Chapter 10: Inexplicable Sorrow
It stands to reason that there is still about half a month before her wedding, and Sun Ying should be very busy. However, the reality is that she is idle, and she is really idle.
The only thing he has left every day besides eating, sleeping, and relaxing is to read.
When others get married, decorating a new house, getting engaged, taking wedding photos, booking a hotel, sending invitations, buying furniture, and other trivial chores can definitely keep people busy. But in Sun Ying's case, all of these are omitted.
Actually, it shouldn't be said to be omitted. But she didn't ask about it herself, and it was all handled by her parents and Liu Junyang.
So far, he hasn't even called his parents about how well the wedding is going.
Think about it, others married out of your will, and I was forced by my parents to marry Liu Junyang. Although she and Liu Junyang are about to officially get married, they have no emotional foundation.
Not only does she have no emotional foundation, but she also hates and even hates this person very much. Therefore, she simply ignored this wedding and let her parents arrange it.
To put it bluntly, it's how you love it. Didn't you force me to marry Liu Junyang, okay, I'll marry. However, if you want me to marry happily, let's dream.
Mom and Dad regard themselves as vassals, puppets at their mercy, and never consider their own feelings, so why should they consider their feelings.
Sun Ying has never been able to figure out what is wrong with Jiang Ruofeng. What's wrong with coming out of the countryside, this is not in the old society, are you still afraid that you will starve with him?
He has a job, and he has a job himself. The income of the two people combined, although it is not a lot of wealth, it is still no problem to be well-off.
Besides, whoever stipulates that if you marry, you must marry the children of high-ranking officials. For the sake of their so-called face, parents broke up themselves and Jiang Ruofeng, is it really so embarrassing to marry an ordinary person?
Jiang Ruofeng is indeed not a big cadre, but he is good to himself, and this is enough. What do parents think, they see that Jiang Ruofeng is not promising?
In short, she feels that her parents' thoughts are simply unreasonable.
So, for others, the big things that matter for life have become inconsequential episodes with her. Although the days are approaching day by day, the rhythm of her life is still taking care of herself and proceeding at her own pace.
It can be said that she neither rejects nor expects this wedding, and it is completely indifferent.
However, it may have been influenced by the wedding. Her mental state has not been very good recently, to be precise, her mental state has been problematic since she broke up with Jiang Ruofeng more than half a year ago.
At first, I had a fever, sweating, and coughing from time to time, and at first I thought it was a cold.
I didn't pay much attention to the cold, so I thought I could get better by buying some medicine and eating it. Unexpectedly, after taking a lot of medicine, the symptoms did not lessen at all, but there were signs of aggravation.
Later, my head began to hurt, I was dizzy, I was inexplicably irritable, and I always had insomnia at night. When I walked, I felt short, weak, and sometimes my joints ached, and sometimes my breastbone hurt. It's just that she still doesn't pay attention to these.
Recently, she felt that her face was significantly paler than before, her gums were still bleeding when she brushed her teeth, and many blood spots and lumps of unknown condition began to appear on her body, so she went to the hospital for a check-up.
I thought she had some serious illness, but the doctor looked at her symptoms and said that it was anemia caused by long-term depression and unbalanced nutrition, and some qi deficiency, so she was told to pay more attention to rest in the future, pay more attention to diet and nutrition, and then casually prescribed some medicine to send her away.
However, after a period of conditioning, she still felt as if it was still ineffective.
This morning, as always, she browsed a recent youth novel "Flowers Bloom in the Rainy Season".
For some reason, she always felt that the heroine in the book was similar to herself in many ways. Temperament, temperament, aesthetics, social values, and even the little faults on her body are exactly the same as herself, just like her twin sister.
That's not right, that's another self at all.
Even the storyline in the book has a sense of déjà vu. For example, recently it was written in the book that the female protagonist's parents objected to her dating the male protagonist, and then the male protagonist suffered a car accident, and the female protagonist was forced to break up with him, and finally he was fired by the company because of his physical condition.
Why, these things are surprisingly similar to what happened to me and Jiang Ruofeng?
She felt familiar with the previous storylines and characters, as if they all knew each other. The only stranger is another girl who has appeared recently.,That's the girl who walked into the male protagonist's life when he was at his lowest.。
The girl is very unlucky, her father passed away early, and the mother and daughter have a very difficult life. The family's economic situation is also not ideal, and she can barely support the mother and daughter with the income of her mother's tailor's shop, but the bad thing is that her mother actually has breast cancer again.
This made the girl very depressed for a while, and she almost dropped out of school. At this time, the male protagonist came into her life, not only funded her studies, but also redeemed her soul.
However, because of long-term overwork and the sequelae left by the car accident, the male protagonist's physical health is getting worse and worse.
Moreover, this time when he returned to his hometown, he met the heroine who had broken up with him, and the heroine also invited him to attend her wedding.
It can be felt between the lines that the male protagonist has been very lost and confused recently.
He redeemed the girl, but who would redeem him?
Seeing this, Sun Ying had a question, who wrote this book?
Who is this author called the Boy in the Mountains?
She suddenly thought that the young man in the mountains was Jiang Ruofeng. The reason why I think this is because I first saw this novel in Jiang Ruofeng's WeChat circle of friends.
Why does he, a big man, want to share such a romantic youth online article that only girls read, haven't men always liked hot-blooded fantasy?
Thinking of this, she wanted to send a message to Jiang Ruofeng on WeChat for verification. After thinking about it, forget it, let's wait to see the follow-up plot. Now, go out and buy some food and come back to cook and eat.
At this moment, she suddenly felt a wave of nausea in her stomach, ran to the bathroom and retched for a long time but did not vomit anything.
What's going on, could it be that I'm pregnant?
However, I have never slept with a man, so I will never get pregnant out of thin air!
Alas, forget it, forget it, let's buy a few boxes of stomach digesting tablets and eat them. When I went out, my joints started to hurt again, and my brain was groggy, so I had to give up.
Jiang Ruofeng was having lunch, and Zhong Suyu called over: "Brother Ruofeng, what are you doing over there, why can't you come over?"
"I have a classmate who got married, and she may have to wait until after her wedding to come over."
"Your classmate is ...... getting married", Zhong Suyu heard Jiang Ruofeng's voice strange, as if something was wrong: "Is it a very good classmate, so you went back for her this time?"
"Deliberately, I can't say it's a coincidence!"
"But you stayed for her. Let me guess what that classmate of yours is......"
"It's the Sun Ying I told you before."
"How do I hear this name so familiar?"
"My ex-girlfriend."
"Ah......h
Zhong Suyu was silent for a moment, and then asked tentatively, "Brother Ruofeng, are you okay?"
"It's okay, why do you ask?"
"Are you really okay?"
"Really."
"Oh......", Zhong Suyu was silent for a moment: "Don't you feel embarrassed to go to your ex-girlfriend's wedding?"
"I don't think so, what's so embarrassing about that. Besides, people have invited me personally, can I not go? ”
"Oh, then you pay more attention to your body, I'm hanging."
After speaking, he hung up the phone directly.
Jiang Ruofeng frowned, what's the matter, is there something wrong with this girl, although she didn't say anything just now, but her tone always felt a little strange.
With his thinking of writing novels, he always has the keenest perception of details.
Just after Su Yu heard that he was going to his ex-girlfriend's wedding, it suddenly became very strange.
What's wrong with her?
Could it be ...... Could it be this girl...... She liked herself.
How is this possible.
"Are you alright......", thinking of what Su Yu asked him just now, he smiled bitterly.
"What can I do, hehe......"
Putting down the phone, Jiang Ruofeng was no longer in the mood to eat. I simply lit a cigarette, walked to the window, looked at the crowded street outside, and felt inexplicably uncomfortable.
He suddenly felt that he was living a ridiculous life, and at the same time a little pathetic.
For some reason, a faint bitterness and confusion gradually appeared in his heart. To tell the truth, even he himself is a half-crippled wretched wretch, still thinking about redeeming others.
He redeemed Zhong Suyu, but who will redeem him.
Zhong Suyu was staring at his mobile phone in a daze, and he was originally happily calling Jiang Ruofeng to ask him when he would come back, but after a phone call, his mood suddenly dropped a lot.
She didn't understand, why did her ex-girlfriend who had already broken up go to her wedding?
However, the strange thing is that whose wedding Jiang Ruofeng went to attend was someone else's business, and what did it have to do with him.
Besides, Jiang Ruofeng didn't say anything, why did he feel bad all of a sudden after listening to the tone of his voice.
I'm really inexplicable.
At this moment, she heard someone outside ask her mother, "Auntie, is Su Yu at home?"
"You're a classmate of our family, come in and sit down. Su Yu, a classmate has come to see you. ”
Zhong Suyu felt a little surprised, who would come to him?
When I went out to take a look, I was slightly surprised that it was Yang Mengli from the same class, which was surprising. Although they are in the same class, they are familiar with Yang Mengli at most, and they don't have any deep friendships on weekdays.
She has a good family background and is the daughter of a big boss, so naturally she won't have too much intersection with people like her, so why should she come to herself?
"Mengli, how did you find here, is there something wrong?"
Yang Mengli smiled very gently and quipped: "What, does it have to be something, can't I come to you to play if I have nothing to do?"
"No, no, I just didn't expect you to come. You sit, I'll pour a glass of water. ”
Liu Mengli waved her hand and asked Zhong Suyu's mother: "Auntie, is Su Yu okay today, if not, let's go out together?"
"I ......", Zhong Suyu was about to refuse, but her mother had already rushed to say: "It's okay, it's okay, if you want to go out to play, just come back early."
"Then let's go......", Zhong Suyu wanted to refuse, but she didn't want Yang Mengli to give her a chance to refuse at all, so she pulled her arm and walked out.
"Mengli, just the two of us?"
Yang Mengli smiled very mysteriously: "Of course it's not just the two of us." However, you are the protagonist today! ”
"What do you mean?"
"It means that in addition to you and me, there are other mysterious guests."
"Who is it?"
"You'll find out when you go. By the way, why are you lying? ”
"What?"
"Didn't you say that you were going to accompany your aunt to the hospital for a review today?"
"That call last night was ......"
"It's my brother Yang Dangli."