1993 Unexpected confluence
The persistence of the cyberball makes Sha feel more and more that these outsiders are approaching the past domination, and it has no particular sense of it, and it does not feel angry or upset about it, and can understand such a change from the perspective of the war, but from the perspective of its own thoughts, it cannot approve of it. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 However, it is useless to say anything nowadays, this is a grand and tragic war that has not been seen since the collapse of the ruling bureau, there are many dead, and there are many more people who are dying, and even if you recognize this, it will not end, because "ending all this" is not what most people think, from the point of view of group consciousness, there are more people who want to push for the end than those who want to fight for peace - the war is the first to destroy those who want world peace, and those who survive are basically crazy.
“…… There are still five hours left before the plan is executed, if they can catch up. Sha said without hesitation.
"You'll see them in two hours." The webball replied.
On the other hand, the warehouse provided for the magical girls to rest has also entered the operation of maximum efficiency. Huge robotic arms and tracks are transporting and assembling parts, and the functions that were previously hidden by the security network have been fully opened, and the materials they need are almost a drop in the bucket compared to the materials stored in this warehouse and are constantly being delivered. Although from the perspective of current cognition, the raw material of gray fog is "people", and in the area of the ruling bureau, the raw material of gray fog is "aborigines", no matter when and where, a large amount of gray fog can always be seen, and the gray fog in this warehouse is also endless—compared to the number of aboriginal people seen today, the meaning behind it can't help but make people shudder.
How many aborigines have been used as raw materials in the past to create the gray fog that they can't use up today? When the gray mist is generated, no matter how it changes its properties, it becomes energy, construct materials, gray fog demons, and even a part of the life of the body, can it also be transformed into gray fog again under certain conditions? The entire ruling bureau can be said to have been covered by the gray fog.,If this surging gray fog can be regarded as a certain gesture of the source of life,Then,It always feels like you're surrounded by some kind of life information full of negative information - for humans who still have sensibility,Magical girls can always easily associate the "gray fog" with pieces of unjust ghosts.,In the hallucinations that have always existed.,There are always shadows in the gray fog.,There seem to be a lot of ambiguous.、Vivid but cold something.。 And the more I can understand how the gray fog is generated, the more I feel that what I see is not an illusion.
The longer you survive on this battlefield, the more you can feel the madness of this world, and even make people wonder if such a world is destroyed.
Although he never returned to Earth after entering the Ruling Authority, and he couldn't get information about the original world from the past channels, the more he felt that there wouldn't be too many people to survive from it, including the people he loved, the people he had always sworn to protect, and the reason why he became a magical girl was probably all misfortune in that impact - although he didn't want to think so, But such a thought cannot be stopped, because it exists in its own pathetic logic, and is a conclusion that must be reached anyway. So,Now there are also magical girls who are expecting.,Since this world is full of mysterious powers,,There should be something beyond their own logic.,In that situation beyond their own logic.,The people you love.,The people you swore to protect.,Still alive.。
If everyone is dead, then what is the point of what they have done until now? The world is too cruel, and if it can't be better again, then the world might as well be destroyed.
Such pessimistic thoughts and emotions are hidden deep in the hearts of many people, and no one wants to say them to their faces, because it will make them vulnerable. These uneasiness and fears build up in their minds, making them know that sooner or later they will break down, but before the limits of the collapse make them feel that they are becoming stronger—whether it is a delusion or not, and they feel that they need it.
Without chewing on the strong and negative emotions in the heart, and because of the existence of these strong and negative emotions, the vision of a better appearance cannot continue to survive on this terrible battlefield.
Everyone here knows that everyone here is in pain, and there is something in their hearts that they can't let go, and they can't even let go of it when they die. But so what? Countless people like them have died much earlier, and the next battle will probably be their turn. How dangerous was the plan to attack the Nazi repeaters? It's hard for them to imagine, but it's by no means "as simple as it may be unexpectedly", but certainly "difficult beyond one's own imagination." If you think on your own, even if you want to break your head, you won't be able to figure out how to break through the Nazi line and attack the repeater, and what should you do after entering the repeater? Again, without even a rough outline, they had no idea what the inside of the Nazi repeater was like.
Although they have lived inside the London repeaters, and each of them is based on the Doomsday Shinrikyo religion, and should have great similarities in structure, in reality, the inside of the repeaters that can be observed by one is not the same. For these magical girls, the Nazi repeater is like an unknown world, and it is also the base camp of the enemy. Thinking about it along this logic, can you really take on this heavy responsibility? Such questions are also difficult to answer.
Sometimes, it's not about whether you can do it yourself, but only yourself and others can do it. The magical girls are already mentally prepared to die in this mission.
They took off the power armor that had been repaired, put the parts on their bodies, unfastened, adjusted, and put them back on, and so on several times, but there were still people who couldn't stop, as if they couldn't achieve perfection no matter how they sorted it out, and there was always a kind of mistake that they couldn't talk about and made them uneasy. When you see other people repeatedly adjusting, you can feel uneasy and anxious if you don't do anything. There are a few magical girls who simply bury their heads with their backs to their companions, out of sight.
"If there were more people...... If there is a ability to attack Nazi repeaters, why not do it in the first place? "There are also magical girls who are so muttering.
However, these confusing questions will not be answered. From joining the war with anticipation, to having to hasten it, to continuing the war with nothing, there are many people like them who eventually die with doubts. They themselves know that the way they look now, such thoughts, and such a dead appearance are definitely not special. It can even be said that I can still live with such doubts, maybe there is a 1 in 10,000 chance that I can survive to the end and finally understand the truth, which is luckier than most people.
If you can, at least want to let this luck continue until you find the answer......
"Hmph...... What an extravagant idea. "There are magical girls who laugh at themselves like that.
If you are still fighting, these thoughts have little chance to get into your head, but once you stop, once you have time to think about your past, present, and future, you will be confused by the limitations of people themselves, and the more you think about it, the more you can feel the misfortune of the present. These magical girls deeply realized this, I don't know when this world has become like hell, obviously those sunny scenery is still so vivid in their minds, how long has it been since everything happened, before they came into contact with the mystery? It should be very short, two months or three months, right? When you think about it, you will feel incredible, it is so short, and the time that used to pass in the blink of an eye seems to be so long.
"Wake me up!" The magical girl with the faces of Xiaomei and Senpai clapped her hands vigorously, drawing the eyes of everyone else to herself, interrupting the sad, painful, and somewhat desperate thoughts that permeated the warehouse. It was precisely because she could deeply understand how abnormal the atmosphere at this time was, so she had to interrupt, but she should have said something to motivate everyone, but when it came to her lips, she couldn't say any new words, because she herself couldn't avoid similar emotions rolling in her heart, and even the strong will honed in the war couldn't help her at this moment.
“…… There are less than five hours left, and they all cheer me up! In the end, she just said it in these pale and dry words.
"That's right, it's useless to keep thinking about it." Some people also helped: "Confirm the same equipment with each other, and the other party thinks it is enough, so don't do anything superfluous." ”
Because, if you still confirm it yourself, you can't avoid tossing and turning in the emotions that are gradually becoming turbulent, and no matter how much you check it, you will feel that you have not yet reached a perfect state. In fact, this is nothing more than an illusion that grows from negative emotions.
Not long after the magical girls were fully armed and rested, the door of the warehouse opened again. The world outside the warehouse is not dark, but the warehouse is brighter, so bright that it is not human, and when the door is opened, the figure that appears outside the door is blurry and surprising. Not to mention that the magical girls have already reorganized the security mechanism of the warehouse themselves, and who else will come here at this time alone is enough to surprise them. It was precisely because of this surprise that they suddenly woke up, and it turned out that they and others had already felt that "the survivors were the only ones left".
And the vague figure in front of them, which spread into the warehouse along with the drop in the light, proved by the fact that their pessimistic ideas were wrong—it seemed that the situation was better than they had unconsciously thought. The figure was humanoid, and it didn't make them feel like a humanoid monster, but it really smelled of a human. They don't want this to be an illusion from the bottom of their hearts.
"Sure enough, there are people who are older than us." The voice from outside made the magical girls relax a little, it was indeed a human voice, and it was indeed a tone full of humanity. At this moment, the alarm was lifted silently, and the humans who appeared in this place should not be enemies.
Not an enemy indeed.
Not only did the magical girls see some of the same members of the Magical Girl Crusader, but they also saw mysterious experts from other member organizations of the NOG. Although I don't fully know these mysterious experts, most of them are people who have only met once, or even don't know each other at all, and those who are most often seen are probably the well-known people in charge of external liaison with various mysterious organizations, but they can still instinctively feel that the other party is their own person from the aura emanating from the other party.
"Xiaomei, senior sister, you have become such a ghost." The acquaintances in the Magical Girl Crusader greeted each other like this, and they were also full of surprise and puzzlement at Sister Xiaomei's strange state now. However, as far as Xiaomei and Senpai's experience are concerned, if you want to explain, it is a long, long story.
"You're still alive." The magical girl on Sister Xiaomei's side couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, and turned off the power armor that had entered the warm-up state again.
"There's a lot of people. The people on my side didn't think there would be so many people. The figure outside said as he walked into the warehouse.
The warehouse door was lowered again, the difference in light was eliminated, and now both sides could see each other's condition more clearly. The magical girls naturally know each other, while the centaurs from the various member organizations of the NOG are strange but familiar. In any case, it is a joy to be able to meet so many of your own people again at such a time.
"Let me tell you, we're from the Magical Girl Crusaders." The new arrival magical girl who accompanied the strange NOG members into the warehouse introduced each other to each other, "They are the people of the Mercenary Guild, and the Sunstriders...... Speaking of which, it's not you who have been dealing with us before. ”
"Do you mean file them? A lot of things have happened, and now we don't know if they are dead or alive, but since we have survived, they should not simply die, right? They're very capable, and they've been lucky. Dressed in military-like uniforms, it is obvious that the mysterious experts of the Mercenary Association said that their clothing and footsteps give people a strong sense of uniformity, and at a glance it makes people feel that they are military style, but these mysterious experts from the Mercenary Association are surrounded by men and women who seem to be entourage assistants, all of them are very young, the appearance is roughly thirteen to twenty-three years old, the expression is calm and cautious, a little impersonal, and there is no casual feeling like the mysterious experts.