Time flies.

In a blink of an eye, a year has passed quietly since the time of Lin Ye's death, and I have slowly come out of Grandpa Lin's death.

For a year, I slept at night and didn't go back into that horrible cycle of dreams.

The study also climbed from the beginning to the bottom of the class.

However, as this year passes, I continue to speculate about the reason for Grandpa Lin's death in my heart, and I feel that his death seems to have nothing to do with me.

Touching the book in my hand, today is the seventh day of the new year, and it's time for Grandpa Lin to tell me to read the book.

Over the past year, I have carefully studied the above words, and I can remember even the words clearly, but unfortunately, I have always understood the plausible and still do not understand what they mean.

"It has been shown repeatedly, but it does not appear in the past life; The soul has a long life, regardless of this life. If you encounter a dead soul, you can communicate with ghosts and gods. This may seem like an important phrase, but what does it really mean? ”

I looked at this sentence and felt that it was very important, and it seemed to have nothing to do with the content of the whole book, and it appeared very abruptly.

Still not understanding, I gave up digging deeper. According to Grandpa Lin's instructions, he repeated it word by word again.

The day was fast, and after the English lessons, I packed up and prepared to leave the school.

"Yin Xia, you come to the office with me."

"Ah, Teacher Bai, you call me?" I blushed, and looked at Teacher Bai who called me in great surprise, not understanding what she was telling me to do in the office.

Teacher Bai, called Bai Yuqin, is said to be a young high-achieving student who has just graduated from college, at the age of twenty-three or four, she has very white skin and a beautiful person, and is the dream lover of many boys in the class.

Seeing my blank expression, Teacher Bai smiled and said, "I have something to find you." ”

"Oh, okay, Mr. Bai." I nodded sobly, glanced at Teacher Bai who walked out of the classroom with her waist twisted, and my heart was pounding, but I still quickly picked up my schoolbag and walked out with her.

When I came to her office, I was a little nervous, with my head down, afraid to look at her.

Teacher Bai put down the textbook, sat on the chair, stretched out his Qianqian jade fingers, and gently stroked the hair between his eyebrows, and then smiled lightly: "Xiao Xia, can you keep up with the progress recently?" ”

"Teacher, I can barely keep up." I bowed my head and replied.

Teacher Bai nodded and smiled: "Well, it's good to be able to keep up." I came to you because the school recently had an English speech contest, can you participate? ”

"Teacher, I'...... I'm afraid I can't. ”

For English, the test is okay, but when it comes to speaking, I can't help but feel a hindrance, and I don't like to speak in public.

"Go and participate, I'll sign you up, how about it?"

Seeing her staring at me expectantly, I boldly looked up at her, and I didn't know how to refuse, so I had to nod my head in a wooden way.

"Well, that's settled." Teacher Bai smiled with relief, but his hand was moving his fingers on a somewhat yellowed ancient book.

I was very surprised to find that I seemed to have seen this book in Grandpa Lin's bookstore, and I heard Grandpa Lin say that it was the only one, the only one in the world.

Since I saw it, Grandpa Lin's book house has not appeared again, and I have not asked him.

Seeing here, I wanted to ask Teacher Bai, but I still couldn't speak, I just stared at it unexpectedly, waiting for Teacher Bai's order to let me leave.

"Hey, Xiaoxia, are you interested in the book in the teacher's hand?" Finding me staring at the book she was holding, Teacher Bai looked at me in surprise.

I nodded, "Yes... Some are interested. ”

"Oh, I'm interested, I'll lend it to you." Teacher Bai showed a hint of surprise, and then smiled, "Although you are interested, don't delay the course." ”

"I'll take care of it, thank you, teacher." I politely nodded in thanks.

"Well, that's it, I'll drive you back after delaying you for some time." Teacher Bai tapped the table, moved his fingers, and smiled at me.

"Ah, Mr. Bai, no, I'll just go back by myself." I shook my head in surprise.

"It's okay, let's go, the teacher can tell you about the speech contest on the way."

Teacher Bai said this, and I didn't dare to refuse. I followed her down the school building and to the parking lot.

When I got to the parking lot, I was waiting for her outside the parking lot, and when I saw her stop in front of me, it turned out to be a white Chevrolet Explorer.

I was very surprised, I didn't expect that Mr. Bai was not only beautiful, but also had such a solid family background.

I sat in the passenger seat under her instructions.

It's just that it's my first time in a car, and I don't know how to fasten my seat belt, Mr. Bai found this, smiled lightly, turned around and helped me fasten my seat belt.

Smelling her scent, my face turned red to my neck, my heart pounded, and I felt very ashamed.

And I feel that I am a little abnormal, this is my own teacher.

"Alright, that's it." She looked up and smiled softly, her delicate and charming face only five centimeters away from me.

Seeing my flushed face, she smiled even brightly.

I lowered my head, how dare I look at her.

"Is my sister good-looking?" Out of the school gate, Teacher Bai joked while driving.

"Beautiful." I nodded, as if answering a question, keeping my head down, and she answered whatever she asked.

"Giggles, it's honest. As for my sister's house, there is still a house from where your family lives, and my sister is going back to live recently, so I can take you for a ride every day in the future. ”

"Ah, the teacher wouldn't be, right? Do you still have a house in the suburbs? "I was shocked, I overheard my classmates at school say that Mr. Bai lives in the Waterscape Garden community.

However, knowing this, my head was lowered and I felt a little inferior.

Along the way, Mr. Bai occasionally joked with me, and asked me about my family's situation from time to time, for I am a poor child from a single-parent family.

It can be seen that she has no discrimination, and there is a faint trace of sympathy on her face.

Teacher Bai enlightened me: "Xiao Xia, you have to study hard, and they are all big boys, learn to be sunny, and when you are admitted to a good university and find a good job, the situation at home will gradually improve." ”

"Well, Mr. Bai, I'll work hard!"

As she slowly enlightened me, I found that Ms. Bai was not only a good person, but also like a big sister next door.

Withdrawn and with an inferiority complex, unconsciously, in front of her, my nervous mood relaxed a lot.

When I got home, she told me a little bit about the speech contest and told me that I would wake up early tomorrow morning and she would pick me up.

When I waved to her, I had a rare smile like a teenager's sunshine.

However, I found that Teacher Bai, who usually doesn't wear any jewelry, when she raised her hand to say goodbye to me, she wore a string of dark Buddha beads on her white jade arm, which was a little conspicuous.

I muttered, it turns out that beautiful women like to wear such beads.

It wasn't until the white car disappeared from my field of vision that I walked towards my home, with a happy smile on the corner of my mouth, and I felt that Mr. Bai drove me like a dream.

All I have in my mind are the beautiful faces of Mr. Bai.

For a seventeen-year-old teenager, at the time of puberty fantasy, the opposite sex, especially a dream beauty like Teacher Bai, I am even more excited.

After eating with my father in the excitement, I went back to my room and began to review my homework.

I didn't fall asleep immediately after finishing my homework, but looked through the quaint books I borrowed from Mr. Bai.

Yin and Yang anecdotes!

"Isn't this book the one Grandpa Lin won't let me read?"

Although I haven't seen it, I won't be mistaken, I picked it up that day and was about to see it, but Grandpa Lin grabbed it and didn't let me see it, saying that I couldn't see it.

I haven't seen this book since, and I didn't expect it to appear in Mr. Bai's hands.

Putting aside the beautiful fantasies about her, I thought of the death of Grandpa Lin, who said that he was a lonely old man, with no children, no daughters, and no relatives.

Where did this book come from? Isn't it that Teacher Bai once went to Grandpa Lin's Yin-Yang Cottage, and Grandpa Lin gave it to Teacher Bai?

That's how it should be, I thought.