Chapter 523: Heartache

After Imperial Doctor Liu stepped back, he asked Dr. Xu for Lin Qingwan's previous pulse case, this Doctor Xu had already prepared, and he gave him Lin Yubin's pulse case a few years earlier.

Dr. Xu said: "In the past few years, my aunt and grandmother have been running around a lot, so I don't have her pulse over the years, only when she never left Suzhou a few years ago. ”

Imperial Doctor Liu flipped over and frowned: "The county lord's body is weak, and now he is mostly overworked. ”

Doctor Xu nodded again and again, "I also think so, so I prescribe more blood and qi nourishing medicines to recuperate......"

After that, Dr. Xu took out the prescription he had prescribed during this time and showed him, and Imperial Doctor Liu frowned and read it, and found that he had nothing to add, and it was impossible to prescribe a better prescription if he were him.

He asked worriedly, "Doesn't it work?" ”

Doctor Xu sighed, "It didn't work much." ”

Imperial Doctor Liu personally boiled the medicine for three days, watched Lin Qingwan take it, and then checked the pulse, and saw that her body was not improving, so she began to fold up.

The situation was even worse than he expected, Lord Lin's body was already at the end of the crossbow, and looking at her spirit in the past three days, she was obviously mentally prepared.

Although she drank all the medicine he boiled and listened to the will, her calm attitude was obviously with the intention of dying.

Imperial Doctor Liu only felt frightened, this time it was really a hot potato.

When the excerpt returned to the capital, it was almost Layue, and the Manchu Dynasty Wenwu knew that Lin Qingwan was really sick, not a fake illness, and the emperor was a little sad, but he couldn't do anything except give some precious medicinal materials.

The imperial court began to acquiesce to Wu Shilang's position as the head of the domain, but Wu Shilang felt uncomfortable at all, he remembered some of the words of the previous Lord Lin County, and the things that he didn't understand before were explained at this time.

Did she know her physical condition a long time ago, and she had been holding on to it a long time ago?

Lin Qingwan can be said to have the grace of knowing him, and Wu Shilang admires her character, so he can't help but feel sad at this time.

So I couldn't help but borrow wine to drown my sorrows, and after getting drunk, I revealed my mouth.

When the wind reached Ren Shangshu's ears, his face changed dramatically, his hands and feet were cold for a while, and he couldn't lift up any strength.

Mrs. Ren couldn't help but worry, and helped him to ask, "What's wrong with you?" ”

Ren Shangshu said with annoyance: "It's my fault, she wanted to resign and return to her hometown, but I stopped her, and she knew that she was not in good health at that time, otherwise how could she be so eager to give way to Wu Shilang?" ”

"How can I blame you, Sister Wan'er's child is so young, she smiles on weekdays, and she can't see the pain, who can know?" Mrs. Ren comforted him and said, "If you don't want to go, you might as well write and ask, but ask us to help find a good doctor." ”

Ren Shangshu propped his head and said: "There is a famous doctor in her family, or Haoyu found it for her, and there is Imperial Doctor Liu, what good doctor can compare to them?" ”

That being said, Ren Shangshu still sent someone to find a good doctor, maybe it would be useful?

The news has been received here in the capital, and the Jiangnan side naturally knows better.

Ji Yuan, who has stopped coming to the door since Shang Wenhui washed the three, came to the door again, and the sun was just right today, Lin Qingwan took Lin Wenze to play in the plum garden.

When Ji Yuan came over, she was sitting in the sun, smiling and looking at the plum blossoms that were squatting on the ground to pick up the plum blossoms that fell on the ground.

There was no one to hide, and she naturally stopped pouring rouge on her face, so her face was a little pale and haggard at this time.

Seeing Ji Yuan parked at the door, Lin Qingwan stood up with the table and said with a smile: "Isn't Mr. Ji coming in?" ”

Ji Yuan paced in, stared at her face for a while, and finally said, "This is the reason why the county lord said that there is no chance?" ”

Lin Qingwan thought for a while, leaned sideways and gave up her seat, "Sir, please sit down, I don't know if General Xiang has solved the endgame we played last time, let's solve it again?" ”

Ji Yuan sat opposite her, shook his head and said, "He has solved it and told me the solution, if the county master wants to solve the endgame, then he has to find another game." ”

"It's troublesome," Lin Qingwan moved the teapot aside and said with a smile, "Then let's start the next plate again." ”

Bai Feng had already brought the chessboard and placed it on the stone table.

Ji Yuan sighed and helped take out the chess pieces.

Ji Yuan no longer asked about her body, Lin Qingwan didn't mention the current situation again, but she really played chess for most of the day, or the sun was getting colder, Bai Feng added a scarf to Lin Qingwan, and Ji Yuan dropped the chess pieces and said goodbye, "Forget it, my heart is not quiet today, I can't play you, I'll come to the door another day to ask for advice." ”

Lin Qingwan was not reluctant, she put away her hand and asked with a smile, "Sir, do you have time to stay for dinner?" ”

Ji Yuan glanced at Lin Wenze, who was running over, and said with a smile: "Don't bother the county lord to tease his grandson, I'll go back and have dinner with my own grandson." ”

Lin Qingwan smiled and nodded, and took Lin Wenze to see him off.

Ji Yuanlin paused when he got into the car, pondered for a moment, and then turned back to her and said: "The county lord asked, I should go down, if I can still walk, I will do my best for this world." ”

Lin Qingwan was pleasantly surprised, let go of Lin Wenze's hand, took a step back, and bowed deeply to him.

Ji Yuan turned around and saluted back, then turned around and got into the car.

He knocked on the wall in the car, and the driver drove away.

Lin Qingwan watched him go away, the smile on the corner of her mouth only widened, she bent down to pick up Lin Wenze, and said with a smile: "Today is really a good day, shall we have some wine at night?" ”

"Okay, okay," Lin Wenze clapped his hands and shouted, "I want to drink it too, sweet!" ”

The fruit wine brewed by Wenyuan has a high degree and a low degree, and the low one is no different from ordinary drinks, sweet and silky.

Lin Wenze likes to drink it very much, and he liked it after drinking it only once, but unfortunately the shelf life of these drinks is not too long and cannot be stored for a long time.

Fortunately, their family does not have much else, but there are many orchards, and there is never a shortage of fruit.

Lin Qingwan took his hand and went back, and it happened that Lin Yubin didn't find anyone in the garden, so he was looking for the gate.

Seeing the two of them holding hands and coming in, she couldn't help but secretly breathe a sigh of relief, and stepped forward with a smile and said, "Auntie, I made you a scarf, you can try it." ”

Lin Qingwan smiled and nodded, "Okay." ”

Lin Qingwan seems to have entered the old age of having a daughter and grandchildren in advance, and is responsible for teasing the two children every day, and when the Chinese New Year is approaching, Lin Yubin and Shang Mingjie have nothing else to do except check the accounts, so they follow her to serve.

Mrs. Shang vaguely heard that Lin Qingwan was going to die soon, and she also sighed slightly, asking Shang Mingjie and Lin Yubin to do their filial piety.

Shang Mingjie found a lot of paints and wanted to paint small paintings for them, and sometimes Lin Yubin even did it himself, leaving more paintings.

Lin Qingwan held Shang Wenhui's small painting, carried the small painting that Lin Wenze put aside, and she and Lin Wenze held a plum blossom, Shang Wenhui lay on the small bed and stretched out his hand to hook it......

Mrs. Yang became even more obsessed with the Tao, and since she knew that Lin Qingwan was sick, she stayed in the hut in the backyard and recited the scriptures all the time, and almost never came out.

Lin Qingwan had to go over once a day, but she didn't see anyone, and she didn't force in, she just came and went, and came again the next day.

Seeing that Chinese New Year's Eve was approaching, Mother Yang couldn't help but persuade her: "Madam, no matter how sad you are, you can't ignore Grandma Shao, she is already sick, and if you worry about you, isn't this disease even worse?" ”

Mrs. Yang closed her eyes and recited the scriptures, and only after reading the book did she open her eyes and look at the Taiqing Daode Tianzun who was offered above, seeing that he was kind, the corners of his mouth were slightly upturned, and the resentment that had been accumulating in his heart could no longer be suppressed, she directly waved her hand and knocked down the offerings on the table, and glared at the bronze statue angrily: "I offer you every day, pray sincerely, and every festival will go to the temple to add merit and silver, and the one who asks for it is only the rest of the dead, the living are healthy, the dead are only my son, and the living are only my daughter-in-law, but you don't even want to fulfill this little wish, what use do I have for you?" What's the use!? ”

With that, the table was overturned.

Mama Yang was frightened, and hurriedly hugged her and said, "Madam, Daozu is watching, don't come nonsense." ”

After that, he quickly knelt down and kowtowed to the bronze statue again and again, "Please also ask Lao Jun to atone for his sins, my wife is also worried about the young grandmother, so she is a little impulsive." ”

Mrs. Yang couldn't help but fall to the ground and cry bitterly, "My child, my child, why do you want me to send a white-haired person to a black-haired person?" ”

She clutched her chest in pain, barely able to speak, and could only cry in despair with her mouth open.

Mama Yang hugged her and cried: "Madam, don't be like this, don't be like this, how sad the young grandmother should be when she knows." ”

"Ahh

Who else could this cold, hardly warm hand belong to?

Mrs. Yang couldn't bear it any longer, so she hugged her and cried bitterly.

Lin Qingwan hurriedly comforted her and said, "Mother, mother-in-law, don't be like this, I, I'm just dead, and I'm going to another world, not really dead." ”

Lin Qingwan said this, bit her lip and said with a smile: "And I can be with Erlang when I go, and we will be relatives with you in the next life, okay?" ”

"There are no gods and ghosts in this world, I don't want the next life, I only want this life, Sister Wan, you have always been capable, you will definitely be able to find a doctor to cure yourself, right?"

Lin Qingwan cried, hugged her, and whispered softly in her ear: "There are ghosts and gods in this world, mother, believe it or not, my brother is an immortal, and I am a ghost." ”

Mrs. Yang looked at her with a sob, apparently not understanding for a moment.

Lin Qingwan held her hand, and at this time there were only their mother-in-law and daughter-in-law and the loyal Mama Yang in the room, so she said softly: "Does Mother think that this body temperature can be possessed by a living person?" ”

Mrs. Yang's heart jumped, and she looked at Lin Qingwan in dismay.

Lin Qingwan smiled at her, "What is the difference between your face and nine years ago?" ”

Mrs. Yang and Mama Yang subconsciously looked up at her face, and there was no difference.

The thought flashed, and the two of them widened their eyes slightly, and no difference was the biggest problem.

Nine years ago, Lin Qingwan was fifteen years old, a talented girl with a young face, and now she is twenty-four, but this rough look, her face is still very immature, in addition to her temperament is more mature, and the plain color she wears presses her complexion, otherwise what is the difference from nine years ago?