Chapter Ninety-Four: The Tribulation of Enlightenment
Qing'er heard that her beloved actually yelled the word "roll" at her, her face was full of puzzlement, her bright eyes widened, and she asked, "Why?" ”
Even so, she was still very strong, and she said, "I can tolerate your wedding night without saying goodbye, and I can forgive you for telling me to leave, but you have to tell me why?" ”
Yin Ruo's clumsy sword eyebrows were raised, his eyes didn't dare to look at Qing'er, and he didn't dare to face this woman.
But he didn't forget his original intention of enlightenment at all, he didn't look away, and said to himself: "I, I'm just trying to seek the Tao, I just deliberately choose to be with you, only in that way, I can experience love and love, can I go through seven emotions and six desires, only when I get these, can I let go, in order to reach the realm of returning to the natural Tao, I am deliberately with you." ”
Qing'er was pressing, she always stared at the person in front of her, and she said: "If your love for me is not true, then how can you afford to let go." ”
She saw Yin Ruozhuo's love for her, so she also seemed to see hope.
"You love me, right, I know, I know you love me."
"Don't be enlightened, come with me, since you love me, just follow me, okay, we will be together forever."
Her eyes were already full of crystal tears, she wanted to call back her lover, she wanted this love that belonged to her.
Unexpectedly, when Yin Ruozhuo heard these words, it was as if he had received a heavy hammer.
He turned his head suddenly, resolutely raised his hand, and shouted, "Don't say it again, don't say it again." ”
Qing'er still looked at Yin Ruoclumsy with pleading, and said earnestly: "Will you come back to me?" ”
Yin Ruozhuo was furious, stretched out his sword finger, the sword qi was contained in the tip of his finger, and he said, "Don't tempt me again!! ”
Qing'er was even more puzzled, and she asked loudly word by word:
"What is the Tao and why do you want to attain it?"
Yin Ruozhuo resolutely turned his head at this time, and he looked at the water.
He no longer paid attention to the woman's earnest words and gaze, his eyes were tightly closed, and his mouth began to recite the Taoist Sutra:
"The curve is complete, the vain is straight, and the depression is profitable......"
He began to frantically recite the Taoist Sutra:
"The song is complete, the vain is straight, the depression is profitable, the less is gained, the more is confused, and you don't see it, so it is clear...... The husband is not fighting, the husband is not fighting, not fighting...... Ahh ”
However, the more he thought about it, the more he felt the pain, and he couldn't do it at all!
Yin Ruoclum hugged her head painfully, those things, the things she had experienced personally, how much love she had, it would be more difficult to let go.
This is what he wants to realize but must experience, only after experiencing everything in the world, can he let go, and he can reach the realm of the natural infinite avenue.
This is the Tao, the way he wants to pursue.
In the avenue, there have never been human emotions and six desires, and there has never been human selfishness and selfishness.
This is the Tao, the Tao that is eternal and unchanging, without heart and desire.
Qing'er saw that her sweetheart was in such pain, tears had already burst out of her eyes, she looked at the two people around her anxiously, and pleaded anxiously with Li Xiaodao and Mo Yixi: "I beg you, Brother Yixi, and this Dao Master, how can we help him now?" ”
Mo Yixi was speechless, he had just gone through an experience that was crucial to his soul.
He met Qing'er on the mountainside of Shu Mountain, in fact, he is the true son of destiny destined by Qing'er, and the human face pendant should have belonged to him, so this love affair is actually his.
Because of this destined marriage, he fell in love with this Nuwa descendant as soon as he met, and let him fall in love with Qing'er as soon as he met.
When Qing'er told the story of her acquaintance and love with Yin Ruozhuo, he seemed to be caught in this marriage, he seemed to have become Yin Ruozhuo, his senior brother, and the person in Qing'er's story.
Therefore, at this time, Mo Yixi's mood was extremely complicated, and he finally tasted what it was like to like someone.
He fell in love with a woman, but this woman was also like him, and he never liked another person, and that person was his senior brother.
Therefore, although Mo Yixi promised to bring Qing'er here, in fact, his psychology has always been in a state of lost soul, and he has been asking himself.
"Why? Does love have to be like this? Painful? ”
Qing'er also saw that something was wrong with Mo Yixi's state, so she looked at Li Xiaodao with a pleading gaze again, and she said anxiously: "This Shushan Dao Chief, you say, how can we save Brother Ruo Zhuo now?" ”
Li Xiaodao glanced at Yin Ruozhuo in the heart of the lake, was slightly silent for a while, and said: "He is enlightened, no one can help him, only he can save him, if he lets go, he will enter the Tao, if he can't let go, he will be devoured by the demons in his heart, and he will become a demon!" ”
"Don't!!" When Qing'er heard the word "demon", she immediately lost her mouth and was very anxious.
And at this moment, Yin Ruoclumsy in the heart of the lake, because of the arrival of Qing'er, the impact on the Dao Heart has added a huge variable, and he began to ask himself constantly: "Why?" Why should I have it, and if I don't experience it, I don't have to let it go? ”
He immediately began to deny it again, and strengthened his Dao heart:
"No, I haven't owned, I've always had something missing, and I can't talk about letting go, but, let go, let go............"
But his desires also said at the same time: "What a beautiful feeling it is that I have all those glory and wealth, those things that make people feel happy, and love." ”
His Dao heart told him again:
"No, I can't go back to the past, I have to let go, I have to let go, I can enter the Tao, I have to let go, I can understand the great love of the world, the love of men and women is only a small love, only the Tao is the great love of all beings, my Tao is the great love of the world......"
However, it is not easy for a person to completely let go of unforgettable love.
Although Yin Ruozhuo saw all this clearly, he just couldn't make that choice, and he couldn't bear it......
He couldn't bear it, he couldn't bear to give it up.
Yin Ruozhuo laughed miserably at this time, and laughed loudly: "It turns out that I have always coveted those things......"
"I'm greedy!!"
He laughed miserably, raised his palm suddenly, and slapped it on his forehead.
He had fallen into his own world at this time, he saw clearly, it turned out that his inferior nature as a human being made him unable to let go, he saw this clearly, and his heart suddenly died, it turned out that he was still a mortal, and his greedy desire was so strong.
He was completely disappointed in himself, with such a strong desire, what qualifications did he have to be able to enlighten the Dao, he could not enter the Dao at all.
The three people by the lake were shocked at the same time.
Qing'er was even more discolored, and her face instantly became pale as paper.
At the moment when Yin Ruoclumsy was about to accumulate his own cheats.
She shouted excitedly, "Don't......"
Yin Ruozhuo seemed to be awakened as well, and his hand stopped an inch on his forehead.
Li Xiaodao was shocked when he saw it from the side, it was the demon just now, the terrifying demon, the demon that controlled his consciousness.
Yin Ruozhuo fell into the demon just now, and the demon made him almost commit suicide on the spot.