49. Residual memories
It stands to reason that after so many incredible things have happened, I should have been numb. But when I heard Master say that in the ghost market, Kira from Fulai Village was actually the person in the painting painted by the big dog in his previous life, I was inevitably a little surprised.
The big dog sneered, I didn't understand the helplessness on his face, he seemed to have experienced rain, snow, wind and frost for many years: "Speaking of which, I was quite good at painting when I was a child, if my mother didn't have to divorce my father and marry the painter who engaged in art, I might not have given up painting." ”
I looked at the big dog and couldn't help but let out a sigh, and in that long sigh, it was full of regret. Big dogs rarely mention their mothers in front of people, together with the 5,000-year-old Chinese saying, every family has a scripture that is difficult to read.
My mind was spinning a thousand times, and between the lightning and flint, there was a picture in my mind.
I remembered that I had seen two children in a dream, the little girl was named Xiaobai, and the boy who was called Ah Mao also made a picture like a big dog.
I remember that it was the little girl who was breaking the kite by Ah Mao, and called his name outside the door violently, and at that time, the boy called Ah Mao was drawing in the house, and his fingers were stained with black ink on the paper to draw a picture of a man under the tree stroking the piano, and everywhere his fingertips went, it was the tip of a brush......
Could it be?
"Ah Yi, do you remember something?" Master's sudden voice interrupted my thoughts, and I looked at him a little blankly, and it took me a while to come back to my senses and reply, "Master, you remember that before we went down the mountain, you asked me if I was having some strange dream. At that time, you told me that I could figure out what I was dreaming about and then tell you, right? ”
Master nodded, waiting for my next words.
I picked up the teacup in my hand, took a sip, moistened my throat, and then slowly stood up: "I have dreamed of Liangchi, I have dreamed of Miss Afu, and Su Shi, who has always been called Zizhan. And Kira, the Kira in my dream has the same face as the one in the painting in Fulai Village, but I know that it is not the same person. There are also two children, one is called Ah Mao and the other is called Xiaobai. There is also a man in white, who has appeared twice, and I still don't know his name. I've been wondering if those fragmented fragments of my dreams could be memories of my previous life. ”
Everyone's gaze on me was a little strange, and I felt a little hairy in my heart.
Master beckoned to me and said expressionlessly, "Ah Yi, come here." ”
I didn't know what kind of medicine was sold in Master's gourd, so I obediently walked up to him.
Master stood up, and I smelled a good body fragrance on his body, which was light and light, like the freshness brought by the spring breeze blowing through the green land. I saw the light in his eyes, soaked in water, like a pool of stagnant water in a deep well, with the reflection of the sun, only to dim again for a moment.
"Ah Yi." Master suddenly let out a voice, exhaled Ruolan, and gently touched my slightly cool fingertips between my eyebrows. I didn't dare to move, the air around me seemed to freeze, and I only heard Master's calm and magnetic voice in my ears: "Have you ever noticed that you have been in the business for so many years, and as a teacher, have you ever made you kneel in front of me?" ”
Hearing Master say this, I tried to think about it, and it seemed that I had never worshiped Master, and every time Master asked me to kneel, I always knelt in front of Master Zu. Even when I was rescued from the cave by him, and when my mother woke up and forced me to kneel in front of him, he turned slightly sideways so that I knelt in a way that was not him.
"Master......" As soon as I spoke, I only felt a burning heat between my eyebrows, but my body couldn't move for half a minute, and I watched Master's face become more and more pale, and there was my reflection in his unwavering clear eyes......
The big round face almost filled his entire black eyes, and it was precisely because of this that I could clearly see that there were two small golden fish swimming between my eyebrows at the tips of Master's fingers, and I couldn't help but look into a circle, and the two small fish chased each other and turned into a circle, but after a while, the two goldfish turned into golden gossip yin and yang fish, and I watched the figure melt into my flesh and skin, but it disappeared in the blink of an eye......
When the figure disappeared between my eyebrows, and Master sat down in a daze, I hurriedly reached out to support his crumbling body, and the big dog and Liangchi also surrounded me, and in a hurry, I somehow suddenly stiffened and leaned back, and my neck stretched back at an extremely strange angle.
The moment I passed out, it was as if I heard my name being called.
"Su Yi."
The voice came from thousands of rivers and mountains, overcoming thorns and thorns......
There was an endless glimmer of warm colors, and I stood in the infinite space, my heart empty.
"Su Yi." With this sound, there was a light smoke in front of me that slowly condensed into a human figure, stepping on white brocade shoes, the skirt of the floor-length skirt had dark gold prints, and from the bottom to the top was a white robe without too many cumbersome patterns, and then a pair of delicate and white hands, revealing white wrists and green jade fingers in the wide sleeves, and then the man's waist, delicate collarbones, and ......
My face?
That's right! This person has exactly the same face as me, but if you look closely, there is a little difference, the big round face is still a big round face, but the person is whiter than me, and the skin is delicate. The eyes, big or big, the difference is the look in the eyes, she seems to have a thousand words hidden in those windows, not allowing others to snoop on half of it......
The man's lips opened lightly, and he called me "Su Yi" again.
I looked at her and asked softly, "Who are you?" ”
She didn't answer my question, and said as if talking to herself: "Qingyun left me a wisp of remnant soul, and Qingmo left me a remnant memory." Su Yi, I am you. ”
I felt like I heard something unthinkable and asked, "What do you mean by that?" Qingmo left your remaining memories? ”
When I asked my question, the woman began to say to herself: "I have been hesitant back then, whether to help Zhang Qin survive the catastrophe, or to be selfish and choose my own love, but now, I want to ask you a question." Of course, I'm just a remnant of a fantasy, so your answer doesn't matter to me, I just have to ask my question and you find your answer. ”
I listened a little dazed, and she continued: "Su Yi." Before I ask this question, I have to tell you that the reason why you have those dreams is that I deliberately showed them to you. I think no matter how stupid you are, you should know that these dreams are all memories of me, that is, your past life. It's been so many years that I've forgotten a lot of things, and I can't even remember what Ah Da looked like. ”
I looked at her as if she was immersed in her own memory and couldn't extricate herself, and I couldn't help but think of myself, after all, she had a similar face, and I couldn't control the sense of substitution. I wonder if one day I will do the same, in the swamp of memories, sinking deeper and deeper until I don't see a trace of light......
She suddenly looked up at me, and I immediately pulled back from my thoughts.
"Su Yi, Qingyun has released the remnant soul, you should have inherited many secret methods learned in the previous life by now, and now I am almost gone, the moment I have been waiting for has finally come......"