A long, long time ago, I once said to a girl: If one day, you can't find me, don't leave again, just stay where you are and wait for me, you must wait until I come back, and I will definitely come back to find you.

The girl took my words to heart. However, I forgot ......?

I was born with her in a very secluded valley. It was winter, and two crisp baby cries echoed throughout the valley. This valley is located in the gap of the Taihang Mountain, surrounded by green and mist. The valley is secluded because there are only two families living in it, one is surnamed Chen, which is the family where I was born, and the other is Meng, which is her home. We were both born on the same day, and we were a baby boy and a baby girl, and our parents made a private agreement for us for life, and we were commensurate with each other early on. I grew up with her like this, I am her husband, she is my wife, this is something we believe in.?

She was born with a small red mole in the middle of her eyebrows, which made people feel more cute and intelligent when she set off her white and tender face. When her mother was pregnant with her, she liked to wear the red beans that were ripe in autumn one by one, so she always wondered if the red mole was the red bean that she had poured on her daughter's face. My parents often stood in the yard and jokingly said to her mother: "If you like red beans so much, just name your baby red beans!" Her mother laughed, and liked the name for the red mole, so she softened her name a little more. Red beans are born in the south, and a few branches are sent in spring. May you pick more, this thing is the most lovely. From then on, her name was: Acacia.?

Iron Horse is my name, because my parents thought that I would be the pillar of this family, and I would also be the master of this lonely valley, so they gave me the name of this steel key. I like to listen to the mouth of Acacia to call my name, and I am so happy to respond to the iron horse every time.?

I often hold Acacia's hand to play in the Taihang Mountain, but we don't dare to run too far, because the Taihang Mountain is too big, and we are so small. I remember one time, when we were separated in the mountains, I went to pick the fruit she was going to eat, and she sat on the stone and waited for me. She waited for a long time and didn't see me, so she started looking for me. When I put the fruit in my clothes and went back to the place where she was waiting for me, I couldn't find her anymore, so I panicked and threw the fruit on the ground, and I frantically looked for her. I searched and searched, searching for her voice, discerning where she would go. Later, we finally met, but the sun went down and we were forced to stay in the mountains because we couldn't see the way home.

It was an unforgettable night, I had the feeling of growing up for the first time, I held Acacia in my arms with my childish arms, and I said to Acacia: "If one day, you can't find me, don't leave again, just stay where you are and wait for me, you must wait until I come back, and I will definitely come back to find you." Acacia cried and nodded, burying her head in my tiny chest. So I felt that I was the dependence of Acacia, Acacia can't leave me, and I can't lose Acacia.?

In this way, we grew up together in the Taihang Mountains. When she became a beautiful and delicate girl, I began to realize that I could not be so immature any longer, and that I was like my name, I was the Iron Horse, I was the pillar, and I was the future husband of the lovesickness.

So, I decided to go to the deep mountains of Taihang Mountain to see our unknown world. My adventure unfolded with the tacit approval of the family, and Lovesick had a temper and insisted on going out with me. Her parents were so worried about her that I wouldn't let her go with me into the mountains. But that night, she cried, and I suddenly felt that her tears followed the red mole on her eyebrows, which was so sad that it would be heartbreaking to watch. She said to me with tears in her eyes: "Iron Horse, no matter how bitter the place you are going to, Acacia must go with Iron Horse, because Iron Horse is the person you love lovely." Acacia can't leave the iron horse, and the iron horse is the dependence of the acacia. ”?

I tightly hugged the weak Acacia into my chest, because the words of Acacia reminded me of the feeling I had that night when I was a child: I am the dependence of Acacia, Acacia can't leave me, and I can't lose Acacia. I smiled and kissed the red mole on the center of Acacia's eyebrows with my lips, and I said to her: "Acacia, I must make my chest thicker, I want you to feel that Acacia's reliance is so firm and warm." Acacia smiled, and in my arms, I sat with Acacia all night.

When the next day's sun filled the valley again, we set off. We didn't wake up our sleeping parents, because parting was so cruel in their eyes. Acacia and I held hands and walked around the places we used to play in our childhood, and began to run towards the deep mountains and valleys that we had never dared to set foot in.

We are young, we are in love, we run, we shout. Like two young eagles, flying in the sky. No fear, no interruptions. Because in the mountains there are only the two of us, only the two of us. Acacia is thirsty, I scoop a handful of cool spring water for Acacia. I was hungry, and Acacia picked fresh mountain grapes for me. When the darkness of the night fell, Acacia and I got into the makeshift wooden tent and lit a fire, and Acacia would fall asleep sweetly in my arms. Again, I kissed the red mole on her eyebrows with my lips, and I felt again: I am the dependence of Acacia, Acacia can't leave me, and I can't lose Acacia. The red mole seems to represent the vow, as if it represents our love.

The morning sun suddenly came through the dense branches and leaves of the trees, and when the wind blew, the leaves rustled, and I found that the sun was also mischievous, shining on my face like an elf dancing. I woke up, and so did Acacia. The fire on the ground had been extinguished, and Acacia found some firewood to continue to make a fire, while I, as usual, went to a nearby place to pick some wild fruits for our breakfast. There are many wild fruits in the mountains, and I picked a lot of them in a short time. Just as I was about to leave, I noticed a white rabbit running from behind me towards the bush in front of me. I thought about it, this white rabbit must like it, so I immediately chased after it. Seeing that someone was chasing her from behind, the White Rabbit ran faster, and ran around in fear, and finally, the White Rabbit, who had no way to escape, actually looked at me and looked at me nervously with his ears pricked up. I knew in my heart that this white rabbit must be trying to move me! If you want to catch her, you can only come by surprise, I smiled proudly, and Acacia would be very happy if she held her in her arms. So, thinking about it, I flew up and pounced. But who knows, the white rabbit jumped away, and I didn't know that outside the tree behind the white rabbit, there was actually a mountain cliff. After a swift fall, I lay on the stone stained with my blood. When my pupils could still see the last glimmer of light, I actually saw the scarlet eyes of the white rabbit, those eyes, those eyes reminded me of the delicate red mole in the center of the lovesick eyebrows. That's our vow, that's our love. So, my heart ached even more, and I moved my fingers, which had been broken off several knots, and gently spat out two words with my stiff and numb lips: "Phase...... Think! ”?

When I came to consciousness again, I was a baby again. The reason is very simple, I didn't leave any pieces in my previous life, I just knew that I had to grow up, I could grow up, I could grow up, grow up from a baby. So, I was in the arms of my parents, enjoying all the warmth that my parents gave me as a baby. I love them and I start smiling at them when they pick me up. I believe that as a baby, I am dutiful, and that I am excellent.

woods in parks; ponds in the fields; ripped sneakers on the windowsill; butterflies that land on flowers; a monster carved on a desk; Basketball exposed to the sun. It's like sitting in a time machine, I admit, I've grown up. I went to high school, college, and then I started working and got to a girlfriend. I was thirty years old. After my wife and I had our wedding at church, our honeymoon began. The place where we spent our honeymoon was chosen in a place that both of us have been longing for, and now it's a little funny to think about it, it is actually - Taihang Mountain.?

My wife and I walked hand in hand on the beautiful mountain road, we were young, we loved each other, we ran, we shouted loudly. Like two young eagles, flying in the sky. It was a déjà vu experience, and the feeling came back to me again and again, and I still couldn't figure it out. The tour guide walked next to us and introduced us to some of the beautiful scenery along the way. The wife nodded again and again, looked left and right, and was overjoyed. I was fascinated by a tree that grew in a clearing full of red beans. The tree is not tall, and the bark is attached to the trunk, which makes it look so melancholy. The verdant foliage thickly obscures a small patch of sunlight from the sun. The ripe red beans were blown by the wind and loomed in the leaves, as if they were my memories and as if they were my sins, flashing and being buried again. I stood dumbfounded, and my wife came over, picked a red bean, and shook the branch, and my heart ached inexplicably. My wife looked at the red beans in her hand, brought them to me, and smiled: "Iron horse, it looks like a red mole in your palm!" ”

I silently stretched out my hand, and my wife placed the red bean in the middle of my palm, which reflected a small round vermilion mole in my palm. A breeze blew through my hair, blowing the red beans in my hands and colliding with the red moles in my palms. I looked at the red mole in my palm, and for thirty years, I didn't seem to notice it, but today, I have a strange feeling: I am her dependent, she can't leave me, and I can't lose her. But who is she? I listened to the tour guide say that this is the famous red bean, and this tree is the acacia tree. Acacia, my body was shaken. I noticed that I was a little dizzy, so I immediately held on to the acacia tree in front of me.

My wife sat with me on a stone beside the acacia tree, and I fell asleep, and in my sleep I dreamed of a young girl standing quietly in the acacia tree. As soon as the girl looked up, two lines of tears reflected the red mole in the center of her eyebrows, and looked at me sadly. My heart broke for no apparent reason, and I staggered backwards a few steps, listening to my guilty heart. What's wrong with me: "Who are you?" I looked at the girl in front of me suspiciously, and my heart ached inexplicably.

The girl cried, crying with joy and sadness: "Acacia has finally waited for the iron horse, and the iron horse has finally come to find the lovesickness, right?" The resentful eyes are full of hundreds of years of miserable waiting, and the tears rolling down have become affectionate because of today's reunion.

But I stood there dumbfounded, forgetting, forgetting, not remembering, still not remembering. Acacia, I asked myself sadly: Do you remember her? The heart is silent, and I ask again: She has been waiting for me, you know? There was only a slight ripple in the heart. I looked at her blankly, my eyes full of terrible and cold strangeness for her: "Acacia? Why are you waiting for me! ”?

Acacia lowered her head, and she said, "Because the iron horse said that he would give me a broad shoulder to lean on." But Iron Horse, you forgot about me, didn't you? In fact, sometimes I also wonder why I have to wait for you, why do I have to turn into an acacia tree and wait for you here even when I die. For more than a hundred years, I have never left half a step, because the iron horse said that if you want me to wait in the same place, you said that I will definitely wait until you come back, I will wait and wait. Really, the Iron Horse didn't lie to me, the Iron Horse really came looking for me. However, Acacia also knows that there is no longer Acacia in the heart of the Iron Horse. Since the iron horse's wife picked the red bean, the iron horse no longer belongs to the acacia. ”?

Acacia raised his head sadly, looking at me, my eyes were so uneasy, everything Acacia said was like a dream for me, but I couldn't melt into it. I looked at the little vermilion mole in the center of her eyebrows, it was so similar to the one in my palm, was she my favorite woman? Why do I feel so guilty when I see this red mole? There were tears in my eyes, and Acacia reached out and stroked my cheek: "Iron Horse, I have waited for you, and you have also met Acacia." Although the iron horse can't remember the lovesickness, the lovesickness does not complain. Acacia is leaving, Acacia is thinking that sometimes it is a good thing to forget...... "I cried, Acacia smiled and wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes with her hand. With tears in my eyes, I watched as the red mole on her eyebrows gradually turned into the red bean on the acacia tree.

As soon as the dream passed, my heart was like a heavy stone, maybe I really carried a woman who loved me. I sat up, my wife looking at me nervously. I wiped the tears that had just fallen from the corners of my eyes with my hands, and the tears were hot, because the dream was so real.

So, I spent the rest of my life thinking about this and trying to find a way to find the memory of my lost past life. But no, still not. I began to sink into it, looking at the red mole in the palm of my hand all day long, and thinking about the woman called Acacia. I don't blame my wife for marrying someone else when I was thirty-three, because I know that I was too cold to her and that I had not fulfilled my responsibilities as a husband. She was with such a man who studied her past life all day, and sooner or later she would go crazy. Since the day I divorced her, I have been running all day long to Taihang Mountain, looking for the acacia tree that has long since become a dead tree, since I met her in my previous life that day, this tree has accelerated to wither. Watching the red beans that have lost their moisture fall, I am even more convinced that the story of her and her in her previous life is true.

What am I missing her? Why did she wait for me for a hundred years? I didn't think about this question until I took my last breath of life. When the past was so clear in front of my eyes, I was stunned: it turned out that my wife turned out to be the little rabbit I was trying to catch before I fell off the cliff. It turns out that my favorite lovesickness, since that day I fell down the cliff to death, she has been staying there waiting for me, until she died and never left, she remembers, she firmly remembers, I once said to her: if one day, you can't find me, don't leave again, just stay where you are and wait for me, you must wait until I come back, I will definitely come back to find you. God, my words made her wait for me for a hundred years, and I forgot her for a hundred years. I remember the last words she said when she left: Sometimes it's good to forget. But I really forgot about my lovesickness, and my guilt was like a big hand, clutching my heart to death. I began to frantically search in the underworld, I want to tell Acacia how heavy my sin is, I actually lost her, I forgot her, I actually made her wait for me for a hundred years.?

But I didn't find it, there is no such person as Meng Xiangsi in the underworld. My heart is disheartened, Acacia, don't you really want me to find you again? On that day, I was cold-hearted and was escorted to the Nai He Bridge by ghosts. I'm going to be reincarnated, and I swear again with a cold heart that I will never drink Meng Po soup again, because I have to keep the lovesickness firmly in my heart, and I don't want to forget her again. Standing in front of Meng Po, I cried. When I watched Meng Po hand her soup to me, I shouted: "No, I won't drink it, I have already forgotten the lovesickness once, I can't forget her again, I owe her too much, so I want to look for him, and after I am reincarnated, I will continue to look for him, always look for her, I want to be with her, I can't lose the lovesickness." "Tears flowed into the soup in front of me, and there was a ripple in the soup.?

Meng Po took her soup and said calmly: "Forget it, forget it, sometimes it's a good thing to forget." ”

Suddenly, my body felt like I had been hit by a stone, and Meng Po's words were the same as what Acacia said, could it be, could it be that Meng Po was Meng Acacia? I looked at her in disbelief. Seeing that I didn't react in front of her, Meng Po raised her head and looked at me.

A small vermilion mole was embedded in the center of her eyebrows, reflected on her fair face. I remember that it would be heartbreaking if she had tears in her eyes. However, at this time, her eyes, which were originally full of tears, were full of loneliness and strangeness.

I whispered, "Acacia? Is it really you? Why are you here, I remember you. Do you know? It's great that you can be together, I'm finally ...... Found you! ”?

"Forget it! Forget it! Sometimes it's good to forget. Acacia said mechanically, looking at me with flat eyes. And my joy was so stiff on my face, my already excited mood gradually fell to the freezing point, what's wrong with Acacia, has she forgotten me? She should be happy to run into my arms, what's wrong, what's wrong, what's wrong, what's wrong with Acacia? Don't? Could it be that Acacia drank this soup? She also chose to forget? I didn't dare to think about it anymore and knocked over the soup bowl in Meng Po's hand to the ground.

The soup was scattered on the ground, I took a few steps back, and looked at her with a painful heart: "Acacia? You, you forgot about me? Did you drink this soup? ”?

Acacia didn't pay attention to me, just lowered his head and scooped another bowl of soup: "Forget it, forget it, sometimes it's a good thing to forget." ”?

There was a burning pain in my mind, Acacia really forgot me, just like I forgot her at the beginning, I finally really understood that when I forgot Acacia, Acacia's heart hurt, so Acacia chose to forget. I watched Acacia hand the soup bowl in her hand to me again, and kept saying the sentence in my mouth: "Forget it, forget it!" ”?

With tears in my eyes, I looked at her, looked at the red mole on the center of Acacia's eyebrows, and I asked her in a burning voice, "Acacia?" Did you really make me forget about you? ”?

Acacia looked at me like all ghosts, and said, "Forget it, forget it!" ”

I nodded, "Can I kiss the red mole on your eyebrows?" ”?

Acacia froze for a moment, for a long time, and closed his eyes. I pressed my lips over her red mole. That red mole, I once again felt my long-term proof: I am the dependence of Acacia, Acacia can't leave me, and I can't lose Acacia. This is my vow, this is my love with Acacia. But, now, it seems that this oath has become so fragile and unbearable in the face of oblivion. I raised my head, and her childish voice seemed to still linger in my ears: "Iron Horse, no matter how bitter the place you are going, Acacia must go with Iron Horse, because Iron Horse is the person you love." Acacia can't leave the iron horse, and the iron horse is the dependence of the acacia. ”?

I smiled wryly and listened to Acacia say, "Forget it!" Forget it! ”?

I picked up the soup bowl and whispered: "I once said to Acacia that I am the dependence of Acacia, Acacia can't leave me, and I can't lose Acacia." But I really lost her. After speaking, I handed the soup to my lips and listened to Acacia repeat over and over again: "Forget it!" Forget it......"?

I poured the soup into my mouth at once, mixed with tears, and poured my heart into pieces. Goodbye, my favorite Acacia, from now on, the Iron Horse is no longer the support of Acacia, and the Iron Horse will never be with Acacia again......?

Iron Horse, no matter how bitter the place you are going to, Acacia must go with Iron Horse, because Iron Horse is the person that Acacia loves. Acacia can't leave the iron horse, and the iron horse is the ...... that Acacia relies on?

I thought back to what Acacia had said before, and my sad heart gradually became blurred.

Meng Po took her empty soup bowl and continued to stand there, while I stared at the red mole on her head, it was over, our vows, our love.

I turned to the sun, and the wind blew the tears that remained on my face, as if they were my memories, no longer mine, drained, forgotten ......?

Behind him, Meng Po continued to scoop a bowl of soup and drank it alone, tears from the corners of her eyes flowed into the soup and a sparkling ......?

……?

A long, long time ago, I once said to a girl: If one day, you can't find me, don't leave again, just stay where you are and wait for me, you must wait until I come back, and I will definitely come back to find you.

The girl took my words to heart. But I forgot.

Later, the girl also chose to forget......