Chapter Eighty-Four: A Reply
Chongdu, Mengjia Villa.
Early in the morning, An Ruo flew up and couldn't find Meng Qingye. In the past, when An Ruo flew up, Meng Qingye had already been up for a long time, but today it was quite abnormal. In addition, since yesterday afternoon, Meng Qingye has disappeared mysteriously, and he has not returned until An Ruofei rests, An Ruofei can't help but be a little suspicious.
She walked to the door of Meng Qingye's room, hesitated, and finally pushed the door open. Tiptoeing forward, Meng Qingye was sleeping peacefully on the bed.
Seeing that most of his quilts had fallen to the ground, An Ruofei had to help Meng Qingye pull the quilt up. was about to leave, but Meng Qingye reached out and grabbed the corner of his clothes.
"Don't go, this is for you." The voice in his sleep was dazed, but he still knew who was standing in front of the bed. Meng Qingye fumbled under the pillow with his backhand for a while, took out a wax-sealed bamboo tube, and held it to An Ruofei.
Maybe he was too sleepy, Meng Qingye kept his eyes closed. An Ruofei wanted to ask what was going on, but it could be seen that Meng Qingye was so tired that he couldn't bear to disturb him anymore, so he left Meng Qingye's room lightly.
Back in his house, An Ruofei peeled off the wax seal, took out a roll of paper from the bamboo tube, and flattened the paper roll, the paper that was originally rolled into a roll was naturally divided into two, and it turned out that there were two pieces of paper in the bamboo tube. Thinking of Meng Qingye's various behaviors a few days ago, An Ruofei couldn't help but feel a little suspicious......
took out the first one, and saw half a poem written on it in small block letters:
"May I be like the stars and the moon"
At the bottom of the paper, the inscription is Xi Yan.
An Ruofei couldn't hold back any longer, tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes one after another, but there was a smile on his lips that couldn't be hidden. This thin piece of paper finally removed her last defense.
At this moment, looking at the neat and clear words on the paper, the grievances she has suffered these days, the depression in her heart, and the pain and worry that accompany her all the time are finally vented at this time.
Silent tears turned into small sobs, and finally turned into sad crying, An Ruofei only felt that a glimmer of light suddenly penetrated into the dim and ignorant state of mind these days. Half an hour later, the irrepressible emotion was taken back. Remembering that there was another piece of paper, An Ruofei hurriedly held it up in front of him. This piece of paper is obviously longer than the previous one, and I saw that it reads:
"A certain brother Taijian, thanks to the rescue of his brother Tai, did not make the sister dust. I also hope to inform you, so that the foolish brother can prepare a small courtesy. The grace of jade is rewarded when the grass is tied to the ring. ”
It's just that it's slightly different from the previous one, this one is not signed, and even the handwriting is slightly different from the previous one. An Ruofei thought about it, wasn't Xi Yan afraid that Meng Qingye would have bad intentions and grab his handle to blackmail? But he didn't think about it deeply, and rolled back the note for Meng Qingye, preparing to hand it over to him when Meng Qingye woke up.
An Ruofei was quite grateful in his heart, he hadn't seen Meng Qingye for nearly a day, but he didn't want him to send a letter for himself. This Meng Qingye, although he doesn't look right, he is really a delicate person.
Since receiving Xi Yan's reply, An Ruofei has felt a lot more relaxed, and he can say a few more words to Meng Qingye from time to time, and he no longer has a depressed face like before.
When it was close to lunch, Meng Qingye was able to get up. Although a table of meals is not sumptuous, it can be called delicious, and Meng Qingye no longer reverts to his cowardly appearance, and looks a little energetic.
After the meal, An Ruofei walked through the corridor from the courtyard to the room to rest, Meng Qingye followed behind her, and suddenly raised her voice and said: "Walking falteringly, words are pleasant; The body is like a light dance, to the Qiong branch in the moon; Wonderful singing, broken ......"
Before he finished speaking, An Ruofei turned around suddenly, his face was full of anger, and he shouted in a low voice: "Bastard! What kind of books do you read all day to describe me with such words! ”
Meng Qingye didn't expect An Ruofei to hear the source of these words from between three words, and immediately stood in place, staring wide-eyed and biting his lip tightly, not daring to speak again.
An Ruofei glanced at Meng Qingye angrily, and walked forward. But before he could take a few steps, Meng Qingye followed up again, and said with a smile: "No, Ruofei, if you haven't read it, how can you know its origin." Come to think of it, you must be more familiar with this article than I am. Besides, this is not the three or six songs and eighteen touches sung in the tavern prostitution, but it is also a great gift......
"You're enough," An Ruofei's face turned red, and before Meng Qingye finished speaking, he retorted, "You don't care if I read it or not." It's one thing to read, but it's another thing to hang on your lips, you describe who is not good, and I am naturally annoyed. ”
Meng Qingye also knew that he had just lost his proportion, so he apologized and said: "I originally wanted to make you happy, but who knew that it was self-defeating." I thought that I had read this great happiness alone, so I dared to talk about it, and I will compensate you for it. ”
After listening to Meng Qingye's words, An Ruofei also knew that he was not a frivolous person, and he was no longer angry in his heart: "You can't say this in the future, it's okay to meet someone you don't understand, if you meet someone who understands, it depends on how you end up." ”
Meng Qingye nodded yes, and suddenly, he changed his words and said to An Ruofei: "Ruofei, you just laughed." It's the first time you've laughed in these days. ”
An Ruofei realized that his mood was no longer so dull, and all this was because he received a reply from Xi Yan.
I was shocked that the lovesickness was not revealed, and the original love was deep in the bones.
"Actually, I admire you very much," Meng Qingye showed a smile on his face, and his tone was also very gentle, "Back then, the Xie clan was slaughtered, but you were the only one left, after so many years, don't you hate?" ”
"Hate?" An Ruofei suddenly felt unfamiliar with this word, and she asked rhetorically, "Is hate useful?" Hate can only make me miserable, and besides...... Although the Xie clan is my mother's family, it is indeed self-inflicted, so why should I torture myself? ”
Meng Qingye asked again: "That...... Do you want to resent anyone? ”
An Ruofei shook his head: "The rise and fall of the gate valve is repeated. My life is not good, I was born at the moment of the decline of the Xie family, but I never thought of complaining about others. If I really want to complain, I can only complain that I didn't have long eyes when I was born, and I can't complain about others. ”
"Have you thought about escaping?" Meng Qingye heard An Ruofei say, and faintly admired this girl in his heart.
An Ruofei shook his head and smiled bitterly, "Qingye...... I have also thought about the days when the breeze is blowing, the moon is bright, the mountains are flooding, and the songs are wantonly. But after all, I was still involved, and the road ahead was unfathomable, or I was born...... Either die. Fate is a circle for me, and I can't escape it. ”
Meng Qingye nodded with a smile and praised: "If you talk about freedom and ease, you are far above me." ”
An Ruofei also smiled, she looked up at the sky, and her tone was full of hope: "If the destiny of heaven favors me, it will definitely teach me to survive in a desperate situation." Even the heavens have not forsaken me, so why should I forsake myself? ”