"Yes, I did. That night, Chen Daniu actually brought three people, and in front of me, the three bastards actually bit my mother's upper body with bloody tooth marks, and laughed and put his whole hand into his mother's lower body. Listening to my mother's wail, I felt like my whole body was frozen. After they left, I didn't hesitate to go to the kitchen and get the fastest knife. At that time, Chen Daniu was happily sitting on the edge of the bed counting money, while his mother was lying on the bed and couldn't move. I almost used my strength to breastfeed, and slashed at Chen Daniu's neck. Then, I felt that my eyes were flushed, and my face was full of Chen Daniu's blood. ”

"Half of Chen Daniu's neck was cut off by me, and even the knife was trapped in it, and his head drooped down so violently that he couldn't even turn his head to look at me, so he fell headlong under the bed. At that moment, I felt more refreshed than ever. But the mother panicked, she struggled to get up, staring at Chen Daniu's corpse for a long time, and finally seemed to react to what had happened. He got up and wiped the blood from my face, then changed me into clean clothes, took some money and stuffed it into my hand, and then pushed me out the door. I knew she was telling me to go, go far away, and never come back. I stood there and watched her for more than half an hour, then I turned and ran out......"

Speaking of this, Ling Jun suddenly fell silent, just now when he was recalling, although he could clearly remember everything, and even could see Chen Daniu's extremely disgusting shameless face, but no matter what, he couldn't remember his mother's appearance, every time it was a hazy and vague outline. Why is this happening?

Seeing that Ling Jun no longer spoke, the white-bearded old man continued what he had just said.

"That night, you left your home, left Chenjia Village, and ran in the direction of Luanshan Town. And your mother, who hanged herself after you left. When he died, he still had a relaxed smile on his face, and the person who hanged himself actually had a smile on his face, so you can imagine how weird that scene was. They were found in the evening of the second day after their deaths, and everyone in Chenjia Village believed that Chen Daniu had been hacked to death by your mother, and then she hanged herself. As for why Dumb Ni cut Chen Da Niu, everyone knows it. But no one asked about your disappearance, except for a few people in my own family who mentioned it once or twice, and it seemed that they didn't care why you disappeared and where you went. And you, while walking on the mountain roads of Luanshan Town, happened to meet the real Ling Jun who returned to the metropolis. ”

At this time, Ling Jun, let's call him Ling Jun, had slowly sat up from the ground, and his emotions gradually returned to calm. He continued the old man's topic: "In Chenjia Village, Ling Jun is the only child who is willing to talk to me well and never laughs at me, he has a kind of elegant temperament that our rural children do not have, of course, I didn't understand this at that time, I only know that his parents are very knowledgeable, he has a good background, even if his parents are not around to raise him, then he is different." So I often envy him, but I also have an unusually low self-esteem. In front of him, I will always feel as humble as an ant. Therefore, even though Ling Jun didn't care about my background, I didn't dare to play with him. That day, the day after I left home after killing Chen Daniu, I was walking aimlessly on the mountain road, and suddenly two car horns sounded behind me, and I looked back to see that Ling Jun was sitting in an angry car looking at me and laughing. He stuck his head out of the car window and shouted at me: Erwa, where are you going? Would you like to take a little bit? I'm going back to the provincial capital, and my parents are back from abroad. Listening to his words, my heart tingled for a while, and I felt that this world is really unfair, the same people, why do they have such a completely different life experience and experience? ”

I shook my head at Ling Jun, and the car whizzed past me. I stood there and watched the car go away, until I couldn't see it anymore before I started moving again. I don't know where I'm going, let alone what I'm going to do, but I know that I'm going to leave here, to leave Chenjia Village, to leave Luanshan Town. After walking for about ten minutes, I suddenly heard a bang, and I was startled at the time, but driven by curiosity, I still ran forward quickly. When I got there, I saw a car on the side of the road that had been hit beyond recognition, and one of the people in the car was lying on the steering wheel covered in blood. What surprised me even more was that at the foot of the mountain on the left, the car that Ling Jun had just driven past me was lying over. My mind was in a mess at the time, I didn't know what was going on, but I knew something had happened to Ling Jun. I climbed down from the mountain pass with both hands and feet, and suddenly slipped with one foot, and my whole body rolled down, this roll, my lower leg was broken, and my face was bleeding from broken skin, but it also allowed me to quickly reach Ling Jun's car. When I saw Ling Jun trying to climb out of the car window, I was happy because he wasn't dead, he was still alive. I limped to the car and dragged Ling Jun out with all my might. But when I came out, I realized that both of his legs seemed to be broken, hanging unconscious, and there was a big pit on his head. When he saw that I had saved him, he probably wanted to say thank you, but his mouth was vomiting blood, I was frightened, and then I didn't know where I got the courage, or maybe I wanted him to lie down more comfortably, and I desperately dragged him to a flat ground farther away from the car, but I also saved my life. Because just as we were getting to that flat land, the car exploded. I looked at the burning car for a long time, and when I looked back at Ling Jun, I found that he had already run out of gas......"

"So you changed out of Ling Jun's clothes and put yours on him, and you want to go back to his parents in the capital instead of Ling Jun, or, I should say, impersonate. In order to prevent others from recognizing, you turn your head and slap your face with blurred flesh, as if it were disfigured. At the same time, you also slapped Ling Jun's face, and then dragged him to a small river not far away and threw him down. You know, that small river will flow to Chenjia Village, maybe it won't be long before people in Chenjia Village or nearby will find Ling Jun, because he can't see his face clearly, and according to his clothes, he will identify it as Chen Erwa. Your plan is perfect, and things are going in this direction. ”

"Ling Jun" raised his head and looked at the old man blankly: "I saved him, but he still died, don't blame me." I returned to the capital in his place, and I also helped him fulfill his wish, and his parents also avoided being sad, is this wrong? And I just want to live decently. ”

The old man shook his head, "Maybe it was like this at first, but then you went further and further. Fifteen years ago, when you noticed that Ling Jun's parents were suspicious of you, did you show any mercy to these parents who had raised you for many years? Or maybe there's a little bit of guilt about them? ”

"Guilt? Hehe...... I have been with them for more than ten years, listening to them for everything, elementary school, junior high school, high school, I studied hard, and I got the first place every year, even going to college, it was also the military school they chose. You know what, because of me, how proud they are in front of their colleagues and friends? Yes, they raised me, but I also reciprocated them. But why doubt me? Why? ”

"That's a good question, why should they doubt you? Have you never thought about it? Well, you haven't thought about it because you have a weak heart, from the bottom of your heart, you know that you are not Ling Jun, you are Chen Erwa, you are always worried, sooner or later they will find out the truth. ”