Chapter 81: Tightening
Xiao Mo felt that one of his inherent concepts had been completely subverted.
He has always thought that he is the "superfluous" store, and that he is the one who can be deleted at any time, just like stored information.
However, listening to Bai Yimei's meaning, he is the real owner of this body, not just a sub-personality as he thinks.
It seemed that at this moment, he and Su Hao completely reversed their fate, his misery was completely transferred to Su Hao's body, and he became worthy of his name.
But will this be the case?
He wasn't sure, and he didn't know how to be sure.
At this time, he suddenly remembered his little Liu Zihe, who was one of the several mysteries that had been bothering him.
Because his memory may be altered, there may be a zài problem, but as an outsider, Liu Zihe's memory has no reason to be modified at all. Because at that time, the curse was not combined with the game at all, even if Su Hao had already made a plan at that time, his plan had undoubtedly not really started to be implemented at that time.
In previous incidents, neither the evil ghost nor Su Hao took the initiative to appear. Most of their appearances were passively appeared under the premise that they were trapped in an environment of another dimension, and his physical body was threatened with death.
So the evil ghost has this ability, and it will not tamper with Liu Zihe's memory.
Another point can also be proven, that is, he tried to make a phone call to his mother some time ago, and there was indeed someone on the other end of the phone, and the voice was his mother's.
It can be seen that some of his memories in reality are not all false, and some real memories are also retained.
If what Bai Yimei said is true, then some of his problems will be clear.
He and Liu Zihe are indeed small, so Liu Zihe is used to calling him Xiao Mo, not Su Hao. The reason why Liu Zihe didn't mention Su Hao to him. I think it may be in the middle, Liu Zihe moved to other places, or was sent to school in other places by his parents, so he didn't know what happened after him.
In the middle, Su Hao completely occupied his body, and he had no intersection with Liu Zihe during this period.
It wasn't until Su Hao was trapped and his personality reoccupied his body that he habitually got in touch with Liu Zihe. Or, during the time that Su Hao occupied his body, his personality would occasionally awaken. Thus taking over the body.
In short, for some reasons, Liu Zihe always thought that Xiao Mo was still the Xiao Mo he knew before, and he didn't feel that Xiao Mo had any strange changes.
After all, when I was a child, I lived together, and when I grew up, I went to different schools and lived in different cities, so it was normal to contact each other once in a while. After all, if they are not together, there are not so many things to say, and anyone can understand it.
Then it was his mother's side. From the phone call he made to his mother some time ago, he could tell that his mother missed him very much and was worried about him. It is not difficult to guess from this that in the past few years. Either Su Hao has been in contact with his parents, or he has maintained contact with his parents after he woke up by chance.
Of the two possibilities, he prefers the latter. Because if he and Su Hao's identities are reversed, he is the real master of the body, the child that his parents like. Then Su Hao will definitely not feel that his parents are his own parents, so the possibility of contacting him is very small.
But then again, even if he accidentally woke up, he contacted his parents, which must have made his parents very frightened and very entangled.
Because in the eyes of outsiders, he is undoubtedly no different from mental illness, he is not enthusiastic for a while, and indifferent for a while. Even parents must have a hard time accepting these two diametrically opposed attitudes.
Or, his parents only regard the expression of their own character as their son.
Thinking about the original intention of the way they were looking for, it was not to make him become, but to try to make Su Hao's personality disappear.
At this moment, Xiao Mo had a lot of thoughts in his head, and his heart was even more mixed.
It's like a homeless man who wanders outside all day, and fate has stripped him of a qiē, leaving him only with deep despair. However, one day, he suddenly discovered that fate had not deprived him of a single qiē, but had also given him great rights, and he had instantly swapped places with the "emperor".
This kind of multiple changes in identity, concept, and thinking is no longer a question of whether it is acceptable, but I feel that it is too ridiculous.
Xiao Mo took a few deep breaths in a row, trying to keep himself a little sane, and then he asked Bai Yimei:
"How much else do you know about Su Hao?"
"Have you finally admitted it?" Bai Yimei's face became even more painful at this time.
Xiao Mo neither nodded in acknowledgement, nor shook his head in denial, but raised his voice again and urged:
"Sue me, how much do you know about Su Hao's affairs!"
"How much do you know about ......"
Bai Yimei muttered a word, and then slowly raised her head, and under the bleak moonlight, the tears that slipped down her cheeks were full of rich soreness.
"I don't know much about him. I just know that he is a very lonely person, his parents don't like him, his teachers don't like him, everyone doesn't like him. Although, he is very smart and very good.
He lives every day in fear of being lost and deprived. He knew that he was the "superfluous" one, and he knew that none of the qiē he had obtained now had anything to do with him. It belongs to another person, not to him.
He could strongly feel that the other person was eyeing him, and he didn't want to rob other people's things, but at the same time, he didn't want to ruin them so meaninglessly.
Su Hao...... He was really tired...... It's also painful. ”
"Perhaps."
Xiao Mo responded coldly, and then replied:
"But that's all your self-righteous thoughts, and how much truth do you think there's to them?"
"It's all true!"
Bai Yimei looked at Xiao Mo with blurred tears in her eyes, and then shouted loudly:
"Because I can read his heart, I can read the desire for warmth and care in his heart. Su Hao is just a child who longs for freedom and love. He also didn't want to be alone. ”
"Don't say he's so great!"
Xiao Mo felt that Bai Yimei's words were unusually harsh:
"He is more like a poisonous snake hiding in the dark in my eyes, and when the time comes, he will kill me with a fierce bite.
Do you think I'm going to sympathize with an enemy who is fighting to the death?
Are you too naïve, or am I too naïve? ”
"Maybe I'm too naïve, or maybe I'm too conflicted." Bai Yimei clenched her fists hard. For a while, neither of them spoke.
There was only a ghostly wail all around, and a cold wind that seemed to be able to pierce a qiē.
Xiao Mo couldn't feel the pain from his body at all, or rather, the turmoil that surged out of his heart like a tide had completely overwhelmed a qiē.
I don't know how long this atmosphere lasted, until Bai Yimei trembled again:
"You're alone, aren't you? You just have different personalities.
Everyone will have one or more personality. Some people have a gentle personality, some people have an indifferent personality, and some people have a cheerful personality...... You're just a little more obvious in terms of personality. But isn't it all you, no matter what kind of personality you are? ”
"Is it all us......
Xiao Mo suddenly laughed when he heard this:
"Do you think it's going to be that simple? A person may have many different personalities, but can there be two very different mindsets? Will there be two completely different temperaments?
So, should I be the leader, or should I let Su Hao be the leader? Who's the replacement? ”
"But......" Bai Yimei was still trying to say something, but was coldly interrupted by Xiao Mo, in other words, he was really fed up with Bai Yimei's naivety:
"Say no more! It's not something we can choose, we all have our own memories. There is a life that is exclusive to us. No one wants to be a substitute for anyone, he wants to have you, I want to have my family and friends.
So, our fate was sealed from the beginning.
As for you. It's better to make sure you live first, and other things are not what you should think about. And again......"
Speaking of this, Xiao Mo suddenly stopped, and then emphasized in annoyance:
"Now that you're clear. I'm not the Su Hao you know, so I'm still bothering you to take back those unnecessary feelings. ”
Leave this sentence. Xiao Mo crossed Bai Yimei and limped towards the position of No. 56 Dianliu.
In a barren world, two people are drifting away from each other.
It wasn't until Xiao Mo's figure completely disappeared in this sad and lonely world that Bai Yimei stopped sobbing and turned to look in the empty direction, her face full of despair.
In Xiao Mo's eyes, Su Hao is Su Hao, and he is him. He won't accept Su Hao, let alone himself.
"Can only one of them live......
Bai Yimei asked himself in his heart, if it was really only like this, then he hoped that the person who was alive was Su Hao. However, she had no way to kill Xiao Mo, because that body belonged to the two of them.
"So...... What am I going to do......
Su Hao...... When are you going to really come back to me......"
The wind was getting stronger and stronger, and Bai Yimei didn't know what she was going to do, she felt that her heart had been slashed into countless pieces by the knife, and the cramping pain almost made it difficult for her to breathe.
The howling wind around made Bai Yimei feel that fate was laughing at her, she had been looking for Su Hao for so long and waiting for him for so long, but the result made her heart twist.
She felt that there was nothing worse than this, her lover was in front of her, but it was another soul who ruled over him. Obviously, it seems that he has hardly changed at all, but what is hidden in that body is that he is not dying.
"If you don't want us to have each other, why should we meet again?
Destiny...... Are you so fond of appreciating humble tears? ”
Bai Yimei didn't know what she had figured out, so she waved her hand to wipe away her tears, and then returned to Dianliu 56.
She didn't want to be driven by fate like that, even if she ended up in pieces.
After returning to the rest room, Xiao Mo sat on the chair and was stunned. What Bai Yimei said to him just now really shocked him.
He didn't expect Bai Yimei to know about them, and of course, the most important thing is that he didn't expect Bai Yimei to know so clearly.
There is no need for Bai Yimei to lie to him about this kind of thing, in fact, it is completely unnecessary to do so. But he didn't know what Bai Yimei was thinking, and why he came to talk to him about this now.
Maybe she wasn't sure before, or maybe she was trying to see him as Su Hao.
But either way, it made him feel disgusted, and his anger towards Su Hao had now reached its peak.
As for Su Hao, he must have thought about it, after all, according to Bai Yimei's words, Su Hao is the poor sub-personality, and he is the real master of the body.
From Bai Yimei's cognitive point of view, this is the case, but from his point of view, if Su Hao is not the main personality, then there is another personality in this body.
Because it is impossible for an evil ghost to exist as a master, otherwise he would not be an ordinary person now.
So in this way, the truth is clear.
In his not strong body, there are a total of four personalities.
They are himself, Su Hao, the demon personality, and the master personality that he had been ignoring before.
And how his body became what it is now, through guò Bai Yimei Fang told him, he has already thought of a rough idea.
At the beginning of the period, "he" was an ordinary child who grew up with Liu Zihe. However, due to some reasons, Liu Zihe separated from "him", and their contact gradually decreased. And one day later, an evil ghost suddenly invaded this body, so it split into Su Hao.
Su Hao's indifferent personality is thought to be due to a large part of the influence of the demon's personality, and he also inherited the intelligence of the master's personality, or his personality mutated when he split.
In short, Su Hao, a freak, was born in this way, and has always existed as the master of the body.
But because Su Hao was too smart and sensitive, he sensed the problem with this body and discovered some other secrets.
So he knew that he was not the original owner of this body, that he was just a sub-personality split from a person, and that none of the qiē he had now had anything to do with him. Maybe for some reason, he feels that if he doesn't do something, sooner or later he will die silently.
However, he felt that there was no need to resist, because he seemed out of place with the whole world. No one cared about him, and no one felt the need for him to save zài.
Until I met Bai Yimei. (To be continued......)