Hold on to this thought, waiting for you in this life.

Obsession has been integrated into his soul.

He can't let go of it, and he can't forget it.

Not seeing her disappoints him.

He really wanted to forget, throw away all the memories about her, and treat them as just an innocuous episode.

If you can't think of it, you don't want to; If you can't get it, don't want it.

But he really couldn't do it.

I know that obsession hurts both others and myself.

But he really couldn't control himself.

Du Jinsheng didn't care if he hurt himself, but he cared if he hurt her in his heart.

It's not that he doesn't want to give her freedom, but he just doesn't want to let go.

He is rich and powerful, but he can't have the woman he loves.

Think about it, tired, he is really tired, physically and mentally tired.

Du Jinsheng, who was exhausted, did not force Zhu Shiqiao to go back to the ward.

He didn't say anything more, he just turned and walked to the side of the car, pulled the door casually, and drove away......

He would leave like this, it was really something Zhu Shiqiao didn't expect.

She had vaguely seen such a scene somewhere, as if she had experienced it in a dream.

She shook her head slightly, and the dizziness disappeared instantly.

What happened to her just now? Why do you suddenly feel a little dizzy?

It seems that she must have been angry with that Du Jinsheng.

Anyone who hears such hurtful words will be sad......

Where did Du Jinsheng, who was driving a car, want to say such hurtful words?

He didn't want to, really didn't want to.

He wanted to see her, every day, every moment.

For him, she is a kind of love.

This kind of pain that can't be loved makes Du Jinsheng miserable.

But it is also an invisible harm to Zhu Shiqiao.

She must be crying again now, right?

Or is she five years later already less fragile and strong to leave?

He still cares so much about her, whether she is happy or not.

Du Jinsheng's eyebrows frowned.

What the hell is wrong with him? Why can't you let her go no matter what?

Knowing that it was impossible between him and her, he found it difficult for him to accept such a cruel reality.

How nice would it be if she wasn't the daughter of the Zhu family? Even if it's the Jiang family.

That way, he and she can choose to be together.

But why? She is the daughter of the Zhu family, but he Du Jinsheng is ......

Thinking of this, Du Jinsheng even pulled his heart together.

He had no intention of driving anymore, so he pulled over to the side of the road and stopped.

At this time, his mobile phone rang.

Glancing at the mobile phone screen, Du Jinsheng didn't think much about it, and answered the phone.

"Hey—"

The phone was speakerphone, and Mu Feifei's voice immediately came from inside: "Brother Du, Shi Qiao, she went out of the ward." ”

"Well, I know about this matter, don't be nervous, she'll be fine, you can wait for her in the ward, and she will go back in a while."

"Brother Du, have you seen her?"

"Well, I just saw her at the hospital gate, so you don't have to worry."

"Oh, that's good, since Brother Du said it's okay, it's okay, but ...... Brother Du, I'm still a little worried about her. ”

"There's nothing to worry about, it's not like she can't walk, she'll go back, if she doesn't, where can she go? Back to school? Will there be someone at school to take care of her? So you just have to wait. ”

Although Du Jinsheng said so, he actually didn't have any bottom in his heart.

He didn't know if Zhu Shiqiao would go back to the ward or take a taxi to another place.

After hanging up, he took out his other phone.

He opened WeChat and sent a message: "Are you there?"

But he waited for a long time, but he didn't receive a reply from the other party.

What is she doing? Neither went back to the ward nor returned to WeChat, was she really hiding in a no-man's corner and crying secretly, as he expected?

At the thought of this, his heart was completely broken, shattered to pieces.

If she was crying, she must be crying a lot now.

It was he who made her suffer like this.

It was him who made her wonder how much he cared about her.

It's him, it's him, it's all him......

He felt that he was a sinner for the ages.

His sins will not be atoned for in this life.

If there is an afterlife, he must compensate her with all that he has in life.

But that can only be if, is there really an afterlife? This life is not in his own hands, so how can he talk about the next life?

He suddenly felt as if something was running down his face.

He reached out and touched his face, and felt the wetness, and then he realized that he was actually crying.

I heard his mother say that from birth to adulthood, he never shed a single tear.

Even at the moment of birth, he didn't cry.

I don't know if it's because of his natural adaptability, or because he knows how to feel sorry for his mother, he never cries.

Today, however, he wept, literally.

Crying with tears in his eyes, it was she who made him understand what tears are.

It was she who showed him what it was like to shed tears.

He took the tissue and wiped the tears from his face.

At this moment, his heart seemed to be much more comfortable.

In the past five years, his heart has been like being blocked by something, and he is extremely uncomfortable.

Even if he took a deep breath, it was difficult to eliminate the irritability in his heart.

Today's tears rained down, and he washed away the invisible thing that was blocked in his heart, and he didn't know where to go......

At this moment, Zhu Shiqiao was still standing at the door of the hospital.

She finally got the freedom she had always dreamed of, and she didn't want to be in the hospital in the first place.

She also didn't like to be admitted to the hospital by him.

However, when he really left, no longer forced her to be hospitalized, and left her here alone, she was not as relaxed as she imagined, but she became extremely empty.

It was as if something vital had been lost in her heart.

At this moment, Zhu Shiqiao was really at a loss.

But then she turned back into the hospital.

At this time, Mu Feifei was standing at the door of the ward and watching.

Seeing Zhu Shiqiao coming back, she finally saw hope and immediately ran over: "Shiqiao, you are finally back, if you don't come back, I really don't know how to explain to Brother Du." ”

Zhu Shiqiao looked at Mu Feifei, and then sneered: "Heh, Feifei, you are really naïve, who do you think of me?" You don't have to worry about what happens to him at all, because he doesn't care if I can't stay in the hospital. ”

While speaking, Zhu Shiqiao walked into the ward.

Mu Feifei hurriedly followed and closed the door of the ward casually: "Shiqiao, Brother Du really cares about you." ”

"Forget it, do you know why he had to send me to the hospital?"