Chapter Eighty-Eight: Your Name
After getting off work, Zeng Shu wanted to go to the hospital, see the dialect, and tell him what he couldn't say in the morning. As a result, as soon as they left the company, they saw that Jin Tang was already downstairs in their company. He said that he would go to have a meal first, and then go to see the movie that was just released today.
Zeng Shu couldn't help but go with him, but there were many things you didn't notice at the time, and maybe one day you will suddenly find that those things have changed one by one inadvertently.
Zeng Shu has been waiting for a long time for the movie "Dream Travel", not only because Mao Buyi sang its Chinese version of the theme song, but because of the glimpse of the male protagonist Hal in "Howl's Moving Castle", she liked this anime form of movie.
Basically, she has seen all of Miyazaki's films, and more than once. Including the popular "The Return of the Great Sage", "Big Fish and Begonia", "Your Name", etc., she has gone to the cinema by herself to watch it. More recently, the more memorable is the time when I went to watch "Your Name".
It happened that it was also winter, it was very cold that day, and there was a strong wind, she had a slight cold, and she was very tired after work, so she wanted to go home quickly and get into the bed to sleep a lot. As a result, when I was sitting on the bus, I listened to a few students next to me discuss the movie, and I was very interested, so I immediately booked a movie ticket online.
For her, this kind of thing is to make a decision on the spot, not to hesitate, as soon as she hesitates, all kinds of obstacles will come out, and the final result is that it is not done, and then she has to think about it for many days, and she is occupied by the emotion of regret and regret, although in the end it will still be unconsciously gone, but when you encounter something similar one day, you will still remember it, and regret is frequent.
But regrets are regrets, and not everything will come a second time, even if it's a small thing. What's more, time is murmuring, life is long, and that kind of thing can always be replaced by one person.
Because she had enough time, she also deliberately ran home first to change into a long down jacket and wrap it around her body. The cinema used to be a place she really hated to come to, for no other reason, just because she was single, and she always felt that it was a place that couples could enter. She went in alone and didn't know if she was going to see a movie? Or is it stuffed dog food?
But after going to see it once, she felt that it was no big deal, because the first time she went to the cinema to watch a movie, she occupied the entire first four rows by herself. Although the position in the front row is not only hurtful to the eyes and ears, but later she always likes to buy the first four rows, because as long as the movie is not just released, and the movie is a little later, you will find that the seats in the first four rows are basically up to you.
On the day I watched "Your Name", although she was not the only one in the first four rows, there were not a few sporadic ones, and she could watch it very well.
I decided to watch the movie so quickly on the bus because the schoolgirl read this passage: "Just remember your name, no matter where you are in the world, I will definitely go to see you."
For the first time that day, she regretted choosing the first four rows, because there was no one around, and she couldn't borrow toilet paper if she wanted to. Tears could flow around at will, but snot could not be wiped unwiped, and in the end, she found two tissues on the seat after the others had left, and she was able to breathe.
There are always people in life who have met and then disappeared, some who have completely forgotten, those who only remember what happened to that person but don't remember that person's name, and those who remember that person's name but don't remember what story they had with him. The name and story of that person are remembered rarely, but there are also them.
No matter what kind of person they are, they have been remembered more or less, slightly or heavily, some even more than once, and some even often.
And then the years will be highlighted, will be such a person, from the time you know him to the time he disappears, he has always lived in your memory, whether sometimes just remembering his name, or sometimes just remembering what he did with him, intermittently, he is also like a person who is still there, can influence your emotions, and even sometimes can change your decisions.
That's an important person, no doubt about it. That's someone who wants to see again, there's no denying it. But for all sorts of reasons, you just haven't been desperate to find that person.
So when the movie ended, Zeng Shu couldn't calm down for a long time, the person in her mind at that time, out of the movie theater, she wanted to run one street, even if it was two streets, three... Go and call his name.
Jin Tang...... Jin Tang......
Someone will open the window and scold her, she is crazy, and she won't let people sleep.
But, will God suddenly take pity on her kind of luck, someone opened the window, but shouted at her, girl, stop shouting, I know where that person is.
……
All kinds of imaginations flew in her mind, and all kinds of scenes of reunion with him came one after another, thinking of him even more, wanting to catch everyone who was still on the road, and asking, do you know Jin Tang?
She even wanted to catch every gust of wind coming at her at the end, and say, can you tell me which direction he is?
After going crazy, it was a naked loss, and at night, under the street lamp, where people could see most clearly, she only saw her own shadow fall to the ground.
At that time, Zeng Shucai thoroughly understood that that person, no matter how long it takes, will disappear in the future, but that person, no matter how long, will also come back in the future. Because he likes and likes the person he likes, he is the only one.
But... It's sad... I have to admit that for some people with low self-esteem, it is more about waiting than looking for them.
At that time, Zeng Shu's face had already begun to break out, and the new work had just begun, and there were many difficulties. Then she wanted to hide in a corner, and no one could find her. And Jin Tang was naturally put aside in a corner, occasionally letting her think about it secretly.
But no matter how bad a person is, it's a lie to say that they don't want to meet someone who loves them. She has always longed for the person who said that he would come back to her for a relationship, and that he would actually come back to see her. Even if he would leave because she was disappointed now, she was really waiting.
So she always believes that there is no kind of reunion, and the road is easy when she comes.
Before the beginning of the movie "Dream Travel", Jin Tang said that he had been to the cinema three times in total. This is the third time; The second time Zeng Shu also knew that it was because of her that she went to watch "Seventy-Seven Days"; And the first time was when Jone fell out of love and dragged him hard, and coincidentally they also watched "Your Name" that time.
Eventually, when the movie ends and everyone is gone, he is left crying with Jone in the movie theater. The two also shouted the names of the people they liked each other in the movie theater for a long time.
At that time, I was really a little crazy, and everyone who came in the next movie asked me, do you know xx? It wasn't until the ticket checker came in and drove them away that they were reluctant to leave.
"But, as sad as it was at the time, there was always a feeling in my body that you must have been watching this movie somewhere, maybe calling my name, because I knew you had always loved this kind of movie. Have you seen it? ”
"Yes, I see."
"Did you call my name?"
"You know."
"I don't know, I've survived so many days and nights without seeing you, and you don't reward me for that."
"Jin Tang..."
"Yes."
"Thank you, come back to me."
"Zeng Shu..."
"Yes."
"Thank you, I've always kept this seat next to me."
"Dream Travel" also made Zeng Shu cry for a long time, but this time there was someone to wipe her tears.
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When school was over, Liao Yuan was waiting for Xin Yu at the door of the classroom again, and Nanxi finally left first after looking at her twice.
When Huang Wei passed by her, she also stimulated her and said, choose well.
Why one by one, there is no one waiting for her. Xin Yu was slowly loading his schoolbag while thinking about how to reject Liao Yuan.
When I went to get the umbrella, I found that only her umbrella was hanging alone on the windowsill, and she was a little lost.
As soon as she got out of the classroom, Liao Yuan wanted to help her get her schoolbag, but she didn't let her.
Liao Yuan said, "You seem to be in a bad mood."
"No, my schoolbag is not sinking, I can carry it myself."
"Oh, then when you have time on the weekend, I'll invite you to watch a movie."
Xin Yu bit her lip, thinking that no one dared to refuse Liao Yuan twice, and she was angry that day and promised to go to the movies with him on the weekend, and now she is going to be a person who does not believe in her word.
"I..."
"You promised to watch it with me over the weekend."
Don't remind me, that's even more unbearable. Xin Yu hesitated for a while, but still said awkwardly: "I... I like Nanxi, so I can't go with you, I'm sorry. ”
Xin Yu lowered her head and finished speaking, and then ran away in a hurry, for Liao Yuan, she really had no face to face.
She trotted all the way for a long distance before she dared to stop, looked back at the figure of Liao Yuan, and exhaled a few times.
It's just that I didn't expect that when I got to the bus stop, Nanxi was still there, I don't know if I was waiting for her on purpose, or if the bus hadn't come yet.
She pretended not to be nervous and went over to say hello.
"Haven't you left yet?"
"Well, the car hasn't come yet."
Oh, I didn't wait for her. Xin Yu instantly stood beside him with a slump and poked his head in the direction of the incoming car.
He nodded her shoulder and said, "Just passed, it won't come again so soon."
Xin Yu turned his head to look at him, whether this guy did it on purpose. Just as he wanted to count him down, he asked, "What about him?"
"It's in the back."
"Didn't he wait for you, why didn't you come together?"
"People just waited for me to reply, and after listening to it, they went about their own business."
"You... How do you answer? ”
"Can I refuse someone as good as him?"
You gasped for breath just now, and I'm going to give you a taste of that, too. Xin Yu kept looking at him, and sure enough, his expression immediately changed after hearing this sentence.
However, he later only responded.
Oh, what do you mean, agree with her and Liao Yuan?
"Yikes..."
"Then why did you kiss me this morning?"
They were both silent for a moment, then spoke almost at the same time, but then Xin Yu smiled first.
"Why do you say?"
"I don't want to be sentimental."
"Whoever made you amorous, that's my qualification to be your boyfriend."
What the? What did she just say? Let him be her boyfriend? He heard it right, didn't he say that he promised Liao Yuan just now, so what is he? Is she going to be in love with two people at the same time?
"Why did you react like this? Not really. ”
Xin Yu didn't have an excited expression when he saw him, but his brows furrowed deeper and deeper, what's the situation?
"Do you know that you can only be a girlfriend of one person."
"Of course."
Ah, it turns out that Liao Yuan's matter has not been clarified just now.
"Then you..."
"I'm also teasing you, who made you gasp just now, wait for me, not to say that the bus didn't come."
"So what do you mean... You didn't promise Liao Yuan. ”
Nan Xi had already begun to show a smile on her face, and when she saw Xin Yu nodding, she hugged her even more excitedly and turned around a few times.
But Xin Yu is unhappy, this is the school gate, if she is photographed by her classmates again, then she will not be alive.
"Ah, yes, let me down, people will watch."
Xin Yu patted him on the shoulder, and Nanxi kissed her on the face before she was willing to put her down.
"Again, who am I to you?"
"Boyfriend."
Ah, Nanxi, Nanxi, you're not dreaming now. He made her pinch his face, but he still felt floating in the clouds, and he didn't want to come down happily.
After getting off the bus, on the way home, Nanxi kept wanting to hold Xin Yu's hand. God knows when he was on the bus, he always wanted to do that, but there were so many people, and he kept putting up with it.
But with an umbrella in one hand and a coat pocket in the other, he was not able to carry out the action.
"I'll help you with the umbrella, your hands are cold."
finally found an excuse to let her give him the umbrella, but Xin Yu copied both hands into his pocket, and it was even more difficult for Nanxi to start.
After a while, he couldn't help but say again: "Is it cold?"
"It's okay, I have a scarf, you're cold?"
Ah, this girl, how can she not understand the mind of a boy at all.
"Do you want to wear it?" She stared at him for a moment, and when she reached out a hand to pull the scarf, he finally found his chance. In a second, he took her hand into his hand.
Xin Yu instantly blushed, his heart beat faster, this guy turned out to have this kind of purpose.
"I... My neck is not cold, my hands are a little cold. ”
Nan Xi looked ahead, not daring to look at her, although he took her hand, but he was nervous now. My heart is about to pop out of my mouth.
But Xin Yu came to provoke him, twisted and stood in front of him, so that he had to look at her.
"Dry... Dry... What the? ”
Nan Xi was even more stumbling, what Xin Yu sometimes did really made him unable to guess.
"I have rejected Liao Yuan, what should you do with Cheng Min? Are you really going to go to the movies with her tomorrow? ”
"You know, she helped us."
"That's what you're going to do?"
Nan Xi saw that Xin Yu was about to get angry, and hurriedly said, "Why don't you go with me, I won't ask me to watch a movie with her."
She wants to, but tomorrow she won't be her. Otherwise, she would have to give Cheng Min a good look in the cinema. But Nan Xi said again: "Zhong Xiao just wants to invite Huang Wei to watch a movie, you can call them together."
But will the old lady agree to help her go? You'll have to try it anyway.
However, as soon as the elder sister heard it, she said that she disagreed, and there were quite a lot of reasons, because she had just finished watching the movie with Brother Jin Tang, and she was going to fix the photos tomorrow.
"You really don't help?"
"Understand me, I've just come to work, I can't be so lazy."
"Then you're going to watch your sister's happiness being robbed?"
"What snatched away, Nanxi doesn't like her, don't worry."
"Why are you so sure?"
"Because, it's someone who came over."