Takakawa opened his eyes suddenly, and the ornate and intricate hollow patterns on the ceiling formed an illusion of "spinning", making people dizzy, but it was difficult to take their eyes off. Takakawa's brain and hardware have cleared all the negative effects of physiology, allowing him to look at other places, however, the textures of those places are also as if they were seen for the first time, with an indescribable feeling—they are layered on top of each other, one circle after another, between lines and lines, between blocks and blocks, between voids and voids, as if forming a three-dimensional connection, not just imprinted on the flat surface of the wall and floor.

When you first enter this room, do these textures feel like this? Takakawa doesn't remember clearly, but from the recorded data, there is nothing wrong. It's as if the same thing, when you look at it for the first time and look at it a second time, your feelings change dramatically, and people mistakenly think that they are different things.

There was a feeling of swelling squeezing Gao Chuan's head, he felt that his nasal cavity was hot, and it was a familiar feeling, he wiped the end of his nose, and sure enough, he saw bloodstains. Even though the brain hardware has a high degree of control over the prosthesis, it still can't stop these nosebleeds from flowing out, and the sour feeling of swelling fills the brain, as if not long ago, his ability has just undergone an overload operation.

However, one thing is for sure, I did "wake up".

Falling into the lake, walking to the shore, seeing three "messengers" on a bench, going around in a misty world, and seeing the Goth girl again - it was like a dream.

It would be nice if it could be regarded as a dream, however, Takakawa could not treat it as a pure dream anyway, and treat the fact as if nothing had happened. The blood left behind by himself is enough to prove that this is not a situation that can be ignored.

What about drivers? Takakawa thought and climbed out of bed. It wasn't that he didn't want to jump out of bed in one go, however, the vitality of his body seemed to be evacuated, and after the prosthetic body, this feeling of his body being hollowed out was rare...... No, I guess there has never been. No matter how many injuries there are, even if they are beaten to pieces, as long as the will remains, the prosthesis can heal itself and function, even if it is an overdraft operation, it will never fall off the chain at a critical time, and this "weak" situation will occur.

It can be said that as long as you can get up, you will not just get up, but you can immediately go into battle.

However, the current prosthesis, even if it is supported by will, does not seem to have much effect. The feeling of weakness seems to run through all the nerves and bone marrow. For the prosthetic Takakawa, this feeling is particularly fresh, and it also makes people can't help but be vigilant. The data on the retina screen is usually within the "normal" range, and this phenomenon should not occur at all just from the self-test data.

Is this "weakness" also an illusion? An effect created by a mystical force? Gao Chuan speculated that it was some kind of force that interfered with his consciousness and made him feel that he was in a state of "weakness", which is why there were no abnormal changes in physiological data, but he was so weak in terms of "feeling".

However, when I think so, there is an intuition that denies such thoughts.

This intuition always made him feel that his "weakness" was real and came out of his bones, and that those who were once strong, hard and tenacious were an illusion and an illusion.

Gao Chuan landed on the bed and wanted to stand up straight, but he couldn't help but stumble.

In the dark, he seemed to hear the sound of the water. At first, it was a faint voice, but gradually, when he looked at the driver's bed, it became clear. He didn't see the driver, but he saw the silhouette of a human figure, uncovered by a quilt, completely exposed to his eyes, as if it had been scorched, with wire through his hands and feet, tightly bound to the big bed, which was by no means the gorgeous appearance of his memory, the rusty steel frame, the tawny stained sheets, the charred board, the same rusty and spiky wire.

The charred figure of the figure seemed to be alive, its chest heaving, and it seemed to be emitting a faint, painful wail, which would tremble every now and then and make the heart beat.

When Takakawa gazed at the silhouette of the humanoid, it was as if the silhouette of the humanoid had become himself, as if to say: his body was actually the terrible form, cruelly bound to an iron platform full of thorns. Then, Takakawa heard a clearer sound of water - a liquid that was more turbid and heavy than a clear stream, passing through a long pipe, into a wide pool, swirling at the pressure relief port, and then being shunted into more pipes, passing through countless large and small spaces, sometimes going up, sometimes going down, sometimes straight out, sometimes straight in

And it spiraled away, and the water lapped against the side walls of these channels, squeezing the gaps that passed, and produced a loud sound.

What Takakawa heard was the sound of the water, and the sound was like the silhouette of a human figure in front of him, as if it was suggesting something.

This originally gorgeous and warm bedroom has suddenly become a strange abode, with too much information, squeezed on every inch of land, unless the five senses are completely closed, do not listen, do not see, do not smell, do not touch, otherwise, it is impossible to prevent the swelling and aching mind from producing all kinds of associations.

Divergent ideas, before they are completely formed, are washed away by more thoughts, and become the cornerstone of more ideas, but these cornerstones seem to never be completely formed, and the day when they are completely structured, they will always be broken down and scattered when they are half-finished.

Gao Chuan felt that he had thought a lot, but he didn't have a clear idea of what he was thinking.

The driver is gone.

Takakawa still remembered that he had found the Three Messengers, but the situation in front of him made him realize that he had not been able to bring them back. Let's not talk about why Father Edward and the Four Heavenly Courtyard Gaconuts are here, and whether their appearance hints at a certain situation in Las Vegas repeater. All in all, it would be a lie to say that nothing would happen to the three messengers after many years of coming together. The only thing Takakawa can be sure of is that before everything seems to be about to enter the endgame, the last of the three giants of the Doomsday Shinrikyo has finally begun to act.

Father Sissen - the man's name came to Takakawa's mind, and he thought that he had to tell Netball about this, once the "New Century Gospel" of the Doomsday Shinrikyo triumvirate became active, Father Sissen could never be just a bystander, and the black nest organized by Father Sissen was probably the predecessor of the "New Century Gospel".

Now that I think about it, even in the past doomsday fantasy, the "Black Nest" is a mysterious organization that is large enough to compare with the Doomsday Shinrikyo and the Cyberball, and when both the Doomsday Shinrikyo and the Cybersphere show their own particularity, the existence of the "Black Nest" seems to have declined, and in today's Doomsday Fantasy, it has even become insignificant. However, in the past Doomsday Illusion, the mysterious organization that was once so powerful has naturally become a third-rate organization in the new Doomsday Illusion.

Takakawa had imagined countless times that the "Black Nest" would grow back - however, he never imagined that behind the Black Nest would be one of the three giants of the Doomsday Shinrikyo Cult. However, it is reasonable to connect the two now, but do not feel any abruptness, or that the "black nest" is a disguise for the makeover of the "New Century Gospel", one of the three giants of the Doomsday Shinrikyo triumvirate.

The "Doomsday Truth" of the Mar Jones family, the "Apostles of the Dead Sea" of the Nazis, the "New Age Gospel" disguised by the "Black Nest" -- this is the complete original Doomsday Shinrikyo Religion, the largest, most mysterious, and most dynamic mysterious organization in the world, representing the world trend, and transcending any form of state in the sense of existence.

In the past apocalyptic fantasy, if there were no "Apostles of the Dead Sea" or "Black Nest" being unknown, the cyberball, which was only hostile to the "Doomsday Truth", bought enough time and space.

However, this time, the true outline of the Doomsday Shinrikyo will be revealed.

It's a scalp-tinging situation. The only thing that can be thankful is that the relationship between the three giants of the Doomsday Shinrikyo is no longer what it was when it was first established, and there are also opposing goals and conceptual gaps between them, so that they cannot work together, and even contain each other, and regard each other as hostile - each other, presumably, will be more important and powerful enemies than cyberballs, because they know each other too well.

Thinking of this, Gao Chuan had already determined that this time, if he wanted to protect the driver, he couldn't do it. In this special temporary data hedging space, the goth girl occupies the right place at the right time, and can't find any weaknesses at all, making him feel that unless he really breaks out the abnormal state of affairs in the depths of his consciousness, there is no way to defeat the other party. Even if you want to get support, you can't do it.

Takakawa's weakness did not resolve, but he became more and more familiar with this feeling of weakness. He propped up the back of the chair, his eyes swept over the wailing and moaning human figure, and landed on the floor-to-ceiling mirror on one side, although he lowered his eyes to look at his body, and saw the trench coat style full of charm combat uniform, but in the mirror, he was wearing a hospital gown like pajamas, his whole body was so swollen that he could no longer see it, some of them were melting, and the other part seemed to be about to rise from the yellow pus that had melted and solidified into a concrete outline.

Melting, solidifying, half-melting, half-solidifying, the melted part becomes a stream of water, flowing into the darkness of the unknown, and the part that wants to solidify just bulges and then sinks weakly one after another.

What is reflected in the mirror is such a tragic and disgusting scene.

Takakawa knew what it was hinting at, and where that weak familiarity came from—his own appearance as a doomsday syndrome patient.

He was a sick person, a terminally ill patient, a terminally ill patient, not a physically strong warrior - the pain and the weirdness he felt all hinted at it.

However, on the other hand, it was precisely because he saw the strange and painful appearance in the mirror that Takakawa was convinced that all the feelings and impressions in front of him were not real. I am indeed a patient, but I am all too familiar with what it would be like for a patient with doomsday syndrome to be in the terminal stage of a terminal illness.

The hints in the mirror are like the appearance of being born after only hearing the story of a patient with doomsday syndrome, but not seeing the actual situation with your own eyes, and processing it with imagination according to the other person's story out of thin air.

Yes, it can only be said that it is "very similar", but for those who have seen it with their own eyes and experienced it firsthand, it is not true at all.

This is what a goth girl did. It is not directly lethal, but it can make people feel disgusting and painful. For Takakawa, this incident is proof of "careful eye".

That could be good news, though. This kind of behavior also shows that the other party does not mean to kill himself here. Gao Chuan thought so, if he could go out, maybe he could really go out like this.

So, Gao Chuan cleaned up his mood. He did not reject the feeling of weakness any longer, and although he felt that these visions of implying that he was a patient were very false when seen through, it was not permissible to regard them as hallucinations at all. Because this is indeed based on the reality of the hospital that "I am a patient with doomsday syndrome who is in the middle of a late collapse". This part of the truth makes it impossible for me to completely escape the influence of this force.

And weakness is the truest embodiment.

While feeling this strong sense of weakness, he felt great admiration for the thought that the "Takakawa" of the past could find a way to suppress this weakness for the time being, allow himself to gain more mobility, and complete the actual actions of the hospital in such a state that seemed to collapse at any time.

Especially the young Takakawa, it seems that he has completed a "battle", right? It seems that he is close to finding Dorothy's hiding place. Gao Chuan, who is prosthetic, remembered the story that Dorothy once told him: because he sensed the inappropriateness of "Jiang", he made all kinds of precautions against the young Gao Chuan, and even so, Dorothy was almost exposed, and in the end, it was the recurrence of the young Gao Chuan's illness and the collapse of his body, which fell short.

When the prosthetic Takakawa felt the current weakness, it was hard to imagine how the young Takakawa at that time managed to achieve such a strong attack.

However, it is precisely because the young Gao Chuan has done such a thing that it makes the prosthetic Gao Chuan feel that if his current self loses to the weakness of this terminal illness, it will be too embarrassing for "Gao Chuan". There is such a stubborn power that even if he wants to die, he will never stop. (To be continued.) )