So we didn't talk much that night, but the next day, she talked to me about the clothes again, she said that the clothes are not easy to sell, and there are a lot of people who ask, but no one buys them, maybe the price is too high, many people can't afford it, and the people who can afford it, and they think she is unreliable here, and they are afraid of buying fakes, so she means that the clothes should not be sold, see if I can find a way to dispose of them.

I told Su Ya that I couldn't do it, I would find a way to sell it myself, she didn't have to sell it for me on the online store, Su Ya asked me if I could sell it, and said that if I couldn't sell it, she felt very embarrassed in her heart, after all, I didn't know what to do with this dress at this time, if I asked me to sell it, I really couldn't think of how to sell it, where to sell it, but at this time I didn't want Su Ya to have too much psychological pressure, so I said to her: "Don't worry, I have a lot of customers in my company, They are all quite rich, I asked them to help find someone to buy it, it's still quite easy! ”

Su Ya said that it would be best if it could be sold, but if it really couldn't be sold, she would give me money, anyway, I can't come out with this money, to be honest, I am still very unhappy when I hear her say this, if the clothes can't be sold, you have to give me money, this is more than a foreign thing? Apparently she's treated me like an outsider now.

I asked her tentatively, and said, "Why are you so outside, I have a relationship with you, and I still need to give me money, and I am embarrassed to take it!" ”

Su Ya asked me rhetorically and said, "What is the relationship between the two of us now?" ”

I asked Su Ya what she thought was the relationship, and she didn't go around with me, she simply replied to me: "Friendship!" Although the two of us are not chatting in person now, I can still feel from the words she sent, she said very lightly and calmly, probably in her heart, she has already acquiesced to the relationship that I am friends with her.

I thought that since I had already talked about this, I would just pick it out, and I said that you mean, we have broken up now? Su Ya said that she hadn't broken up for a long time? Seeing her news, my heart hurt suddenly, as if I was stabbed by a knife, but I also made a lot of mental preparations during this time, so it quickly eased up, if I and Su Ya really can't be a couple, then we can be friends, so I asked her if she can be friends in the future, she said that if she can't, she won't talk to me now.

Now I'm more or less relieved, in fact, it's good for the two of us to be friends now, at least the two of us won't be too embarrassed to chat or something, and there will be no conflicts and contradictions, which can be regarded as making both of us both very rational and calm, as for whether there is a chance for the two of us to resurrect in the future, I don't think it's easy to say, anyway, it's much better than the two of us not caring about anyone.

Maybe I also figured it out, so when I chatted with Su Ya later, I also chatted with a very calm attitude, and I didn't talk to her about anything excessive, which made Su Ya feel a little surprised, she asked me if I don't like her anymore, and I feel that I also treat her as an ordinary friend.

I said to be honest, I still have you in my heart, but I also understand that it is impossible for the two of us to return to the previous point, and the possibility of getting married in the end is also very small, and I am now older, and my temperament is more stable, and I am not as impulsive as before, so I respect your choice now, and I also respect the relationship between the two of us now.

Su Ya said I can think like this, she is also more happy in her heart, she said that I am her first man after all, here she said the first meaning, that is, her place was given to me, she said that my position in her heart, used to be more important, has been deeply rooted, she also thought about a lot of pictures of the two of us living together in the future, but now the two of us do have a lot of problems, and she feels that some problems are irreparable, she also knows that we can't go to the last step, The only hope now is that the two of us can be friends if we can't be a couple in the future, the kind of friend who says everything in her heart, she said such a thing, at least she won't feel too sorry in her heart.

The more Su Ya said, the cooler my heart became, because I could feel it, what she said was from her heart, that is to say, she should be determined not to go to the end with me, her most intimate relationship with me in the future can only be friends, which means that the two of us are completely finished, I have to accept the fact that the two of us have broken up, and this time it is a real game, not a conflict or angry talk.

Suddenly, I have a particularly familiar feeling, to put it bluntly, there is an urge to cry, every time the relationship comes to an end, I basically feel this way, it may be that Su Ya is the ideal type in my mind when we met from the beginning, so I hope to get married with her too much, and when I am good with Su Ya, I am almost to the point of getting married, and with her, I am just for marriage, so there are too many expectations in my heart, and there will be too many disappointments and frustrations at this time, thinking about it, I couldn't help but cry, and it was precisely because of this time that my mood was at the bottom, and I didn't want to talk to Su Ya anymore, so I told her to do this first, I'm going to get busy.

After chatting with Su Ya, I cried for a long time, and my eyes were swollen from crying, after crying, my heart that had been suppressed for a long time was also more comfortable, to be honest, I have actually adapted to the days without Su Ya during this time, and the days to come, it is estimated that it will be similar to this time, I thought I could adapt to it, but I didn't expect that when I gave up Su Ya completely, I could still make my emotions collapse so much, probably because I knew that she was serious this time, and completely understood that we had no hope.

In the next few days, my mood has been very low, and I am absent-minded at work, Zheng Hu also found my abnormality and comforted me many times, as for the clothes I bought, I also gave it directly to Ma Duoduo, of course, I made it clear to Zheng Hu about this matter, and it was given to Ma Duoduo in front of Zheng Hu, Ma Duoduo was very happy at the time, and took the quarrel she had with Zheng Hu a few days ago to stimulate Zheng Hu, saying: "Look at you, I asked you to buy me clothes, you don't want to buy them, and you quarrel with me, look at how good other children are." , such expensive clothes, just give them to me, I really shouldn't have married you earlier, it's time to wait, wait for someone like Tong Tong who is willing to spend money for his wife! ”

I was also afraid that Zheng Hu would be embarrassed at this time, so I hurriedly said to Ma Duoduo: "You can do it, don't say a word, if I don't break up now and have no partner, how can I give you this clothes!" Zheng Hu was still beside me at this time, saying that is, that is, Ma Duoduo was lucky, just in time for Su Ya to break up with me, otherwise how could I give her clothes, Ma Duoduo was a little unhappy by what I said, saying that the two of us bullied her as a girl, as for Su Ya's side, I fooled her and said that I had sold the clothes to customers, and the price was cheaper than when I bought it, but it was not too bad, not a loss.

Not long after breaking up with Su Yahe, I also entered her space once, and found that all the things about me in her space were deleted, including the photos I sent when I was with me before, and even the message I gave her on the message board She also deleted, she was like this, I had to block her in my space, and then changed my avatar and screen name again, Chen Yajing and Gao Meng later asked me about my relationship with Su Ya, I said I broke up, this time it was really a breakup, Chen Yajing also gloated and asked me how I felt now, and if I was particularly happy.

I don't have the heart to be amused with Chen Yajing here at this time, I tell her the truth, the mood is really bad these days, it's too uncomfortable, I'm not interested in anything, I feel like I'm going to be sick, Chen Yajing said no, don't you need to use the provincial city to see me, but don't hang up because of this, I can't see the last time with me, I said then you come, maybe you really can't see the last side.