1294 Unconscious monsters
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I heard this from Dorothy.
In the reality of the hospital, the research of Dr. Ender et al., no, it should be said, all studies involving "viruses", no matter which side of the party, must have a fixed, closest to the ideal value of the reference. And this reference is "Takakawa" himself. So far, no other more feasible way has been found.
Whether it is physiological, emotional, psychological, or anything else, as long as it is any characteristic that constitutes the existence of "Gaochuan", it can be confirmed through existing methods and theories, and can be used as a reference object for the process of change of other phenomena. Although the exact circumstances are not known, the changes in Takakawa and the values that describe them are considered standard.
Therefore, the significance of "Takakawa" in the hospital is so important, and now that "Takakawa" has collapsed into an LCL, the hospital is still unable to find a qualified replacement, and the "Takakawa" LCL has also been placed independently, and continues to assume the role of "reference" in another way.
It sounds cruel, but staying in this apocalyptic fantasy doesn't have much of a sense of reality about what is happening in the hospital. And Dorothy in the real hospital hospital, although Gao Chuan has not actually seen it now, but in the feeling, it seems that there is a considerable difference from Dorothy in front of her.
For example:
"Today's morning erection is also very powerful, Ah Chuan." Dorothy's virtual image is like a daily greeting to say something like this.
It's not the first time we've started with this topic. Takakawa can give birth to a subtle feeling every time.
The Dorothy he had sketched out in his mind in the past was certainly not like this. It's not that it's good, but that when there is a difference between the actual situation and the imagined situation, there is always an indescribable sour taste. Especially. Now Dorothy uses the girlish body of the "Internet Ball Final Weapon", and her appearance age has only grown to about thirteen years old before stopping. Judging from Takakawa's memories in the past, this is also the gesture that Dorothy most often uses in the apocalyptic illusion, but when she uses this appearance to open her mouth seriously, it always makes Takakawa feel that something is wrong.
"I'm having nightmares again." Although it feels subtle. But Takakawa didn't particularly care about this kind of thing. Because he deeply felt that the relationship and emotions between the two parties could no longer be shaken by the problems of behavior and appearance.
"Ah, are you going to play the psychiatrist again?" Dorothy crossed her legs, and the virtual image was wearing black stockings, and the skirt was too short and the panties could be seen casually, Takakawa could often see such a scene, but, to outsiders. But it's not that easy at all, "You have ten minutes, and then it's Omi's turn, and she seems to train your memory...... In short, it's an event that the world line jump needs, I don't know much about it, but judging by her excitement, it should be important. Moreover, the critical moment has come. Of course. Personally, I don't think that kind of thing will do much to solve our problems. β
"It's still that teenager's business." Takakawa ignored Dorothy's rude words in the middle of her mouth or spit out, and went straight to the point: "Probably telepathy, I seem to be able to accept his message...... You know, with my prosthetic body, I don't have a need for sleep at all. Nor do I dream. It is not so much a dream as the entry and collation of established information. β
"I know, I know. Of course, what you say is quite possible. Dorothy said, "If you don't have this sense, it would be a headache." Because that makes people wonder if it makes Gao Chuan unified. There is telepathy, which proves that you are actually quite compatible, and when you are united, it will also be more smooth. β
"I mean, I can't remember, but I always felt that he was in a very unique situation." Takakawa groaned for a moment, he didn't think it was easy to describe this feeling.
"I don't understand." Dorothy thought about it, but couldn't give an answer, Gao Chuan also knew that this was an inevitable result, Dorothy knew a lot of things, and she also had a close relationship with the young Gao Chuan, but she definitely didn't know everything. What's more, the attention of "Jiang" on that side is many times stronger than that on this side.
"It's okay, I just want to confirm the latest information on the Las Vegas repeater." Takakawa made a judgment based on his feelings.
"The battle situation?" Dorothy asked rhetorically.
"No, it's Cyberball's investigation into the internal condition of the Las Vegas repeater. The feeling over there told me that what the members of Netball were really carrying out was not NOG's plan, but only their own plan. And this plan, like my current job, is to set up a relay in a place where communication is not possible. So, I'm sure they don't seem to be what they seem, they don't know anything about the progress over there, and they can't be sure how the plan is going. β
"Well, it makes sense." Dorothy's virtual image froze abruptly as she said this, and half a moment later, Marceau's virtual image appeared beside her, and her virtual image happened to be back to normal, "So, Marceau, what do you think?" β
"If it's your identity, you can get the relevant permissions." Marceau said bluntly, "However, you don't have the authority to divulge the information. β
"Ah, no problem, no problem. I'm very disciplined. Dorothy waved her hand and said, "I'll just give something suggestive." β
Marceau and Dorothy looked at each other for a moment, then vanished. During this time, Marceau has been operating a temporary hedge space built with repeaters as the core of the Cyber Sphere, which is the so-called "holy land" of the Doomsday Shinrikyo. And the "Final Weapon Project" that Dorothy's body was originally involved in seems to have been restarted as the "cornerstone" of this "Holy Land".
It is said that when the Cybersphere was building the repeater, the mystical scheme chosen only had "three" cornerstones, which were called the "three pillars", which were less than the "four cornerstones" of Shinrikyo of Doomsday. But what about the actual situation? At least, in the information currently known to Takakawa, there are four objects called "cornerstones": the ordinary girl Marceau, the consciousness walker Chang Huaien, the super department, and the final weapon Dorothy. Among the less certain rumors, there are several other objects.
What kind of cornerstone is used for the repeater of the network ball, and how much is used? It is strictly kept secret from the outside world, and the information is deliberately confused.
Marceau's table xiΓ n also seems to prove Dorothy's status.
"I'll see...... Because it's not something important, I haven't paid attention to it. Dorothy seems to have retrieved the information, "Ah, I found it." Well...... I see. Her expression was real. It seems to understand something, "Interesting, through guΓ² to limit the mystical to squeeze the mystical concentration?" We didn't think about it at all, and we could still see and use mystery like this. β
"What's going on?" Takakawa asked.
"The mystery of the ordinary world over there is suppressed, so that all the mystery is forcibly squeezed into a nightmare. In the way of dreams, cultivate a monster. Dorothy said this, her expression slightly stern, "And." The Nazis have also completed their final weapon. John Bull, who is on a mission, believes that the two and the current situation are not parallel two-handed plans, but have a focus, one side making a wedding dress for the other. β
"And then?" Takakawa asked.
"The final weapon of the Nazis is called Youjiang." Dorothy said.
Gao Chuan couldn't help but feel his heart beat faster, because the name made too deep an impression on him. And after that unexplained change, he never felt it. Youjiang is still alive.
"Alienated Right River?" Takakawa muttered to himself.
"In Omi's theory, this world has signs of a jump in the world line." Dorothy said, "And." It's for another purpose. John Bull believes that the final weapon, Youjiang, has a certain relationship with that world line jump. How much do you know about it? β
"Very strong." Gao Chuan felt that this description alone was enough, "It must be related to the virus." β
"I see." Dorothy nodded, but the conversation changed. "Even that doesn't matter, we can't actually do anything to her," he said. She can't come out for a while, can she? β
"Is there really no way? The people we want to find, the people who have the potential to thwart us, and the key to solving all the problems. It's all in Las Vegas now. I couldn't help but say, "It's because I value the huge impact that the changes over there can have that I do it privately." It can even be said that compared to this side, that side is the focus. If only we could have been a little more proactive......"
"Achuan." Dorothy interrupted me in a calm voice, "We can't do everything on our own. Some things may seem doable, but in reality, they can't be done at the right time. You also know that this is how we missed our last best opportunity. In order to avoid being detected, all the traps and foreshadowings laid are passive, and we can only wait quietly by the side. Saying this, she paused, "Although it is very passive, it is also something that cannot be helped." Our opponent is not so easy to defeat. When we're ready, the timing is missed, and when we're not prepared, the timing comes, but people don't dare to start, and that's happened many times in the past, hasn't it? That's the power of it. β
"Of course I do." Gao Chuan didn't say what he just said because he was anxious. Of course, he had thought about these things that Dorothy had said, and he thought so before waking up today. However, the nightmare that he could no longer recall brought him an extremely hazy intuition, and the young Takakawa changed a lot again. He thought that although his side was not ready, he could wait for the other party to break away from the Las Vegas repeater before acting, and it was possible that all the preparations would also become "unprepared" again.
Timing is always changing, and when you grow on your side, your opponents are also growing. In this alternating upward process, a period of time that is slightly more prepared than the other party is already the best opportunity.
While others repeatedly made moves on the Las Vegas repeater, Takakawa, who had been cleaning up the front line and maintaining communications, began to feel that there must be something more urgent that he had to do.
He could not tell what it was, but if he thought about it, he would have realized that although the whole world was in dire straits, the war had been heating up, and the Nazi invasion had brought a great sense of oppression to all sides. However, under this superficial offensive, the Nazis have quietly shifted their focus. And not just the Nazis, the whole NOG has moved.
It's like, on the surface, these tragic offensive and defensive battles are all just feints. In order to cover up the private, those actions that are more decisive are more decisive.
The problem was that Takakawa suddenly realized that he didn't have a chance to get involved in that kind of action. I was stumped by the Nazi offensive on the surface, but even if I felt like this. You can't take the initiative to talk to others.
It stands to reason that the Nazis did inflict great harm on people, and these attacks, even if they were feints, were too strong for many occult experts to bear. On this battlefield, even one more combat power is good, this is the recognized reality.
Can I say to the people who are fighting on the front line: "What you have done and what you have sacrificed at this time is all useless, wait until the situation in Las Vegas changes?" will play a decisive role. "Is that so?
Or can you use this as a reason and an excuse to leave the people in need here and go to Las Vegas?
Indeed, participating in a decisive change in the situation can have decisive results later on. However, just for the sake of a "future possibility", do you ignore the comrades-in-arms and ordinary people who need help in front of you?
Even from the reality of the hospital. This world is just an illusion, but can you really take it for granted?
These questions. Gao Chuan has already had the answer, and now when he asks himself again, he feels more and more that this is a shackle that he must carry.
If you put it earlier, when the sensibility was suppressed by the brain hardware. Maybe you can just take a quick trip and go.
However, since it is out of one's own nature to regain sensibility, then. If you are affected by sensuality, you can't complain.
Takakawa deeply felt that saying that he was "trapped somewhere" was actually a completely emotional constraint. Even if the world is illusory, in the face of the war, killing, and tragedy that are really happening in front of us, a vague intuition really does not have much weight. That's why I hesitated.
"Achuan?" Dorothy's voice reached Takakawa's ears.
Takakawa smiled. Dorothy's eyes were a little subtle.
"Maybe the decision was wrong." Takakawa said.
"What?" Dorothy couldn't turn the corner for a moment.
"Whether it's regaining sensibility or thinking about it...... Maybe it's all wrong. Takakawa said, "But as long as you tell me that this is right, then I am willing to accept it." β
ββ¦β¦ Don't you believe in yourself? Achuan. Dorothy tilted her head.
"No, I'm just saying β trust your instincts, and leave here for Las Vegas; and believing in you, and staying, to save those who are now reaching out to help. I would like to choose the latter. "Actually, I also understand that even if I go to Las Vegas, I am extremely uncertain whether I can lead the changes there to develop in the direction I want...... No, it should be said, the odds are extremely small. If all the factors that determine the fate of the world are gathered there, then I am only a tiny grain in it. Even so, the nightmare gave me such a strong instinct that I need you to tell me that I should stay. β
Dorothy's expression gradually became stricter, and she said to Takakawa, "You should stay, there are more people here who need you." β
"Can I be a hero?" Takakawa braced his knees and struggled to get to his feet. The sunlight shines through the fan blades, and the light and shadow swirl around him, and his expression is as if he has just seen the light, and as soon as he is covered by the darkness, he is once again dispelled by the light.
Gao Chuan was fragile, not because of his incomparably hard body, but because of his heart, which had gradually become soft with the revival of his sensuality, but he suddenly remembered that he had never experienced this kind of softness before, so much so that he sometimes regarded it as weak.
Hard, tough, and cold from the inside outβthis should have been the original intention of prostheticization. The current situation is not entirely expected by the color tie and Dorothy, but is determined by the nature of "Takakawa" as a human being and the character cultivated in the past. Even the brain and hardware like black technology can't suppress such changes at all.
I have become weak, I have become indecisive, I have not been decisive enough in my judgment, and I have not been direct enough in my actions. These changes, even for outsiders, can be seen lightly. They didn't say it though. But Takakawa knew that was what they thought. So, I'm standing in this place now.
However, to say that he was forced to stay, that he was calculated to stay, that he had to stayβsuch a statement. Is it really correct? Could it be that they decided to stay on this battlefield just to follow Dorothy's plan and not have the slightest idea of their own?
Of course not.
Everywhere, tragedy manifests itself in accessible ways.
Whether in this apocalyptic fantasy or in the reality of the hospital, all the tragic futures are synchronized. There is no essential difference between the apocalyptic footsteps heard in this world and the deepening of the infection of the "virus" in the reality of the hospital. Now I am on this superficial battlefield. Is it really less important than the change in the dark side of Las Vegas that can be abandoned?
If both sides of the battlefield are important, even if the situation in Las Vegas is more critical, someone still needs to pay attention to the battlefield on the surface and listen to the voices of the victims of the Nazi offensive.
Merely. Now I am just such a person.
Suppose "the people who are saved now." After the situation in Las Vegas is clear, he will still die", and at this time he will not make any protest - deep down, Takakawa has never believed that this is the right thing to do, and it is a reasonable and righteous choice. If. This is the word of weakness, Gao Chuan feels that he has nothing to justify, because this is his own choice. He should have a qiΔ of his own.
I wanted Dorothy's answer, not because I didn't believe in my choice, but because I didn't want her to regret her choice.
"Yes, I think, it's the right thing to do. Achuan is here, and he can become a real hero. Dorothy said this, suddenly shook her head, and said, "No, Achuan has been a hero for a long time. Not only in my mind and in the minds of the color, but others must also think so. Maybe you feel that you have wasted your energy in an unimportant place, and you can do something more meaningful, but I think that in fact, what you are doing now is very meaningful, and maybe other things are also meaningful and important, but you must not say that its significance and importance are more than what you are doing now. You have now saved countless people, you have kindled hope in their hearts, you have let them know that the enemy is terrible, but there are more powerful people who are willing to lend a helping hand to the victims. β
Dorothy's virtual image stretched out her index finger and tapped Gao Chuan's chest: "You are our pride, our masterpiece, your heart, may no longer be as hard as your body, but it is full of magma heat." And I believe that this is the power of the heart, in this world, to face the invisible and intangible virus, the power of the heart is far more important than the power of the body. Your will is definitely not below any of your predecessors, Takakawa. Go on, Ah Chuan, there are some things that others think are not important, but they are actually very important, someone must do them, and there are also some people's lives that are not important in the eyes of others, but in fact, there is no difference between superior and inferior life. They have their plans, and maybe they are right, but, I never think, that our plans are wrong. β
"Until the final result is in, no one can think that we are vulnerable just because they feel that we are right!" Dorothy proclaimed.
The smile on Gao Chuan's face was like melting ice, even if the shadow swept over his face, it couldn't stop the last trace of gloomy smile.
He felt that the meaning of the nightmare at this time was not as important to him as he had originally thought.
Because, you can only do what you can do.
Then, at this moment, in this place, there is something that you can do, and you are already doing it.
"Don't fool yourself for other people's landscapes." Takagawa said to himself, picking up his coat and putting it on. The door has been opened, and the light from the hallway has left a mark on the floor, and stepping out of this door is another mundane and repetitive task, but it is also a very important job.
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