about it, you have paranoia, right?" ”

Wu Hao said: "You don't believe it? ”

Lin Zheng had the intention to stimulate him to talk more, "This is unbelievable!" ”

The excessive excitement made him a little out of breath, but he was like a drug, pointing out the country and scolding the sky, and he didn't care at all: "In the thousands of years of history of our country, dynasties have risen and fallen, no matter whether they have been brilliant or not, they will inevitably perish in the end, this historical cycle law, do you know why?" ”