2207 Choosing to Fight
Kewpie's words sounded like quibbles to Xiaomei.
“…… That is, you won't do anything? Xiaomei refuses to think deeply, she knows that her state is easily affected, and her own cognition and thinking are not as deep as others, so she chooses to summarize the other party's meaning from a more simple and direct perspective, even if this is not what the other party wants to express - but at least, it is what she wants to confirm.
"I'm already doing it, but my power is limited." Kewpie didn't have the slightest emotion, the corners of its mouth still showed an elegant and lovely arc, as if smiling, "If no one came to help me, I wouldn't be able to do much, that's why the magical girl appeared." ”
"I and the others can help you, as long as you're willing to go out of your way to solve the problem." Xiaomei said categorically.
"So, they're already helping." Kewpie came a little closer.
In the reflection under the light of the water, the figure of a mysterious expert who was forced to fall into a deep sleep due to his poor mental state appeared.
"I didn't help them get rid of the mental influence because I needed their help to get rid of the mental influence, and the best way for them to help me was to get into this state of mental influence...... Xiaomei, look at it from another angle, you still can't understand? Kewpie asked.
Xiaomei stared at it and was silent, she only understood one thing, that is, no matter what Kewpie said and did, the end result was that he could not wake up his companion, and he did intend to put his companion in that terrible mental state. She couldn't understand the contradictions it said, and if Cuppy really wanted to help his own people, then he should find a better way, and even if he couldn't find it, he should be in the process of finding it......
Things are so hard that if there really is no other way, you should not take advantage of the suffering of your companions.
“…… If you don't suffer pain, you won't have the dawn of victory, Xiaomei. Cuppy's beautiful, clear, emotionless gaze was not repelled in the eye contact, and it seemed to know what Xiaomei was thinking and why she was thinking the way. A person, a seemingly animal, who doesn't actually know what it is, is so close to each other.
Xiaomei had no doubt that Kewpie had long known what she would think and say, and by the time she said this, she had already understood what she would decide.
Perhaps, in its eyes, its own heart is really transparent and superficial.
"I want to win. After paying so much, everyone wants to win. If it is to seize the dawn of victory, it is acceptable to suffer suffering. However, you could have told everyone openly......" Xiaomei's voice gradually calmed down, as if she had eliminated all the troubles, worries, and fears from before, "If everyone knew, they would be happy to help with this." After all, we don't actually have the power to decide the outcome of the battle, and in this battlefield, we are so small, if we are just told that as long as we pay the price of insanity, we can have a new opportunity, then, probably no one will refuse. However, you are so sneaky, you don't say anything, just watch everyone fall into despair, and brazenly take advantage of everyone's mental state at this time. I have to wonder if you're cheating on us. ”
"Deception? Xiaomei, what are you talking about? I've never lied. You should know. Kewpie tilted his head and made a voice with a cute expression that was emotionless and cold.
"Maybe in your opinion, this is not a deception, at most it is just a use. But, for everyone, this is deception. Xiaomei raised her magic staff and pointed it at Cuppy, "That's it, it's useless to talk to you so far." It's not a bad thing that you have your own standards, but it's a shame that you're treating others by your own standards, which doesn't meet the requirements of a united front. Just such thoughts and attitudes are already doomed that you will not become your own person, not to mention, you have already begun to act. ”
"In other words, Xiaomei, do you think I'm an enemy?" Kewpie had no fear at all, and Shi Shiran said, "But, aren't you just judging my actions according to your own thoughts, wishes, and standards? Have you consulted anyone else? Even if everything I'm doing now may be a bit unacceptable from NOG's point of view, everything I'm doing is good for you. As I said, I've always been my own person, and it's not a process, it's a result. Xiaomei, it's unacceptable, is it you, or everyone? Are you speaking on your own behalf or on behalf of everyone now? How do you prove that you can represent everyone? ”
"......" Xiaomei couldn't answer, she had never thought about these things, but she knew one thing, and that was that no matter where she was, no matter what group she was in, whether it was among humans, or among occult experts, or even among survivors, she was definitely not special in thoughts, attitudes, emotions, and behaviors—which meant that there were many people like her.
You may not be able to represent everyone, but in the absence of anyone else standing up, it should be no problem to represent those who have something in common with you, such as what you think, what you do, what you do, what you generate, and what you think.
On the contrary, compared with himself, the Kewpie on the other side, this thing that is not human from any point of view, speaks with human logic and uses human philosophy to argue, how ridiculous it is. I can represent at least some people, but the source of this magical girl in front of me can't even represent a "person".
What it does, what it thinks, may indeed be on the side of the same enemy, but it can hardly be said to be on the side of humanity. Because of this, Xiaomei can't accept what it says and does.
What is the reason why they have survived until now, and still decided to launch a general attack on the enemy in a desperate situation where there is no hope? No matter what the answer is, it is inseparable from "humans", cyberballs, magical girls, or survivors, representing the last resistance of human beings, and they are willing to bear the despair and pain brought by this war, and fight for the illusory victory.
They are human beings who stand here.
Xiaomei didn't want to debate with Kewpie anymore. She was a fool, and she couldn't speak to the other party, but no matter what the other party said, it seemed to her ears that she was mocking humanity, mocking the warriors who were struggling in vain to the end of their extinction.
It's just more than half a sentence without speculation.
“…… Don't want to talk about it? What a pity. It's been a long time since I've spoken to anyone, so I'm looking forward to it. Kewpie shook his tail, and the reflection gradually disappeared under the water, and returned to the calm dark blue, "What a fool you are, Xiaomei, you just need to convince me, but you want to do it with me." Do you really think you can defeat me? Do you really think that violence can change my mind? You don't understand anything, you always have naïve ideas. However, if the desired result cannot be obtained, then even if the process is subjectively correct and human, it is of no use – because the result will be divided into birth and death. ”
“…… There may be people who agree with you, but certainly not everyone. Xiaomei just said that, and began to run around Kewpie. There are many reasons for her to hesitate and make her feel that it is impossible to defeat this opponent, such as: the other party is the source of the power of the magical girl, how can she be defeated by the power of the magical girl? Even if you don't think about it, you can find a lot of them, but she also knows that no matter what the reason, when she comes here, she can only fight.
Either way, the odds of victory are slim, and even then, there is no other option. In fact, hasn't the battle of these people always been like this? Whether the opponent is Kewpie or not, their odds of winning are slim. But at this time, "whether you can win" is no longer a reason to fight - you and others are already the last survivors of the human race, if you don't fight, what are you going to do here? Wouldn't it be better to stay where you are and wait for death?
Isn't it much easier to give up trying to survive and kill yourself in order to be free from pain than to struggle in despair today?
- It's ridiculous, it's stupid.
Xiaomei was running, time began to slow down in her thoughts, and many things that she had never thought of jumped out of her mind one by one. Some philosophies about life and fighting are also revolving around this situation. Many things that I didn't understand seem to be understandable. Those thoughts about death, about humanity, about survivors, about hellish conditions and a future so far away that there is little light in sight, are all about the ridiculousness and stupidity of themselves and their companions.
However, these mocking thoughts also blurred under her concentration. In order to defeat Kewpie, to free his companions from the painful mental influence, to give everyone the opportunity to choose whether or not to accept this pain by their own will, and to dig out more possibilities from Kewpie's body, it is necessary to throw away those burdens from the body and mind.
Whether it is an intelligible idea, or an incomprehensible idea, "understanding" itself is not what is needed for combat. Perhaps, at this point, Xiaomei's perception is different from that of other mysterious experts. She thinks she's a fool, a fool who can't figure out some questions no matter how she thinks about them, so don't think about it, don't understand it.
In just a few seconds, it was divided into dozens of parts, and the time of each part was making Xiaomei move away from Kewpie's sight with faster acceleration. Kewpie didn't move, didn't even turn his head, just let Xiaomei follow a maneuvering arc and detour behind it.
The footsteps of Mercedes Benz, every time they fall on the water-colored water, there will be dreamlike ripples. Xiaomei's movements are so light that she can barely feel the resistance of the air in this wonderful space. Every time she scurried forward, she felt as if even gravity was at a minimum, and she was about to lose her tug—as if she could easily jump to a height of 100 meters with a casual jump upward.
Ripples spread around Kewpie, but Kewpie didn't seem to do anything, just rolled his eyes and seemed to be looking backwards, but was stopped by his eye sockets. The eyeballs that pressed down to the corners of the eyes clearly reflected the ripples in the water-colored water.
"It can't be helped. Xiaomei, you're always so eager and irritable. Are they already mystical experts, and haven't learned how to think in battle? Is it really okay to ignore the thoughts that warn you? Kewpie just said that.
At the same time, behind its head, Xiaomei unleashed the radioactive power that the magic staff had already stored and pressurized, and a pillar of light with a diameter of half a human rushed towards Kewpie. Along the way, the water that supported both sides like the ground was dug up a long ravine.
Xiaomei didn't feel that her attack was very powerful, but rather, this level of impact release was still at the level of temptation, on the contrary, it seemed that this piece of water was a little fragile - it was not a substance in itself, it was more like a phenomenon, Xiaomei once thought that it would not produce such a timely change in response to the situation.
The whole space became brighter under the light cannon fire. Although it was in the form of light, it did not reach the full beam of light, and even Xiaomei could see the process of reaching Kewpie.
It was only at this time that Kewpie turned his head and met Xiaomei's gaze, and the next moment, the pillar of light would hit its head. But at this moment, as if yawning, Cuppy opened his mouth - it was clear that the pillar of light was less than half a meter away from its body, but its movement of opening its mouth was faster than the speed of the pillar of light.
Although it was fast, it allowed Xiaomei to see clearly how its mouth was open beyond its body.
Cuppy swallowed the pillar of light in one gulp.
Xiaomei was a little surprised, but this result was not entirely unexpected. Of course, Kewpie is not very easy to deal with, and no one knows how it fights, and there is no possibility of learning from experience now. Xiaomei can only rely on her own experience and intuition, and can only use the mystery of the magical girl herself to fight—in front of Kewpie, these dependences can fail, and she knows full well how well she knows her enemies against her.