It's really tangled and contradictory, on the one hand, I don't want Su Ya to know that I'm interested in her, I'm afraid that she will deliberately alienate me, on the other hand, as I get to know her for a longer time, my feelings for her are getting deeper and deeper, and sometimes I can't wait to let her know my thoughts, especially after killing that boy halfway, this feeling is even stronger. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Thinking about it, I think it's better to let it be, Su Ya knows it, anyway, we went out to eat or something before, I guess if she wasn't stupid, she should have known what I meant in her heart, it depends on what she will do to me in the future.

It was almost more than half an hour, and then I was going to go out to dinner with Chen Yajing, when Su Ya suddenly took the initiative to talk to me, she asked me if I was there, and I didn't think much about it at the time. I thought she was looking for something to do with me, so I quickly replied to her, "What's wrong with it?" ”

After asking this for a long time, she didn't reply to me, and I wondered a little, what is the situation? I sent her a question mark when I was done. What does it mean, she just replied to me, just two words, saying it's okay.

This confuses me a little, what does that mean? I asked her if there was anything wrong, and she said no. Then I told me that she went to breakfast, don't say it, I don't know what's wrong, I feel that the tone of her talking to me, it shouldn't be very good, it seems to be unhappy, and then I suddenly remembered, didn't the man leave a message for her, I guess she already knew it was me at this time, she was looking for me at this time, I guess she also wanted to ask me something, as for why I didn't ask in the end. Maybe I'm afraid that it will be embarrassing to say it.

In this way, I was even more disappointed in my heart, this obviously people didn't want me to go to that boy's space to see, and then I couldn't help but want to go to Su Ya's space to see, but what I didn't expect was that her space had already set up a question password, and she had to answer questions before she could get in.

My heart is naturally cold again.

Some people may want to ask at this time, people are doing this to you, what are you doing to provoke others, a little self-aware, in fact, I am very self-aware, I know that Su Ya has no feelings for me at all, but I have a very strong feeling for her, and I can't say why, I always have a feeling that we were a couple in our last life, that is, this feeling, has always supported me to like her, as for how long I like her, to what extent, what happened to me in the end, here I sell a pass. Let's not talk about it for now, I'll mention it slowly later.

Maybe it's also today's incident that makes me feel very disappointed, so although I don't plan to give up Su Ya, I don't want to go to Shangshang to find someone for the time being, and I don't dare to have any thoughts of non-division. It just so happened that Chen Yajing's father called her today, saying that the company was very busy, and asked her to go back to work quickly, so I discussed with Chen Yajing and planned to go home, Chen Yajing also persuaded me to play for a few more days, saying that she would accompany Gao Meng more here, Gao Meng's girl actually made her feel distressed, I said that Gao Meng is busy every day, what am I doing here, Chen Yajing said that if you don't accompany Gao Meng, it's not bad to accompany my Su Ya.

I told Chen Yajing not to mention it, I might as well go back to my hometown with her, Chen Yajing was stunned for a moment, and asked me what happened to others, I didn't want to tell Chen Yajing at first, but then she kept asking, and I still said it. After listening to this, Chen Yajing said to me very simply: "I advise you to forget it, you two are not people of the same world at all, the age is here, there is so much difference, the two generation gaps, and it depends on people's attitude towards you." Obviously, it doesn't mean anything to you at all, and it seems to be a little disgusted with you, you say that you are too cheap to do it, and you have to ......"

Chen Yajing didn't finish her words, but I understood the meaning, and I smiled bitterly. said: "I feel like I'm just like when Gao Meng chased me when he first chased me!" Obviously, the other party doesn't like him, so he has to provoke him! ”

Chen Yajing took a sip and said, "You don't compare yourself with Gao Meng, Gao Meng is very pure and serious about feelings, you and her are not the same concept at all, look at you...... Never mind. Don't talk about that, really! ”

I think about what Chen Yajing said is also reasonable, just from my feelings for women for so many years, I really do a very bad job, and if I am good with the object, I will sneak with others, and it is unfaithful to say that it is ugly. Stepping on two boats, you really can't compare with Gao Meng.

That night, Chen Yajing and I got on the train back to our hometown, and when we arrived at our hometown, it was already the next morning, because I didn't rest well last night, and I naturally slept after I went back. After waking up, the first thing that came to mind was to go to Su Ya's QQ space to have a look, but as soon as I picked up the phone, I remembered that I shouldn't do this, from now on, I want to control myself and see how long I can endure not going to her space to see.

In fact, at that time, even if I went to other people's spaces to see, then I couldn't get in, because of the problems with people's settings, anyway, from the beginning of this day, I never had contact with Su Ya again, and I couldn't enter her QQ space at the beginning, and the feeling was particularly painful, but then I slowly got used to it, because I deliberately found a bunch of things to do for myself, either I went shopping, or I went to Chen Chong's bathing center to help him or something, and if it didn't work, I went to the night market with Chen Yajing to eat at night. Going to the movies, anyway, is to try to give yourself something to do, because in this case, I won't think of her, in fact, what to say, it does help to downplay her. But the only bad thing is that once she quiets down and has nothing to do, she will be like the flash flood, burrowing into her brain, this feeling is very painful, but fortunately I have endured it.

That's it. I haven't had any contact with her for four or five days, even Da Wang Juan I haven't spoken to her, I feel a little incredible, I don't have anything with Su Ya, just an ordinary friend, a casual attitude. Let me be like this, so if the two of us really have anything in the future, she wants to break up with me or have an awkward relationship, and I don't have to die or live? At that time, I am afraid that the pain will be even more unbearable for me, and it is terrible to think about.

These days, I'm hanging out outside. Once I met Qiao Tu, Qiao Tu and the particularly handsome and sunny boy came together, the two also held hands, we were passing by face to face, I also looked at each other, but no one said hello, after they walked past me, I also looked back at them for a long time, anyway, from their intimate state can be felt, the relationship between the two must be very good.

Seeing that Qiao Tu is doing well now, I am happy for her in my heart, and I have no other thoughts at this point, just thinking of myself and feeling when my next relationship will blossom and bear fruit.

Let's talk about another thing here, it's about the eagle, as I said before, the relationship between the eagle and the GI has always been discordant, and it may have been provoked by the GI. Xie Dapeng doesn't seem to value him as much as before, so he especially wants to take a line to get to know the fourth brother, didn't he look for me before, but I didn't help him, I haven't seen him for a while, people actually got mixed up with the people under the fourth brother, and just two days after I came back this time, he had a big fight with the soldier, it is said that the soldier's head was opened, anyway, this matter went to Xie Dapeng, Xie Dapeng was very angry about this matter, Because the eagle has not been completely separated from Xie Dapeng's hands at this time, on the one hand, he went to hook up with the people on the fourth brother's side, and on the other hand, he fought with the soldiers, how could Xie Dapeng be comfortable in his heart, Chen Chong also talked to me about this, he meant, this eagle's life must be not easy. Let me wait with him to see the show.

Anyway, after the eagle opened the scoop of the soldier, the whole person disappeared, and he didn't go to the fourth brother's side, no one knows where he went, in fact, the eagle's approach is relatively correct, if he continues to stay in front of Xie Dapeng, not to mention whether Xie Dapeng will trouble him, it is the soldier's revenge, it is estimated that it is enough for the eagle to eat a pot, the soldier can't do the eagle clearly, and secretly estimates how many hands, and he goes directly to the fourth brother, whether people want him or not is one thing, so leaving temporarily is the best choice, Chen Chong also gloated and said: "At the beginning, his whole son went to hide outside for a while, and now he himself has gotten out, it is really thirty years in Hedong and thirty years in Hexi!" ”

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