Chapter 67: Waiting for Me to Come Back - Re-enter the Palace Gate Concubine Yan
"I didn't know I was going to meet you here, I didn't know he bought this house for you. So, when I saw you, I couldn't help but get angry and blame all the suffering I had suffered on you. β
When Concubine Shu said this, she had calmed down.
Her eyes stared at a certain place almost emptyly, as if the words that came out peacefully were the same as the state of mind at that time, however, what Baolu didn't know was that it was precisely because the resentment in her heart was so strong that no words could describe it that it fell silent.
Bao Lu looked at the haggard concubine with some distress, no matter how fierce and big the quarrel was before, when she saw her showing such a look, she would still feel sorry for everything she had encountered.
She didn't dare to imagine that if she was left alone in the palace, not only was she unfamiliar with life, but she was also facing all kinds of fancy torture from the upper echelons who had the power of life and death, and she would be forced into depression or mental illness.
Thinking about it in this way, she can understand that Tansy, who has nowhere to vent her pain, will regard herself as an enemy and an object of venting, and she can't take back all the words that she said in her anger.
"I'm sorry, I didn't know you had suffered so much, if I had known......"
Bao Green wanted to collect words to comfort her, but found that it was too late to say anything, whether it was the damage she had suffered that could not be repaired, or whether she could know her situation at the time, what she could do for her was powerless.
"I'm sorry ......"
Bao Lu felt a little incompetent at this moment, knowing that his sister could do nothing in such a vicious environment, and that he would return to that place knowing that he would be tortured in a cage.
She felt sorry for not being able to save Daisy, but in the eyes of Concubine Shu, she was feeling guilty for 'occupying' the place in Han San's heart.
"No one can control people's feelings, like him, they can't be forced; Like me, I can't get rid of it. β
Concubine Shu sighed and said, feeling ridiculous and pitiful for her naΓ―ve fantasies.
That night, Mama arranged a table of good dishes, and together with Lilac, let the two people who opened their hearts rebuild the old ones, sat at a table and had a warm and harmonious dinner.
After that, as in the old days in the Prime Minister's Mansion, the three little sisters huddled on a bed and joked with each other, telling jokes, chatting and gossiping, and the crisp woman's laughter from the night covered up the arrogance that had permeated before, as if all the discordant scenes had never happened, only on that night, they all agreed to return to the innocent and friendly appearance of the past.
On the second day, early in the morning, Xiao Guizi brought someone over to pick up Concubine Shu back.
He didn't say whether this order came from the Queen Mother or Emperor Han San, and everyone didn't dare to ask.
When saying goodbye, Bao Lu led everyone in the house to bow down and see them off.
Now that they have different identities, they can no longer be the laughing and scolding of their little daughter in public. Standing in front of everyone, the concubine seemed to have returned to the palace, and unconsciously put out the posture that the emperor's concubine should have, with a straight waist and a high head, and the disdainful eyes of the queen mother who despised all beings.
When her eyes fell on Bao Lu, her eyes changed a few times, and after all, she couldn't help but call her to herself and say a few words.
"I'll come back to see you again."
Bao Lu agreed, although I don't know when she will come out next, but she will always treat her as her sister and will wait for her to come back and get together.
"Since the Queen Mother said that this is a house reserved for me, I always have a chance to come out to visit relatives, so don't go, just wait here for me to come back, okay?"
In order to strengthen her pleading, Concubine Shu emotionally held Baolu's hands.
"I know you mind my relationship with the emperor, but for my sake, don't leave, okay? At least staying here will let me know that you are doing well, and let me feel at ease in there. β
Baolu was a little embarrassed, if she asked for anything else, she could agree to it, but this thing was really hard to say.
Not only did he say a big thing before, but the water that was spilled and said was a slap in the face, and it was good not to care about the face, but this kind of thing about placing her husband's 'lover' in the wife's house really has some resentment in my heart.
After knowing what Han San had done for himself, he had harmed the little sister and suffered the blame, and he had no way to ask for help in the fire pit, so he couldn't say anything about staying here and living a good life; It's one thing for him to be intentional about himself, but it's another thing to do things, and whether it's good or bad, he can't have anything to do with him anymore.
I can't do this kind of scolding method of robbing my best friend's boyfriend.
However, Bao Lu also knows that it is a problem that he can't settle down for a while when he really goes out with Mama and Lilac, and it is an important reason to move in to hide from him, if the world is really in chaos at that time, he can't protect the two defenseless women.
"Okay, I'm not leaving, I'll stay here with Mama and Lilac to guard this house for you, and wait for you to come back."
Bao Green also said:
"Don't worry, I didn't have anything with Han San before, and I won't have anything in the future. I only recognize you as a sister, and I won't let this relationship change its flavor. β
She thought that as long as she avoided Han San in the future and drew a clear line with him, she really couldn't avoid getting along and treating her as a brother-in-law or brother-in-law. He is now Tansy's husband, and all his careful thoughts must be cut off with a knife, and he will no longer have delusions.
"Bao Lu, you know I didn't mean that......"
Concubine Shu's eyes turned red again, and all her tenacity and strength collapsed here.
She knew that the emperor and she were together for a reason and not emotionally, and then gave herself an identity for another reason, a man who had no feelings for herself at all loved her good sister, and she was at a loss for the one she chose to maintain.
Baolu is not at fault, she knew Han San before herself, and she is kind and wise, it is understandable that she can get Han San's favor; Han San is not wrong, in order to protect the woman he loves, he will do whatever it takes to protect the woman he loves, and men always give everything to the woman they love, even if it hurts others.
There is nothing wrong with everyone, but the fault is that they have given their hearts and have nowhere to put them, and they are willing to let others use them.
"I know, we'll wait for you to come back."
Bao Lu held back the tears in her eyes, trying not to let her see her sadness, and only pretended to be happy and looking forward to hoping that she would not be so sad when she left.