Before I start, I will first say the conclusion, knowing that some book friends may not care about how you are, so let's talk about future updates!

I try to do a day a change, the first few months are basically like this, occasionally one day is broken, there is time to make up, no time may pass, basically in the past two months, the monthly update is 90,000 words, less than 100,000 words or so, I try to get full attendance, but there are so many thousands of words.

I am a person with a lot of self-esteem, and I feel uncomfortable with the rebuke or abuse of others, and generally speaking, I basically do what I say.

Well, the following is a description of the recent state of life, which can be regarded as an explanation, if you are not interested, you can skip it.

I'm very sorry.,Since the beginning of this book,The update has not been strong.,I've explained it a few times before.,The biggest reason is because of the current state of life.。

The child is just over two years old, can run and jump, is particularly naughty, active, and is estimated to have ADHD, and there are many emergencies in life.

A few days ago, I slipped on the floor, my teeth broke through the skin of my mouth, I bit through, the blood stained the pillow red, and I got 4 stitches in my mouth.

When he was stitching in the hospital, his mouth was still swollen and bloodstained, he was jumping around, he couldn't catch it, and if you held him, he cried so loudly that the whole hospital could hear it.

At home, either the front door of the head knocks a bag, or the back door of the head hits a corner.

I've never seen such a difficult baby to bring in my life! I used to see those relatives have this kind of baby, and I would definitely die of it, but he is your son, so I can't help it.

My mother-in-law took him with him, and he was tired and sick, and finally went to the hospital for surgery, and now he is resting at home.

Of course, she is still willing to bring, but we don't want her to bring, tired of her is one aspect, on the other hand, the old man with a baby has a lot of small problems, if it is not a person with great wisdom and experience, basically the child will be used to a problem.

My current child has a stinky problem.

When his temper comes, if you make him milk, he will pour it out, give him candy to eat, and he will throw it directly on the ground, go out without legs, just want to hug, cry if you don't hug, hysterical, you are embarrassed, it is useless to be angry.

We must correct these problems while he is still young and can't beat us, otherwise, when he grows up, he will be wasted, and this kind of thing is of course more important than writing a book!

Countless times my wife has persuaded me and scolded me, what else do you write?!

If you don't get full attendance, you won't be able to get 500 yuan, and you have to spend three or four hours a day on it.

What can I explain? Can I say it's for a dream? Is this for myself to be able to publish a book one day? Is this for a midlife crisis to be a little more calm?

I can't say anything, I can only say that you can save the housework and do it when I finish writing the update.

Every day starts after coaxing the children to sleep, sometimes it is 9 o'clock in the evening, sometimes 9:30, until 12 o'clock, and two and a half hours are basically not enough, so washing dishes or something, it has to be after 12:30.

Many times, I fell asleep in a chair and wrote and wrote, and many times, when I was half-asleep, I wrote a bunch of messy things, of course, which had nothing to do with the novel, and deleted them all.

Then, waking up at half past five in the morning, the child has all sorts of reasons to get you up, to drink milk, to pee, to pour water, to eat snacks, to turn around, to eat lipstick, to pour all the moisturizer on the floor, to make a mess of the house.

In the morning, my wife doesn't care about everything, when she doesn't get enough sleep, the whole person is irritable and impatient, so I can only take care of her.

Look at the other side, my wife is not willing to give up her job, she feels that if women lose their economic independence, it is easy to lose everything, she has no sense of security, she would rather apply to the company to get off work at 3 o'clock in the afternoon, deduct money, go home every day to take care of the baby, cook, all kinds of busy, but also in a state of near collapse.

Therefore, it is really difficult for two office workers who pursue perfection to bring a baby, we have too much of our own persistence, and some things just don't fulfill your wishes, but you have to do it, very helpless.

I'm also trying my best to persevere, but sometimes life inevitably has some accidents, if not, I can only say sorry, I will make up for it if I have energy, and if I don't have energy, I can only write an update for the next day.

It's really my feelings that insist on completing this book, and I try not to disappoint you, and I hope you will support me.