Chapter 229: Leaving the world to be independent will probably eat dirt

If it is an adoptive child, can the child be taught well, even if it is an adoptive child, she must have the ability to raise it, otherwise why let the child be responsible for the rest of her life?

Yuan Churou felt it, and suddenly understood Yuan Chuyao's intention to teach them, she hoped that one day, the two of them would be free and live very well without the need for home care.

The concept of independence appeared in Yuan Churou's mind for the first time, and if you want to be independent, you must not only have the power to protect yourself, but also have the money to provide freedom.

It's too hard for her to want power, is there any way to bind her powerful family to her?

The answer gradually became clear in my heart, be a useful person.

Except for parents, no one wants to raise a bug that can only suck blood, and useful people are liked wherever they are.

Until sitting in the carriage, Yuan Chuyao found that Yuan Churou was still in thought, and the little person had a very serious face, as if he was facing a turning point in his life.

"Rourou, what are you thinking?" Yuan Chuyao stretched out his hand and shook it in front of her eyes.

For the first time, the three of them were crammed into a carriage, a carriage with the specifications of Yuan Chuyao, which was still spacious even if there were three people.

Yuan Chuying sat opposite Yuan Churou and teased: "I've lost my spirit since I started, could it be that I hurt my brain during the fight?"

Yuan Churou's three views had just undergone reorganization, and he had no idea of playing with Yuan Chuying, so Lao Cheng sighed, "It turns out that I am a layman." ”

At one point, her thoughts forked, and she realized that the independence she wanted was not the same as the independence of the world.

Posthumous independence is to live alone, not associate with anyone, live a life that belongs to herself, and jump out of the world, and the power and money she thinks about are not at all in line with the otherworldly independence of the world.

"At first, I thought that if I would worship the Buddha with my aunt in the future, I would not pay attention to anything, and if I got married and had children, then I would be sad and sad, and I would be far away, but I realized that if I did this, I would lose my food and fancy companionship. ”

She showed a sad look: "And I can't give up these external things, I like to eat and drink, so many beautiful things I haven't experienced yet, after no one oppresses, I have more opportunities to touch things that I didn't dare to think about before." ”

Recognize yourself and recognize the facts.

There is relaxation in my heart, but also sadness.

It turned out that it didn't matter, but that she couldn't get it, she couldn't get what she longed for, she could only tell herself in her heart that she didn't like it, and when the stone pressing on her head moved away, she walked out of the bottom of the well that trapped her, and she suddenly opened up and found that the world was so wonderful.

In the past, it was just ignorance, and I couldn't find the beauty of the world, or I found it, and I couldn't touch it, so I used the idea of detachment from the world as a relief to relieve the depression in my heart.

Yuan Chuyao shook his head and smiled, the luster in his eyes was like moonlight, "Only the immortals who ascend to the immortal can do what they can do without distractions, and the saints can't do it, why do you force yourself, you are just a fifteen-year-old girl, and you can do it in the future without forgetting your original intention is a successful practice." ”

I have to say that Yuan Churou once felt like a calm eye watching other people's disputes because of her disconnection, and Yuan Chuyao's words did not comfort her, but seemed to persuade her to face reality.

In Yuan Churou's lonely expression, Yuan Chuyao's voice changed: "You have seen the sinister hearts of people, and you can still find the beauty of the world, isn't this a valuable quality? Don't trap yourself with unsuitable expectations, look up more, you are a beautiful and smart little girl, you will always find a way that suits you." ”

Expectations that don't fit, not noble expectations.

It's just not suitable, it's not that she's not qualified.

Yuan Churou suddenly realized that it was not suitable, who in the world could do the life of her dreams?

No one, as Sister Yan said, is a life that only immortals can live if they are independent.

Without everything, she may not even be able to provide for herself, and she may not be able to starve herself to death in a few days.

After Yuan Chuying listened to it on the side, she raised her hand and patted her leg, "Harm, what do you think you are thinking, is it that you are tired of eating in the house, or the books are not good-looking, why do you think so much." ”

As soon as her words came out, Yuan Churou laughed, and she didn't learn to pat her thigh with Yuan Chuying: "That's right, there are so many delicious foods, why bother...... Why bother to eat dirt. ”

The idea that he couldn't support himself in his mind, and that he was hungry and could only eat Guanyin soil like a refugee in the book suddenly popped up and blurted out.

made Yuan Chuyao and Yuan Chuying laugh, Yuan Churou covered her slightly hot cheeks, and suddenly found that even if the embarrassing words were spoken, they were not so unacceptable.

As long as she has the bottom in her heart and is fearless, she doesn't need to deliberately block the words of others, even if she says it in her ear, she may not care.

In the past, she spoke little, but since she was a child, she accepted the influence of Gao and Aunt Zhao, thinking that if she spoke less and suppressed her nature, she would be safe.

During her studies, she had the right answers in her heart, but she didn't dare to say them.

For fear that the wrong answer will be despised by others.

In the end, I found that the answer was right, and no one could understand the sudden loss in my heart.

"It's really wonderful, ordinary people are out of the world and sleep in the wild, it's really not easy to survive. When Yuan Chuyao smiled, he didn't forget to think.

Under her guidance, Yuan Chuying also told her thoughts: "There is no need to sleep in the wild, just leaving the family, as an ordinary woman, it is extremely difficult to live well alone." ”

Yuan Churou gradually let go: "Not only is it an independent life, such a powerless woman, even if she is a rich female household, if she wants to keep the family business, it is even more difficult than that of a man." ”

Her eyes gradually glazed over, and she obviously began to immerse herself in her thoughts again, muttering to herself: "It would be good if women could be officials at any time, and there is no need for many officials, even some officials who can use women are also good." ”

Yuan Chuyao was interested and asked her, "What kind of official needs a woman to do?"

Yuan Churou blinked, came back to her senses, and pondered slightly, "Now there are female doctors in the court, in fact, there are also female servants, sometimes when investigating cases, it is very difficult to accept just exposing the body of the daughter in the family in front of others." ”

As soon as this novel topic was mentioned, the three of them couldn't help but think along the lines of thought, what other official positions could be added to female officials.

They didn't think about such sensitive high-ranking positions, because they understood that if those official women wanted to touch them, they would definitely cause turmoil in the country, and if they were not careful, they might cause a backlash and usher in a heavier shackle.

On the contrary, it is the small official position that is likely to succeed, which makes them more interested, and they have a sense of substitution when they think about it.