Zhang Xin and Lu Yue drifted in directly from the lighted window on the fifth floor, the white light shining on the old furniture, and a middle-aged man was smoking in the living room, and the smell of smoke filled the room.

Looking at the face, this person should be Zhao Fei'er's father, Zhao Ting.

It's just that this Zhao Ting has a thin face, a yellow complexion, a freshly shaved chin, a little eerie and scary under the lights, flashing eyes, and constantly trembling legs, all of which show that this man is very irritable at this time, and he doesn't look like a reliable person, and in layman's terms, he doesn't look like a good person!

Zhang Xin saw Zhao Ting for the first time, and after taking a look, he pulled Lu Yue and walked towards the bedroom next to him, the room with the sailboat Christmas card hanging at the door should be Zhao Fei'er's boudoir, 04 Christmas, Zhang Xin's Christmas gift, I didn't expect Zhao Fei'er to keep it in this life.

At that time, the two were still in the second year of junior high school, an innocent age, and an age when love first opened.

Gently opened the door, and did not disturb the man smoking in the living room, nor did it disturb the beautiful woman in the room, because there was no one in the room.

"What about people?" Lu Yue asked in a low voice.

The lights are still on, but there's just no one.

"I don't know, the light is still on, there is an open book in front of the desk, she should have been here just now." Zhang Xin pointed to the desk in front of the white curtain, the green single table, covered with floral posters, which was the desk pulled back from school when he graduated from junior high school, and Zhang Xin also had one, but now it is in the old mansion of the crystal ball.

"Well, there is still a fragrance in the room, it should be Zhao Fei'er's body fragrance, wait a while. Should be back soon. Lu Yue sniffed her nose and guessed that Zhao Fei'er should have gone to the toilet, of course she and Zhang Xin did not have a special habit of peeking, so they immediately walked around the room and carefully looked at the layout in the room.

There are no star posters, no anime animations, just simple small decorations, and the room is very simple and looks comfortable.

These are enough to prove that Zhao Fei'er is a simple and pure girl.

Zhang Xin came to the desk, his eyes fell on the open book, of course, it couldn't be biochemistry, nor was it high-level finance, after reading a few lines casually, Zhang Xin's eyes flickered slightly.

"I really wish you were a boy, and you got together in a hurry this year, and you were so restrained and bitter with each other. In fact, don't say that you are so clean and pure, even the coldness of some people will also bring me closer to you more powerfully. I don't have the intention of having a relationship with Brazil like ordinary people and then letting go......"

Zhang Xin's heart moved, and he turned a few more pages casually, his eyes moved again, and this page was folded into a corner and used as a bookmark, and a few lines of words were marked-

"If there were only two of us in the world, I would have bullied you so much that I couldn't cry."

"I'm not very happy because you don't love me very much. But the so-called unhappy person does not mean that he is unhappy, just as not loving me very much does not mean not loving me. ”

I flipped through it again and found that there were many similar marked sentences.

Zhang Xin turned the book over and glanced at the title of the book - "The Complete Works of Zhu Shenghao's Love Letters".

Stunned, then relieved.

"Girl, I really like this kind of affectionate love and love sentences that are easy to sensationalize!"

Zhang Xin put back the love letter, looked at the locked drawer and the key to the bedside, curiosity was raised, and he was about to reach out to get the key, ready to find out, when the door closed sounded, as well as the man's deep voice and the girl's crunchy voice.

"Zhao Fei'er!?" Zhang Xin's heart moved, and he immediately walked towards the door.

Lu Yue also followed, wanting to open the door, but was pulled by Zhang Xin: "Wait a minute......"

Lu Yue's eyes moved, it was impossible to peek, but eavesdropping was still possible.

"Sent away?" Zhao Ting's low and hoarse voice rang out.

"Hmm." Zhao Fei'er responded softly, "Dad, I'm back in the room." ”

"Wait a minute." Zhao Ting stopped her daughter and asked, "How is the matter with the two of you?" ”

"Huh? What about the two of us? Zhao Fei'er was a little surprised.

"That's right, Chen Yang has already told me, saying that he has confessed to you, and you have agreed. Isn't it? Zhao Ting asked.

"No, no, I didn't ......" Zhao Fei'er panicked suddenly.

"Don't be afraid, I didn't mean to blame you, although I didn't agree with you and Chen Yang before, but now the situation is different, the world has become a little different, and Chen Yang ...... It's also a character who can protect you, and if you're with him, it's a good thing. Zhao Ting interrupted Zhao Fei'er's explanation and said what was in his heart.

Zhao Fei'er immediately shook her head and decided to explain clearly: "No, Dad, don't think about it, Chen Yang and I are just friends, ordinary friends, not like you think." Before he confessed, I didn't agree, it was he who told others that I agreed for the sake of face. Okay, Dad, I don't want to talk about this again, I'll go back to my room and read. ”

"Stop!" Zhao Ting stopped her daughter, "You don't want to mention it, but I want to mention it, you have to give me an explanation for this matter." ”

"Confess? What's the explanation? Zhao Fei'er looked at her father puzzled.

Zhao Ting took a deep breath: "Fei Fei, tell you the truth, don't you still forget that person!" ”

Zhao Fei'er's face changed, her voice trembled a little, and she pretended to be calm: "That person? Which person? Dad, what do you say? I don't understand! I'm tired, I'm going to sleep! ”

The sound of footsteps came, Zhao Fei'er walked quickly to her room, Zhang Xin and Lu Yue immediately got up and stepped aside.

But instead of opening, a scream came from the living room: "Ahhh ”

Before Zhao Fei'er returned to the room, Zhao Ting suddenly stepped forward, grabbed her daughter's arm, and pushed her to the sofa.

"Sit down!" Zhao Ting shouted, "Today, you have to make your words clear. Don't think I don't know anything, say, can't you forget that girl, that stinky girl named Zhang Xin! ”

"Ahh You, how do you know? No, Zhang Xin is not a stinky girl, she is a good girl. Zhao Fei'er exclaimed, she didn't understand why her father suddenly knew about it, and her father who was busy with business didn't know about it at all.

"Sure enough! Sure enough, it's true! Chen Yang didn't lie to me! Fei Fei, you, you actually like a girl, you ......" Zhao Ting was shocked and angry, his hard-working daughter turned out to be a deviant lily girl, which made him unable to accept it at all.

"What? Chen Yang told you? No, he, he promised that I wouldn't tell you, it's ......" Zhao Fei'er was also shocked and angry, Chen Yang had obviously promised her to keep her secret.

Before she finished speaking, with a snap, a big ear scraper was pumped on her face, and Zhao Fei'er was stunned, her ears rang with tinnitus, and her face hurt hotly.

"Zhao Fei'er, you, you want to be angry with me!" Zhao Ting's whole body trembled, his face was pale, he pointed to his daughter who was covering her face in a daze on the sofa, and said angrily, "From today on, I don't care if you forget that stinky girl, you and Chen Yang's affairs must be done as soon as possible, and an engagement ceremony will be held for you in a few days, and when you settle down, you will get married!" ”

"Married?" Zhao Fei'er suddenly came to her senses and suddenly stood up from the sofa, "No, I don't want to get married!" I don't like Chen Yang, I can't be with him! ”

As he spoke, he was about to leave, but was dragged back to the sofa by Zhao Ting again: "Zhao Fei'er, this matter is not what you say!" Get engaged, don't get married, I'll bring Chen Yang tomorrow and settle this matter! Anyway, his bride price money has already been given! ”

"No, I don't get engaged, I don't get married! I don't like Chen Yang, I won't be with him! Wait, the bride price money ......" Zhao Fei'er was stunned: "What bride price?" Dad, what did you take from him? ”

Zhao Fei'er's eyes suddenly fell on the box of cigarettes on the coffee table, Qinglong cigarettes, soft packs, a pack of at least 80 yuan, now, it should cost more than 300! Since the bankruptcy of the family's business, my father has never smoked such a good cigarette!

Originally, Zhao Fei'er thought that it was given by Chen Yang, but now it seems that it should not be so simple!

Her daughter's questioning made Zhao Ting's heart feel weak all of a sudden, her face became a little embarrassed, she took a deep breath, and said seriously: "Feifei, you just listen to your father once, and your father is also for your good." You say, that stinky girl named Zhang Xin......"

"Ahh No! Say no more! Zhao Fei'er screamed, feeling like she was about to collapse.

"Okay, okay, she's not a stinky girl, but, think about it, people already have boyfriends, and they show that they don't want to be with you, even if you like her, but she doesn't like you! And...... You are now separated, Zhang Xin went to Jinghua, and happened to encounter an outbreak of the zombie virus, maybe he is dead......"

"No, no, Xiao Xin'er won't die, no! Dad, please, don't say it, don't say it again! Zhao Fei'er curled up on the sofa, hugged her knees and cried.

Seeing her daughter like this, Zhao Ting's heart moved, knowing that he had reached the point, and then continued: "Okay, even if she didn't die and survived, what was the use?" She's outside, she can't get in at all, and the two of you won't have a chance to see each other again. So, no matter what you say, you still forget about her, Dad is already old, you just accept Chen Yang and let him protect you! ”

Zhao Fei'er suddenly stopped crying, stared at her father with big eyes, and slowly stood up: "You're right......"

Zhao Ting's eyes lit up, it was not easy, he finally persuaded this ignorant daughter, and when she married Chen Yang, she could rely on her son-in-law's strength to make a comeback, and even without having to work hard to get rid of the current hard life!

"You're right, Xiao Xin'er is outside, it's impossible to come in. But ......" Suddenly, Zhao Fei'er's voice changed and became firm, "I can go out!" I'm going to join the Guardian Project, I'm going to get out of here, I'm going to find Xiao Fei'er, I'm going to find my love! Dad, I'm sorry! ”

Zhao Fei'er suddenly dodged, ran past Zhao Ting as flexibly as a cat, and flew towards the door.

Zhao Ting was taken aback, subconsciously chased after him, and shouted: "Zhao Fei'er! You, what are you going to do? ”

Zhao Fei'er had already taken the lead in opening the door, walked out of the room, and then slammed the door shut, and when Zhao Ting chased after her, she couldn't open the door.

"Dad, don't worry about me, it's impossible for me to be with Chen Yang, I'm ...... I only like girls, I'm sorry...... Dad, I'm going to join the Guardian Program, and even if I don't get in, I won't be coming back. My daughter is not filial, take care! Zhao Fei'er blocked the door with her body while crying and parting. After saying that, he quickly ran downstairs.

Zhao Fei'er knew that her father's physical strength was not good, so she should not be able to catch up with her.

Sure enough, when she ran to the street and looked back, Zhao Ting had just gone downstairs, and then she was panting with her hands on her knees.

Looking at the rickety figure, Zhao Fei'er also hesitated, but soon understood that she could still live a good life without her father, after all, there were dozens of women in the room next to her who spent the night there, and then they were ruthlessly abandoned by their father.

Liar, this is Zhao Feier's father's profession, a profession that eats by deceiving women's feelings.

Perhaps from that time, Zhao Feier no longer believed in men.

Leaving her father may be unfilial, but when she thinks of marrying a man she doesn't like, Zhao Feier has a feeling that life is worse than death, men, it's okay to be friends, but to be your husband, in the dead of night, you have to touch your skin, go deep into your body, feel your heartbeat, that feeling is like being crawled all over your body by a caterpillar, it's better to die!

Zhao Fei'er decisively chose to flee!

A slightly cold night breeze blew, and at this moment, Zhao Fei'er's thoughts were extremely clear-

The world, as expected, still can't accept it.

Even my father was angry with himself, and for the first time in many years, he hit himself.

Deviant, indeed!

Undoubtedly, for ordinary people, this is a sick heart, Zhao Fei'er knows very well in her heart, but she is terminally ill and there is no cure!

Maybe I'll never see my little Xin'er again, maybe I won't accept myself when I see her, maybe I won't meet a girl with the same sexual orientation as myself in the future, so ...... Grow old alone!

Zhao Fei'er had thought this more than once, but today she had the courage to take her first step.

Take the first step, even if the road in the future is hard, you can only grit your teeth and go on, just like the current situation, a dilapidated street lamp, in front of the dim light illuminates the scene of three meters around, and as far as the eye can see, it is pitch black.

An eighteen-year-old girl, dressed in only simple clothes, had nothing but a purse in her pocket and a few cards.

The future is confused and cannot be seen clearly.

Look up, it's purple lightning in the sky!

"The outside world is much more difficult than here......" Thinking of this, Zhao Fei'er's body was shocked, Zhang Xin's current situation is much more difficult than her!

"Xiao Xin'er......" Zhao Fei'er muttered, then took a deep breath and strode towards the city center, she was going to sign up for the Guardian Program selection.

It's just that she hasn't walked a few steps, Zhao Fei'er suddenly felt something strange, there seemed to be a figure standing under the tree at the intersection in front of her, although she couldn't see anything, she always felt that there were a pair of dark eyes staring at her in the darkness.

"Who!" Zhao Fei'er was shocked, but quickly calmed down, although there was chaos in this neighborhood, but that group of gangsters didn't dare to provoke themselves at all, they all hid when they met them, "No wonder they hid......"

Reassuring, Zhao Fei'er continued to walk forward.

Then a crisp figure rang out in the silent night sky—