"As for me, even if you know it, it won't help you in any way.

So, can I not say it? ”

When Shu Ya raised his head again, Xia Feng couldn't help but be a little shocked, because he saw the tears flickering in Shu Ya's eyes.

"Put it on."

Xia Feng threw the bathrobe to Shu Ya.

"Thank you." Shu Ya thanked her and hurriedly wrapped herself around her.

Xia Feng wasn't really so kind, he was afraid that Shu Ya would catch a cold, but he was afraid that if he watched Shu Ya spend so much time in vain, he would lose his sexual interest in other women's bodies in the future.

It's like getting used to a good cigarette, but it's hard to smoke a bad cigarette again.

Yes, in Xia Feng's opinion, women are like cigarettes.

It's an empty companion, no, no, it's not good, but if you breathe too much, you'll get dizzy.

Addictive and hurtful.

"Tell me what you know? I am very incomprehensible and curious as to why so many people, especially the core personnel, join a group like Moby Dick's heartbreak. ”

"Let me tell you a story, maybe you'll understand a little bit after listening to it.

This is a story about my friend.

Her name is Mengxin.

Mengxin used to tell me that her home was very large and double-storey, and there was a nanny aunt in it, who picked her up and went to school every day, and told her stories to accompany her.

Until one day, instead of being outside the school gate, she waited for her nanny aunt, who was replaced by a man with a blank face.

She was caught in a car and taken to a very remote location.

It was a village.

There were many people in the village, and there were many children about her age.

Boys, girls.

She cried and wanted to go home, but no one could help her, the girl's sad crying, homesickness, could only be exchanged for indifference and beatings.

I don't know how many times she sneaked out late at night, but in the end she couldn't escape.

She asked for help from the seemingly simple villagers, but in exchange for a chilling indifference.

Warning whipping is the order of the day here, and it's more like hell here than a prison.

Every child has to complete the seemingly impossible training under the orders of the instructor.

I don't know how many people broke their legs.

How many people were beaten to death and strangled to death by children who were stronger than themselves in fighting each other.

The injured child will have his tongue cut off and thrown aside.

It's a familiar scene, right, like some of the beggars who often appear on the streets.

They are a warning to us.

After living there for a year, Mengxin was sent abroad.

An African country.

Many children want to make small moves with the plane when they go through the security check.

But no one succeeded.

After arriving in Africa, what awaits Mengxin is even more brutal training.

Again, she remembered it the most.

She suffered multiple fractures all over her body and was thrown into a ravine.

There are many wild beasts in the mountain, and the instructor tells them that only the lucky and persevering will survive.

Each was given a dagger.

At first, no one knew what the dagger was used for.

But after a few days, it became clear to many.

The dagger is not used to kill beasts, but to kill those around you who also don't have the strength to keep crawling.

Because you need to eat, you can't starve to death, you still want to live.

A child who once lived in a privileged family, in order to survive, gnawed on the flesh and blood of the same kind after killing people.

This made her a vegetarian for a long time to come.

I even hate red.

In this way, she survived and was cured.

became one of the lucky few.

But the pain didn't go away, she kept being transferred to places that were strange and difficult to her.

She was forced to undergo various trainings.

Accept all the things that make her forcibly forget the past.

This made her gradually forget the beauty of her childhood in her long growth, and even her own name began to blur.

Family, parents, and the nanny and aunt, she can't remember at all.

When she grew up, she occasionally remembered it, but every time she looked it up, she was desperate.

She hated the damn organization, and she hated everyone in it.

Of course, I hate the world even more.

Why, no one came to save them?

The leader of the organization has appeared in front of them, and Meng Xin feels that many people, like him, want to break this person into pieces.

However, what they didn't expect was that this was also the dream of the leader.

The leader told them why they could be easily transported abroad.

Why they were so easily captured.

It's because there are too many moths to exploit the loopholes of order, and too many moths do not act.

He says a lot of things, and although we all know that he may be diversioning hatred, in our hearts, what we hate may well be the world itself.

This may be difficult for you to understand, and it may be impossible to agree with.

But that's just the way it is.

Mengxin has been washed in her brain too many times, and she will keep telling herself every night not to forget hatred.

Don't be like everyone else, from resistance to acceptance, and then to loyalty.

She wants revenge.

Forbearance, on the other hand, is the premise of revenge.

So for a long time, no matter how much she rejected and hated in her heart, she still showed loyalty and diligence.

Like everyone else, like a walking dead controlled by the boss, at their disposal.

They may think she had forgotten, but in fact, she never really did.

Although, the memory of the past has been blurred to the point of indistinguishability.

She is not an amnesiac person.

She's different from everyone else. ”

Shu Ya's mood was low at first, and then she became very excited.

This also made Xia Feng wonder if the girl named Mengxin was Shu Ya's real name.

But yes or no, obviously not that important.

What Shu Ya wanted to tell him was just why the core members of those organizations were so perverted and loyal.

Because they are all people, forcibly washed of their memories, forcibly indoctrinated with hatred.

Everyone has been carefully cultivated for ten years, more than ten years, and naturally becomes no different from a puppet.

But then again, Shu Ya is a woman who is too good at acting and too smart, so he didn't feel any so-called sympathy or relax his vigilance simply because of a story told by the other party.

Shuya's story mentions order, and Moby Dick's ambition is also to overthrow it.

Of course, there are too many people who question the order.

But the establishment of order is to serve the majority of the people, and to abandon the minority.

There is no single way that can be beneficial to all.

It's like if you dig deeper, the first half of the life of the criminal, then, the person who really sinned, will become someone else.

Because in the first half of his life, every person who affected him, and everything that affected him, was the butterfly effect that led him to this step.

In general, it is the environment, which is caused by the order.

But can you say that order made him go to sin?

Apparently not.

Xia Feng is not a philosopher, and he does not want to explore too advanced questions.

He is the same as everyone else, whoever does the wrong thing is whose responsibility is, and no matter what the reason, it can't change the fact that you did it.

Although he admits that this idea is somewhat self-defeating.

It's like a couple getting divorced, so even if one party cheats, it won't be because it's only cheating once.

And it is often the end result of many times, that is, multiple layers of reasons.

If you dig deeper, then why did the cheating party cheat?

may be traced back to the fact that the party who did not cheat has some very unbearable behaviors in life that let the cheating party.

But people obviously don't go back like this, they don't break down the blame, they just blame all the faults on the cheating party.

Xia Feng remembered reading a book on psychology, in which the author's feelings and sentimentality about human beings were included.

The feeling is that there is no right or wrong in this world, but it is necessary to distinguish between right and wrong.

The sentimentality is that everyone's behavior is caused by mental illness, but it is never accepted and acknowledged.

Xia Feng didn't know what to say to Shu Ya, seeing Shu Ya standing in the bathtub, her legs a little white, he sighed and said:

"Let's go out and talk."

But as soon as he turned around, he heard a loud knock on the door, which suddenly came in from outside.

(Thanks to Childe V's reward, it is a great alliance in the kingdom, and I came to the system to support a smile.) Thank you so much. ）