Chapter 35: Epaulettes of great significance

"Hmm. That's right. ”

"Why did you give me this?" This epaulette looks like it's been around for some years. It doesn't look like the old chief.

"Your dream is to be a general?"

"Yes, old chief." When you become a general, you give the rank of general? So what if you want to be emperor? Yu Yu silently yy.

"I used to dream the same as you."

"To be a general? That's right. You've made it happen. "She's not even close. And it was worn to the guards of the eighties. The worse is even worse. At least he was a major before. Now it's a petty non-commissioned officer.

"Congratulations? I can't say congratulations. You know behind a general. Is there a lot of blood and lives piled up? ”

"It's imaginable." Although she lives in the twenty-first century. There were no years of war.

But she's a special forces. Murder is also common. Most of her missions were dangerous. Save the hostages, defend the border. And so on she's been through it all.

And the old chief's time must have been even bloodier. They are people who have actually experienced war.

Come to think of this. Yu Yu was even more solemn in the face of the old chief.

"Imagine? Far more than you think. When compatriots are brutally murdered and corpses are strewn all over the field. When your companions are mutilated and you can only watch, helpless. That's the real gore. ”

"A companion was brutally murdered? The feeling of powerlessness...... "She had. It's profound. It was so deep that she wanted to forget it all the time. She even wanted to leave this one she loved very much. has been integrated into the blood of the military career.

How could she not understand?

"Yes. ……”

After a long silence. The old chief spoke again.

"The rank you hold in your hand. It's the last thing my chief left me. ”

"Your chief? The Last ......"

"That's right. He died in one of our missions. There are no bones left. Only this one remained. ”

"This rank? Then I can't take it. Such a valuable thing. How can you give it to me, chief? Fei Yu instantly felt that this rank was very hot.

"At that time I was also an unknown little guard. It sounds the same as you. ”

"Was the old chief a guard before?" It's new. It seems that the old chief of this general. I really fought it with my own hands.

"Didn't expect that, did you? I was like you back then. said that his dream is to be a general. Everybody says I'm a dreamer. Only the chief ......"

"She believes you can make it?" No way. That chief is so optimistic about the old chief. I even believed that a guard could be a general.

It's not that a guard can't be a general. It's just in the subconscious of man.

For a position that is beyond the reach of oneself. There is always a sense of disparity.

If you are a cleaner, you can say that you can be a big president in the future. Who can believe it?

It's not impossible. I just don't want to believe that there is such an unattainable dream.

If it comes to fruition. It makes people envious and jealous. And if you can't achieve it, you will take it for granted.

"Yes. Isn't it incredible. Even I don't think this dream will come true. ”

"Then that chief must be the most important noble person in your life." Just like that person, for her. That person is her sunshine.

"Yes. Since then. I was convinced that I would be able to become a general in the future. But I haven't even achieved a little bit. He ...... the chief."

"Old chief. Are you okay? Although Fei Yu is also very sad. But such a big chief. This expression appeared in front of her. She's embarrassed too, isn't she?

"I watched him be shattered by enemy bombs. He seems to have foreseen the consequences before he acted. Leave this to me. ”

Yu Yu saw that the old chief's gaze was fixed on the epaulettes in her hand.

"And after that. How did you spend that time? Yu Yu asked anxiously.

Resemble. It's really too similar. It's exactly the same as what happened to her. The difference is that she is now dressed in the eighties.

And the old chief is already a general. A serious general of eight hundred.

"I was devastated by this. At one point wanted to leave the army. ”

"Then why didn't you leave?"

"Left. Isn't it a waste of betrayal of the chief's trust? Left, that's a deserter. The chief said that the thing he hated the most and despised the most was the deserter. ”

"So you hesitated? Deserters? She remembered that the man had said that too.

If you choose to be a soldier. It's going to go on for the rest of your life. Unless the troops don't want her. Otherwise, she can't leave on her own.

Deserter. It was the person that the person despised the most.

And what about her...... Is it an escape? Fleeing straight to a place where you can never go back? Is she despised.

Hated?

"Yes. It's hard though. But I managed to get through it. since. The general is no longer my dream. It's my epistemic goal. And now it has done. I don't know if the chief's spirit in the sky will be able to see it. ”

"And you're giving me this? Do you believe I can do it? ”

"Just when you said your dream. The light that emanates from the eyes. People can't help but believe it. It also reminds me of myself. So I'll give you this. It can be regarded as passing on the spirit of the chief. ”

"Wow. It's so stressful. "You really don't know whether to be moved or cursed now.

Why isn't she a female soldier? Then she must have jumped up and thanked the old chief.

Now she is wearing the identity of a male soldier. Really humble to say.

It always felt like she had deceived the old chief's young heart.

"Take it. And also. Help me keep an eye on that stinky boy from Ah Yan. Don't look at him on the surface, he is a calm and introverted chief. In fact, there is still a lack of experience. Alas, this is also to my fault. ”

"Chief. I think he's amazing. Nothing to worry about. ”

"Everything else is top-notch. But he has a weakness. ”

"Weakness? I didn't see it. ”

"Didn't you see it or didn't dare to say it? I see you're a good boy. ”

"No, no, no. I really don't know. Not savvy. It's stupid. Fei Yu hurriedly denied it. But apparently not a little convincing.

"He cares too much about his background. Because the outside world is too loud to question. He'll drill the horns. will deny their own abilities. ”

"Sure enough, it's my father."

"Haha. He also said that he didn't see it. ”

"Aren't I embarrassed to take the lead?" may be because the old chief made Yu Yu feel cordial. I don't want to pretend anymore in front of the old chief.

"You're a good disguiser. But you're still a little bit short. ”

"Oh. Where? ”

"Looks. Your eyes are too arrogant. Arrogant. Even though you are well disguised. But if you meet someone like me who has seen a lot of wind and waves. It's not enough to see. ”