"Not your child?"

Xia Feng revealed the difference after hearing this, and asked tentatively. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

"I don't know...... Not my child anyway. ”

"If you tell me exactly what's going on, I, as a bystander, might be able to see it more clearly."

Xia Feng didn't want to get only such an ambiguous and vague answer.

After all, there are many aspects of this answer that can be extended, and he doesn't want to guess.

"Okay, I'll tell you, but you must not let anyone else know, not even our mother."

Pang Ying didn't compromise until this time, and looked at Xia Feng with a somewhat distorted face, obviously waiting for Xia Feng's promise.

"I promise you, I'll listen to it all as a secret, and absolutely no one will say it."

Xia Feng nodded solemnly, which was regarded as a positive promise to Pang Ying.

"You and Mom don't know, I also talked about a boyfriend before I talked to Wang Quan, during which I was pregnant twice, and the children were killed."

When Pang Ying said this, Xia Feng was surprised, because in Pang Haizhi's memory, Wang Quan was Pang Ying's first love, and Wang Quan often said that the two of them were each other's first love, and it was not easy to go from falling in love to combining.

As a result, Pang Ying now told him that he not only had a boyfriend, but also had two abortions in succession.

Seeing the surprise on Xia Feng's face, Pang Ying broke down and cried again:

"I really love him, but I can't be with him, and I can't talk to my parents."

"Why?"

"Because he is 24 years older than me, as traditional people as our parents are, they can't accept it at all.

I've asked tentatively, but two of them said I had a broken head.

And he was divorced twice, and I really wanted to marry him, but in the end we broke up.

He was tired, and I felt like we had no future. ”

Xia Feng doesn't know how to judge this kind of year-old love, after all, he is not a party and has not experienced everything about them, so he is not qualified to say the so-called right or wrong.

He nodded silently and continued to listen to Pang Ying say:

"When I had my second baby, the doctor said that if I had a baby, I would probably not be able to have children in the future.

But I couldn't have this child, we had already broken up at the time, so I didn't think much about it and beat the child.

Later, I met your brother-in-law and felt that your brother-in-law was somewhat similar to that person in some way, so I gradually developed a good impression, but in the process of getting acquainted, I knew that your brother-in-law was a man with a particularly strong traditional concept.

He took chastity very seriously, and I had already retreated because I didn't meet his requirements at all.

Later, after graduating from college, we unexpectedly joined the same company, and he began to pursue me like crazy again, I liked him, so I didn't know how to talk to him, I was very entangled, very entangled.

So he never agreed, but he didn't give up, and he always guarded me and accompanied me by my side. ”

"Did you lie to him at the time?"

"Actually, it's not a lie, because what I actually think is that if you love someone, you give everything you have, and you love it all your life.

I think most people are like this, at first they will feel that the person who is with you now is the person who cries with you, laughs with you, and grows old with you.

No one chooses to separate at the outset.

Me too, it's just that reality eventually defeated my naivety. ”

Xia Feng felt that what Pang Ying said was right, put it aside first, reason is sensual, especially in the sensibility involving love, it is simply not worth it.

So at that time, even if you do anything stupid, it can be considered excusable.

Many people think that a person is in love, and then what to do to that person, they will think he/she is crazy, and they will also say that she is too stupid, or too cheap, but in fact, only that person knows that she is too deep because of her deep love.

At least for this relationship, I have done everything I can, and I don't regret it.

But people are like this, they will always use their own opinions to judge the behavior of others at will.

Xia Feng was still silent about this, but he could probably guess what was going to happen next.

"I ended up lying to him.

I went for revision surgery and lied to him that I had never been in a relationship.

And so we walked together.

But I was scared and uneasy in my heart, because I was afraid that one day he would know the truth, and what would I do then.

So there were several times in the process when he wanted to have a relationship with me, but I refused, because I couldn't cross this hurdle myself, and I always felt that what was fake was fake.

And he seems to be in a hurry to verify something, and he is always very proactive.

In the end, I compromised, I thought I would find out, forget the big deal, it didn't matter.

He didn't notice anything, though, and not long after that time, I unexpectedly found out I was pregnant.

When I told him about it, he was very happy and said that he would immediately discuss with his family, the engagement, and the marriage.

Time passed for about 1 month, one day I had a very painful stomach, I went to the hospital for a check-up, and the doctor told me that I had a miscarriage.

And told me very clearly that I would never get pregnant in my life.

But at this time, the wedding date has been finalized, and we are even studying the matter of taking wedding photos, which is like being struck by lightning.

I was completely confused, there used to be a little bit of luck, but now it has become an ironclad fact.

Not to mention whether your brother-in-law can accept it, even I can't accept it myself. ”

For the next few days, my heart was so disturbed that I took a leave of absence to stay at home for several days, and even wrote a suicide note, planning to wait until I go back to see your brother-in-law again, and then I went to suicide.

But the day after I came back, my stomach started hurting again, and it was noticeably bigger than before.

Your brother-in-law didn't let me go to the hospital for an examination, and he also asked for leave, and I didn't object, so I told the truth at the end of the day, at least I still have the courage to face it.

But the results of the test made me unbelievable, and the doctor said that I was pregnant.

But this is impossible, because the doctor has clearly told me that I can't get pregnant, and I have already had a miscarriage, how can there be a child in my belly.

Your brother-in-law had absolutely no idea what was going on, so he didn't have any doubts.

After I got back from the hospital, I thought about it all night, and finally I decided that I was going to live.

Because I think this is the opportunity that God has given me, this is a miracle, and I must take advantage of this opportunity.

And just like that, I got married to your brother-in-law.

Although his mother has a lot of things, I feel ashamed of your brother-in-law in my heart after all, and it is us who talk about life, and my parents are also each other's, so there is no need to worry about anything.

Although your brother-in-law is a bit machismo, he loves me very much, and the two of us rarely quarrel, and we live happily.

My belly is getting bigger day by day, until I can feel the "life" in my belly.

I can't wait to see it until it starts talking to me. ”

"The child in your belly, communicating with you?"