Dr. Nguyen Le and I see the world differently, and the world composition, concepts and concepts in her eyes are very different from those of us occult experts, but in terms of results, they are not wrong. A lot of times, it makes me feel that the world is like a polyhedron, and we and they only see one side of each other, and think that the world is what that side is. But on the other side of the spectrum that we can't observe, the world is also moving in ways we can't observe, and it's not that if we don't observe, things that are moving stop in the first place.

On the other hand, Nguyen Le has his own way of fighting, targeting the same target, but he can attack in a way that is not mysterious, incomprehensible to me, or even difficult to observe—assuming that this enemy is in the same worldview and perspective as me, then his battle against Dr. Nguyen Le is also unobservable. You may not see it, you may feel it, but you may not be able to respond in time.

Yes, this is "drugging", "drugging" in a way that the target cannot observe, or even imperceptibly.

My thoughts also came to my mind after Youjiang's voice sounded, however, this was not what I wanted to do. I'm not going to think about those things.

I immediately realized that Youjiang's mind lock had started again. I can't resist this power, so I will inevitably think in a certain direction within her constraints, and her actions show in many ways that she has the ability to read this information. When I think about things related to Dr. Nguyen Li, these thoughts will also be interpreted by Youjiang - I don't really care very much, because these things are just my own opinions, and they are more like speculation than inference. The answer given was not proven to be correct, and in the eyes of the monster, it might be ridiculous. It's as ridiculous as a clown suspecting God.

Of course, if my guess happens to be the truth, then when I come up with these answers and are interpreted by Youjiang, they can still be considered part of the "script". From the beginning. I don't feel like I've stepped out of the "script", I'm free, the uncertainty of a given story. Such an idea was abandoned a long time ago, because, as a mystical expert, I could indeed feel the unbreakable pulse of that macrocosm and exact fate, as the footsteps of the end were approaching. Unlike the people in the netball, and unlike Dorothy, I interpret what happened to me from my own perspective and act on a few preconceived premises.

Everyone I met had their own "playbook". In this "script", they play their own roles and try to reach their goals. Among these "scripts", the most powerful at present is undoubtedly the "Doomsday Fantasy" script observed from the perspective of the reality of the hospital, this huge "script" seems to be able to unify the "script" of everyone and each organization in the doomsday fantasy. to drive an apocalyptic process. However, the "doomsday fantasy script" of the hospital's reality is not the product of a single person or organization. And it is also behind the scenes, by many people in the reality of the hospital, with different ideas, constantly modifying and filling. It's complicated, but it's not the most complex of the scripts.

The most complex, the most ambitious. The deepest, and most imperceptible, is the beginning of almost all "scripts", or described as blueprints, the most primitive scripts. It exists - from the perspective of hospital reality, when people are infected by the "virus", when the infected person becomes a doomsday syndrome patient, when the phenomenon of "doomsday fantasy" is triggered from the body of a doomsday syndrome patient, when the hospital tries to use the "doomsday vision", this script already exists in all things related to the "virus". It is like a cornerstone, a seed, a root, hidden in deep darkness. And all the subsequent scripts involving the "end times" can be regarded as its derivation, its root system, and its branches and leaves, because they are too leafy, so they cover up the roots of the scripts, or although they come into contact with the scripts of this root, they are too deep to understand, cannot be believed, and make people collapse or subconsciously ignore them.

In the past, the "script" I looked at was the apocalyptic steps of the apocalyptic fantasy, the conspiracy and planning of various mysterious organizations, the way of mysteriously pushing the apocalyptic fantasy, and the research plan intertwined between the researchers on the surface and the lurkers in the dark in the reality of the hospital.

In a sense, I am the only one who can travel back and forth between the apocalyptic fantasy and the reality of the hospital, looking at all of the above scripts. It is precisely because I have seen more "scripts" than others that I can realize from the entanglement of these "scripts" that there may be a root script - that is, a script that is based on the concept of "virus" that can only be accessed from the perspective of hospital reality", and then takes root in the personality and flesh and blood of every doomsday syndrome patient and potential doomsday syndrome patients, and weaves a script that crosses the way of "the world that one person can observe".

However, it is precisely because we can feel it, so we recognize the limitations of being human, and the limitations of knowing as a human being, and the script of the root is hazy, dark, and incomprehensible, and it forces any intellectual person to think. Its vastness and unknownness are like people bound on the earth, when looking at the infinite starry sky, they will imagine the depth and breadth of the universe, and thus imagine the various things passed by the dark and unknown distance - and then, some people see hopes and dreams, some people feel despair and terror, and when the dark and unknown part comes towards them in a more tangible way, hope is like a flickering candle flame, shrouded in despair and terror.

An ignorant person will be full of childish imagination about the beauty of the universe. And a person who has a certain understanding of the universe, but cannot get out of his own planet, will understand how terrible the universe is. That kind of unknown and irresistible phenomena are always testing people's psychological endurance, imagination and thinking ability. How can a person who has not yet left his own planet fight against the sudden cosmic catastrophe? When you see the formation of black holes, when you see the destruction of galaxies, when you bring all this you see into your own environment, you must be extremely desperate.

That's how I know the script of the roots. It's also my perception of the "virus" -- it's a catastrophe that humans can't fight, but it's already coming to people. Compared to the magnitude of this catastrophe, humanity is like looking at the stars in the 18th century and suddenly realizing that its planet has been caught in the gravitational field of a black hole.

To use the existing common sense of contemporary people, a little is swept up in the gravitational field of a black hole. There is no escape—no, there is still a little bit of hope, which is to pray that you are still at the outermost part of the gravitational field, and that you still have enough motivation to break free from this terrible gravitational pull. So, this hope is like Color, Dorothy, and any mysterious organization that wants to break free from the apocalypse, trying to plan as hard as they can, using everything they can see. Every resource that can be obtained, by unconventional means, to maximize its effect.

And people who believe that they will inevitably not be able to break free from this gravitational field and will inevitably be drawn into a black hole, and who agree with this inevitability and decide to accept this result, are like followers of Shinrikyo of the Doomsday. They saw the inevitable death and began to think about the philosophy of death, from a philosophical perspective. To transform one's mind and free oneself from that great mental pain.

And on the premise of inevitably getting involved in a black hole. There are people who are not interested in this fact, and they still choose their lives in their own way on the premise of ignoring this fact; Or take this fact as a premise, choose the way to survive in your own way, in a limited time. They do things that no one finds vexatious. Crazy and domineering behavior, and not recognized by people. They carry out their own ideas, but they run counter to others. Therefore, these people are like the "Nazis" in the apocalyptic vision.

In general, in fact, from this point of view. When I look at the reality of the hospital and the apocalyptic vision, I find that these people, and these personalities, are actually quite normal, perhaps they don't realize that in the face of a "inevitable and insoluble disaster", what a person can do is just that. Whether it is done in a "mysterious" way or in a "scientific" way, the basis of its action can still be classified as normal people - good people, bad people, ordinary people, great people, small people, of course, for some things, human beings will not approve of it in terms of ethics and morality, but objectively speaking, it is still "what normal people will do". It's like when we talk about "Nazis", although we will emotionally say that they are crazy and will curse them viciously, but we will not really think of them as mentally ill, but most of them are rational and call them extreme racists, and their behavior is ****** crime.

There are some essential differences between the mentally ill and the vicious "Nazis" and the "Doomsday Shinrikyo" like the cult.

For example, the thoughts and attitudes in the face of this "black hole that must not be able to break free". My attitude towards "viruses", using the black hole hypothesis as an analogy, is similar to thinking like this: What if black holes were conscious? What if black holes could control themselves? What if black holes could communicate? If you can have some kind of connection with the black hole, which makes you different, can you also use this connection to do something about the black hole?

As a result, in my observation and cognition, the "virus" is closer to the "black hole of natural phenomena", while the "river" is a "black hole life with consciousness and even humanity". Both are actually the same thing, but they are also contradictory, and as someone who tries to solve the problem from this perspective, I am undoubtedly closer to a "mentally ill" than others.

The analogy between a black hole and a "virus" may be ridiculous, but in the face of "inevitable catastrophe", the threat level of both is the same. The end of the world is just around the corner, and all the processes are performed in the script of such a root. Just like the gravitational field of the planet being swept into a black hole, it draws an orbit that can be calculated with the existing science of mankind, but cannot be changed, and draws a precise and inevitable arc, sinking in a crazy rotation.

In this inevitable orbit, in the limitations of humanity at this very moment, no matter what people do, no matter what changes have taken place on the planet itself, they cannot change this outcome.

Therefore, I don't care if my thoughts are seen by Youjiang, and I don't care if this part of my thoughts seen by her is an illusion, a guess, or the truth - because something of this magnitude can't change the script of the root at all. What determines my life and death is not what Youjiang will do after seeing this part of the idea, but what she will inevitably do.

Now, after seeing through my thoughts, it is Youjiang himself who should make a decision. And once she makes a decision, she is bound to suffer her consequences. This is not a joke, my attack is not a simple move, but a "multiple-choice question", in which you can choose a single choice, you can choose multiple choices, or you may not choose, but even "not choosing" is a choice, and it may bring about a result that is in line with the direction of the script - but I also don't know which choice Youjiang made is in my favor. There is only one thing I know, only Dr. Nguyen Lie's victory will bring me hope, and if her choice leads to Dr. Nguyen Lie's victory, it will be my victory.

"I see, it's really a whimsy, no, in the words of a normal person, it's rhapsody." The dark figure with its mouth and one eye said this, and as it spoke, the dark phenomenon was transforming into a more tangible entity. From head to toe, first hair, then skin, and then the facial features are also complete, the details of the hands and feet are distinguished, and Youjiang is changing back into that fleshy and fleshy human form.

Half of her long hair was scattered and obscured her left eye, which had become intact. Even so, I could still feel the presence of the left eye so strongly, as if she was looking at it with only her left eye, even though she had two eyes.

"It's useless, it's not worth your expectations, Takagawa." Youjiang said to me, "Even if it's a medicine that you can bear, how strong can you expect it to be?" ”

"Theoretically, though, I still believe that Dr. Nguyen Li's medicine won't be that simple - you know? Her medication was initially directed at Blackwater. "Although what I saw at the time was like a hallucination, Dr. Nguyen Li did mention it to me that she wanted to use "Paradise" to cure the black water, but in her style as I know it, she will treat the black water as part of the synthesis of new drugs in the process of treatment. Although the premise of this is that Blackwater does meet the requirements of the new drug, I can only guess like this. After all, whether it is Heishui, Saya, Sitianyuan Jia Coconut, the Doomsday Illusion or even the Youjiang River in front of her, in the eyes of Dr. Ruan Li, it is just a phenomenon caused by "White Claudia", and in her cognition and observation, it has been a common existence from the beginning. (To be continued.) )