I thought about it, maybe this is the spirit of the book. It's just that I don't have the ability to communicate with it yet. But I believe that in the future, I will be able to do it, just like I can talk to my mom and dad.

As for feeling unwell, it should be that this spirit does not have a strong affinity with me like my parents. In other words, any spirit that is not related to the host will make the host feel uncomfortable, let alone take away, such as Wenqu Xingjun, who has just taken my body and helped me a lot. The most uncomfortable reason should be that its original host is not a human or painted skin, and the type of spirit is different from mine, which is the most important cause of discomfort. Or maybe its cultivation is much higher than the cultivation of the seal in my body, but this is relatively unlikely, after all, I barely know about the existence of a stronger existence than my parents.

Although I didn't feel it had any malice, it still made me uncomfortable, but I gradually got used to the spirit's presence. The underlying consciousness tells me that I can learn something by talking to this book spirit.

When I picked up the fourth book and read it, I felt my body start to get tired. The eyes are heavy, so slowly close them.

I'm dreaming. I dreamed that it was one night, and there was a little girl with long hair in a shawl dressed in bright red clothes and about 1.5 meters tall, as if she was guiding me somewhere in front of me. I kept walking behind her. But when I went all the way down to a cliff, she stopped suddenly, turned around suddenly, and before I could see her face, she immediately pushed me to the ground, and then jumped off the cliff herself.

In fact, I could feel that she was supposed to protect me, as if this place was my destination. I don't know why I wanted to hold her hand, but she didn't give me the opportunity and jumped down. Why, my heart hurts so much, and I wish the person who jumped down was me. At this moment, I couldn't help but burst into tears, why would this girl I had never met do such a thing.

It wasn't long before she became a ghost, but to my surprise I could see her. A terrible assumption popped into my mind: Could it be that she was ready to die from the moment she brought me to this destination? If that's the case, then she wore this bright red dress to add to her own anger and make me feel her presence after death...... Not long after, I watched a girl in red rise from the bottom of a cliff. She scurryed over to me, and because it was night, I still couldn't see her face. Because of the large difference between her height and mine, I subconsciously leaned down and tried to keep myself in line with her height. At this moment, I can clearly feel her faint anger emanating, she walked in front of me, kissed my forehead, and then I saw that she was crying like me, and then I took the initiative to accept her soul with my body, and let her possess my body, I heard her say sobbing and saying: "Zhang Goudan, you useless thing, if you can't take care of yourself......" I can't hear the latter words clearly, because she has just turned into a ghost, this form is still very weak. However, I feel that in this dream, I already have a lot of abilities that I now think are against the sky. But why would I have to let a woman ...... when I'm so strong?

Just as I was feeling sorry for myself, I felt that someone was coming towards me, and my consciousness told me that this person was not a good person. But next, I heard a very familiar voice, but I couldn't remember whose voice it was: "Gou Dan, a man must be strong, you are a person who does great things, you should not be ...... at this time"

Before he could finish his words, I suddenly felt that a powerful spirit in my body had taken my body, and the spirit used a necromancy to attack this person, but the attack failed, but it also had a certain effect, and the person was gone. Then the spirit seemed to use an unnamed trick to get the girl's body from the bottom of the cliff to me, then made a strange seal around the girl's body, and then asked the girl inside me, "Eternal life or death?" ”

The consciousness in my mind told me that to live forever is to be a zombie, and to die is to be reincarnated. This girl's spirit is very special, unlike those lonely ghosts, if the soul stays in the Yang World for too long, it will slowly dissipate, so you must make a choice quickly. After all, staying in my body does not hide from the fate of dissipation, but only provides a temporary residence.

"Neither life nor death, let me always be with ......" I heard the girl's faint voice.

The spirit spoke: "Is it okay to be the walking dead?" You still have the opportunity to reunite in your next life, why do you need to be so persistent? ”

"We want to be together in this life, I don't want the next life." I heard the girl's paranoid answer.

Then the spirit asked for my opinion, and it asked me, "What about your decision?" ”

Although I didn't know my relationship with this girl in my dream, this series of events in front of my eyes, I probably knew that I was deeply in love with this girl, and this girl seemed to be sacrificed because of me, so ......

"Don't mess around with her, send her to reincarnation now! When this is over, I will go down to accompany her, I am reluctant to let her be alone! I said, looking at the girl's body.

The spirit seemed to care more about my opinion, and the girl's opinion was just a reference factor, and I could feel that the spirit had a contractual relationship with me.

I felt like the girl and the spirit had disappeared from my body at the same time, and I had regained control of my body.

At this moment, I held her corpse, gently pressed my face against hers, and then slowly woke up from the dream.

I opened my eyes again, and the melancholy of the dream had not faded, but the tears had long since dried up.

And when I opened the fourth book, I found that the content of these things actually included the scenes that happened in the dream, but the content of the writing also included many parts that I could not understand, and these could only be written down first. I even think that this dream exists for a deeper understanding and appreciation of the content of the book.

Strangely, when I finished reading the fourth book, nothing strange happened, maybe this dream was it.

After putting down the fourth book, I continued to read the fifth, but as I opened it, I suddenly felt very unwell and spat out a mouthful of blood from my mouth. The more I reacted, the more I realized how sinister the situation I was in, but fate was like this, and I had to keep watching. Because once I give up this inheritance, not only me, but even everyone who loves me will die in front of me like my uncle......

The awakened subconscious told me that by the time I opened the first book, there was no such thing as a "retreat".