1997 Les Misérables 2
"No, no, something must have gone wrong. "Dorothy's consciousness shuttles through the sea of scripts, clearly feeling a state of relative motion and stillness, and what is simply incomprehensible to ordinary people appears and disappears in the world where she can feel, everything here seems to be chaotic, but immersed in chaos seems to exist in order."www.biquge.info She could feel how lively and sensual the self in the apocalyptic fantasy was, and how silent and rational the self in the hospital reality was. She didn't feel that she was cut off, but she couldn't describe this state in words, and the only thing that was clearly presented from the self-observed data was the "personality data".
If the personality of "Gao Chuan" is reincarnated again and again, and the personality of "Jiang" is manifested in a series from top to bottom and constantly multiplies, then Dorothy feels that her personality is like a parallel situation. Plural personalities exist independently at the same time, but they share the same goals and intentions, and work together with the same ultimate goal as the core. If we use a computer as an analogy, then the existence of "Super Dorothy", which is transformed from "Dorothy with Dorothy with Doomsday Syndrome", is a multi-core parallel computer.
So, how many cores does Super Dorothy have? Even Dorothy herself can't come up with a specific number for this problem, and whenever she gets a specific number, she always finds that there is personality data that is no longer counted. These data are constantly multiplying like the personality shown by "Jiang".
So far, Dorothy has not felt that she has fallen into a "bad situation" because of this peculiar personality state, but in theory, the fact that this kind of reproduction seems to have no limits is enough to make people think about it and feel worried. People may not fully understand their own limits, but they can clearly feel the fact that they have limits. Dorothy, whether from the level of "being a human" or from the level of "inhuman Super Dorothy", has come to a conclusion: she must also have limits, and any "limitless" embodied in herself is an illusion and a sign of danger.
Indeed, Super Dorothy has shown far advantages over other researchers and patients with doomsday syndrome, both in terms of the ability she possesses in terms of the way she exists, and in terms of the transcendence she possesses when interfering with the apocalyptic illusion, and even the special patient "Takakawa" does not have the advantages she has. But if you think about it from another angle, why can't this advantage be a pathology on another level?
In the comparison of the individual conditions of the apocalyptic illusion and the reality of the hospital, one can roughly conclude that the stronger the ability, the more serious the disease. And Super Dorothy's ability is "powerful" across the apocalyptic fantasy and the reality of the hospital, but in essence, it is not out of the "doomsday syndrome patient". From this point of view, it is reasonable to say that Super Dorothy is a patient who is worse off than most patients.
This is not only true of Super Dorothy, but also in the Super Color system, which can also be applied to this angle, in such a logic. This is a heart disease that Dorothy and Tie have always been unable to get rid of, no matter how much ability they show in the whole process of researching and fighting the "virus", they cannot accurately assess how long they can live.
For normal human beings, the general natural life expectancy is more than 60 years old, which can be said to be happy to know the destiny of heaven. This means that people themselves actually have a general idea of how long they can live. And even if it doesn't count the "accident", Dorothy and the color tie don't know how long they can live, and this fact can't help but make Dorothy and the color tie feel nostalgic.
Nobody wants to die, no one wants to die tragically, no one wants to die without knowing anything, and the same goes for Super Dorothy and Super Color. If you die before you can accomplish what you've been trying so hard to accomplish, then what's your struggle? To that end, Super Dorothy and Super Color are monitoring not only the changes in the apocalyptic vision, but also the changes in themselves.
However, it is clear that his plan has reached the most important juncture, but there is a situation that goes far beyond the surveillance, which is an ominous omen for Dorothy and the color.
It's just that the existence of the witch VV can't be confirmed in advance before it automatically appears, and it's just that the "Jiang" and "Final Weapon" closely related to the "virus" have not been able to be observed in detail, and the "script" involving "Takakawa" will always have subtle changes in a plot that seems to have been arranged a long time ago, and finally lead to a result that no one wants to see. In comparison, what is so special about the members of the Magical Girl Crusaders, mercenaries and Sunstriders who appeared out of thin air and should have "died" from the surveillance data a long time ago, but were actually active?
It can't be observed, it can't be predicted, and even if the relevant data is re-examined, there is no reassuring clue - the appearance of these people may not be able to make too many waves in the apocalyptic illusion in terms of ability, but their existence itself is unknown, and the butterfly effect caused by it is also unknown. Assuming that their appearance may produce bad results, then in a script as cruel as Doomsday Vision, the chance of producing bad results is almost 99%.
Of course, from the pessimistic perspective of being a patient with doomsday syndrome, it is not an accident that there is a situation beyond one's control in the apocalyptic illusion, and it can even be said to be a natural result. However, the opportunity that I and others have been preparing for a long time and finally seeing, I definitely don't want to be ruined by this natural accident.
In the secret room that houses Super Dorothy, a huge amount of energy is converted into power, which leads to greater work efficiency, and even the space seems to fluctuate due to a state of high heat. However, if you are actually inside, you can see that it is not hot inside, and it can even be said that there is no change in "heat". It is as if all the phenomena caused by the thermal effect are just an illusion.
There are fewer and fewer people still working at this time, and the aisles, which were not busy, are becoming more and more empty. In the reality of the hospital, most researchers are either suffering from the symptoms of doomsday syndrome or despair at the series of changes they have observed, and the most intuitive environmental observations also hint at a very unfriendly change taking place all over the world.
Human beings are fragile and must rely on a dense and accurate environmental factor to survive, and even the slightest change in the oxygen content of the air can cause all kinds of discomfort. And in this closed island hospital, the vicious changes in the environment can already be seen with the naked eye. From the coast to the interior, from the lawn to the forest, from the man-made to the human being, from self-observation to the observation of foreign objects, researchers can find many signs of the most dangerous situations in their own research.
The researchers and the people being studied in the hospital are not concentrated on this isolated island for no reason, the funds they rely on for research and survival are not paid by others in vain, and all the research is not the result of personal desires such as "dreams of eternal life", and there may be a lot of personal and political factors in the whole research process, but from the initial idea and the ultimate goal: to find out the cause and complete the treatment, is the most important thing.
Doomsday syndrome and the "virus" that causes it, since its existence was recognized, has been regarded by those in the know in various countries as far more than the source of all known terminal diseases and plagues. The reason why this highly private research has been able to obtain a large amount of resources is not only because it is supported by a large amount of private capital, and at any time, it is absolutely impossible to avoid the involvement of national politics if it can obtain "hundreds of thousands" of human samples.
The fact that the hospital is fully funded, equipped, staffed and sampled means that the research being conducted will have a significant impact on human society as a whole, and thus must produce a good result.
But they failed. Or, before they succeeded, the kind of things that were predicted by those in the know, and what they didn't expect followed, and the research of the whole hospital fell into a state of inefficiency. And observing the outside world in a closed environment can only lead to a terrible conclusion: the world, like its own billions of years of history, has undergone extinction changes due to a certain opportunity. And for those who are in the process of this extinction mutation, there is no ability to discern whether this is a cyclical change or a permanent change.
And this opportunity, observed from the perspective of the hospital, is indeed caused by the "virus". All of this is a portent, and human beings are aware of this omen, so they try to find a way to escape in this hospital, but they fail.
Failed, failed, failed, failed, failed, failed......
Today, the hospital has been completely cut off from the outside world, and no specific reason has been received before the interruption - why did it cause the loss of contact? When something vicious happens in the hospital, what really happens outside the hospital?
It all came so suddenly. When realized, no, actually, the result of the whole change was expected before it was felt so strongly, and all the research was done to avoid this worst-case scenario. However, it was still unavoidable, and, as I did not want to see, everything happened, frighteningly and suddenly than expected.
There are no more than twenty people in the hospital who have not been infected by the "virus", including the researchers themselves. Some of the researchers disappeared before they were registered as infected, and no one knew how they managed to evade the cordon, where they were on the island, or what kind of state they were. And the researchers who have not left the hospital can only wait in vain for the verdict, and all the research results they have achieved so far cannot save themselves.
Cases of researchers being infected have been going on since before Dr. Nguyen Le was confirmed to be infected with the "virus", but after Dr. Nguyen Li, cases of infection have become more frequent, and the strange situations that have arisen in the course of research have also become more frequent. In the early stage of doomsday syndrome, researchers can also use themselves as the most direct sample to continue the study, but when the condition deteriorates to a stage, the researcher will be tormented by their own hallucinations and can no longer study, and the direction they are responsible for will naturally slow down and then stop.
The facility that once housed samples from outside patients is being filled by the original researchers. The methods that these researchers had tried in the past with patients had to continue in them in a helpless situation. When the researcher becomes the person being studied, the number of researchers cannot be replenished.
The ships that were transporting supplies from the outside world and maintaining contact with the island hospital had been completely silent a week ago. Decomposing corpses can be seen on the shore at any time, and the surviving marine fungi have undergone terrible biological structural and physiological changes, and there has been a kind of self-destructive mania in statistics. It doesn't matter whether they are wise or not, when their existential traits change, when their living environment changes, death comes so quickly and so painfully, that is a pain that people can see with the naked eye and feel both emotionally and rationally.
The whole island is surrounded by an ocean with no end in sight, and this ocean with no end in sight is turning into a hell with no end in sight. The air and geology, which are in the closest contact with people, are changing every day, and although they can still be breathed, they are very different from what they tasted a week ago. Even on a sunny day, the entire hospital was enveloped in a heavy, low air pressure, and even the sunlight could not bring a bright feeling.
Every research department is short of people, every research channel has become sparsely populated, and the work of multiple people who used to work together can now only be overcome by the strength of individuals, and such changes are desperate and painful for those who are trying to overcome them. It is precisely because we know how weak the power of the individual is, how limited the individual's mind is, that it is more difficult to see hope.
If there's anything else that can be fully mobilized and actively fought against in such a breathless time, it's Super Colors and Super Dorothy. People who know the existence of Super Color, and those who know the existence of Super Dorothy, are also able to persevere because of the continuous encouragement shown by both that are not disturbed by external factors, and even so, they can clearly see how quickly the people around them are decreasing.