Ignoring the pouring rain, Sun Ying hurriedly took a taxi to Jiang Ruofeng's temporary residence, and when she rushed to Jiang Ruofeng's temporary residence, she was already completely soaked.

However, despite the cold rain and biting cold, her heart has never been so hot as it is now.

Just now, she finally understood her heart.

For so many years, Jiang Ruofeng has never been contacted, not because she has completely forgotten him, but because she is not brave enough.

She didn't dare to face her heart, she didn't dare to live according to her heart's thoughts, she kept running away.

Whether it is breaking up with Jiang Ruofeng or agreeing to marry Liu Junyang, although it is all forced, it is more like she is angry with herself.

It wasn't until today, until now, that she finally figured out what she had always wanted.

And this time, she will never run away again, she must firmly grasp everything she wants, whether it is a person or a relationship.

After Jiang Ruofeng came back this time, she rented the house she lived in when she was in college, and because she often brought Sun Ying over before, the landlord naturally knew her. Regarding the various entanglements between her and Jiang Ruofeng, the landlord naturally knows a rough idea.

Looking at the girl in front of her who was dripping water from her clothes, the landlord really couldn't bear to tell her the truth, but if she didn't tell the truth, she might stay here and not leave.

After thinking about it for a moment, the landlord decided that it would be better to tell her the truth.

"Xiao Jiang has already left......"

"He's gone, where did he go?"

"I don't know, I should be going back to Guangdong!"

"When did he leave?"

"It's been almost a month!"

Sun Ying was immediately deflated.

She suddenly hated herself, why didn't she keep him when they met again last time. In fact, I should have ignored it and followed him directly.

Even if he has his contact information, if he deliberately avoids it because he doesn't want to face himself. In the vast sea of people, where are you going to find him?

"Alas......", the landlady sighed secretly, and asked tentatively, "You see that you are wet like this, do you want to come in and sit?"

"No ......", Sun Ying shook her head mechanically, glanced blankly at the house where Jiang Ruofeng lived, then turned around and stumbled out.

"It's raining so hard, where are you going?"

The landlord is a kind-hearted uncle, and he feels a little inexplicably sorry for this girl who is as old as his daughter and is generally stubborn.

Sun Ying ignored him and walked out of the gate by herself, leaving only a lost back for the uncle, and soon drowned in the haze.

That night, Sun Ying booked a train ticket to Guangzhou for herself on 12306.

If he called Jiang Ruofeng at this time and said that he was going to find him, he would definitely not agree, and he would never give him his current address.

But she believed that as long as she arrived in Guangzhou and called him again, he would no longer be able to refuse.

Now that her parents, two brothers-in-law, and the Liu family have undergone such a big change, it stands to reason that she really shouldn't leave her parents to find a man at this juncture, but she can't take care of it so much.

The sentencing of my parents is a foregone conclusion, and it doesn't help to stay here all day. I was suspended from work again, and I had nothing to do except listen to my two sisters complaining and crying all day, so I might as well go to the field to relax.

As for the Liu family, the wedding with Liu Junyang is indeed halfway through, but Liu Junyang is currently in prison, and he doesn't know if his life can be saved for the crimes he committed before.

Moreover, he and he did not go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to register their marriage, so they are not officially husband and wife.

In this case, why is there any need for me to be a widow for the scum.

Now Mo said that her parents don't care about her affairs anymore, even if her parents are still in a high position, this time she will never back down half a point.

Perhaps, others don't understand why Jiang Ruofeng donated his bone marrow to himself, a person who had hurt him, but she understood.

What she understands better is that Jiang Ruofeng is still waiting for her.

So, she was going to find him, to find the boy who had been waiting for the depths of the years.

The last reason is that time is running out for her.

A few days ago, she had learned more about leukemia.

Leukemia is curable, but most patients, who seem to have recovered completely after a bone marrow transplant, are also likely to die without warning a few months later.

Maybe this situation will happen to her soon, so she wants to find Jiang Ruofeng, she doesn't want to leave this world with regrets.

On Jiang Ruofeng's side, after entering college, Su Yu's expenses in all aspects have almost tripled compared to when he was in high school. In the past, I could barely get by, but now the meager manuscript fee is not enough at all.

As a last resort, Jiang Ruofeng had to take on print advertising design everywhere, and the workload increased by more than four times compared to before.

He was already half-crippled, plus an overload of work. In recent days, Jiang Ruofeng obviously felt that his body bones were getting worse and worse.

However, for the sake of his original promise, in order to make Su Yu, a kind girl, despair of this society and her own life situation, Jiang Ruofeng could only grit her teeth and die.

But he's also human. If you are a human being, you will feel tired, and these days, he really feels so tired and tired.

Does one's own persistence really make sense?

For the first time in his life, Jiang Ruofeng had doubts about his own approach.

Although his life is so hard, his life is too hard!

He advised Su Yu to always have hope, but he himself seemed to be desperate.

People are selfish, he funded Su Yu for free, and donated bone marrow for Sun Ying for free, but what did he get?

He has been doing his best to be kind to everyone around him, but a few of them have also repaid him with kindness!

In short, he has been feeling like something is missing around him lately, and finally when he is thirsty in the middle of a code word and habitually goes to get the teacup at hand but misses, he finally knows what is missing around him.

There is no one who will come to his room every day after school to chat with him and ask him for lessons. And if he was coding words at that time, he would go to the kitchen kettle to boil water to make him a cup of tea, bring it to him and put it in a place where he could reach it at hand, and then sit quietly next to him, while watching him code words, the girl in a daze.

Su Yu's university is not in the city, so naturally she can't go home every day, so she hasn't seen her in person once after coming back this time.

It's strange, how could I think of Su Yu inexplicably, maybe I like someone else's girl.

Or maybe it's just because of loneliness!

Because of the inconvenience of his legs and feet, he basically rarely goes out to play, and all day long except for code words is to design advertisements, basically except for sleeping and eating, he spends other time on the computer.

How can such a boring and monotonous pace of life not make people feel lonely.

Every time like this, Jiang Ruofeng would think of his college life, and he even fantasized about how good it would be if Sun Ying was still there.

It has been several years since he broke up with Sun Ying, and it stands to reason that in this era when the frequency of breakups is higher than eating, he should have put Sun Ying down completely.

However, for so long, he has not found another girlfriend. The reason why he did this was because he was half-disabled and afraid that his life would not be long, so he didn't want to delay others, there was a deeper reason - he was always waiting for someone.

Even if so much time has passed, even if she is already going to marry someone else. However, even though his feelings for her had become blurry, he was still waiting.

The girl he was waiting for was called Sun Ying.